BOSS Always Bends [GL] - Chapter 63
Since remembering things, Luo Qinghe’s mind has been lingering a question: What is different in me from others?
Standing in front of the mirror countless times, the person looking at the reflection in the mirror has neither a hand longer than others, nor an eye longer than others.
Mom and Dad told her since she was young that you have to work harder than others.
Later, she discovered that the more she worked harder than others, the more malice and ridicule she suffered. Sometimes a person is lying on the bed at night, and when you close your eyes, some daytime sounds will be heard in your mind:
“Eh? She’s pretty good…what, Zhinao shows that her level is so low. This kind of guy wants to prove that she is better than us? Is it okay to figure out the level?”
“Come on, it’s impossible for you to increase your level of authority. Ah, it shows that your previous grades are inferior in the class. Didn’t you cheat in any way for this exam?”
“Ah, this time the results have come out. Look, this is what you are in.”
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The voices of many people who could not see their faces sounded in her mind, which constituted almost all her dreams when she was young.
Later, she finally understood what the so-called authority level was all about.
Both parents are orphans. They met on the platform provided by Zhi Brain when they reached the age of marriage. Life is neither good nor bad. Even so, the family still makes her feel peaceful and peaceful, and her mother is very good outside. Very gentle at home, my father has a very good temper, and the fried dishes are very delicious.
I also wanted to escape because I was afraid of going to school, but at the time my mother smiled and said to her: “If you give up even this, you will always be like this forever. You don’t want to stand on the same starting point with them one day. ?”
Because my mother did it in that way and was unwilling to be content with the current situation, she worked hard to get to where she is now. I heard that as long as she works hard in the current company for a few years, the family’s authority level can be improved.
Even if he was afraid, Luo Qinghe told himself that it was okay, and it would be better in the future.
So even if she was scared, she desperately wanted to take the best school. All those in power in the Crystalless Empire were of military origin, and the best school was the Yuandu Military Academy. Even if her strength level or IQ was only hovering at the passing line since childhood, she wanted to work hard to find that hope.
I can’t turn on Armor, so I can always study it, right?
Until a long time later, Luo Qinghe felt that when he received the admission notice from Yuandu Military Academy, he was the happiest time.
The parents happily invited the neighbors around for dinner, and their eyes were filled with hope, as if they were pinning the future of the family on her.
It would be great if time stopped at that time.
If the mother did not find out that the company information was stolen by other countries-how good would it be.
It would be great if the mother didn’t die in that explosion.
Just when she thought that the worst thing in her life was just this, a few uninvited guests arrived at home. She watched those people come in, claiming that her parents were descendants of their Nebula, and it was time to give back to the country.
Am I not from the Crystalless Empire?
So what happened to me over the past ten years is too bad luck?
They were caught doing a blood test, and finally watched them in a low voice discussing what they didn’t understand. These people seemed to have a gust of wind coming and another gust of wind seemed to have to leave, making Luo Qinghe think that it was just A dream.
Sure enough, you think too much, right? It was because he was too reconciled, not reconciled to just such an ordinary person in a crystal-free empire.
Until entering the Yuandu Military Academy, the place where all the top figures of the Wujing Empire gathered.
Looking at the whole school, there will be no more people with a level of authority as low as hers, Luo Qinghe thought, maybe those people like her are just more self-aware than her.
Here she really felt the gap between people. Her most hated intellectual brain graded everyone’s abilities. Even if she worked hard here, she couldn’t catch up with others where there were inherent gaps. . Luo Qinghe finally understood that some things can’t be done with hard work.
Those guys who have a sense of superiority once met, the sense of superiority will only become more widespread here. Offending others comes faster than imagined.
When she was criticized by name again and hurt the whole class, she hardly had the energy to continue.
What’s the point? Mom, you told me at the time that I must work harder than others. I did this, but at this time I really saw the gap between me and them, and I was almost desperate.
Looking down at the ground, Luo Qinghe seemed to see his father’s expression when he received the decision to drop out of school a month later.
She was suffocated just thinking of that scene.
“Hey, the one who is holding back, Zhi Nao recorded that you used to learn dance for six years when you were a child. It seems that these six years of dance have not saved your limbs incoordination.” It was Yan Ziyu who pulled her attention back. Ridicule. The three members of the military, one of the descendants of the Yan family, this identity made Luo Qing Heguang feel out of reach.
When she was thinking about what to do to make these people hate herself less, there were more people beside her: “You are too nervous, so your limbs are very stiff, relax, I will show you. That wall is very good. Going up.” She looked up, and it turned out that the descendants of the three members of the military were also in the eye.
She helped me just because I couldn’t see Yan Ziyu.
Once Luo Qinghe would still be grateful for someone helping her, but now she would just watch with cold eyes, wondering if she should be used as a gun.
What happened next was unexpected.
