Cream Flavored Unrequited Love - Chapter 36

In the past eighteen years when Lin Xichi knew Xu Fang, this state has appeared very few times. It made her think for a while, she couldn’t think of when Xu Fang had shown weakness to her so blatantly.

Reluctantly, there seems to be one during the third year of the winter vacation.

At that time, the time for the college entrance examination was less than half a year, and the school put senior high school students back for the New Year, and the vacation was only one week. This holiday, Lin Xichi didn’t waste any time on other things. After breakfast every day, he rode his bicycle to Xu Fang’s house and took him to study together.

Xu Fang’s scores in the three subjects of language, mathematics, and English are all good, but his comprehensive results in rationality have not been raised. Lin Xi was half-dead in a hurry, but the person involved was leisurely every day and didn’t take this matter to heart at all.

Later, I really felt that the half-hour journey from my grandfather’s house to Xu Fang’s was a waste of time. After hesitating, she asked her parents to go home during the holiday.

Before the Zero Lu Year, the Xu family and the Lin family had not moved to the Lanbei villa area and lived in the same building in the same community.

Later, Xu’s father fell in love with the house in Lanbei Villa District and spent most of his savings to buy a set. After three months, the homeowner opposite the Xu family wanted to settle overseas and decided to sell the house. After Father Lin heard about it, he struggled a bit, and finally decided to sell the original house, and with the money and family savings, he bought the house opposite the Xu family.

Lin Xichi and Xu Fang became neighbors again.

The Lin family’s house has two floors, and there are four rooms on the second floor. Two of them are Lin Xichi and Lin Xigeng’s rooms. Mother Lin also left an empty room. She specifically mentioned it to her sister Lin Ding. .

Just one year after buying this house, Lin Ling was found back.

Father Lin specially asked someone to redecorate the room. During the renovation period, Lin Jing and Lin Xi stayed in the same room late, and later even Lin Xigeng came over.

The three girls squeezed into a bed, shrank under the covers, chatting and chatting.

Lin Ying said few words, because of her previous experience, she was silent and withdrawn, but she would be very happy when she stayed with them, bending her eyebrows to listen to them making noise.

Fearing that Lin Ling felt that she could not fit into the family, the other four members of the family were working hard to treat her as well as possible, but the result was not as expected at all, as if it made her feel that she was just a guest.

As time passed, Lin Ling’s posture at home was not as natural as when she first arrived, and she became more and more trembling. As long as someone talked to her louder, she would immediately cry and beg not to send her back.

She said she did something wrong, she would obey.

Don’t return her to the trafficker.

Lin Xichi felt that her past experience left a psychological shadow, and suggested to her parents to take her to see a psychologist, hoping that she would slowly forget the past and get rid of the past, and hope that she can understand that her life has returned to the right path.

As long as she can work hard, her future will be exciting and promising.

Father Lin and Mother Lin both agreed, and were recommended by a friend when they were about to contact a psychologist. Grandma heard about this through her aunt’s mouth and came to Lin Xichi’s house in person.

Although Lin Xichi doesn’t care much about many things and is very nervous, she still puts a lot of attention on the people she values. So she knew from a young age that grandma didn’t like her.

Lin Xichi also knew that grandma was not patriarchal, because she liked Lin Xigeng very much.

Even if Lin Xigeng accidentally broke her cherished bracelet, she would only comfort Lin Xigeng cheerfully, saying that it didn’t matter. And if Lin Xichi just accidentally touched her body, she would be ridiculed by her.

Lin Xi didn’t know what she did. She tried hard to restore her image in her grandma’s heart, but after many times she found that it didn’t work at all and gave up.

Later when grandma came to the house, Lin Xichi would go back to the room to study after greeted her. Grandma didn’t like her, but she was happy to show her less in front of her.

But this time, as soon as grandma arrived at home, she pointed to Lin Jing and Lin Xichi and told them to stay in the living room and let Lin Xigeng return to the room.

There were only three of them left in the spacious living room.

That day, Lin Xichi finally understood the reason why grandma hated her all the time.

When Lin Jing was seven months old, Lin Mu took her out to buy vegetables. Because of not paying attention for a while, she lost her. After calling the police or posting a missing person notice, it is useless.

Because of this incident, Mother Lin washed her face with tears every day, her mental state was getting worse and worse, she stayed at home every day and didn’t go anywhere.

Father Lin was sad but didn’t know what to do. In desperation, he made a very bad decision.

He went to the orphanage to adopt Lin Xichi, who was only one year old at that time.

Father Lin wanted to minimize Lin’s guilt, and wanted to pretend to get Lin Ling back.

So today Lin Xichi will stand here.

Ah, how easy to understand.

She was adopted and brought back to replace Lin Ying.

In fact, grandma is also a good grandma. She treats all children equally. She only agrees with the feeling that blood is thicker than water, and nothing else is within her consideration.

