Cantabile Youth - C284 hypocrite

Well, she did it, and she really upset me, and made me never forget her, and I sat on the ground and looked at her, covered in blood, and I didn’t let go of her hand, but kept looking at her, and I didn’t know what expression to make to face her, what to say to her, and all I knew was that my heart was growing numb.

I don’t know when the ambulance arrived, but they carried me onto the ambulance. I followed them up, and euphorbia fructus and Lin Xiao were crying right there, probably because they were scared, so I told them to shut up, and if they follow me, then don’t argue. Maybe my tone was too heavy, but she was stunned for a moment, and then followed me to the ambulance.

Swallow also wanted to follow, but I didn’t allow him to do so. Let him go back, take care of Xu Jie, and tell Xu Jie about this matter. If she still wants to leave, then accompany her back.

Swallow nodded at me, and the doors to the ambulance closed, I was indeed a little messy right now, and in this situation, it was impossible for me to leave, because I had to take responsibility for what I had done wrong. As for Xu Jie, I believe that her relationship with me would not be that fragile, and as long as I had time to explain, she would definitely forgive me.

As I sat in the ambulance, my whole body was in a state of freedom, and as I looked at the beauty of dying, I suddenly felt very calm. Even a terrible thought flashed through my mind, which was that if Miaomiao died just like that, I wouldn’t be in so much trouble.

The thought gave me a fright. I knew I wasn’t a good person, but I wasn’t that bad, and yet I had such a horrible thought. I was really tired, so why did I have to be so hypocritical?

It was because of my hypocrisy that this matter turned out to be like this, because I had always wanted to avoid hurting anyone, to save anyone. If I had made it clear from the start that I would not care about the wonders of the world, that I would not care whether she was going to die or not, that I would not care about the consequences.

used his death to tell me that if I wanted to become a person from the martial arts world, I can’t be merciful. But what kind of thing am I doing now, no wonder my father forbade me to go out and mess with him, because he already saw the most fatal point in my personality, which was being soft-hearted. Dai Hui didn’t expect Dai Hui to kill him in the end.

After everything that has happened, even though I have experienced so much, I am still the same childish self. I haven’t changed one bit. What kind of actions would I have taken like this?

After arriving at the hospital, Miaomiao was sent to the emergency room. I waited outside the emergency room for news, the euphorbia fructus had informed her parents, while Lin Xiao sat beside me, shaking her legs. I could tell that she was very nervous.

Not long after, my wonderful parents arrived. When they saw me, they scolded me, and since their ears were filled with weeping and curses, I didn’t reply, but in reality, I didn’t understand what they were saying, because I really didn’t have the mood to care what they were scolding me about. I just wanted to quickly end this matter, take a bath, and go home and have a good night’s sleep.

Then, under his astonished gaze, he walked out of the hospital. He lit up a cigarette at the entrance of the hospital, smoked a few mouthfuls, and cursed, “Fuck your mother, I just wanted to call Xu Jie.”

However, as expected, Xu Jie was still angry. She didn’t answer my call, but I lit up another cigarette, and after smoking about four or five, with cigarette butts all over the floor, Lin Xiao appeared behind me.

I looked at her and smiled wryly. Are you going to scold me? “Then just scold me. Anyways, you must be scolding me in your heart right now, so don’t hold it in. Just scold me as you stand at the height of morality. Pointing at me, scold me to death.”

Lin Xiao didn’t say anything, she only looked at me with a pained expression. I was infuriated by the look in her eyes, so I shouted at her: “Don’t look at me with such eyes, you have been looking at me like that ever since I came to the Ming City. I know I owe you, but I should have already paid my debt right? If you want me to take care of her, I’ll take care of her. If you want me to go out with her, I’ll go out with her. Do you want me to have a lifetime of guilt before you f * * king satisfied? ”

Lin Xiao shook her head, saying that was not what she meant, I asked: “Then what do you mean? Tell me, what do you mean, it was all because of you, if I didn’t think of your old love, would this have caused so much trouble? You shouldn’t have appeared in my life. You f * cking scram two years ago, and now you appear again, I finally f * cking know. I met you, but it wasn’t because the heavens gave me a chance to atone for my sins, but because you came to take revenge.

