Blazing Armour - Chapter 189
Ren Yu is not in the hospital these days. He is out dealing with his father’s affairs behind him. At this time, he can see the disadvantages of being alone. He has to do everything himself, fill in those cold documents, buy things for daily use, and listen to people talk about account cancellation or funeral without emotion – he is a close relative and loved one, and his partner is just boring work or business repeated every day. It was torture for him to be forced to confirm the fact that his father was gone again and again in this way.
Originally, Qu Yangbo and Gog wanted to help him, but they were all rejected by him. It really needs to be done by themselves.
But later, they had to ask them to help, because the leaders of the General Administration talked to him, not only to add first-class martyrs to his father, but also to become a heroic model of the emergency management department and do a lot of reports in the media.
Ren Yu felt that his father deserved these praises and medals and understood the pains of the General Administration, but his only requirement was not to let himself appear on the camera and not to mention his name. He didn’t want some unclean stigma on the Internet to bring a little doubt to his father. He wanted his father to go clean.
After a busy day, he returned to the hospital in the evening. He was in a hurry to see Gong Yingxian immediately.
Up to now, he basically lives in the hospital. He doesn’t want to go home. He’s alone at home. It’s too cold and clear, and he doesn’t want to go back to the squadron. Those concerned eyes and cautious attitude suffocate him.
Gong Yingxian gave him a place to “go back”, even if it was the hospital he didn’t want to set foot in.
After knocking on the door, Gong Yingxian gently pushed open the door of the ward.
When Sheng Bo saw him, he was like seeing the Savior: “Captain Ren, you’re back. I thought you were going to be late.”
I saw a low table on the bed with six meals, but it didn’t seem to move anything.
“Dinner.” Ren Yi went over and touched Gong Yingxian’s hair. “What’s the matter, Sheng Bo, has he finished?”
“All day long, I only had breakfast. He won’t eat until you come back.” Sheng Bo sighed.
Ren Yu was stunned: “did he have breakfast in one day?”
“Yes.”
He went out early. They ate together at seven or eight o’clock. Now it’s twelve hours. He looked down at Gong Yingxian and said, “are you waiting for me?”
Gong Yingxian looked at him and said nothing.
“Did he change his dressing?” Ren Yu glanced at Gong Yingxian’s left thigh, which was falsely covered with gauze, and there was obvious bleeding at the burned place.
Sheng Bo also shook his head: “I’m afraid of pain and don’t cooperate. The doctor said to change it when you come back. He was willing to change it only when you were there yesterday.”
Ren Yu was distressed when he listened: “Sheng Bo, why don’t you call me?”
Sheng Bo said in embarrassment, “I know you are busy with the old captain. Where can I disturb you?”
Ren Yi sighed softly, “let me feed him.”
Sheng Bo handed him his rice bowl and spoon. “I can see he’s looking for you.”
Ren Yu’s heart was sour and inexplicably warm.
After Sheng Bo left, Ren Yi smiled at Gong Yingxian: “are you looking for me?”
Gong Yingxian still looked at him.
“I didn’t eat either. You say, which is delicious.” Ren Ying obeyed Dr. Pompeii’s words and guided Gong Yingxian to communicate with himself.
Gong Yingxian paused for a long time, picked up a piece of fried golden tofu and put it into his mouth. The outside of the bean curd was burnt yellow and crisp, but the inside was soft, white, tender and smooth. At first, it was a palatable temperature, but when it was bitten open, the residual temperature of the core of the tender bean curd was still there, and immediately spread out in the mouth like jelly. As an ordinary person, he feels a little hot at most, but Gong Yingxian doesn’t eat hot food for a long time. His mouth is extremely sensitive to high temperature. For him, it’s hot.
He was so hot that he smacked his tongue, opened his mouth and vomited. Tofu mixed with saliva flowed down from the corners of his mouth, making it all on the table and on the skirt of his clothes. In normal times, Gong Yingxian pays great attention to appearance. When he is shot, he also cares more about blood contamination than wound. He won’t make this embarrassing appearance because of a small piece of tofu, but he is still unresolved at this time. He burns and spits.
Ren Yu quickly wiped it for him and coaxed him, “it’s all right. Don’t eat this. I don’t eat anything bad. It’s delicious.” He handed the water to Gong Yingxian, “drink some water.”
Gong Yingxian drank a few salivas, and Ren Yu blew at the corner of his mouth: “is it still hot?”
Gong Yingxian still didn’t respond.
Ren Yu kissed him on the corner of his lips: “it’s not hot at all.”
Gong Yingxian turned around this time, stared at Ren Yu, and then moved his clear eyes down to his lips.
“What, what’s the matter?”
Gong Yingxian stretched out his hand, stroked Ren Yu’s lips and gently pressed them.
Ren Yu obediently let him touch it.
Gong Yingxian felt as if he had not finished. After touching his lips, he touched his eyebrows, eyes and nose. Finally, his fingers rubbed the mole on the bridge of his nose.
Ren Yi maintained a posture of “tasting” his body. After a while, his waist was sour. He wanted to change his posture, but he bowed his head and was shocked.