The girl named Yan Chaoge didn’t seem to take Yan Ziyu to heart. Instead, she played very well with the girl from the Min family, and her smile was so pure, as if she hadn’t climbed up from the sorrow of the family.
It seemed that helping her that day was really just a matter of effort.
Afterwards, getting along was quite pleasant. Fortunately, Chao Ge seemed to really just want to make friends with her in general. Up to now, she still remembers her expression in panic when she came to ask her own mech operation class training experience.
If Yan Ziyu didn’t make people hate enough to humiliate my father…
It has always been a single burden of pain, but that day suddenly increased tenfold and a hundredfold.
The resentment that had been locked in the deepest part of the heart for a long time overflowed the cage, and the beast finally broke free and roared wantonly between the heaven and the earth.
When she came home from the holiday, she was in a very unhappy mood, and because her father wanted to continue to work at the Yuandu Military Academy if nothing had happened, she complained at him: “Aren’t you sad? Looking at other people and saying that you say me, dad, you The courage to continue to go to work?”
“Do you know how long I have endured such days? Sometimes I really wish I was a descendant of some nebula that day, so maybe I could still destroy this disgusting place.”
…Luo Qinghe didn’t remember what she said later, she only remembered that at the end of her long list of complaints, her father turned his back to her and asked solemnly: “You hate this place so much?”
“Yes, I wish I was never born.”
Luo Qinghe never told anyone about her father’s whereabouts. Dad’s fried dishes are so delicious, it accounts for almost half of all the good memories of her childhood.
She hated the Crystalless Empire as much as she hated herself.
If she hadn’t said too much that day, Dad would not look for those people, and would not be killed by the offspring as a failure because of the unawakened bloodline. Dad seemed to have known the result a long time ago, and even left a letter to her at home before going out.
Dad apologized to her and said that if he and mother didn’t work hard enough, the authority level would be higher than it is now, and she would be happier than it is now.
Dad told her that even so, I still really want her to be happy in the future. If she is not happy in the Crystalless Empire, she should go back to the P4 Nebula, at least there, and there is no authority level.
It seemed that until this time the God of Fortune remembered that there was a person like her in the world, and her family once again welcomed the group of people that day, but treated her respectfully.
It turns out that the ability is not fully awakened until I am here.
It turns out that I also have such a powerful body in my body, which is not inferior to the potential of the Queen of the Empire.
But when I finally stand at the top, why is no one by my side anymore?
Yuandu Military Academy’s decision to drop out? What’s that?
Luo Qinghe hated everyone, hated the Crystalless Empire, hated the p4 Nebula that killed his father, and hated herself. She once thought that all people in this world should be like her, no matter how kind on the surface, she would have deep malice towards this world in her heart.
But the light of Yan Chaoge didn’t appear in her life until this time.
At the court ball held by Qin Muge, when she saw Yan Chaoge again, she found that she was still in school just like before. Most of the time, she looked cold as if she didn’t care about things in the world. When she saw Qin Muge But immediately smiled as warm as the sun.
Her smile has always been from the heart, and it doesn’t cater to anyone.
Luo Qinghe felt that that kind of light was dazzling, and then she realized that she was only jealous of Qin Muge, because some people could really live like this and have everything she wants.
Approaching Chaoge again, and getting along with her again, until she saw the somewhat guilty and nostalgic look that Chaoge showed when she mentioned her previous self, Luo Qinghe realized that he had missed one. people.
Maybe it was not a miss, she was still a step late.
The God of Luck took care of her again, Qin Muge discovered her identity, but pushed Chaoge to his side smoothly. At the moment when he discovered the truth, Luo Qinghe was angry and proud.
What kind of arrogance can make Qin Muge think that Chaoge can still return to her?
Thank you for giving me such a good person. I accepted it unceremoniously.
Chao Ge still treats her as before, even more indulgent than before, as if she always feels that she owes her. Facing such a Chaoge, Qinghe couldn’t tell her his purpose.
In many cases, a burst of destruction will emerge inexplicably. I want to see that Chaoge can still laugh like this when he finds out that he has lost something important?
In the end, he will give up because of reluctance.
This contradiction continued until the day the Federation was established. The tail of the military division who had endured for a long time finally revealed, and it seemed that Qin Muge was planning to launch a counterattack on this day.
A plan slowly formed in my heart.
Before the final execution, I recalled the scene when I first saw it, and smiled and asked Chaoge: “If the time comes up again, will you still help me at that time?”
But got such a dumbfounding answer.
After thinking about it, it still doesn’t work, Chao Ge. I hate this world too much, and you show up too late, I can’t stop.
If you knew that I was dead, you would be sad.
I can’t make you fall in love with me, it’s okay to make you cry for me once, but unfortunately I probably couldn’t see it at that time.
Will you forgive me when you discover the truth?
But even if I am full of sins in this life, it is difficult to be forgiven. The only thing I do not regret is to like you. You are the only light in my broken life.