Born In Pain To Be Reborn For Love - Volume 1 Chapter 10 Who Is She Really? Learning Monster.

Ever since the moment she woke up and Fa Feng left her to grandpa Xu he couldn’t get her of his mind so he went to his secret room and started his research on who she could be.

Checked facial pictures in the national database.

Send his private investigator a picture with the request to find anything.

But every time the result came empty.

At night he would walk to her room which to his surprise became her mother’s closed garden.

He didn’t understand his grandpa, usually no one was allowed to enter but he didn’t mind to much since he already started to thing of her more then a stranger.

His outburst of talking made him do a loot of things that day. He had to pay of the people who ware in the room and to his luck it was only a nurse and the doctor which couldn’t go against his wishes because of their dear what would happen if someone found out.

He wasn’t mute because he wanted to but because there was some things that he had to do before he could speak his mind without the fear of getting his grandfather hurt again.

The girl in question was lying in her bad and sleeping lightly he wondered why she was sleeping with open eyes tho. He never saw someone sleep that way. When he asked a doctor he told him that there ware are possibilities one was she didn’t trust her surroundings and the other one that she got used to it after staying in darkness her whole life preparer to get a hit or something.

He didn’t know that the girl was actually awake to scared to sleep and was actually meditating to lessen her head pain and to give her brain and her system some rest.

As soon as he got closer to her he saw that she was crying totally unaware of his presence but the next moment she started screaming like her soul was about to be crushed and without further thinking he took her into his arms and started to tell her to wake up and that everything will be fine.

After some coaxing she fell silent again because of his whispers. He actually trusted her enough to be sure she won’t tell his enemies about his ability to talk like a normal person no one except his grandpa was to know about this actually. There ware a few even his grandfather didn’t know like his business that didn’t include the work for the company that his grandfather owned.

As soon he knew she was sleeping for real this time he laid her back into her bed and went back to his own room to sleep.

And this is the way her first days went on. In the morning she would be woken up by nurses to help her get ready for physical therapy and at night she would meditate untill she fell asleep because of Fa Feng.

This morning she woke up and took care of herself before anyone could come to help her because she wanted to feel like someone even tho she needed to use a wheelchair. She needed to use it until she could walk better her muscles ware less then she needed especially after she started gaining weight.

Grandpa Xu came to visit her everyday but today he came and took her to the library even though he promised her to bring her there sooner she understood that she still needed rest but now the time to learn came and so she started to read the books of his library from A to Z.

At first everyone thought she is just skipping through the books without reading its contents. To be honest it’s normal because who could read a book in seconds without being seen as a monster? But after grandpa Xu came and tested her knowledge on books he had read to he came to the conclusion that she truly is a learning monster and so he asked himself again who the girl truly is.

The answer is that she actually had the knowledge already she just needed to activate it after her angel brought her back to the living she sealed her knowledge and made her learn everything herself even though it wasn’t still fair to all the literate people who had to write the books she used as food for her brain.

But at night she took her time to read books about emotions with warrant in the knowledge she supposed to have. So she started to understand the concept of family friends love and hate. Later she started to read romance novels that one of the nurse brought her daily because the library was full of books about science medicine and other things that she just needed to read once to never forget again. But romance was something she started to enjoy after understanding the way people thought.

After almost two weeks she had all the books done in the library and so she asked grandpa Xu to get more.

His eccentric side almost jumped out of him. But he didn’t want to be Scarry so he asked what she wanted to read.

Starting from all kind of medicine books to all kind of romance books she specially asked for chemistry.

After another two weeks she was done again with the essentials and asked grandpa Xu if she may go to school to which grandpa Xu laughter and told her she doesn’t need to he will just call the teacher to test her and get her the certificates she wanted.

And so after just 2 months she became the most knowledged doctor. No one knew about her and she didn’t work as a doctor when she was asked why she did this if she doesn’t want to work as a doctor she just told that she wanted to keep people who are close to her healthy even if she has to make sure of it herself.

Actually she could do anything she wanted after all she had learned her mind was always working she could easily bring the world to a new time. But did she want to? Why should she, she isn’t a saint and so she doesn’t need to thing about the human kind. She just want to live with someone who can accept all of her even if it’s just darkness and hate she learned to feel for the person which broke her.

In her dreams she would dream about the days before she died. The person took everything from her. Body part to body part was removed which the painfullest way possible.

At the end before she finally died she didn’t even know if the room was still the same. But the smell of blood and Gore remainder.

But sometimes her dreams became peaceful she didn’t know why but she was happy when it happened.