Close Your Eyes When It Gets Dark - C306
“Hungry?” Song Nan was a bit speechless, but what could he do? Am I desperate too?
I was quite full this morning, but that filthy thing ate all my stock. Ah! I can’t take it, it’s such a disgusting feeling!
“Yeah, my stomach is empty.” I wouldn’t tell Song Nan what happened to me even if I was beaten to death, but since I can’t get out, I might as well ask, “How did you find me? “And those hands holding me, what are they?”
I thought about it later, but it didn’t seem to be water ghosts.
The water ghost in the box that he had encountered at Wu Mi’s house was no different from a normal water ghost. Its swollen body and limbs were sticky and slippery as they grabbed onto its body, giving it an unreal feeling of softness.
Those hands that grabbed me were very cold, but they had a bone feeling to them, and didn’t have the feeling of swelling.
Song Nan looked at me and said, “I asked the ghosts here to help me find you.”
“Aphrodisiac?” The person Chen Xing killed? However, wasn’t this vengeful spirit too kind? He didn’t want to find a substitute for him, so he helped him instead. “Did you promise to save the ghosts and reincarnate?”
Song Nan shook his head and honestly replied, “No, I don’t even know how to get out of here. How could I say such big words?”
It was strange. I couldn’t figure out what was going on, but my attention was slowly drawn away by the increasing hunger.
All kinds of delicious foods were in my brain, so I felt like my saliva was about to turn into a river and my stomach was growling from time to time.
“Hungry?” Song Nan had been a ghost for so many years that he had probably forgotten what it felt like to be hungry. He couldn’t feel the same!
I nodded my head powerlessly. Even if Song Nan was capable, he still wouldn’t be able to get me any food. Otherwise, he would have already gotten us out of here.
Song Nan took his arm out of my hand and turned around to face me. He grabbed my shoulder with both of his hands and said seriously, “Then eat me!”
I remember reading a novel where the heroine was trapped in a dark hole with her mother when she was young. The girl was crying out in hunger, and then her mother would give her a piece of meat every once in a while …
When I finished looking at that, I felt really creepy. This kind of love was really scary. If I was that girl, I would choose to die with my mother. But if I were the mother, I’d do the same.
And now, Song Nan actually said he would let me eat him. I have to admit, besides being shocked, he was also emotionally moved. He actually made such a suggestion, it was beyond my expectations!
Ah? That’s not right! He isn’t a human, who would give me meat? Could he be talking about …
Sure enough, he continued, “I should be able to feed you.”
I really didn’t know whether to slap him or praise him; I didn’t know whether to cry or laugh.
Would you like that liquid as food? Heavens, why did he feel so ashamed?!
“You …” My throat felt a little dry. All the saliva I had secreted had disappeared, so it was hard to pronounce. “Are you serious?”
“Are you going to be this hungry all the time?” Song Nan frowned. At this moment, my stomach made another sound. He said in a strong and rational voice, “Look, you made another sound.”
What do you mean ‘I’m shouting again’?!
“But, isn’t it a bit too much here?” Before I came in, this bubble was very obvious in the dark. Although I couldn’t see clearly who was inside, but I could see the human form. I haven’t forgotten that there are still countless ghosts watching us.
My stomach rumbled again. Song Nan, on the other hand, was getting impatient. “I didn’t let you take off your clothes. What’s so good about it?!”
“But …” I wanted to struggle a bit more, but Song Nan suddenly kissed me.
The hunger caused my lips to become abnormally sensitive. With a slight nudge from him, I couldn’t help but stick my tongue into his mouth to absorb everything I could get my hands on.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me to my stomach. The place that was already rising was actually a little hot. Isn’t this going too fast?! You can come just like that? He was truly worthy of being a ghost. His body was managed so that it was at ease.
Grasping the only thing on Song Nan that exceeded my body temperature, thinking about what happened the night before yesterday, a strong desire unexpectedly arose in the depths of my throat.
After thinking about it again, he realized that he should clean up the mess he got from the previous incident.
Thinking this way, I couldn’t help but retreat out of Song Nan’s mouth. I crouched down and took in the place I longed for.
When a large amount of liquid sprayed into my mouth, I endured the discomfort and swallowed it all. After having something to eat, my appetite has actually increased. I crazily used the tip of my tongue to curry favor with him in order to obtain something that would satisfy me …
The last time, I was too weak to hold his leg and let it fall into his mouth for the umpteenth time.
Closing my eyes, I felt tears welling up in the corners of my eyes.
I was supposed to be in the hospital, busy because of my internship, giving injections to patients, learning all sorts of things that would save my life later on, but what am I doing now?
In an unknown place, in front of countless ghosts, he was doing such a shameful thing with a ghost.
As I spoke, he seemed to be on the verge of erupting once again. I released his leg and made him retreat.
He took the tissue from his pocket and handed it to him. Then, he wiped the corner of his mouth with a piece of tissue. I couldn’t quite bring myself to look at him. I couldn’t think why I’d been so crazy.
Or am I still trapped by that filthy thing, and all this is just an illusion? This made me even more unable to accept it. Shaking my head, I felt even more sorrowful.
“July …” Song Nan sighed and called out to me. He seemed to have noticed that I was not in a good mood and his voice became much softer. “Have you eaten your fill? “If I’m not full, I still have …”
Anger rose in my heart. I raised my hand and threw the tissue I was holding to my mouth towards Song Nan. He didn’t dodge, but directly threw it at his face.
Song Nan looked at me with eyes full of grievance and sadness. His lips moved, but he didn’t say anything.
I really didn’t have the mood to calm him down right now. I would rather help him snatch the box, even if he was covered in injuries.
Now, to return to the original question, if I were the little girl, I’m not sure I would have eaten the meat my mother handed me.
Song Nan …
I walked up behind him and put my arms around him from behind, unable to hold back my tears. It’s fucking pretentious, and I hate myself for it.
He hated himself becoming unfamiliar, hated himself becoming more and more unsatisfied, hated losing his own self.
Song Nan stiffened and did not move. He made me cry happily.
I would have consumed a large portion of my stamina just a moment ago. Furthermore, after eating my fill, it was the easiest for me to fall asleep. Furthermore, after crying hysterically, I felt a surge of sleepiness assail me.
My hands relaxed. Before I landed, I entered a familiar embrace and found myself a comfortable position. I peacefully fell asleep.
Maybe when she woke up, she would have a panda eye?
But I’m not afraid, this isn’t the first time I cried and fell asleep in Song Nan’s arms, he can let me remove the panda eye.
Before I fell asleep, I suddenly understood why I loved Song Nan so much. Maybe it wasn’t love, but Stockholm. I began to regard the unfairness of my favors as a reward, and the fear as a concern.
I don’t really love him.
Surprisingly, when I woke up, I was in Lu Qinglang’s bed.
Look at my clothes, I was wearing them before I fell asleep, so Song Nan definitely didn’t bring me back.
After getting up from the bed, I ran towards the living room. Song Nan wasn’t there, just Lu Qinglang was staring at the television in a daze.
“Lu Qinglang, what about Song Nan? Why is he not here? ” I want to know what happened and how I got back.
Lu Qinglang looked at me indifferently. There wasn’t a trace of luster in his eyes. My heart couldn’t help but to be pulled. Did something happen to Song Nan?