Come on Darling - Chapter 9
Shen Yu is indeed a very long-lasting memory for Ai Xiaoye.
But to say that she no longer remembers the appearance of Depression, that is also a lie—even if it has been so long since she has seen her, Ai Xiaoye still often dreams of Depression. The melancholy dream is still the appearance of a young boy, with clear and slanting eyebrows, smart enough to be omnipotent. He would still take the trouble of telling her about physics problems. When she frantically “I just can’t learn it, why do I have to learn it, I won’t be able to study science in the future”, she said domineeringly and calmly “because I think I can I like a girl with a score of 17 in the physics exam, which is very unscientific.”
That was the moment when Ai Xiaoye’s love for the first time, and that moment can even be accurate to the second. Ai Xiaoye still remembers the somber gaze at that time, dark and blinded. I want to pretend to be inadvertent, but I can’t help but look at her, waiting for a response. That was the first time a teenager confessed to a girl he liked. He wanted to pretend to be handsome but could not hide his youthfulness, because that was also his first love.
But Shen Yu was wrong. He confessed too early. He was too handsome, and at that time Ai Xiaoye still had handsome discrimination. To make matters worse, she hasn’t gotten to know her at all.
Hearing Shen Yu saying “I like it”, she subconsciously showed a disgusted expression, and instantly moved away. Because of the hasty retreat, Zhao Mengmeng’s desk was almost overturned.
She stared at melancholy, like a cat with blow-up hair—because at that time, in her subconscious, her early love was degenerate, and she was at the same level as the society with tattoos, hair, smoking, and drinking. She thought, because I treat you as a friend, you want to drag me into a puppy love!
That is actually a concept that the school inadvertently instilled in them, but most children have already begun to be curious about the opposite **** at this time, and they will take the initiative to think. As long as you think about it, you will understand that this is not the case. But Ai Xiaoye didn’t care about it at all. But I was caught off guard.
Shen Yu was silent for a moment, and sat back quietly to pack his schoolbags.
The noon sun fell on his desktop, shining white. He accidentally cut his finger when he closed the textbook, and the white line instantly turned red, but he didn’t even notice it.
He almost escaped and left the classroom.
A long time later Ai Xiaoye saw a sentence-the only thing you can hurt is the people who really like you. She thinks this is really very reasonable.
Ai Xiaoye tried a knife for the first time in her life, and it was in the heart of the teenager who liked her.
At that time, she realized almost immediately that she had done something wrong, but the injury had already been done. Later, she always thought that she must apologize to Shen Yu, but Shen Yu did not give her a chance.
He treated her as always. It was just that when the two were alone inadvertently, he would awkwardly maintain a safe distance, without showing the desire to be close to her. Even when she said “Let’s go traveling together” when she graduated, he smiled and said okay. Then he pulled on Zhao Mengmeng and Liu Yuanhang.
It feels uncomfortable, but Ai Xiaoye knows he deserves it.
So later Ai Xiaoye confessed to Shen Yu and Shen Yu pretended not to hear it. Ai Xiaoye was sad and relieved at the same time. She thought, we finally evened.
Then there was no more-Shen Yu transferred to Berkeley in his sophomore year, and has since lost news. Ai Xiaoye also thought blankly, that Bai was desperately admitted to the same university and major as Shen Yu. At the same time, she quickly transferred to the department to study literature, and then she was lucky enough to be divided into the same dormitory with Chu Qiao and Lin Wei.
Then she was single until 28 years old, no matter how suitable a man she met, she didn’t really feel in love anymore.
Ai Xiaoye was still a little sad when she woke up in the morning.
The only luck is that she is now 28 years old, and she is not the second girl who is so stupid that people want to knock her head to see what’s inside. If she is in love now, she will definitely deal with it this time.
There are always messy gatherings to attend when I go home during the New Year.
But because Grandpa Ai Xiaoye just passed away last year, according to the custom here, Ai Xiaoye’s parents cannot go out to visit relatives and friends during the first month. Ai Xiaoye simply used it as an excuse and stayed at home.
Only called to worship for a circle of years.
Ai Xiaoye originally thought that her parents would definitely be tempted to show off to her grandma, aunt, and uncle about taking her home with her boyfriend. There was no result. Probably because Ai Xiaoye’s spirit of slamming the door and leaving that night was so amazing, her aunt and uncle taught her in a good voice, “We also care about you. I didn’t mean to force you. Don’t be annoying, and don’t be too anxious. Just look for it.” Then I stopped talking about this topic.
Ai Xiaoye is actually a little bit lonely: You see that she has brought the man back, but they told her to stop worrying… It’s like you’ve accumulated a lot of strength and hit the air with a punch.
In the third year of junior high school, it is customary to receive the notice of the reunion of the high school classmates.
Ai Xiaoye thought for a while, but deleted it.
When she went in to find Julian, she found him on the Internet. Of course, it’s no surprise that the robot can go online, but Julian seems to be sending an email…
This feeling is still slightly subtle.
Ai Xiaoye asked, “Your friend?”
Julian said: “It doesn’t count…” The fluorescence of the screen was reflected on his glasses. He responded to the email, his slender fingers jumping like a piano.
Ai Xiaoye asked dryly, “…you, are you wearing glasses?”