Gong Yingxian was covered with a thin blanket. At this time, the shape was different.
Ren Yi blinked, a little confused.
Gong Yingxian is too shameful. Usually, if Ren Yu sees this scene, he is mostly ashamed and angry, rather than let him see it openly like now.
Ren Yu’s heart moved and thought about what Dr. Pompeii said. The more communication and interaction, the more he could help Gong Yingxian break the shell that trapped him. So he stretched out his hand without thinking.
Gong Yingxian was stunned. Suddenly he blurted out and whispered, “Ren Yi.”
Ren Daxi: “you, you spoke? You spoke?!”
Gong Yingxian hugged Ren Yu’s shoulder, tilted his face on his shoulder, and skillfully fell down: “Ren Yu.”
Ren Ying Xian felt a little impatient. Gong Ying Xian closed his eyes and hummed. Holding Ren Yi, he kept calling his name. It was clear, sincere, eager and dependent. It reminded him of Gong Ying Xian’s repeated whispers in his ears when he was in deep love. Gong Ying Xian has always been like this. He didn’t want to say much at that time. He only liked to call his name.
This can make Ren Yu as hot as fire. But he only dares to do so. He responds to the palace like a child. If he really does something, he always feels like taking advantage of others’ danger.
After that, Gong Yingxian became more obedient than usual, feeding and dressing changed smoothly.
However, looking at the burn on Gong Yingxian’s leg, the charred flesh and blood mixed with drugs looks muddy and rotten. It’s terrible. Ren Yu doesn’t see it for the first time, but every time he sees it, his heart hurts to suffocate. He has been dealing with burns all his life. He used to see his father, his comrades in arms, the victims after he became a firefighter, and his comrades in arms. He also had seven or eight burns, but none of them had such a large area. He knows what the burning pain of burns is like. Now he knows what it is like to hurt his beloved, Seeing Gong Yingxian’s face sweating and pale, I wish I could accept it instead.
Regardless of the doctor’s presence, Ren Fu bent down and hugged Gong Yingxian, broke his head over, and comforted in a soft voice: “don’t look, we won’t look, we’ll be right away.”
Gong Yingxian did not look obediently. He leaned his head against Ren Yu’s chest and bowed his head to play with the rope of Ren Yu’s hood. He was so painful that he didn’t say a word.
Ren Yi secretly kissed Gong Yingxian on his forehead.
Gong Yingxian suddenly trembled and looked up at Ren Yu, startling the nurses.
“Don’t move. If you move, you’ll be tied up.”
“No, no, he doesn’t move.” Ren Yu looked at Gong Yingxian, “what’s the matter.”
Gong Yingxian’s eyes dribbled at Ren Yu, and his eyes fell on his lips again.
This is the second time. It seems that Ren Yu has finally come back. Does Gong Yingxian want to kiss him?
Ren Yi tried to kiss him on his forehead again. He had to prevent the nurse from seeing that Gong Yingxian’s eyes were shining. Even if there was no obvious joy and anger on his face, it seemed that his expression muscles were sealed, but Ren Yi could still see that he was happy.
However, Ren Yu was unable to laugh or cry. He thought that when he usually teased the palace to answer the chord, this person often blushed and hypocritical. If he teased hard, he would “change his temperament greatly”, and become uninhibited and uninhibited. Now he is a lot more honest.
Ren Yu sipped him again, this time his cheeks, then his lips.
The two of them secretly kissed each other while carrying the nurse on their back. They were like naughty children who did bad things behind their parents when they were very young, but they also gave birth to some sweetness.
After changing the medicine, Ren Yu sat at the head of the bed and peeled the orange. He peeled out the orange and full crescent shaped orange meat. He sent a piece to Gong Yingxian’s mouth and a piece to himself. While eating, he said, “my father is going to have a funeral tomorrow. He doesn’t go from home but from the squadron. You know, my father used to be a member of the Phoenix Squadron, but he wasn’t called the Phoenix squadron before. He made a big adjustment a few years ago.”
Gong Yingxian chewed an orange and listened carefully.
Ren Yu doesn’t care whether Gong Yingxian understands it or not, He said to himself: “That’s our rule. If you’re local, you should go from the squadron. Although my father retired early, his heart has never left the squadron. This time, the General Administration gave him additional first-class merit for martyrs. In fact, I wanted to give it to him before. I told you, my father made a great contribution in the explosion of Baosheng chemical plant, taking several soldiers and workers in the ruins He lived for seven days and eight nights. At that time, he wanted to give him first-class merit and make first-class merit alive. What a great honor, but he didn’t want it. He said it was also first-class merit. He was alive and his comrades in arms died. He couldn’t afford it. This time, it was… “When he said this, his orange peeling hand paused and trembled.
Gong Yingxian felt Ren Yu’s sadness. He stroked Ren Yu’s head.
“Well, tomorrow, starting from the squadron tomorrow, I heard that there will be a lot of people to send my father.” Ren Yu looked at Gong Yingxian, “I really want to take you, but you can’t leave the hospital now. You’re afraid of wound infection. It doesn’t matter. When you’re good, I’ll take you to see my father.”
