Come on Darling - Chapter 32
? Julian’s breathing sounded in her ears, slowly and heavy, like a lurking beast hesitating to bite her neck immediately and taste her flesh and blood.
Ai Xiaoye felt a little suffocated, and the dim light and stagnant air seemed to contain danger, which made people involuntarily tense.
“…Julian?” Ai Xiaoye finally couldn’t bear the pressure, and asked tentatively.
Julian slowly let go of her, the air was drawn in, Ai Xiaoye felt a slight cold in the place where she had been close to before, and realized that she was sweating a lot.
Once she knew that he was an alien, her insensitive nerves became sharp, and her defensive heart finally recovered-this is a big living person, Ai Xiaoye could not help but think, based on his past performance, although he likes himself. There should be no fakes, but the possibility of illness cannot be ruled out. He will have his own desires, interests and plans, and naturally will not be absolutely loyal to her, obey her, and not hurt her.
Human beings have a variety of personalities, and of course there will be a variety of cute points.
For example, Chu Qiao, for a man who is completely loyal to her, obeys her, and will not bring her any surprise, excitement and challenge emotionally, she is completely disinterested, maybe even annoying.
But for Ai Xiaoye, the faithful dog is the best choice. Because she yearns for stability and warmth, so she doesn’t have to struggle with wits and courage. Even if there is a small conflict occasionally, it is not a big problem. Go out to buy a dish, and come back to be coquettish and solve it. It saves time and effort. Don’t wait to delay her reading comics, graffiti, and drawing storytelling.
After doing this psychological construction and telling herself that Julian was not her best choice, Ai Xiaoye was finally able to overcome the temptation of beauty and resume her previous negotiation career.
“Julian, I think we need to talk.”
“How about eating and talking?” Julian said softly, “It’s already evening, haven’t you eaten dinner yet?”
Ai Xiaoye’s stomach snorted, but Ai Xiaoye felt that it was not easy to muster up the courage. Isn’t it easy to do it in one go? Her mind was not as good as Chu Qiao and Lin Wei. Once her thoughts were interrupted by the food, the negotiation situation It’s even worse for her.
“I haven’t eaten either…” Julian interrupted her quickly, with a hint of pleading under the fence in her voice. The man who was one head taller than her suddenly appeared weak, “I drove a long way. When I came back, I never had time to eat.”
Ai Xiaoye is a little depressed, she is not good at bullying others, “Oh… then I’ll go order a takeaway.”
“No, I’ll do it…” Julian said involuntarily, “I know what you like to eat.”
He rolled up his sleeves and went to the kitchen without looking back.
Ai Xiaoye felt something was wrong, put down the kettle and followed up, “Then… Then I will do it with you…”
“No.” Julian refused again. “You go to work. Have you handed in the manuscript? I can do it alone.”
Ai Xiaoye suddenly felt that she had missed the opportunity – Julian was quickly restoring their relationship to its original state before he left, and at that time she couldn’t even talk about it.
“Julian, it’s not the same thing, the two of us…”
Julian turned off the tap.
The madly spouting tap water interrupted Ai Xiaoye’s words, Ai Xiaoye was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly turned around to look for the main water gate, “Ahhhh-Julian, you can block it with a bowl.”
She hurriedly cut off the water supply in the kitchen, and the strawberry jam she had just cooked was no accident. Julian was also covered with water, but she was okay. It seemed that Julian had blocked it and was not exposed to it.
In the summer, Julian’s shirt was completely drenched, and under the two unbuttoned buttons, water drops rolled into his chest along the line of the neck. The tips of her hair were dripping, her head hanging slightly, her burgundy eyes covered under her wet eyelashes. Ai Xiaoye felt bad as soon as he raised his head. The wet beautiful man was too foul!
“Uh… you go take a shower first, I’ll find you clothes.” She turned around and left the kitchen, feeling that it was not the time to negotiate at all.
Julian said nothing.
… The things in Julian’s room had been cleared by her a long time ago.
Ai Xiaoye feels that she is really hopeless, and she always likes to do something quite redundant to force herself to make up her mind. For example, in order to force herself to speed up, she promised the editor how many pages of manuscripts would be drawn today, so that when she said that she would definitely be able to finish 2P today, the editor would reply to her, “You are really full of illusions about yourself.”
For example, she hasn’t negotiated with Julian yet, and she hasn’t determined the outcome of the negotiation. She has already thrown away everything Julian left in order to force herself to make up her mind.
Well, these are all nonsense, all Ai Xiaoye wants to say is–
“Uh, I’m sorry, there are no clothes for you in the house…” When she came out of Julian’s room empty-handed, Julian still stood at the door of the kitchen waiting for her. Ai Xiaoye regretted that she was such a hypocritical idiot invisibly, so she had to make up, “Or you wait, I will buy you clothes.”
When she turned to fetch the key, Julian finally moved.
He pulled her from behind, her burgundy eyes had become pitch black, pitch-black and dull, as if all feelings had disappeared.
He touched her wrist with his fingers. Somehow, his fingertips were cold, like a snake with no body temperature, and there was a layer of ice on Ai Xiaoye’s spine for an instant.
