Boss, He’s Becoming a Father - Chapter 171
Because today is market day, the streets are crowded with people.
Gu Shanshan followed closely behind Shao Yu, and Shao Yu looked back from time to time, for fear that she would be washed away by the crowd.
“Did you see it?” Shao Yu asked.
Gu Shanshan’s eyes were still a little blank, and she asked, “What do you see?”
“I saw people.” Shao Yu said.
Gu Shanshan’s eyes became more confused.
Shao Yu continued: “Look at their lives.”
Gu Shanshan heard the words and looked carefully, everyone around her seemed to be her observation object.
“Look at that little girl, what do you think she’s thinking.”
Looking in the direction Shao Yu pointed, Gu Shanshan saw a 12- or 13-year-old girl who was selling eggs beside her mother, but her eyes kept staring at the next door Look at the red rope on the stall.
Not only did her mother fail to notice the child’s craving, she even slapped her **** the back of the head from time to time to warn her of her distraction.
Gu Shanshan said: “She saw the beautiful headband and wanted her mother to buy it for her, but she dared not speak.”
The little girl hesitated several times, but her mother turned a blind eye.
“What else?” Shao Yu asked.
Gu Shanshan’s eyes fell on a wooden sword beside the little girl’s mother and said, “There may be a younger brother in her family.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Because that wooden sword is not something that a little girl can play with at her age, and if it was prepared for her, it should be in her hand now. Most wooden swords are prepared for the little boy at home Yes.” The reason why Gu Shanshan is so clear is because she still remembers that when she was a child, when her father returned from a long trip, he only brought gifts to his brother and brother.
The gift is the wooden sword that boys like.
Gu Shanshan suddenly turned her head and said, “Thank you.”
The reason for changing Shao Yu this time is unclear.
Gu Shanshan looked at the little girl who wanted a red headband but didn’t dare to speak, she only felt like she saw the shadow of her past, even if she wanted, she didn’t dare to speak, because she knew that even if she did No one will fulfill their wishes.
She is very grateful that she met Shao Yu. Now she at least dares to express her thoughts, and she knows that Shao Yu will never cast a strange look like herself.
“I never knew what I wanted to do. If it was for you, I would be willing to be a good wife and mother, but if it was just that, I would always feel unwilling in my heart.”
After Gu Shanshan said this, she didn’t dare to look at Shao Yu at all, she knew that she had such a comfortable life now, but she was so dissatisfied, the more guilty she felt in her heart.
Gu Shanshan was unhappy these days, partly because she didn’t know what she wanted to do, and partly because she felt guilty for having such thoughts.
She looked down at her skirt, which was embroidered with fine lines, which Shao Yu bought last month.
Love.
Suddenly she felt a warm hand fall on the top of her hair, and when she looked up, Shao Yu’s eyes were full of concern.
“When everyone around you has ideas, but you have no ideas, it’s normal to be unwilling.” Shao Yu said warmly.
Seeing him being so considerate, Gu Shanshan felt more and more guilty, and said, “I’m going to get married next year, and then have children. How can I have time to think about these things.”
Shao Yu said: “I married you, not for the purpose of having children.”
Gu Shanshan heard this, her eyes were slightly rounded, and she said, “If it’s not for the sake of inheriting the family, then why get married.”
Shao Yu shook her head gently, took the initiative to hold her hand, and said, “The purpose of marriage is to please myself.”
“I please you?” Gu Shanshan asked.
Shao Yu said: “Of course you please me, as long as you are by my side, I am always happy.”
Gu Shanshan was suddenly confessed, and her ears slowly turned red.
Shao Yu continued: “The purpose of two people getting married is to have more fun than when they were single, so it doesn’t really matter whether they have children or not.”
Although Gu Shanshan was moved when she heard this, she was inevitably worried, afraid that Shao Yu really didn’t want children, so she said, “But I hope to have children.”
The more she understands Shao Yu, the deeper her heart sinks. She wants to have a child, and wants to see what her sweetheart looked like when she was young.
suffer.
Gu Shanshan immediately breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, but she quickly raised her heart and couldn’t help asking: “Don’t you like children?”
Shao Yu sighed and said, “I raised seven children.”
With such a living example to testify, Gu Shanshan was relieved, and thinking that the seven children now seem to be in a free-range state, she can’t help but be a little worried.
“Don’t worry.” Shao Yu said.
“They are still so young, so they have to take care of so many things by themselves.” How can Gu Shanshan not worry.
