Bringing Along a Ball and Hiding from Foreign Devils - Chapter 54
Ren Zhouyuan had a good night’s sleep, and finally let Anan calm down, watching him fall asleep and still holding his arm, and there are tear marks on his cheeks, Ren Zhouyuan can be less distressed.
This is the first time that Ren Zhouyuan saw An An crying like an ordinary child to express his feelings. In the past, An An always secretly observed his expression, to judge what he was doing, he would be happy, what he would do, he would be sad, cautiously Dad is happy.
When Anan didn’t notice it, he had become honest about his true thoughts, but he was hard to be willful once, and it was a matter of letting Ren Zhouyuan have such a headache.
Ren Zhouyuan held Anan alone for a long time, in the end, the birth, or should not be born.
There is no doubt that this issue has been considered no less than a hundred times during this time. He wants to round out Leonid’s dream and want to make this home more lively. But if you want to ignore the opinions of Anan, you will be hurt. That Ren Yuan is also a million unwilling.
An An is his heart, this child is sensitive and not confident, like him when he was a child. Ren Zhouyuan thought about this situation for himself for a while, and soon understood why Anan didn’t want his younger siblings.
Ren Zhouyuan has not been adopted for a long time. He grew up in a welfare institution from a young age, but he imagined it a bit. If he had a new family to adopt him, he could get all the love of the family. If his foster mother suddenly became pregnant, his heart must be uncomfortable.
That feeling, like being left out by my parents, has only a new born baby in their eyes.
Ren Zhou Yuan caressed An An’s hair, kissed him on his forehead, patted his back and made him sleep more securely.
An An is a young man, but he has lost too much in his growth. Before meeting Leonid, Anan grew up in a single-parent family. As a long-term, in order to make a living, Zhou Yuan ignored the needs of Anan.
At the time of the archaeological team, Anan suffered a lot of harm. After a long time, Ren Zhouyuan took him out of the shadows step by step, until Leonid appeared, and Anan finally completely eliminated himself. The doubts of Ren Zhouyuan’s children.
It can be said that Anan’s introverted personality is caused by Ren’s early life experience. He did not want his son to experience the ones he had experienced in his childhood, but he unconsciously took him back to a similar path.
Today he looked at An An and Anatoly and he was very pleased to be honest. It is gratifying that Anan can also recognize friends of the same age as ordinary children, and share what he likes with Anatoly. At the same time, he is pleased to see that Anan has begun to break away from the shadows of the old days, no longer afraid to make new friends, but also take the initiative. Speak with unfamiliar Russian and Anatoly.
He hopes that An An will become more and more active, his personality will become more and more complete, and he will become a responsible, responsible, and cheerful child. This is probably the hope that every parent places on his children, and Ren Zhouyuan is more hopeful. If you are missing, Anan can fill it all back.
This evening, Ren Zhouyuan almost sleepless night, holding An An thought all night, and finally came to the conclusion that this child still has to.
It is not that he cares for Anan’s thoughts, but for Anan, this child must also have a life.
An An is now clearly caught in a circle of thinking. Even though he has been a lot more lively, he is still not confident in his heart. In the past, he felt that Leonid was coming to grab him. Now he feels that his younger brother and sister will compete with him. This insecure performance is directly in his heart.
When the first name of “Jian’an” was taken by Anyuan, he hoped that he would be comfortable and happy for a lifetime. After so long, Anan still lacked self-confidence. As long as a little bit of things happened, he was suspicious and lived in fear of being abandoned by his father. in.
He hopes that this child will let Anan know that no matter what happens in life, his position in their minds will always be the most important!
Ren Zhouyuan only slept when the day was bright, and felt that he had not slept for two hours, and the belly was like a squat.
He blinked hard and adjusted to the light in the room before looking down.
An Anwo was in his arms, and the small head was on the arm of Ren Zhouyuan. He bent his body and did not know what to do. Ren Zhouyuan reacted for a few seconds before reacting. Anan is secretly touching his stomach? ?
Ren Zhou’s vision was awkward, and he was a little confused about An’an’s thoughts. He thought for a moment, closed his eyes and turned over, and the body lying on his side turned into a supine position.
When Ann was shocked, he quickly retracted his hand, and he was still moving on the side of Ren Zhou.
Ren Zhouyuan silently counted for a minute, then pretended to stretch out and blinked, and saw Anan pretending to pretend that he had just woken up, sat up and blinked, and shouted to him. Dad is early.”
Ren Zhou Yuan feels awkward and crying. If he woke up early, he must have been cheated.
He did not dismantle An An, and he kissed him and said it early, taking him to wash and change clothes as he used to. He saw An An secretly observing his expression and found that he had no abnormalities and then secretly sighed.
An An is like fulfilling yesterday’s declaration. When Anatoly came to him to play, Anan proudly refused to face him, let Anatoly’s second mind groan and squat back again. Leah’s side, a small poor look against Dalia, eyes still look at the direction of An An.
An An also had a dim sum to do this. He sneaked a look at Ren Zhouyuan and found that he was looking at himself. He immediately took out the shelf and sat alone in the corner to disassemble the parts.