Lin Xichi felt that this feeling was really terrible.

The isolation and helplessness at that moment, the inability to think at that moment, and the freezing atmosphere at that moment.

She looked at her grandma holding Lin Ling, pointed her other finger, and said gently and slowly: “My child, so don’t think you are superfluous. Otherwise, it’s unfair, you have to know–“

“The people who are really redundant have lived for so many years.”

Lin Xichi felt that he would never forget these words.

After that, Lin Ling’s attitude towards Lin Xichi changed drastically. She didn’t have much confidence in her position in this family because of her grandma’s words, but instead she had more suspicions.

Lin Jing’s mental state became worse, she still looked timid and inferior when she saw other people, but as soon as she saw Lin Xichi, she would start screaming to make her go.

It took a few weeks for Father Lin and Mother Lin to learn that Lin Xichi already knew that he was adopted. So they talked to her very seriously, and repeatedly emphasized to her that she was definitely not Lin Ling’s substitute.

The Lin family has three daughters, and they say the same to everyone.

Lin Xichi knew very well that they loved her.

Before Lin Ling came back, their care and love for her and Lin Xingeng were the same and equal. They never had the slightest difference because they were not their own.

But because of their responsibilities, Lin Ling suffered something that she shouldn’t have to bear. They wanted to make up for their faults, so they put most of their thoughts on Lin Ying.

Lin Jing didn’t want Lin Xichi to appear at home, she didn’t want her to live as happy and comfortable as she is now, and she didn’t want her to appear in front of her again.

She hoped that Lin Xi would live like herself, so tormented and unbearable.

Everyone can only give in.

Lin Xichi kept saying to herself that it was okay, repeating what her parents had emphasized to her, but in the end he held the words his grandma said to her and chose to give in.

During the year that he lived with his grandfather, Lin Xichi rarely went home. Even if she often goes to Xu Fang’s house to play, when passing by the house, the number of times she goes in is countless.

At that time, Lin Xichi was in the third year of high school, and she rarely made such a request, and Father Lin and Mother Lin could not refuse.

Lin Xichi didn’t want to meet Lin Ling, so he offered to live in the guest room on the first floor. She went out early and returned late every day, staying at Xu Fang’s house most of the time, and she was fine.

But on the last day of the holiday, when Lin Xichi was staying at Xu Fang’s house, he suddenly had a period. She was too embarrassed to tell Xu Fang about this, and sent a text message to her mother on her mobile phone before returning home.

Lin Xi came out of the toilet late, and when she was about to go back to find Xu Fang, out of her expectation, Lin Jing walked down the stairs, followed by red eyes continuously blocking her mother.

Lin Jing had problems with his legs and feet. He walked limp and limped, and walking up the stairs was even more difficult. He didn’t get to Lin Xichi for a long time. Her eyes were wide, she just cried on the stairs: “I know! I know-you must still be here!”

Lin Xichi’s breathing was stagnant, and he didn’t want to listen to her, so he walked out faster.

“Lin Xichi!” Lin Ling screamed, her voice hoarse and hoarse, “You remember to me, you are superfluous, you were adopted! If it weren’t for my parents, you still don’t know where— —”

After that, she didn’t listen anymore, Lin Xi closed the door of the house.

She had heard Lin Jing say this countless times, so her mood didn’t fluctuate much at this time. After a half-minute pause in the same place, she reentered Xu Fang’s house.

Lin Xichi returned to Xu Fang’s room, but he didn’t see him.

She didn’t think too much, and sat back at the desk, picked up the pen and continued to write the question.

Before long, Xu Fang also came back. His face is not pretty, his chin is dripping, and the hair on his forehead is also wet, as if he just washed his face.

Lin Xi blinked and asked, “Are you sleepy?”

Xu Fang didn’t speak, sat back next to her, took a few paper towels and wiped the water on his face, then silently grabbed the pen and continued to write the test paper.

Lin Xi turned his head to look at his expression and whispered, “Hey, you can sleep for a while when you are sleepy. I’m not so cruel that I won’t even let you take a nap…”

Before she could finish her words, Xu Fang interrupted her and said softly, “Let’s bet.”

“–what?”

“Betting next semester, the living expenses of the whole semester.”

Lin Xi was dumbfounded: “The bet is so big?”

“Ok.”

“What to bet on?”

“Whatever, break your wrist.”

Lin Xi was silent for a few seconds: “Do you consider me a fool?”

In the end, Lin Xichi compromised at his insistence, and then also very surprised, she easily killed him with one hand. She was so shocked at Xu Fang’s fragility, staring at her hand, she couldn’t help herself for a long time.

She couldn’t remember how long she hadn’t won Xu Fang.

Lin Xi blurted out: “Wow, are you too rubbish?”

“Ok.”

At that time, she thought Xu Fang would scold her back, but he just hummed softly, and then continued to pick up the pen to write the question. Lin Xichi found it weird, so he sneaked in to see his expression.

