Borrowed Marriage of 365 Days - C232
With Gu Shuangshuang walking in the front, she could hear the sound of footsteps coming from behind her. It was very light, but also very chaotic.
That person always carried a faint smile on his face and seemed very gentle and gentle towards anyone, but his gentleness lacked a bit of true feelings, just like how he would when looking at his own fans. She seemed to be no different from them, and all of his deep emotions were given over to Gao Yiqing.
Why? Gao Yiqing did not want this, but she could not obtain it even if she had to sacrifice everything.
The square below the hospital was filled with people who were visiting patients and pushing them out into the sun. The faint sunlight shone down from the tree branches. It looked quiet and peaceful, with a hint of something different. Gu Shuangshuang took a deep breath, and he felt as if his entire person had opened up.
“You should have something to say, but I don’t want to hear it, no matter how much you say it, it’s useless. I’m the kind of person who refuses to give up until I see a coffin and don’t shed tears, so if you provoke me more, then I’ll just …”
Just as she was speaking, she saw Su Ziyu give a shallow smile. His smile was so pretty, and actually seemed a bit gentler than sunlight, he always had a certain kind of charm, and just looking at him made her mood a lot better. Maybe this was also the reason why Gao Yiqing was willing to be with him.
“What are you laughing for …”
Originally, he had wanted to explain it all to her, but then he smiled and let her break the record. He felt quite helpless and didn’t know what this person was thinking, so he might not have thought much about it.
“You can’t even laugh?” She was right, she could not be so overbearing as to not let others laugh, right? Thinking to this point, she let out a light sigh, there was no longer the previous anger, “Nothing, do you want to walk?”
Actually, she did not dare to be certain that Su Ziyu would agree. This person definitely wanted to clearly explain to her that he was willing to give her this gift, but she did not want to hear it.
“Yes.” He slightly nodded his head, but actually did not refuse. This made Gu Shuangshuang stunned, and the words he had prepared suddenly did not have any effect, why did he not play according to the rules?
every time, he would easily walk into her heart, and with a mysterious feeling that she couldn’t guess from, she couldn’t help but want to explore. In the beginning, she thought she was only curious about him, but who would have thought that in the end, she would actually fall into his embrace bit by bit, and even sink deeper and deeper.
It was said that it wasn’t easy to meet a person she liked, and in the past twenty years, she had always thought that she might not meet such a person. When she was about to give up, he suddenly appeared and rushed into her life without any forewarning, yet he disappeared like a breeze without leaving any traces behind.
What was different was naturally different. She had brought all her heart in front of him, but he just didn’t want to take another look.
“A person’s feelings are really strange. They get stuck in it when they aren’t careful. Sometimes, they don’t even know it.”
She had originally not wanted to say all this, but under such circumstances, she could not hold it in. After she finished speaking, she started to regret a little, thinking that she was being too unreasonable in his eyes, that Gao Yiqing and he had never spoken in such a way. Did he like girls that were more straightforward? And because of her work, she was too serious in her normal life, which was a little out of place for him, but she was willing to change, to become interesting.
“Just pretend I didn’t say anything, I just …” “It’s just that I suddenly have too much to talk about.” Suddenly, he was at a loss for words, because he did not say anything. He only turned his head to look at her with eyes seemingly filled with gentleness, but it was still different in the end. Gu Shuangshuang could not help but turn his head and quietly ridicule her, “Don’t look at me like that, don’t you know that this will make people feel embarrassed?”
“Is that so? That’s what the people at the company often say. ”
He smiled, just like usual, his words were no different from usual, and even carried a little comfort. Gu Shuangshuang really liked this feeling, but it was a pity that she knew that it would never belong to her.
The more she thought about it, the more miserable she felt. It was quite difficult for someone to give up a relationship that hadn’t started yet. Yes, she hadn’t started yet, so why should she give up? But she knew that at this time, Su Ziyu was waiting for her to change the topic, so he could clearly reject her offer. She wouldn’t be so foolish, and would rather drag her along than easily give up.
After circling around, the two of them were still silent. Su Ziyu was not a person who loved silence, it was just that he was waiting for her to speak, so Gu Shuangshuang knew his intentions, and did not speak. In any case, right now, he was very happy to be with her, even if it was happiness she stole from him.
When did you become so cautious? Actually, she didn’t know either, but since she was already like this, there was nothing she could do to change it.
“Then I’ll leave first. Thank you for being willing to accompany me today.”
She blinked, and was about to leave, but when she took a step forward, Su Ziyu suddenly stopped her. She paused for a moment and said: “Can you not say anything? At least leave me some hope that you won’t be so cruel. ”
But at this time, she had no other choice, it was only because the person in front of her was him, so she could abandon all of her former modesty. If she did not work hard, she would not have paid any price, so she wanted to try, to see what this person’s bottom line was.
“Do you think that’s good? Does it mean anything to you? ” She replied, “Well, of course, it’s better than being killed before it’s even begun. I am such a person, and you see that I just don’t want to see the end of it, even though I already know that for the sake of being friends, you shouldn’t be so cruel to me.”
So she knew that she really did like him, and the more it was so, the more she didn’t want to let go, because she knew that it was impossible for her Gao Yiqing to completely like him, and she had no way of handing him over to this kind of person.
“Then I’m leaving. Take care of her.”
She smiled and turned to leave, but more or less, only she herself knew the true meaning of these words. In truth, even up till now, she still did not hate Gao Yiqing, because after all, there were many times when she understood her friends, and it was just that she could not tolerate such a thing. At that time, the very first thing she did was to know that something had happened to Gao Yiqing, and she really wanted to rush over immediately.
When he returned to the ward, Gao Yiqing was looking out the window at the scenery.
She really didn’t like this place. She had lived in this place for six years, and after she was discharged from the hospital, she had stayed in this courtyard for countless times. She was tired of this place, so she hoped that she wouldn’t return in the future.
Looking at the sunlight, the outline of her face had an additional layer of light, making her look extremely beautiful. When Su Ziyu walked over, she slowed down her footsteps, not wanting to disturb her, but she heard it. She did not turn around, but only said lightly: “She’s gone?”
“Yes.” Su Ziyu nodded, poured a cup of hot water, and passed it to her. Gao Yiqing accepted it and took a sip, “Is she still blaming me?”
“What do you mean?”
“What else could it be?”
This stopped her, and Gao Yiqing couldn’t help but roll his eyes. Could it be that he wasn’t clear enough about this?
“You should know better. I didn’t ask her anything, and she didn’t say anything.”
“So you just gave it to her?”
At this moment, the Su Ziyu suddenly approached her, and was just an inch away from her. She could almost feel his breath, and her eyelashes trembled as she reached out to push him away, but she saw him say: “Otherwise, what are you waiting for?”
“How would I have any expectations? I don’t need to expect anything … ” She turned her head away. All her thoughts.
Looking forward to it? No, why would she look forward to it? One was her good friend, the other was her boyfriend in name, what did she have to look forward to?