Complex Romance - 5 Her true feelings
‘Teresa, I’m sorry but I can’t keep my promise… I can’t wait for you any more…’ said John.
Teresa was socked her didn’t think that John would confess so soon, because she didn’t know that Harry had help her talk to John.
Teresa acted clam by saying, ‘It’s okay, I understand. Actually is this because you have someone you like?’ Teresa appear clam on the outside but she felt a sharp knife stabbing her in the inside.
‘No, I don’t… But I just can’t wait for you anymore. I’m so sorry for breaking my promise… Will you forgive me?’ asked John
Teresa didn’t know what to reply, her head was blank… The only thing she thought about is to seek Harry for help.
She then quickly text to Harry, ‘Harry, what do I reply him? He has confess to me that he doesn’t like me anymore and ask for forgiveness but he still says that he doesn’t like anyone else… Do I forgive him? Or do I tell him what I really feel?’
Harry replied, ‘Just tell him what your true feelings, the decision of forgiving him or no is yours. Do what you think is right. I will support you always.’
Teresa suddenly felt full with determination, she then replied John with her true feelings, ‘John… what if I say that I still like you but can’t go out with you… Because that’s the truth, I still have feelings for you but I can’t ignore my duties… I told you before we are not in the age of going out… I asked you to wait till we finish our final examination, and you promised that you will… What about now?’
‘I would not have been so sad if you told me the truth… My friends told me that you have someone else you like and have been video calling her… But you still lied to me saying you didn’t have anyone you like. You told me you like me on Monday, but you told others you liked her on the next day… Why would you do that… I feel betrayed…’
John quickly defended himself by saying, ‘I didn’t video call her while I was going out with you! I just started video calling her this few days… And its because you keep rejecting me…’
Teresa was speechless, ‘So, It’s my fault? We don’t are not even in an relationship, how would you want me to simply video call you? Won’t it be weird if I simply video call a guy… Okay then I’m sorry. You have nothing to do with me anymore, don’t come and find me and please keep you distance away from me… Actually if you were to tell me you like someone else, I would support you 100%, but you didn’t, its like you told me you liked me yesterday and today you liked another girl… That’s why I’m angry and feel betrayed… I hate myself for not being brave and being stupid enough to be trick by you…’
A huge brick wall release in, Teresa’s heart. She feel free from all the chains in the heart while John didn’t know what to say anymore. And didn’t replied Teresa’s massages.
But still Teresa wanted to cry but she didn’t want her family to see her cry, so she kept all the emotions to herself.
She texted Harry, ‘Thank you… I’m finally free, but I still feel like crying…’
‘Cry out all your sufferings don’t make yourself miserable.’ said Harry
Teresa clam herself down and chatted with Harry like old times as if nothing happened.
After an hour, she suddenly received a text from John