Cantabile Youth - C268 reunion
I thought I had drunk too much, how could it be her? I rubbed my eyes again and looked at the girl, beautiful but not vulgar, wearing a pair of jeans and high black heels that accentuated her slender figure.
Her hair was cut short to her ears, and she wore it all behind her head, revealing a smooth white face. Her eyes were big, like luminous pearls in the night, and her slightly upturned nose gave people a playful feeling, but her eyes seemed lazy and cold.
I looked at Lin Xiao, whom I haven’t seen for two years, and actually don’t recognize him anymore. Is it because she cut off her long hair and wore her short hair, or because her clothes and clothes are completely different from the little girl from before? Become more mature?
I didn’t know, I only knew that the current me was unable to hide my excitement. Lin Xiao had disappeared for two years already, I thought that I would never be able to see her again in my entire life, I thought that she would disappear from my life forever. But now, I actually met her at the bathroom of Ming City Bar, which is 700 kilometers away.
Sometimes, life always surprises you for no reason. This Ming City is so big, there are tens of thousands of streets and thousands of bars, and even the toilet of this bar has more than ten bathrooms. Yet, I just had to walk into this street and walk into this bar.
Was it because the heavens liked to joke around with me, or was it because of fate with Lin Xiao, that this girl who had left such a deep impression in my life, once again appeared in front of me, and memories flooded into my mind like a madman. In just a few seconds, my mind was already filled with images regarding Lin Xiao.
Just as I was about to say something, Lin Xiao lowered her head, turned, and walked out, as if she did not recognize me, I subconsciously grabbed onto her hand: “Lin Xiao, I am Chen Ge.”
Lin Xiao replied without turning her head, “I know.”
I happily replied, “Old classmate, you don’t even greet me?”
Lin Xiao glanced at me, then used her hands to pry away my hands: “Mm, I’ve already called out to you, can you let me go?”
Maybe it was due to Lin Xiao’s attitude towards me that made me feel uncomfortable, or maybe it was due to the alcohol. I forcefully pulled her into the bathroom, then went in myself, and kicked backwards, closing the bathroom door behind me.
Lin Xiao retreated to the corner of the bathroom, looking at me with dissatisfaction: “Chen Ge, are you f * cking crazy?”
I looked at her and said, “En, I’m sick, but you’re not much better. You left the Dragon City without a single word and didn’t even say goodbye. Do you know how long I’ve been looking for you?”
Lin Xiao raised her head: “Come find me, forget it, your young master Chen’s life is more comfortable, you would come find a girl like me!”
I made Lin Xiao cut the nonsense and asked, “Why didn’t you tell me when you left the Dragon City?”
Lin Xiao shrugged her shoulders as if she didn’t care and took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag. I reached out and gave her cigarettes to her gun, but Lin Xiao told me to return the money to her.
Lin Xiao shouted, “I just want to make you hate me, why should I make you like me? Who do you think you are, Chen Ge, don’t you know that we are not related in any way? Don’t f * cking teach me like my boyfriend, you don’t deserve it, what do I want to do is my freedom, what do you care?”
I said, “Do you need to do this? Can’t we have a good chat? ”
Lin Xiao laughed coldly: “What is there to say? I saw that I went out today and didn’t check my calendar. I met a jinx like you, what do you want to say? You said you’ve let me down, but you didn’t do anything to let me down, right? I really don’t have anything to tell you. How long has it been since I’ve almost forgotten about you? Then why are you still jumping around in front of me?
I sighed. “No, why are you so hostile towards me?”
Lin Xiao blinked her eyes, she thought for a while and then said: “How would I know, I just don’t like you, your expression, the way you spoke, and the way you appeared here, all of this makes me feel extremely disgusted. Can you stop jumping around in front of me?”
I was a little helpless, Lin Xiao told me to hurry up and leave, she wanted to leave, so I protected the door and said: “If you are angry at me about your brother, then I can’t do anything about it, and besides, can Lunatic Lin blame me for that? Back then, I was at a disadvantage because of him being kidnapped. When I was sent to the juvenile detention center, did you come to see me? “I came looking for you the moment I got out of jail, but you actually went missing. It wasn’t easy to meet you, and you only said some f * cking hurtful words. Do you think I owe you anything?”