Ren Zhouyuan sighed and said sorry to Dalia. Afterwards, he picked up Anan and took him into the room under the strange gaze of everyone. He locked the door and put Anan on the bed to sit down. Then I moved the chair to the bedside and sat face to face with Anan.
He pondered for a while and took out the gesture of facing the adults to An An: “Dad asked you, what did Anatoly do wrong? Why did Anatoly come to you to play and ignore you.”
Anan snorted and said, “I don’t like him.”
“The liar is a small liar, no one likes it in the future.” Ren Zhouyuan took a bit of harshness.
Anan pouted and shook his legs. “I just don’t like him! I just don’t like it!”
“Good!” Ren Zhouyuan suddenly raised the volume and seized the hand of Anan: “If you don’t like Anatoly, tell him why you don’t like him. If you want to make sense, tell him that I can’t I am friends with you, my father is listening.”
An An listened to Ren Zhou’s sternness to his size, and he was wronged. He stumbled and couldn’t hold back, tears falling down.
He struggled to take back the hand that Ren Zhouyuan grabbed, and cried his nose and cried: “Dad, you just don’t like me! If your brother is not born, you don’t like me. I don’t want a younger brother! Anan doesn’t want a younger brother!”
An An cried, tears did not fall down like money, two small arms waved and kept tears, but tears still flowed down.
Ren Zhouyuan looked at him like this heart hurts, but he also knows that this problem must be solved, and he can only resist and not swear at him, waiting for him to slowly come back.
Anan’s crying soon caught the attention of outsiders. After a while, the door was ringing. Anna’s voice rang outside the door, with a little nervousness: “What’s wrong? I seem to hear An’an. Cry, what happened?”
Ren Zhou Yuan paused, stood up and walked to the door to open a small door slit, and apologetically said a few words to Anna, the person outside the door was temporarily sent away.
He closed the door and turned and saw An An lying on the bed, burying his head in the quilt and crying. Ren Zhouyuan sighed and sat down next to him and stretched his hand.
An An smashed his hand and still refused to lift his head. Ren Zhou is really unable to do so. He is afraid that he will suffocate himself and can only make him brute force.
When Anan sat up, he put his head into Ren Zhiyuan’s arms, and soon he was wet with a chest. He patted An An’s back in one hand and his other hand in his hair. The temperature was warm. “Why does Anan not like his brother, can you tell Dad?”
Anan sobbed a few times, twisted his body again, and said nothing.
Ren Zhouyuan was very patient this time and continued to glare at him: “After the younger brother played with you like Anatoly, isn’t it?”
“I don’t want it!” This time An An answered quickly, and there was still a cry in his voice.
“An An is afraid that Dad will have An Brother if he has a younger brother?” Ren Zhou said: “But no matter how many younger brothers and sisters there are in the future, Anan will always be the first child of Dad, the favorite child of Dad, and how is Dad? May not love An An?”
Ann listened, the sound of weeping was small, but still not happy. He raised his hand and rubbed his face, then squatted on the button on Ren Zhouyuan’s shirt and thought about it for a while: “But the younger brother is also the father’s child. Dad must also love his brother. Dad’s heart is so big, there is How can my brother still love An An.”
Ren Zhouyuan’s mood is incomprehensible. He reversed his leg and held Anan tighter. He said: “Dad has only one heart, but Dad can love his brother and love Anan at the same time.” He covered his palm in An’an. The location of the mouth, “Dad asks you, do you love Dad?”
An An’s words were awkward and a bit unconvincing, but in the end he replied slyly: “Love.”
“Okay,” Ren Zhouyuan asked again: “Do you love Dad?”
“Of course, love!” An An smashed the railroad.
“That’s it.” Ren Zhouyuan smiled and pinched his nose. “Before the big dad appeared, Anan only loved Dad, but now Anan loves Dad and loves Dad, why An An’s heart is only so small, but Can you love us at the same time?”
An An has already stopped crying, listening to Ren Zhouyuan’s words thoughtfully.
Ren Zhouyuan kissed him again and said, “We all have only one heart, but this heart is very big. It can hold a lot of people and put down a lot of things.” His hand passed under An’an and squatted. The number refers to the number: “An An likes to create a small model of the customer, like the teacher who teaches you in the class, likes to play with Anatoly, these are little love.”
“An An loves Dad, and also loves Dad. This is a big love. Every one of us is filled with these little loves, plus great love. But sometimes we have so many I love it, but I still feel sad and feel lost. Why is this?”
An An looked up at him and looked serious.
Ren Zhouyuan said: “Because we love lover, we will be loved. Now Dad loves An An, Dad loves Anan, so Anan feels very happy. When Anan grows up, she will find that we not only have the ability to love, but also Have the ability to be loved.”
He looked at Anan’s eyes: “In the future, besides Dad and Dad, and brothers and sisters love An An, isn’t that good?”
Leonid, who was busy after a busy stage, was nervously clutched by Anna and told him that the other side of the door was arguing.
Leonid stepped forward and heard the conversation between Ren Zhouyuan and An An outside the door. He retracted the hand that wanted to push the door in, and stood outside the door for a while, and finally did not go in and disturb the father and son.