The other children are not to mention, but the third, the fourth and the seventh are all taking care of the business, which is really not what children should do.
Shao Yu said: “This is what I want to see.”
Gu Shanshan became more and more incomprehensible.
Shao Yu said: “They may succeed or they may fail, but in the end all they bring to them is growth.”
“Aren’t you afraid that the shop will lose money?” Gu Shanshan couldn’t help but ask.
Shao Yu shook her head and said, “If you lose, you will lose.
After hearing this, Gu Shanshan looked inexplicable.
Shao Yu said: “People always have something to leave behind in their lives. They have aspirations and want to make achievements, and those achievements are the traces they leave to the world.”
Gu Shanshan couldn’t help but envy.
Shao Yu asked, “What kind of trace do you want to leave behind?”
Gu Shanshan was suddenly stopped. If she hadn’t experienced all of this, she would probably have her greatest wish to marry a good family and have a good child.
But now that she has a sweetheart, if she continues to trap herself in the back house after seeing the wider world, she will be unwilling.
But if she is really like a few children, but pursues her own ideals, I am afraid that she will inevitably ignore the family. Just like now, Gu Shanshan has watched the third child be too busy to touch the ground, No free time at all.
“I want to take care of everything for you.” Gu Shanshan said, she chose sacrifice in her heart to repay Shao Yu for her help.
Shao Yu said: “An unhappy mother will only raise an unhappy child.”
“I’m not unhappy.” Gu Shanshan hurriedly rebutted.
Shao Yu said: “You are looking for the second best, once you start to make sacrifices for something, then you will always remember another way in your heart, and you will think that if there is no sacrifice What will happen? Life has been in a hurry for decades, and I came to this world for a walk, not to make sacrifices for others.”
“Even if this other person is your own child, it won’t work.”
Gu Shanshan’s eyes are slightly rounded, in fact, even though her child doesn’t even have a shadow now, she has long been ready to do anything for it.
But when Shao Yu said this, she was obviously putting her in a higher position than children.
Shao Yu asked again: “If you have a daughter and she wants to do business, will you support it?”
Gu Shanshan nodded vigorously and said, “I hope she can live like the third sister and live the way she wants.”
Gu Shanshan was not treated well by her family, but she hoped that her daughter would be treated well by her parents. The daughters of the Shao family lived like a dream in her eyes.
Shao Yu said: “You are willing to support her, so why not support yourself?”
Gu Shanshan was slightly stunned, she seemed to be used to putting other people’s feelings in front and suppressing her own feelings in her heart.
“But this way, I don’t have time to take care of it…” Gu Shanshan said blankly.
“Do you have to take care of me? Can’t I?” Shao Yu asked.
She never thought that Shao Yu was willing to support herself like this, and muttered: “You don’t have to sacrifice like this…”
Shao Yu shook her head and said: “What I am willing to do, follow my heart, never sacrifice, I just want you to know that there are many ways, there is no need to force myself into a dead end.”
Gu Shanshan looked at Shao Yu’s firm eyes, and suddenly felt that maybe the future situation might really be what he thought.
After the haze in her heart was swept away, Gu Shanshan’s whole person became brighter. She bought the red-headed rope from the stall next door and walked to the little girl who sold eggs.
Gu Shanshan bought a pound of eggs, and then asked the little girl, “Do you want this red headband?”
The little girl nodded lightly.
Gu Shanshan shook her head and said, “Tell me yourself.”
“Sister, I want this red headband.” The little girl said timidly, but she was a little afraid that this beautiful big sister would bully her.
Gu Shanshan took out a handkerchief and said, “Can you help me wipe the dirt off the eggs?”
Although the little girl was puzzled, she still took the handkerchief and slowly wiped it.
Gu Shanshan looked at the eggs that had become clean and smooth, and said, “In order to thank you for cleaning the eggs, I gave you this red headband.”
The little girl took the red headband, her eyes full of disbelief.
Gu Shanshan smiled at her and returned to Shao Yu with the egg.
“Are you happy?” Shao Yu asked softly.
Gu Shanshan nodded vigorously and said, “I don’t know why, I just want to help her.”
“How much do you think?” Shao Yu asked.
Gu Shanshan said, “I really want to.”
She looked at the little girl as if she was looking at her depressed self at her parents’ house, so as soon as she saw it, she wanted to pull it.
Shao Yu asked: “Do you want to aim for this?”