Julian turned his head and pushed the glasses with his fingers, “For decoration, don’t you like it?”
Ai Xiaoye: …how can there be an illusion that a terrible taste is being developed?
Just say honestly: “I like it…”
And he was still wearing pajamas-Ai Xiaoye didn’t know if he had a brain twitch or something, so he actually bought him a V-neck. The dress has a large neckline, and the delicate collarbone is completely exposed, but it hides the lines of the muscles. His skin was neurotic white again, and he looked as weak as a sick person. But there is a dangerous atmosphere everywhere.
Feeling very sick.
Ai Xiaoye feels that it is better not to go into personal sexual addiction, otherwise it will definitely be out of control.
She just said: “Talk to me about your friends?”
She thinks it should be a robot produced in the same batch as him-but can a robot like Julian really be mass-produced?
It’s impossible to think about it.
Julian looked back at his email again, and had already responded, and clicked the send button. He just said: “Not a friend… I can barely be regarded as a guardian.”
He turned sideways to make room for her and motioned for her to come and see for himself.
Ai Xiaoye only saw the other party’s registered name: Sakya. There is a profile picture, but a big tree was chosen for the profile picture. She glanced at the domain name again, and then it became clear.
Sakya Institute of Biotechnology-the company where Lin Wei works.
…Also the company where Julian was “born”.
This company is not well-known, and Ai Xiaoye would not have known it if Lin Wei had not worked there. In fact, Ai Xiaoye himself feels a little strange. It is said that the scientific research team that can develop a robot of Julian’s level is not unknown. But this company has indeed achieved this. It’s not just robots. Ai Xiaoye thinks that Lin Wei and his team have always been at the forefront of the times. Often when she sees in the newspaper that a certain scientific research team has overcome the difficulty in biology, she will remember, hey, this thing, Lin Wei, and others Didn’t the company understand it two or three years ago?
However, although the reputation is not big, the wealth is definitely a lot. Every time Ai Xiaoye hears a classmate complain that scientific research workers are poor, she will silently think that you have not met a good employer—Lin Wei and his company pay researchers. That is definitely the level of squandering. When Lin Wei posted the payroll to her and Chu Qiao, the two of them immediately rushed to ask him if he wanted to hire the front desk. Chu Qiao even said that he would do it even if he didn’t hire the front desk to sweep the floor!
After understanding, Ai Xiaoye was still a little unhappy, and said: “I thought I was your guardian…”
Julian was a little surprised, “Why?”
Ai Xiaoye said awkwardly, “Because you are mine…” Then she realized that Julian can’t be regarded as “her” either. She didn’t buy him, but a gift, “Anyway. I just feel uncomfortable… I always feel that you don’t need to be supervised by others.”
He is obviously like an independent and complete person and should not be monitored.
The lens is a little reflective, Ai Xiaoye can’t quite understand Julian’s expression-or maybe he doesn’t have a special expression at all?
He took Ai Xiaoye in his arms and let her sit on his lap-this posture was too awkward, but it was the first time that Julian insisted so, and Ai Xiaoye obeyed.
Julian touched her forehead with her forehead and said softly, “It’s still needed… I almost lost control last night.”
Ai Xiaoye: …that’s because you are too jealous!
He asked, “Don’t you feel dangerous?”
Ai Xiaoye was puzzled, “What’s the danger in this. Do you think my mom will play anger with me? Who doesn’t have any emotions yet.”
Julian shook his head, “I’m different.” After a while, he said again, “It’s not purely monitoring. I am yours. I will only assist them to do some experiments and give feedback to the data to a certain extent. I still have my salary.”
Ai Xiaoye promised: “I can support you. If you are unhappy, refuse, I can also go and tell Lin Wei…”
Julian laughed, his voice low and soft, “…I want to kiss you.”
Ai Xiaoye’s face turned red-the robot is not good at this point, you see her sitting on his thigh is much more intimate than kissing. He was still so domineering and self-assertive, but instead of kissing, he asked her for her opinion.
But before she could answer, Julian had already supported her back, leaned over and kissed her lips. He stopped and rubbed the tip of her nose against the tip of her nose, his forehead against her, breathing tangled together. . Then he kissed it again.
A very clean kiss, I didn’t notice the wet lust, only the feeling of being carefully cherished. Ai Xiaoye’s heart throbbed. The atmosphere was so sweet that it was dizzying.
Then he pressed her forehead and said, “Like me more.”
Ai Xiaoye felt how owed he was when she asked, “Why?”
But Julian still patiently said to her, “Because I am only allowed to love you… I am doomed at the first sight of you. But I am not allowed to monopolize you, or even have such an idea. Because Once I have selfish desires for you, I may violate you and hurt you. I am always hungry and thirsty, but I have no power to claim. Even if you are about to be snatched away by others. I am very anxious, Ye Ye. Like me more Well, just a little bit will do. Just a little bit more, I can bear it all the time, I swear.”
Only then did Ai Xiaoye understand what the sense of violation was that night. Because the emotion of “patience” shouldn’t appear in robots, patience and obedience are contrary to the relationship between love and robots.
She suddenly remembered what Julian said when they met, “It’s really bad.”
It’s really bad… she thought, she seems to be in debt again. ?