“You didn’t wear a bracelet.” He said so.
Ai Xiaoye only felt that the air was stagnant, so she didn’t say much, “Broken…”
But before she finished speaking, Julian’s lips had already put on an icy smile, and there was a decadent struggle in that smile, “I told you to keep it with you.”
Ai Xiaoye felt scared inexplicably, but sometimes dullness and hypocrisy can also save lives. At the same time, she suddenly became a little annoyed, “Tell you it’s broken, didn’t you hear it! It’s not you who dare to be hit by the satellite,” When I TM covered in plaster and fractured my whole body and lay in the intensive care unit, why didn’t you come and ask me if I had a bracelet? Bracelet your father!” Ai Xiaoye repeatedly scolded Julian’s bracelet with the swear words he could say. After going back and forth, I could barely calm down, “You came back and asked if I had a bracelet?! You…”
… The poor earth-aged senior girl didn’t even realize that when Julian was thinking of evil, that bracelet was the last barrier to protect her. She didn’t wear the bracelet, it was fate that was opening the door to Julian’s convenience, urging him to use his mental energy on Ai Xiaoye.
“Forgive me…” Julian suddenly said again when she was so excited, “I want you to forgive me.”
“You…” Ai Xiaoye’s shortcoming is to bully others. Julian has even used the word “begging”, and her accusations that she used to talk about suddenly disappeared – for a while, she couldn’t say anything anymore.
Ai Xiaoye felt that she should learn from her mother. At this moment, she asked condescendingly, “So you know that you are wrong, then you can tell where you are wrong, and let me see if you really regret it. “
But she didn’t seem to be able to say so much-because she had intuitively realized that Julian was really begging for her forgiveness.
But let her say generously, “Oh, then forget it.” She seemed very unjust.
Later, she became frustrated, “Is it useful to say this?” After a while, she said again, “That’s why I can talk to you…”
“I don’t want to talk.” Julian’s voice is still depressed and hollow, and Ai Xiaoye feels very insecure with those dark eyes. He said, “I know what you will say…I don’t want to talk.”
Ai Xiaoye raised his hand and scratched his head in annoyance, “I didn’t say, how do you know what I’m going to say… Don’t bother me.”
“I love you-don’t get rid of me.”
Even though he was still angry, he was suddenly confessed to this by a wet beautiful man, Ai Xiaoye couldn’t help but blush, and subconsciously muttered, “I didn’t say I want to get rid of you…”
Julian’s face only regained some vitality, and he finally looked at Ai Xiaoye’s eyes again, with a dim expectation.
Ai Xiaoye has already regretted it, but at this moment she can’t say anything to regret, “It’s…it’s our previous relationship, which was determined based on your being a robot. But you’re not a robot, right?”
“You can continue to treat me…”
“How is that possible! There is a fundamental difference between humans and robots, okay, although it is a bit too much to say-but robots are like pets and have no independent personality, do you understand?”
“After meeting you I…”
“Stop!” Ai Xiaoye interrupted him quickly, “Don’t give me ecstasy soup anymore, I am self-aware.” At this moment, she realized that the air in the house was fresh and flowing again, that kind of wild animal-like dangerous intuition. Also loosened up, no longer straining the spine. She thought quietly for a while, “Since you are a person, let’s fall in love again in a human-to-human way.”
“The way of people and people?”
Ai Xiaoye nodded, “I will no longer accommodate you because of my sense of responsibility. Everyone is equal…” At this point, she suddenly realized that they are not equal at all, because Julian is too strong. So she corrected, “At least I demand equal treatment-not freedom, or rather death.” She still has some innocent and ridiculous beliefs of young women, “If you get together, you will get together, if you don’t get together, you will disperse. I will only love you because I love you. Being with you is not for any other reason. So, do you understand?”
Julian shook his head decisively, “How long can your love last? Even if you once loved me, once you don’t love me, you will leave without hesitation?”
This Ai Xiaoye has never thought about it, she is still very honest, “It won’t be… once you fall in love, how can it be so easy to not love, so easy to separate.” The so-called love is not all a lifetime matter. NS? Isn’t it a joke to say “Once I don’t love”! All ‘love’ that does not take ‘a lifetime’ as the term is just an excuse for playing hooligans. It’s simply a beautification of ‘just play around’, so don’t insult the word ‘love’!
But they are negotiating. Isn’t the principle of the negotiation that they are asking for money back on the ground? Han Ai Xiaoye, the outsider of the negotiation, took it for granted.
So she left a small way for herself, “Of course, in theory, what you said is correct.” She paused, “In a normal relationship between people, there are also both sides.” The right to refuse and break up.”
Julian was silent.
After a long time, he said softly, “This is what you really want from me.”
The atmosphere became heavy and dangerous unconsciously, Ai Xiaoye’s head was buzzing, and his heart was pounding. But she still suppressed the urge to escape, gathered all the strength and nodded, and said, “Yes.”
Yes-the power to refuse and break up, this is what she really wants in this negotiation. ?