But Shixiong Doesn’t Want To Be A Villain! - Chapter 76
Mu Yunhe discovered that Baifan Road has been different since he returned to Wenquan Town, and to be precise, this change has started from the days when he was recuperating in Wenquan Town.
At first, Mu Yunhe thought it was his discomfort and he was ashamed to talk about it. After all, it was indeed his own fault, which prevented Bai Fanlu from getting out of bed for two consecutive days.
Except for the first time he woke up, he allowed himself to take medicine for him, and then resolutely refused, and he must be kicked out when the medicine was taken.
This can also be understood. Bai Fanlu has always been thin-skinned, and it was not easy to take the initiative, but gradually, Mu Yunhe realized that it was not that simple.
In fact, it was fine during the day. In the palace, Bai Fan Road was mainly quiet painting. He did not go out, and Mu Yunhe had no vulgar objects. He was originally a leisurely prince, and even the court did not have to go often.
Nowadays, I no longer play around, and I can calm down at home to read through military maps, martial arts secrets, or practice martial arts and swords.
When Bai Fanlu was not painting, Mu Yunhe would take the initiative to read to him. In addition to the pharmacopoeias and medical books that he moved back from the Lu family’s ancestral home, he would also read the Mu Family Art of War.
In fact, Mu Yunhe had been so familiar with the art of war since he was a child, but after General Mu’s accident, his temperament changed drastically, and his idleness all day was gradually abandoned.
Now that he can pick it up again, he has the talent and foundation, and he is quite insightful when it comes to the art of war.
“Actually, you are suitable for leading soldiers to fight.” Even Bai Fanlu couldn’t help but say it.
“I think so,” but Mu Yunhe said again, “but leading soldiers to fight for as little as months or even years, I don’t want to be away from home for so long now.”
Knowing what he was referring to, Bai Fanlu changed the subject and returned to the art of war.
There are actually many situations like this, but it doesn’t matter if you look at it carefully. After all, both of them are men, not as delicate as a woman in their emotions, and it is not because they have to be too slimy to call affection.
But at night, this sense of alienation will be more pronounced than during the day.
Although the two of them stayed on the same bed night and night, and Mu Yunhe could still sleep with Bai Fanlu in his arms, he felt that he was often distracted and absent-minded.
Even though Bai Fanlu didn’t directly refuse when he was intimacy, he still couldn’t hide the subconscious resistance no matter how concealed it was.
Mu Yunhe noticed that he would naturally not force Bai Fanlu to do anything. He thought that his excessive demands that night left him with a bad impression, and he was willing to give him time to adjust and recover.
So after returning to the palace for half a month since the hot spring, the two have always maintained the state of “respecting each other as guests,” even better than those days when they weren’t able to play in the south of the Yangtze River, at least getting along naturally.
Mu Yunhe tried several times, and the remarks he got were either “Nothing”, or “It’s a bit uncomfortable, just take a rest”, or “I just drew a picture. It seems that I owe something. Let me see. “…And so on.
In short, to be honest, Bai Fanlu’s performance can’t be spotted at all, but Mu Yunhe just feels that something is wrong.
I don’t know whether it is inevitable to have a good relationship for the first time. Mu Yunhe always felt that Bai Fanlu didn’t care about him so much, so that he began to doubt whether it was really just for prophecy.
But he has never forgotten what Bai Fanlu said, he will not pay for those who don’t care.
What’s more, Mu Yunhe also firmly believes that Bai Fanlu is not such a casual person, he is sincere to himself.
So after thinking about it, Mu Yunhe was convinced that Bai Fanlu must have encountered something undesirable, but for some reason he was unwilling to explain it to himself.
Mu Yunhe therefore had the worries that most men had after marrying their wives, and needed to guess his wife’s thoughts, thinking about how to prescribe the right medicine to make the Bomei smile.
One day, in the courtyard.
Mu Yunhe said casually, “If you feel uncomfortable, you won’t have to wear women’s clothing in Xianxueyuan from now on, except for Liu Xin and my mother, I won’t let anyone in.”
Bai Fanlu’s hand did not stop, and he shook his head indifferently, “It doesn’t matter, there is no uncomfortableness, anyway, the eyes can’t see and the heart is upset.”
Mu Yunhe, “…” He didn’t intend to photograph the horse’s hoof either.
The first round of attempts failed.
Another day, still in the yard.
Mu Yunhe carried a big golden carp, swayed in front of Bai Fan Road, the tail of the fish lifted up splashes.
Bai Fanlu smelled a clear fishy smell and asked, “What is this?”
“It was fished in the Chengdong River. I plan to build a pond to raise it. How about I take you out for fishing?”
What Bai Fanlu painted yesterday was the koi playing in the water. Unexpectedly, Mu Yunhe planned to raise fish at home because of this.
He raised his eyebrows slightly, and said, “If you want to raise it, I will not go fishing. It is better to sit and paint.”
The second round of attempts still failed miserably.
Another day, finally not in the yard.
Mu Yunhe took Bai Fan Road to a small restaurant. Originally, Lingbo Pavilion, Shili Baxiang, Hengchang County, was a must-do, but there would often be a boyfriend who loves to look for things.
