Creation’s Grace - Chapter 110

After Su Yuezhen was murdered, Ran Jin was imprisoned in Beichuan Hospital for two years, until Da Ran’s condition deteriorated again, and she was taken to Ran’s house by He Zhi and to that big mansion.

That was the first time she saw that a house could be so big, and so-called parents could be so cold.

He also knew what happened after that. In order to survive, Ran Ban was deliberate, and finally escaped from that big mansion.

Su Yuezhen hibernated the chip in her arm, but she has gradually realized that she is different from others.

This chip is the proof that she is different from normal people.

Ran can’t help but ask himself?: Is it because of it that my mother disappeared?

One rainy night, she picked up a knife and cut her arm with the knife, trying to take out the chip in her arm.

She is not afraid of pain, she just wants to be an ordinary person.

Unfortunately, the chip seemed to be embedded in her bones. No matter what method she used, she almost mutilated her right arm and failed to separate the chip from her arm.

That sleeping chip is like this? Followed her all the time, just like she missed Su Yuezhen.

She can’t remember the events for a long time after that. She only remembers herself at that time. She left the Ran family. . Undocumented workers make a living? Needless to say, go to school.

To eat in one bite, to survive, she did everything.

Because she was still young, she knew more and more how to survive in a complex and dangerous environment. For a period of time, she cut her hair short, dressed as a boy in men’s clothes, and wiped her face dirty. Xixi, people can’t see her appearance at all.

When she was unlucky, she couldn’t find any black workers, and when she was the poorest, she didn’t have a penny on her.

She is a stray dog ​​without an owner.

Living has no meaning for herself, but she can’t die yet.

She has been looking for Su Yuezhen’s whereabouts, never stopped, and exhausted all methods.

Day after day, Ran Ban, who was growing up, found some things, and put together the past events one by one, she probably guessed herself? Why? .

Occasionally? Seeing a child about her age holding her mother with her left hand and her father with her right hand, what do you want to eat? Parents buy it for her. When the family is happy, she will watch more ?look.

Until she was discovered by the other party, the fearful and somewhat disgusting eyes made her understand that her abject and greedy appearance made them uncomfortable, and she would leave quickly.

She also once had a warm home and loved her mother, but unfortunately, the preciousness she was willing to exchange with her life was gone, and all of a sudden she lost it all, so suddenly that she didn’t recover until she wandered outside for several years .

One winter night, she was sick and curled up in the depths of the park. She was so ill that she felt like she was about to die.

If mom is no longer in this world, live or die, what’s the difference?

She didn’t like the world that made her miserable.

With her high fever, she was wrapped in the silent night, like lying in a huge coffin.

The sky? The starry universe is so far away and vast, but there is no home for her.

She opened her wallet and looked at the photo with Su Yuezhen quietly, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

What if mom is still alive? What if?

If I die, I will never see my mother again.

Thinking of Su Yuezhen’s smile, Ran Ban was extremely reluctant.

Pressing the wallet to his chest, after shedding tears, he went to the hospital with difficulty.

The high fever did not kill her, but made her stronger.

Gradually, she learned a lot of survival skills in the harsh living environment.

She is like many orphans who are not cared about by her. In order to survive, she has to earn some gray income. From time to time, she will be chased and killed by enemies, and she will live in fear.

Many children who grew up under the care of their parents do not know that in the same city, there are such a group of peers who are willing to do anything in order to survive.

Gradually, she became indifferent to the pain, and sometimes the pain made her feel at ease and made her feel “reality”.

She will obviously feel pain and sadness, just like those children whose parents love her.

She also had friendships, but they soon disappeared.

Those emotions and people she wanted to hold did not stay with her because she cherished, died, left, or sold her out for a little money.

Ran Jin once had a dear friend, and even after so many years, she still clearly remembers the appearance of that friend. One year, in the cold winter and twelfth lunar month, she had no place to live, and her knee was frostbitten. This friend saw that she was pitiful, so she gave half of her bed to her.

Those who treat her well will always be remembered in her heart.

Even if the two have not been together for more than three months.

The good friend was carrying a can of cheap beer and sighed to Ran Jin: “It’s so hard to live… I don’t know why? Pregnancy in a short October, but living is a long, unending decades.”

Ran Jin listened to her words and was a little lost.