Lin Xiao looked at me seriously, then said slowly: “Alright, then I’ll ask you one question. It’s been two years, why haven’t you come to find me?”
Once Lin Xiao said this, I was stunned, because I couldn’t find the answer to her question. Seeing me like that, Lin Xiao laughed: “Right, you never did, I’ve been in the Ming City for two years, have you been looking for me before? “You didn’t. You were living a good life in the Dragon City. Since that’s the case, why are you in front of me now? Chen Ge, I once thought you were the only one I couldn’t afford to lose in my life, but the results?”
“In the beginning half a year, I waited everyday for you to appear in front of me so that I could follow you Hui Longcheng. But half a year had passed and when you didn’t come to look for me, I waited for another half a year. Then, it gradually became clear, I gradually understood, that you wouldn’t come for me. You don’t have to be me, and I don’t have to be you. It’s just a misunderstanding that hurts too much. ”
I stood in place, not knowing how to reply. I no longer had the courage to ask Lin Xiao why she left the Dragon City without saying a word to me, because I didn’t have the qualifications. Two years after she disappeared, I didn’t think about looking for her, and instead gradually chose to forget about her.
I’m a rotten person, a selfish rotten person. She’s right, why would she be so happy when she sees me? I hadn’t done anything for her in the past two years. She ignored me, and it was normal for her to treat me like a stranger.
I looked at Lin Xiao apologetically. I originally thought that I had a lot to say to her after seeing her, but in the end, I only said three words, and that was sorry.
After Lin Xiao heard it, she was overjoyed again. She said sorrowfully, “I don’t want you to feel sorry for me, do you know that this will make me feel like I’ve lost to you? Why do you have to make yourself look like a savior? What I want is to be on par with each other. In a relationship, we truly love each other, and at the end of the relationship, we also truly hate each other. You are unkind to me, and I want you to know that we are always on equal footing! ”
After saying that, she told me to scram. I didn’t move, so she pushed me away. She opened the bathroom door herself and left. I wanted to chase after her, but I didn’t have the courage to do so in the end.
I lit a cigarette, spread some hot air about her, then returned back to my VIP room to drink with Hu Tou. While I was drinking, I kept searching for Lin Xiao, but I didn’t see her.
The rest of us drank until past two that night, and I felt a little stuffy inside, so I wanted to go outside and get some fresh air. There were some stools outside the bar, and I just sat there, smoking a cigarette, watching the traffic, lost in thought.
After that, I saw Lin Xiao squatting and vomiting at the side of the road, I thought that she had left, but she didn’t, probably because there were so many people in the bar, I didn’t notice her, there were a lot of people beside her, so she should be her friend. I wanted to go greet her, but after thinking about the conversation in the toilet, I immediately lost my courage.
I sat there and looked at her. After Lin Xiao vomited, she sat on the ground, as if she was crying. The girls beside her comfort her, and I stood in the distance, feeling sorry for her, but I didn’t dare to approach them.
Not long after, a BMW sedan stopped in front of the girls, and a long-haired man got off the car. He was too far away for me to hear what he was saying, but I could see that the long-haired man seemed to be acquainted with the girls, and seemed to be very happy about it. He opened his mouth and continued to talk to the girls, and even reached out his hands to grab Lin Xiao’s waist, but was stopped by the other girls.
At this moment, the long-haired man’s voice became louder. He turned towards one of the girls and said, “Xiaoxiao is already like this. What’s wrong with me sending her home?”
I actually heard those words. Another hot dressed girl also roared: “Zhao Gang, don’t think that I don’t know what you’re planning, I’ll send her back. If you send her back, wouldn’t that be like sending a sheep into a tiger’s den?”
In the end, those guys who came with the girls went over to persuade the girls, since it was a mess. I thought these guys were all Lin Xiao’s friends, so everyone came out to play, and Zhao Gang wanted to send Lin Xiao back. Those girls didn’t let him, but those guys obviously stood on Zhao Gang’s side to persuade those guys to have Zhao Gang send them back.
Even a fool would know what he wants to do. Seeing that the boys had persuaded the girls to leave, Zhao Gang had already helped Lin Xiao, who was unable to even stand steadily, to carry her and want to get on the carriage.
I finally could not bear to watch any longer, so I got up and grabbed my own stool to sit on. Then, I ran towards Zhao Gang and slapped the stool on his back ruthlessly without saying a word!