How did Lin Xiao get scolded by me? She was also a little dissatisfied: “So all of this was caused by me, you didn’t make any mistakes right?”

I sneered, “Wrong, of course I was wrong. I shouldn’t have been softhearted, I just didn’t dare to make so much trouble with that girl, I shouldn’t have listened to you and pretended to be a couple with her. If I had flung the money away, I would have beaten her up, regardless of whether she was dead or alive!”

Lin Xiao stared at me, and after looking at me for a long time, she said, “You finally admit to it, you are a hypocritical person to begin with, then why are you pretending to be a saint to me? Since you already knew that you could not be soft-hearted, then why didn’t you reject me back then? You are clearly a selfish person, yet you still pretend to be selfless in order to satisfy yourself. Chen Ge, you are not the savior, but why do you insist on treating yourself as the savior? ”

I wanted to light up a cigarette with the fire engine again, but the fire engine couldn’t hit me after a long time. I was so angry that I threw the fire engine on the ground, cursed myself, then slumped onto the ground.

I lowered my head and forced myself to calm down. Lin Xiao was also sitting beside me at this time, and after a moment, she sighed: “I was also in the wrong in this matter. I clearly knew that you were that kind of person, and I also knew that you would be soft-hearted, yet I still forced you to do those things.

But I didn’t have anything to tell her, so I just sat at the entrance of the hospital without saying a word. When it was later, euphorbia fructus called Lin Xiao, saying that she had miraculously saved him, but that she would be in the hospital for a while.

After hearing this news, I immediately heaved a sigh of relief. No matter what, it was considered lucky that no one died.

Lin Xiao asked me what I planned to do next. I said that if I made a mistake, I could make a mistake again, and I would pay for it with my medical fees. I would also pay for it to her family, but from now on, her life and death was not my concern.

Then I got up and said, “You’re right, I’m not a savior, I’m a villain, so how about this, I won’t go in and see her, so that she won’t misunderstand again. As for what his parents want to do, just let them find me. How can such an unreasonable thing be justified? ”

I just want to see Xu Jie and explain everything to her. I finally understand, although I feel some guilt towards Miao Miao, but no matter how much guilt I feel, I cannot lose her, because I cannot imagine how I would survive by myself if I lose her.

But when I reached home, I realised that Xu Jie was no longer there, her luggage had all been cleaned up, and just as I was wondering if she would leave like that, Yanzi called me.

I hurriedly picked it up and asked Xu Jie about it. Yanzi said on the phone: “I explained those things to Xu Jie, but she doesn’t believe me at all, she still wants to leave, and said that she is very confused right now, and needs to calm down, we are at the airport right now, Zhou Lian is with her, I secretly called you, come over quickly, there is still half an hour before the flight!”

I didn’t waste time with Yanzi either, saying that I would hurry over right now and ask Yanzi to give me some time. I hung up the phone and went out to get a taxi.

However, the moment I stepped out of the door, I saw several vans stop in front of my house, blocking my way. Then, several people got out of one of the vans.

I think that Zhou Haibing and Yun Feng might have broken up. Yun Feng was too angry, so he came to our house to cause trouble.

When Yun Feng saw me, he immediately asked me where Hu Tou and Zhou Haibing were. I said I didn’t know, because I was anxious, so after saying that, I wanted to leave, but Yun Feng stopped me and didn’t let me go. He kept on telling me to call Hu Tou and call him over.

How could I sell out the Hu Tou like that? I just told him that I’m not fighting, and that he should quickly scram. I have something on, I don’t have time to cause trouble with him.

Hearing that, Yun Feng immediately swung the pole towards me, because I was worried about Xu Jie, I did not react to it, and the pole directly hit my face, causing me to feel dizzy, I instinctively retreated a few steps.

Yun Feng shouted, “You f * cker, behave yourself. I told you to make a call, didn’t you hear me?”

This Yun Feng just happened to hit the nail on the head, I cursed out loud, and with one leg on his thigh, he lost his balance and almost fell down, my kick had met with trouble, Yun Feng gritted his teeth and shouted.

The few people behind him came towards me. More than a dozen strong men got out of the other vans and surrounded me in an instant!