“Fortunately! We’ll have money after this vote! At that time, I want to leave the city and start over in a small place. I want to rent a house, go to school, fall in love, and have a home. ”

Hearing the word “home”, Ran Ban was extremely yearning.

“Xiao Cong, are you coming with me?” she asked Ran Jin.

“OK!”

Seventeen-year-old Ran Jin happily agreed, and began to fantasize about getting the money, getting on the green leather train, and huddled with a group of strangers in the lively train carriage, chatting and laughing.

And she followed her good friend and went to a strange place to start over, forgetting all the unhappiness she once had. Every day, she could eat hot meals, take a bath with hot water, read books, sleep in a bright classroom In the warm house, continue to look for mother.

Probably because this wish was too extravagant, so God didn’t let her get it.

A good friend died in an accident three days later while helping people collect debts.

Ran Jin dragged the people who were with her and asked, what happened to her? What happened to her? Where did it happen, how could it just be like this? Let her die?

The other party thought she was annoying and pointed her in a general direction: “It’s on that mountain, you should be able to find it by looking along the north road. Why, I warn you not to look at me with this kind of eyes, It was she who accidentally flipped off the pickup truck, when so many people were chasing after us, and everyone who stopped our whole car had to finish playing, who could take care of her?”

Ran Jin died? He grabbed the other person’s collar, and after hearing what he said, he pushed him away.

When Ran Jin was about to leave, the people behind him sneered and said, “It’s all a cheap life, death? Where is not death?? You really treat yourself as a human being? Who do you think you are?”

I have to admit, that guy was right.

After a few years, Ran Ban can’t remember many things, but he still remembers that sentence full of ridicule.

That night, Ran Jin spent the whole night searching for the body of his friend in the dark and cold mountains.

This mountain is not big, it is in the suburbs.

How much she hoped that she could not find it, indicating that her friend might not have died, or that she might have left.

Even if they don’t get the money this time, there is still hope as long as they are alive. As long as they are alive, they still have the opportunity to make more money, do what they want to do, and run towards their ideal life.

if only…

Ran Jin remembered the sunrise that day, the coldest morning in her short life.

When the sun was rising, she found the body of her best friend.

A thin layer of golden light shines on the friend’s face, either sleeping or dead.

The pale and unfamiliar anger was like a knife, mercilessly ripping open Ran Jin’s heart.

A train, a distant place, a home, all converge into a pair of immobile pupils, sinking into the deep pool of death, and it is impossible to achieve it again.

Since then, Ran Jin’s heart has also died.

Mom will never be seen again.

She confessed.

Being a walking dead, she has seen too many people betray their companions and even themselves in order to survive.

Powerless and boring.

She no longer cherishes herself, as long as she can have a bite to eat, she will not frown when the skin is open.

She’s always going to die anyway, and her life isn’t worth a penny.

Wronged himself? His body reached the limit. In order to cover the boss at the time, he was chased and jumped from the third floor. His legs and waist were severely injured, and he could no longer run.

A meal of flesh and blood is inevitable.

The pain that time was especially tragic, Ran Jin felt that his waist was broken, his legs were broken, and he had few good ribs.

Finally dying?

Death? For her, it felt a little relaxed.

The dilapidated rainy alley was full of musty and **** smells, and when she felt the temperature of life was passing a little bit, someone held her hand.

…

“You almost know what happened after that. I was taken over to Chi’s house by your sister. After recovering from the injury, your sister took me to the Chi Group to teach me a lot of things, and I gradually found out where my mother was. ”

When Ran Jin was talking about her wandering time, her tone was still calm, the same as when she was talking about pancakes. She just stated it simply, without a pitying tone, nor did she mention it. And Chi Li put the glass in her pancakes.

But the heart of the late encounter is not calm.

Ran Jin clearly read the sadness and grief in Chi Yu’s eyes. She didn’t want Chi Yu to be uncomfortable because of her past, so she took the initiative to step forward and held Chi Yu’s hand a little unnaturally, and said:

“Those things are over, and I don’t care anymore. God? Still being nice to me and letting me meet you.”

Chi Yu put the back of Ran Jin’s hand on her face, Ran Jin has already opened her heart, and she intends to explain this matter thoroughly.

