Borrowed Marriage of 365 Days - C226
Seeing Gu Shuangshuang before, she was actually very perturbed, because she felt that she had lost all face, but since she was the one who caused this, she couldn’t just ignore it.
The place they had agreed upon was actually a drinks store that they had frequented before. The place was a little remote, but they had met there during high school, so they had become friends for many years. Thus, they had missed this place.
When they arrived at the entrance, Gao Yiqing hesitated a little, but she still went in. There were not many people in the drinks store normally, so the interior of the shop was very quiet. There was a soothing tune with light, and she followed them in.
“Shuangshuang.”
Gao Yiqing called out. He glanced at her, then raised the corner of his mouth slightly, “You’re here. Sit.”
But Gao Yiqing knew that it was not going to be like this for her Gu Shuangshuang, everything had just not started yet. She could not tolerate any sand in her eyes, and furthermore, this matter might have already touched her bottom line.
After sitting down, Gao Yiqing took a sip of lemonade, and a sour and sweet taste began to spread between her lips. She had indeed always liked this taste, it wasn’t too sour, but rather sweet, just like how it was in life.
“Should I congratulate you first?”
After Gu Shuangshuang put down the documents and ate the last bit of the pastries, he wiped them with a napkin and then said: “You can think of it whatever you want.”
“Yeah, whatever I think, it’s really interesting. Yi Qing, don’t you think that other people don’t care as long as you’re happy?”
If she had to endure it, she would have to endure it all. It was obvious that Gu Shuangshuang was not such a person, and she would not tolerate anything, she would feel sad, she would get angry, and these things were already deeply rooted in her mind. She did not care about others, but the most she could not tolerate were her good friends.
The spoon in her hand lightly touched the glass wall, letting out a crisp sound, as if reminding her that her Gao Yiqing was not a dream, and the reality was that she needed to calmly face it.
Thinking to this, she raised her eyes to look at Gu Shuangshuang, her eyes carrying a hint of pleading, “It’s not what you think, but, it’s just, I have no choice, I know that you all think it’s my problem, I admit it, I admit everything, I’m the one who screwed up, I’m the one who is self-righteous, I’ll bear all the consequences.”
“Gao Yiqing!” In the end, Gu Shuangshuang was unable to listen to her anymore, and she fiercely slapped the table, her voice was so loud that the attendants hurried over, and Gao Yiqing smiled at the attendants, “It’s nothing, go and do what you need to.”
The waiter nodded blankly. Although she still wanted to ask what the situation was, she didn’t want to continue asking so she left.
Ten years like a day, Gao Yiqing, in the end, you don’t understand me, and you don’t even know what I want, but I do know you. What you want, what you like, what you admire, I know every inch of you … ”
“I know you like him, but …”
“But what? Since you know why you have to do this, is there no other way? You only have Ning Zhe in your heart, and since it’s like this, why must you stay with him? I don’t think that’s what you like, and I even think that you’re extremely selfish. ”
In truth, she did not hate Gao Yiqing, so if she did, why would she make friends with her for so many years and spend so much effort to help her? However, this was not the reason for her betraying herself. The hole in her heart was slowly being torn open. She should be in pain, but she could no longer tell why.
“You’re right, I recognize all of this. In my heart, I have always liked Ning Zhe, and it will only serve Ning Zhe, but it has caused the death of my child, and he had never believed in me. Our relationship has already come to an end, and since it has already ended, I should start a new life as well.”
“Then why is it Su Ziyu? Why him? Why him? ”
No matter what, she had to at least have something from the Gao Yiqing, she seemed to have lost it, but on the way, she seemed to have lost it far more than she had, she seemed to have met almost everyone who truly liked her, and was truly concerned about her, so she could make any choice she wanted, after all, anyone was nice to her, but she was different. Gu Shuangshuang had liked this person for so many years, and she was moved by him, so even though she knew about Gao Yiqing, she still ignored everything and stayed with him.
“So that’s what you’re thinking. So that’s how you see it. Yeah, then what do I count as? I am nothing, your friend? Friend? “Not worth a penny in your eyes.”
This was the first time Gu Shuangshuang was so heart-wrenching. She had always been calm and did things smartly, but this time she was unable to be like before, especially when Gao Yiqing’s attitude made her cold all of a sudden.
“I never thought it would be him. I was indeed impulsive then, but I can’t turn my head now. Public opinion, social news, everything …”
“You do like him, don’t you? You dare to say that you don’t have any feelings for him? Do I still not understand you? If you completely disliked him, he wouldn’t even let himself get close to you. Look at your attitude towards him, and look at your Zhou Ye, you have already made a decision in your heart, it’s just that you’re not willing to admit it, don’t you think that you’ll feel better this way, and won’t feel so guilty? You’ve always been like this, no matter what matter it is, it will always be yourself. Why do you think the people of the Gao Clan aren’t willing to admit you, it’s because you’re selfish. ”
Right now, Gu Shuangshuang was almost pointing at her nose and scolding her. Actually, they had not only quarrelled like this, but this time, Gu Shuangshuang was facing an emotional problem, and emotions were truly unfathomable, they were also the origin of all the things that happened in the end. Gao Yiqing knew that she was wrong, and Gu Shuangshuang was speaking the truth.
It didn’t matter if it was revenge or excitement, but she had chosen this person to prove that she completely accepted him. If it were anyone else, she definitely wouldn’t have done that, and it was precisely because of this that she felt especially guilty.
“Shuangshuang, I’m really sorry, I can only say that I’m really sorry.”
“You don’t have to apologize. I know that you can’t force things out of your relationship, but I have my principles when doing things. I will personally get what I like, no matter who the other person is, I won’t be lenient.”
This was the first time she had said such words to Gao Yiqing, and the friendship between the two of them for so many years had actually reached an end just because of a single man, which was different from a normal quarrel. It was clear that Gu Shuangshuang had already made up their minds, as Gao Yiqing drooped their eyes, and all of their choices suddenly became powerless in front of them.
“Good luck then.” Gao Yiqing drank the last mouthful of lemonade, and stood up with a faint smile. Gu Shuangshuang also stood up along with her, and only said, “I also wish you good luck.”
Then the two of them ran in opposite directions, neither of them looking back, neither of them looking back.