Borrowed Marriage of 365 Days - C177
During this period of time, the mood in her Gao Yiqing had always been very low. As long as she thought of the situation at that time, it would be especially difficult to forget those memories, even if she wanted to.
Every time she went out to work, he would remind her repeatedly and repeatedly remind her not to do something stupid if she couldn’t think of it. Of course, given the condition of her Gao Yiqing, she wouldn’t do it, even if it meant that she wouldn’t be put to death because the person who bullied her was still alive and well, so why should she give up her life? Wouldn’t that be letting them off easy?
She would not give up. Not only would she not give up, she would live well. She had to see with her own eyes that each and every one of them would be punished as they deserved. Otherwise, wouldn’t all this have been in vain?
“Ding dong.”
The doorbell suddenly rang, causing Gao Yiqing to be stunned. Usually, no one else should come to Gu Shuangshuang, could it be that Ning Zhe …
How could that be? She must have been overthinking things, and so what if it was him? Since she already did that, she definitely wouldn’t give up no matter what. Otherwise, wouldn’t that child be too innocent?
Who was it? Puzzled, she opened the door, only to find that there was nothing there.
No one? He couldn’t have been hallucinating, right? If it was hallucinations, the voice shouldn’t be so clear. It definitely wasn’t hallucinations.
Just as she was about to take a look, she saw a familiar figure suddenly jump out from the door, and upon seeing this person, Gao Yiqing immediately extended his hand out with the intent to close the door.
“You really don’t want to see me.” His eyebrows were smiling as if he was bathing in the sunlight, his Gao Yiqing admitted that this person’s smile was very healing, but at the moment, she couldn’t get happy at all, her heart wasn’t made of stone, it was impossible for her to forget everything.
“What are you doing here?”
The Gao Yiqing was extremely cold and detached, she had not forgotten the matter from last time, and that matter was clearly related to Su Ziyu. From start to finish, she had not been able to clearly see the identity of this person, and what reason she had approached her was not just a coincidence, right?
“I said that I’d come to see you. I can’t even take care of you.”
After saying that, he already entered the room, but Gao Yiqing ignored him, and was in no mood to argue about how he knew Gu Shuangshuang lived here. It was clear that the two of them had a connection in private, but that was not important, and she did not have the energy to think about it that much.
“I don’t need anyone to care about me, and I really can’t afford your care.”
When she faced the Su Ziyu, she was especially indifferent, to the point that she didn’t even want to have a trace of warmth. After all, she was almost unable to differentiate who was lying to her and these things would always remind her of bad memories, including him.
Sensing her indifference towards him, Su Ziyu did not intend to leave just like that. Instead, they pulled Gao Yiqing and sat down, then placed the two boxes they had brought with them on the table, opening them one by one.
On the one hand, she was intentionally punishing herself, and felt that many things were actually caused by herself. She had no way of stopping her, because her weakness had caused her own child to die, and also because of this, she was bullied. Since she came back with hatred, she should not have been pinched again, but she did not.
Seeing that her eyes had lit up, Su Ziyu smiled, “I heard that you haven’t been eating properly recently, so I specially made it for you. Taste it?”
He gave the bowl and chopsticks to her, but his Gao Yiqing had no way to receive it, so he could only place it in front of her, and pushed the food closer to her, “The most important thing is to take care of your body, if you are unwilling, then you should be like this, otherwise wouldn’t you be doing what others want you to do?”
“Are you trying to comfort me? “Then, are you the happiest person I have ever met?” She raised her eyebrows and looked at him, her eyes extremely sharp. It was rare for her to be facing Su Ziyu this way, so he helplessly sighed, “It’s fine if you think so. Anyway, what you want to do depends on you.”
She knew that Su Ziyu was right, if she fell down, many people would definitely rejoice at her misfortune, and countless people would wait for this day, and it was precisely because of this that she would not give them any chance, so no matter what, she could not let her do as she pleased.
She wolfed down the food as if she was venting her anger. Seeing her using a tissue like this to lightly wipe away the rice at the corner of her mouth, Gao Yiqing immediately glared at him vigilantly, as if he was about to do something dangerous. He could only put the paper away and sit back down, “Eat slowly, otherwise I would have thought that you liked to eat the food I made.”
“Is that good for you?” Gao Yiqing continued to eat, and asked out of nowhere. After being stunned for a moment, he laughed: “Maybe it can satisfy my vanity?”
She couldn’t see through his Su Ziyu, and she didn’t know what this person’s goal was. However, every time, he would always be able to make her feel very good, and even when she was filled with grief, it would still be much easier to recover.
“Do you want to go out for a walk after dinner? “You’ve been cooped up at home for the past few days. It’s time for you to go out and get some fresh air.”
“Did she tell you that? I didn’t expect your relationship to become so good. It’s like we have nothing to talk about. ”
“Are you jealous?”
He slightly raised his brows, unexpectedly still having some anticipation and happiness. Gao Yiqing rolled his eyes in response, “This joke is really boring.”
“You also know that it’s a joke. Alright, I won’t tell you anymore, hurry up and eat.”
After the meal, her Gao Yiqing was still dragged out by the Su Ziyu. Even though she hated this person so much, sometimes, she didn’t know how to reject him. This person always had an indescribable charm about him.
It was a cloudless sky outside. She subconsciously squinted her eyes when she felt the sunlight shining on her as she stepped out of the door. She even felt a little absent-minded. It had been a while since she had last been out.
“See, this is the result of you not going out for so long. You should come out for a walk during your free time and not ruin yourself.”
Hearing Su Ziyu’s words, she suddenly raised her eyes to look at this person, staring straight at him, she had a kind of indescribable feeling, the Gao Yiqing was truly different, in the past, her eyes were very pure, but now, there were too many things mixed in, causing him to feel sad for a moment, of course he didn’t know about these Gao Yiqing.
“Do you think that I’m so funny? Su Ziyu, you came here to mock me? Oh, we are indeed not suited for each other, I should have understood it from the beginning. But I just didn’t believe it, look, today I have really lost everything, and I had never felt such pain even if I lost before, but he made me feel love, made me feel as if I had never been treasured before, it was him, it was him who pulled me out of the mud, let me find some light in my struggle, and it was him who pushed me into the abyss, and you are the same as him? And why did you approach me? ”
So she didn’t want her good friend to be sad with her, so she didn’t say anything. Even if the people quietly shed tears in the middle of the night, she was still able to faintly smile at the Gu Shuangshuang on the second day to show that she was alright, but she didn’t know why, when she was facing this person, those emotions would suddenly become unbearably painful, whether it was sadness or pain, they seemed to quietly go on, swallowing her little by little.
“I said I like you, but you don’t believe me. You think I have another purpose for getting close to you, but it doesn’t matter if you think so.”
He said with complete certainty, and it was difficult to hide the deep emotions in his eyes. However, Gao Yiqing did not dare to believe it, as she did not dare to determine his identity or anything.
“What is there to like about someone like me? There are too many people better than me, so at most, I can only be considered to be in a poor position. The Gao Family does not recognize me, and Ning Family looks down on me, so what do you like about me? ”
The moment her voice fell, Su Ziyu suddenly stepped forward, held onto the back of her head with one hand and gently kissed her chin with the other. The moment both of them touched together, Gao Yiqing had gone blank, and just as she was about to explode, Su Ziyu had already released her.
“What I like is you. It’s just because you’re from the Gao Yiqing, that’s all.”