Gong Yingxian called, “Ren Yi.”
Ren Yi pinched Gong Yingxian’s face: “do you really want to go?”
Gong Yingxian froze and did not speak or act.
“If you want to go, just nod, will you nod?” Ren Yi nodded, “like this.”
Gong Yingxian froze for a while and nodded.
Ren Yu is ecstatic. This is a response. This is the first positive and timely response in a few days! This is the first correct understanding and expression in several days! Ren Yi hugged Gong Yingxian and said with a smile, “great, you’ll nod!” He wanted to tell Dr. Pompeii the news immediately. It should be a great progress.
Gong Yingxian nodded again.
Ren Zhuo said softly, “I also want to take you, but your wound is in the critical period of healing. At this time, it will be troublesome to go out in case of infection. When you are well, you can leave the hospital. It won’t be too long.” Dr. Sheng Bo and Dr. Pompeii have prepared the necessary medical equipment at Gong’s home. They will be discharged after Gong Yingxian’s burn has no risk of infection. After all, psychological treatment may take a long time.
Gong Yingxian didn’t know whether he understood or didn’t understand. After nodding for a while, he was probably tired. He took the petal orange from Ren Yu’s hand and ate it.
Ren took out his mobile phone, called Dr. Pompeii and described the situation just now.
Dr. Pompeii’s hotel was near the hospital. He came in less than a quarter of an hour. It happened that Qiu Yan came over when he was free and bumped into each other.
So the three moved to the reception room and talked about Gong Yingxian.
Dr. Pompeii and Qiu Yan were very happy to hear these developments. Dr. Pompeii said confidently, “this progress is really great. All his feedback has been advanced. My medicine and your company have worked.”
Ren Yi also showed a happy face.
“Is there anything else? What else is different? Tell me any small details. It’s very important.”
Dr. Pompeii now requires all people who have had contact with Gong Yingxian, especially those close to him such as Ren Yu and Sheng Bo, to truthfully report all the details of getting along with Gong Yingxian.
Ren Yu suddenly remembered what happened at dinner, which was difficult to say.
Who is Dr. Pompeii? He is a leading figure in the field of psychology. When Ren’s eyebrows tremble, he can see the clue: “what didn’t you tell me? Why?”
Ren Yu touched his nose and looked at Qiu Yan. He was embarrassed to say that Qiu Yan was not there… He could be shameless. Anyway, he was thick skinned, but he always felt that it was not good to respond to Gong Yan.
Qiu Yan raised his eyebrows and got up wisely: “I’ll buy a drink.”
After Qiu Yan left, Ren Yu told Dr. Pompeii about Gong Yingxian’s reaction.
Dr. Pompeii was more happy: “you see, this is one of the reasons why it is easier for him to treat in adulthood than in childhood. This reaction can greatly stimulate him. I encourage you to try more and better.”
Ren Yi’s facial muscles twitched: “you… You encourage me?”
“Ah, who else can do it?”
“No, doctor, he is now, he is a patient now, and, like a child, I think…” Ren feels he can’t start.
“First, there is no problem with his physical function. Second, he is not a child.” Dr Pompeii said, “don’t you want to help him?”
“Of course I want to, but…” Ren Yu always felt that he was too beast when Gong Yingxian suffered both physical and psychological damage.
Dr. Pompeii patted him on the shoulder: “believe me, there is such feedback just kissing and touching. The more stimulation, the more feedback. If you want to help him, you don’t have to worry about it.” He said slightly excitedly, “this is the first time I’ve met such a case. It’s special, very special.”
Ren Yu was embarrassed.
At this time, Qiu Yan came back and bought them mineral water.
The three talked again about Gong Yingxian’s burns. As soon as the conversation changed, Qiu Yan said, “Dr. Pompeii, when will the next stage of treatment begin?”
“After going home, it’s inconvenient here. Deep hypnosis should be in an environment he feels safe.”
Ren Yu is not surprised. To cure his psychological problems, he must apply the right medicine to the case, but he really has a shadow on deep hypnosis.
“When will you be discharged?”
“According to the progress of his leg injury, it is estimated that in a week, as long as the risk of infection is reduced, he can go home for treatment.” Dr. Pompeii said, “have you got Ms. Gong’s signature?”
Qiu Yan shook his head: “not yet. I’m urging her.”
“What signature?” Ren Yu knew that Ms. Gong they said must be gong Yingxian’s aunt.
“Oh, it’s a medical exemption agreement. Deep hypnosis is risky. Without such an agreement, I won’t do it for anyone. In view of Ying Xian’s incapacity, his only adult relative is Ms. Gong.”
Ren Yun naturally knew what the medical exemption agreement was. Gong Yingxian once tricked him into signing it and asked Dr. Pompeii to give his father deep hypnosis. He frowned. Yu Guang could feel the uneasy eyes projected by Qiu Yan, but he looked as usual. “I see, it’s better to hurry up and don’t delay the treatment.”