Mu Yunhe knew that Bai Fanlu would not like the occasion, so he deliberately took him to this suburban restaurant. He said that he had eaten the food of the Wangfu’s chef for a long time, and occasionally he had to change his taste.
There was also a performance by a singing group in the small hall. The two of them packed the Accord and listened to the singing while enjoying some snacks. As usual, the food on the table was not too sweet.
Seeing Bai Fanlu’s eating, Mu Yunhe smiled obviously when he heard the play, thinking that he had finally followed Mao this time, and he couldn’t help but float up.
“Lin Qiu, I didn’t actually tell you, I know you don’t like sweets, not only because of the time at Lingbo Pavilion.”
Bai Fanlu tilted his head slightly, “What?”
“I used to dream of eating with you…”
The color of Bai Fan’s road changed slightly, and his smile faded a little bit. Unfortunately, Mu Yunhe hadn’t noticed his change yet, and was still talking, “Vaguely what Wanhua City is called’Ziyue Inn’.”
Wanhua City? Ziyue Inn?
Bai Fanlu remembered that Yun Zhan asked him to find a safe place for the little beggar rescued from Nieyu’s mouth when he first walked in.
Bai Fanlu didn’t know that place, nor did it mention it in the book, but from Yun Zhan’s words, I could feel that it was a place with special meaning to him.
“What kind of place is that?” Bai Fanlu asked.
Mu Yunhe didn’t know the difference. He thought that Bai Fanlu’s interest was finally aroused, and he was even more encouraged. After carefully recalling it, he said, “On the surface, it is an ordinary inn, but the owner is very kind and has taken in many children.”
“In my dream… Yun Zhan is also one of those children?”
“Right!” Mu Yunhe shook his palm, “It seems that you have dreamed of Lin Qiu.”
Bai Fanlu lightly bit his lower lip, shook his head and said, “I haven’t had this dream, I just guessed it.”
“Uh…” Mu Yunhe paused for a while, and then smiled, “Then I happen to tell you that in this dream Yun Zhan, that is, me, after I met you in Liyuan, you sent me to the inn Up.”
“You go there to see me one day, I am also stupid, I don’t know what you like to eat, so I made my newly learned sugar pie for you, and in the end you…”
Mu Yunhe said and laughed, “Your expression is the kind that you don’t want to hit me, but you really can’t eat it. That face is so bitter!”
“But, it’s still pretty.” Mu Yunhe stretched out his hand to pinch Bai Fanlu’s face.
As soon as he met, he was abruptly avoided.
“…” Mu Yunhe’s hands froze in midair, stunned.
Bai Fanlu hesitated for a moment and said, “There are others here, please pay attention.”
But where there are others, there is no one in their Accord, and people outside are eating, drinking, or listening to the theater. No one will come to see them through this gauze curtain, or even if they watch, they can’t see anything. clear.
Mu Yunhe Nane retracted his hand, and didn’t know how to alleviate this embarrassment for a while. The joy just now seemed to be poured down by a basin of cold water, which made him, a cheerful and unrestrained person, a little at a loss.
Bai Fanlu’s hand holding the chopsticks was inexplicably weak. He stopped the chopsticks and said softly, “Sorry, I…I’m full.”
Why apologize? Is it just to dodge?
Bai Fanlu wasn’t sure. He felt his chest tight and panicked. He was eager to think of something to replace him. He stood up and said, “You continue to eat, I’ll walk over there.”
He was referring to the beautiful woman on the second floor, facing the moat of Hengchang. When he came, Mu Yunhe told him that it was a good place for viewing.
“Lin Qiu!”
Mu Yunhe realized that Bai Fanlu’s emotions were not right, and he was pulled away by his arm.
He didn’t actually use much strength, but Bai Fanlu obviously responded fiercely. This kind of unusual firmness did not seem to be a joke.
“…Lin Qiu, am I wrong? Are you angry with me? Don’t be angry, I apologize to you.”
Mu Yunhe still stubbornly grasped Bai Fanlu’s hand for fear that he would run away.
Obviously he was making troubles unreasonably, but he actually apologized first.
Bai Fanlu’s hand was held very tightly, and the temperature of his palm made him feel weak, and he laughed for a while, “You are not wrong, why do you have to apologize?”
“…”
“I don’t get angry so easily. There is nothing, don’t care about it.”
“Then what are you…” Mu Yunhe stared at Bai Fanlu’s face, it didn’t seem like it was all right.
Bai Fanlu smiled reluctantly, “I was suddenly a little bored and wanted to get some breath.”
“Then I will stay with you.”
Bai Fanlu wanted to say that he didn’t need to accompany him, but he was afraid that Mu Yunhe would think about it, so he nodded, “Okay.”
So the two stood aside for a while on the beauty on the second floor, and then went back to eat and listen to the drama. Everything seemed the same, but in fact it was really different.
This third temptation, originally intended to be a little emotional, had a counterproductive effect.
But Bai Fanlu’s sudden emotional change and unusually intense reaction also convinced Mu Yunhe that he must be hiding something from him!
