Bleach: In World Of Soul With A System - Chapter 119
Although the sad face of Yoruichi made Takashi feel a little bad however the words she told him back then are not something he can forget so soon after regaining his memories and with a pain in his tone he said looking at him in the eyes “How can I?
Do you know how I felt when you said those words in my last moment?
I was devastated, it was good that you thought I wasn’t good enough for you since I was working on that.
However, the moment you said all I have done was just irritating and you were angry at me for all my attempts.
Do you think there can be anything I can do to please you?
If you weren’t happy with me giving everything I can and even my life just to earn your approval then what else can I offer.
So in this life, I can’t afford to pursue you much less make myself believe I can even do anything to make you happy.
This time I have a lot of things that I need to care about, so I will never pursue you not again.
Even if in the past I gave everything but now I can’t do that again and leave everyone behind for an unknown amount of time.
Hell, it was a miracle I was able to come back to life. ”
“I don’t need you to give anything for me just let me stay by your side and I will be happy with it. ” said Yoruichi with tears in her eyes as if a dam broke.
“Sorry I can not afford the price again. ” disregarding how bad he felt or how much pitiful she was Takashi digested all his emotions for her before leaving her in the empty room.
Laying on the cold floor without anything covering her Yoruichi cried out without any restrain feeling more lonely than ever in her life, for a moment she felt as if she is the only one in the world and there was nothing completely hollow when the fading shadow of Takashi came into her view as she cried out loud at that moment “Takashi please don’t leave me~
Give me another chance… ”
[(-_-) if she was a regular Soul from the world of the living then you can be sure at this moment she would become a Hollow, alas she is a Shinigami.]
Leaving the house of the Elder of the 1st district of western Rukongai Takashi walks in the streets aimlessly wondering how can still have feelings for Yoruichi and without even knowing he ended up in the forest outside the Rukongai where Hollow would be seen from time to time and today in his depression he attacked them in aggression and by the nightfall not a single Hollow were remained in the forest or the area surrounding it.
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Hearing the news of Ichigo and his friend’s arrival Renji who was training in his Division decided to visit his friend.
“Open the gates I have some business. ” said Renji when he was stopped at the foot of the tower.
“You can’t enter the room and only have the permission to stay less than five minutes. ” announced one of the Onmitsukido guards before allowing Renji entry.
“Don’t worry it won’t take me long. ” said Renji before he slowly starts walking through the stairs before long arriving on the other side of the prison door before calling out “Rukia. ”
After calling for her a few times but not getting any response from the other side of the door Renji was getting impatient before he started calling out louder while knocking on the door “Rukia~
RUKIA~
Are you in there?
Why aren’t you responding, is there something wrong? ”
Although she was concentrated on harmonizing the Divine energy into the Spiritual Body and didn’t hear the forest fee calls from Renji since it was relatively low, however, the moment he got impatient and started shouting her name before slamming the door she was forced to stop the process before asking in anger “What the hell Renji what are you here for? ”
“Rukia, I know you are dissatisfied with everything that happened in the past few days but believe me, I will think of something anyway I am here to inform you about something important today. ” felling the anger in her tone Renji thought Rukia is angry at him for his cold attitude from the past few days and explained himself in a breath.
“Did something happen that you want to tell me? ” although she is angry at Renji for disruption of her training however she can also understand from Renji’s tone he has something impotent to inform her and a rational person like her wouldn’t stop herself from looking at the important things for a moment of irritation.
“There is a rumor in the Soul Society at the west gate of the Seireitei on the side of the 1st District of Rukongai there were 4 intruders sighting.
Among them, one was an unknown Shinigami with a large Zanpakuto.
Do you understand what this means? ” asked Renji with a serious tone while standing on the other side of the door.
“Can it be them? ” asks Rukia subconsciously as he remembers about Ichigo and understood why Takashi suddenly left her to train by herself ‘No wonder, it might be because he felt their arrival and went to see them. ‘
“Anyway take care my time here is over. ” Renji said before he left as the area once again went silent.
Inside the room, while looking at the hell far away Rukia muttered subconsciously “Just what is it that you want to do? ” before she again closed her eyes and conditions her training.
After Takashi left her alone in the room Yoruichi was crying like a little girl who was abandoned by the whole world but luckily for her the whole room was covered by a soundproof barrier by Takashi before he left and when he was done crying for an unknown amount of time he cleaned all the tears in her eyes before looking at the ceiling while thinking about many things that happened from past to now.
She remembered how he would play with her when she was in her cat form and how they will compete with one another and improve.
Their happy time and everything he would do to make her happy and whatnot, a man who loved her so much that he was willing to do anything for her but leaving his other woman and pursuing the beautiful girls who come to his sight every time.
Anyway, she wanted him to improve and change but she never wanted him to end up like that and after a thorough thought she decided “Since you never stopped at anything to make me happy and did everything so I accept you.
Now it’s my turn to make you accept me. “