Lin Xichi only noticed that Xu Fang’s lips were pursed, his eyes red as if he was dripping blood. She was taken aback by him and grabbed his hand abruptly and said, “Shall we do it again? I feel that you just didn’t perform well.”

He turned his head away and whispered, “No.”

The voice was muffled and soft, and it sounded very sad.

Lin Xi didn’t know what to do, so he asked carefully, “What’s wrong with you…”

She still remembers what Xu Fang said at that time.

“It’s nothing.” Xu Fang said in a trembling ending, “You are right, I am really rubbish.”

She didn’t know why Xu Fang had such a reaction back then, but Lin Xichi probably understood where his reaction came from when he thought about it now. He probably heard Lin Ying’s words, and then remembered the cold war with her because of her move.

It was because of guilt that time, what was it because of this time.

From the day Lin Xigeng came to S Da to look for her, Xu Fang’s state has been going on for a whole month.

Lin Xichi thought he was too weird. No matter how she deliberately annoyed him, he just remained silent for a while and then began to show her weakness, as if he had done something wrong to her.

Although this feeling is a bit refreshing, it is like a sign that the rain is coming.

very scary.

Unconsciously, the time came to October 24th.

Probably because Lin Xigeng mentioned to her parents that her living expenses were not enough after she returned, Lin’s mother gave her another two thousand yuan. Lin Xichi took the money and bought Xu Fang a pair of sneakers. On the night of his birthday, she brought cakes and gifts to his dormitory.

Lin Xichi had read Xu Fang’s class schedule in advance and was sure that he had no classes at this time. She also asked sideways and confirmed that he would stay in the dormitory during this time.

S University does not restrict students from entering the dormitory of the opposite sex. Generally, they only need to talk to the dormitory aunt downstairs and sign a name. Lin Xi went to Xu Fang late to find Xu Fang quite a few times. At this time, he didn’t even need to sign, so he told his aunt and went straight into the dormitory building.

Lin Xi went up to the third floor late, walked to the door of Xu Fang’s dormitory, and knocked three times.

No one opened the door.

She knocked three more times.

Still nobody.

Lin Xichi realized that the door of the dormitory hadn’t been closed properly, and the door was vacant, so she pushed in carefully. It was dark inside and no lights were turned on. She frowned depressed, and whispered: “Xu Fang.”

No one speaks, not as if someone is there.

“I turned on the lights…”

Lin Xi hesitated and pressed the switch beside the door, and the dormitory suddenly lit up. She looked inside and saw four beds in the dormitory, only Xu Fang’s bed was occupied.

At this time Xu Fang was sleeping with his eyes closed, lying down, and his hair was drooping softly, probably because he suddenly turned on the light, his brows were frowning, and he looked unhappy.

Lin Xichi took a closer look, and it really seemed that there was no one else except Xu Fang. She closed the door gently, put the things she was holding on Xu Fang’s table, and squatted over to look at him.

The moment Lin Xi turned on the light late, Xu Fang’s consciousness gradually became clear. He heard the sound of Lin Xi putting things late, and the movement of her walking over and squatting in front of him.

When Xu Fang was about to open his eyes, he suddenly felt a cold and soft touch on his face.

It seemed that her fingers were touching his face.

Confirming this answer, Xu Fang suddenly didn’t want to open his eyes. He was a little curious about what Lin Xichi would do next, and then lazily continued to close his eyes, waiting for her next move.

After half a minute, Xu Fang heard Lin Xichi stand up.

Not knowing what she was going to do, Xu Fang opened his eyes secretly and saw that she was back at his desk. Noting that she was turning around again, he immediately closed his eyes.

After a while, she came over and squatted in front of him exactly the same as before.

Then, Xu Fang smelled the marker.

“…”

Then came the process of Lin Xichi smearing his face.

The cold and itchy touch on his face made Xu Fang’s mood slowly evolve from disappointment to anger. He suppressed his temper and kept telling himself in his heart: You like her, she is the person you like. You have to be nice to her, remember to be gentle and gentle. Forbearance passed.

Because of this sentence, he didn’t open his eyes on the spot to get angry with her.

“Damn, why did I paint like this.” Lin Xichi stared at his face and muttered, “He will definitely kill me when he wakes up…”

Then, as Xu Fang expected, he heard the sound of Lin Xi fleeing late.

After hearing the sound of the door closing, Xu Fang slowly opened his face, got up to look in the mirror, and then went to the sink with no expression to wash his face.

Washed for a minute. The color didn’t drop at all.

Two minutes, no drop.

Three minutes later, Xu Fang looked at the three obvious cat whiskers on both sides of his cheeks. He threw away the towel in his hand and took a deep breath. After adjusting his emotions for three seconds, his anger reached the top.

He opened the balcony door and walked out with a vicious expression on his face.

Oh shit.

If he bears him today, he is a fool.