And when he went to bed that night, Bai Fanlu said to Mu Yunhe, “It’s already summer, it’s a bit hot, you…”
Mu Yunhe almost immediately understood Bai Fanlu’s meaning, was silent for a moment, released his arms around him, and turned around.
This is the first time the two have slept back to back since they shared the same bed.
Bai Fanlu breathed a sigh of relief, but the feeling of being blocked was more obvious. In fact, he had been thinking about some things these days, but there was indeed no way to explain these things to Mu Yunhe.
Since that dream that day, Bai Fanlu has known what Qi Zhao and Mo Jiuli are related to Yunzhan and the original owner.
They are the past and present lives, and the past and present lives that exist in the memory of Yunzhan’s soul.
In fact, Bai Fanlu originally thought that Yun Zhan had no affection for the original owner in that respect, but after he had put on the book, he had the obliterated past with him. It was a story between them.
But since entering this chess game world, Bai Fanlu has a faint feeling at first that Yun Zhan is bound to the original owner, but perhaps subconsciously suppressed this possibility, so when it was just a guess, he was Bai Fanlu is selectively ignored.
But this series of dreams became clearer and clearer, the agreement between the two in the dream about the next life, and the past of Yun Zhan and the original owner in Mu Yunhe’s dream.
They completely shattered the little persistence and illusion left on Bai Fan Road.
It turns out… Yun Zhan didn’t have no feelings for the original owner. On the contrary, this feeling began in his previous life, started very early, and hid deeply.
So even if he has amnesia now and his body is outside, Mu Yunhe, who was transformed by this soul in the chess game, still misses that person and retains the fragments of those memories.
Whether it is “Pear Flower” or “A Zhan”, or even the Yuhuan token carrying the vow of “One Pair for One Life”, they belong to the past of Yun Zhan and the original owner.
It has nothing to do with the current Bai Fanlu.
Bai Fanlu, who had been misled by the original book since the accident of Chuanshu, realized that the biggest joke and the biggest hole he dug in the original book turned out to be here.
Yun Zhan is not at all indifferent to the original owner as shown in the book, but he…has become a substitute for the original owner?
The same body, different souls, if it sounds good, it should be regarded as a high-level stand-in. If you don’t listen to it, click first come first, it means to intervene in the relationship between the two and dominate the third person in the magpie’s nest, right?
Since discovering this fact, Bai Fanlu has been repeatedly entangled and tortured, and he has no idea how to accept Mu Yunhe’s kindness to him.
And it wasn’t until tonight that he vaguely figured it out.
He has not yet reached the point where he cannot escape and sinks into it. He hasn’t gotten so sad yet. He can still distance himself from Mu Yunhe step by step, cut off his thoughts, and return to where he should be.
The position of a book wearer who helps the protagonist walk through the plot.
After the ending, return the body to the original owner, and give them a happy ending.
Bai Fanlu thought that he shouldn’t be too sad.
But at this moment, Mu Yunhe turned his back to him, Bai Fanlu held his hand to his mouth, his throat was sour for some reason, and he felt as if he had been stabbed with a knife in his heart.
He couldn’t help but remembered the dream that Mu Yunhe had told him. Those children, Yun Zhan was one of them, he had just learned the craft, so he had to eat for the original owner.
Bai Fanlu could actually imagine Xiaoyun’s eagerly awaited face in his mind, and at that moment he felt that he was in danger of collapse.
There seems to be nothing more embarrassing and terrifying than being told that the memory is clearly in one’s mind but that it is all other people’s memory.
Bai Fanlu had originally firmly believed that he would not have a demon, and would definitely not be blackened.
And now he actually feels that if there is an endless boundary beneath him at this time, and the red lotus karma is filled with fire, he is afraid that he will also lose his mind.
It turned out that it was this kind of feeling that once sneered at the nose and was trapped by love.
He used to lament that the original owner was not strong, but now he just wants to laugh at himself. If he were the original owner, he might fall even more miserably.
It is a pity that he is not the original owner, but just a book wearer.
What a pity, he is not…
So it’s time to wake up.
Buried in the quilt, Bai Fanlu secretly made up his mind to force himself to ignore the person behind him and let the gap between them gradually widen.
It’s just that getting along day and night, the next year will probably be a lot of hardships.
Bai Fanlu smiled bitterly, he was ready to act, but he didn’t expect the many difficulties he thought. Because of God’s mercy, he quickly gave him a chance to solve it.
The conversation at the time became a truth, Mu Yunhe was really going to lead soldiers to fight, and this journey was a long journey, and the return date was slim.
The author has something to say: Bai Xiaolu: What do you want to explain?
Yun Gouzhan: Huh~
System: That… can I say a few words?
Yun Gouzhan: Who are you?
System: The vest of a certain boss.
Yun Gouzhan: Okay then you say.
System: Emmm is right, Yungou is actually *@#&^
Bai Xiaolu:? ? ?
Yungouzhan: Oh~~~ That’s how it is~~~ Brother, you see I have difficulties (Auspicious Dog Pendant.jpg)
Bai Xiaolu: …I didn’t hear anything. (While walking and throwing the pendant.jpg)