I hope that after today, she and Ran Jin will no longer have any estrangement, and Ran Jin can also remove all the shackles on her body. This is the best thing.

Chi Yu said, “I have basically never seen you eat pancakes.”

There were no tears in her eyes, but after the cold compress, her eyes were still a little red and swollen and looked a little haggard.

“Well, I really stopped eating after that.”

“Because of what my sister did to you?”

Ran Jin paused and said, “Actually, everything you said when you came to me that night was right, but at that time I hadn’t made up my mind to let you know my identity. Including what you said, Chi Li picked me up. It is also true that when I arrive at Chi’s house, I enter her circle of friends as a girlfriend, and slowly replace that person. This is indeed what I and Chi Li are doing. She wants to make me? Like that person, treat me All the details shown are very strict. In her opinion, although that person has not shown his face since childhood, he is pampered and will definitely not like to eat pancakes. ”

Seeing Chi Yu not speaking, Ran Jin continued a bit dryly: “Because I had some unusual thoughts about you at that time, I secretly hid a photo of you, and was discovered by your sister, so she Angry at me? She has always been protecting you, not letting you know everything about Mingpeng Biology, just wanting you to devote yourself to scientific research, immerse yourself in a world that belongs to you, and not be polluted.”

From Ran Jin’s words, Chi Yu could tell that she really didn’t have much hatred for her sister.

Chi Yu’s eyes fell on the watch on Ran Jin’s wrist, which was given to her by her sister.

“And I, the road ahead is unknown, let alone your sister, it’s me? I don’t think I should show any feelings to you. I’m not the same traveler as you.”

Chi Yu listened to her words, opened her arms around her waist, and pulled her to him.

She didn’t express her opinion on the phrase “I’m not a fellow traveler”, Chi Yu has long learned not to compete with her.

Ran Jin is typical of eating soft and not hard.

Chi Yu looked at the watch on Ran Jin’s wrist and thought of something, “Is this watch given to you by my sister?”

“Well…” Ran Jin wondered if Chi Yu asked if she wanted her to take it off.

Chi Yu said: “I remember that the strap of this watch broke once, and I fixed it for you later.”

Ran Jin didn’t expect that she would remember this little thing: “Yeah, I accidentally broke the hook at the beginning, and I’m so busy again? It’s too bad, you said to help me fix it.”

“So, you’ve been wearing it.”

Ran Jin, who was dismantled by his mind, remained silent.

It’s true that this watch was given to her by Chili, and it belonged to Chili at the beginning, but later Chiyu carefully repaired it, and it was stained with the breath of Chichi.

Ran Jin felt like he was like this watch.

It’s also because Chi Li discovered her thoughts about Chi Yu, once he was found out again, what signs would Chi Li punish her unceremoniously, and Ran Ban himself had a guilty conscience, so he restrained himself A lot, but this watch and that photo were her last thoughts, and she still wanted to stay.

Chi Li should not know that Chi Yu had repaired this watch, Ran Jin had been wearing it, and she never said anything.

Ran Ban thought Chi Yu was just helping out, and he would definitely not remember this after so many years, but he didn’t expect…

At this time, Ran Jin was standing, Chi Yu was sitting, and in such a circle, Chi Yu’s raised chin just touched her chest.

I could hear Ran Jin’s heart beating very fast and powerfully.

“Because I repaired it for you, you are reluctant to pick it up, right?” Chi Yu secretly sniffed the scent on Ran Jin’s body that reassured her.

The appearance of Chi Yu hugging him made Ran Ban extremely moved, and he couldn’t help raising his hand to touch Chi Yu’s head.

“Yeah…” Ran Jin said honestly, “I can’t bear it.”

Chi Yu raised his head and looked at her, “I never told the truth before, why are you willing to tell me now?”

Chi Yu is slowly guiding her, filling her missing personality little by little.

Speaking frankly is the most important part.

“Because…” Ran Jin saw his own face in Chi Yu’s eyes. She didn’t like this face, which would bring disaster to the people she cared about. Her heart beat fast.

The anxiety of searching for Su Yuezhen inside and outside the dream was twisting her nerves.

What she saw and heard in the V sea area filled her heart.

Ran Jin’s palms were sweating.

It wasn’t that she was really caught by the emotion of fear, worry was already her instinct.

Chi Yu realized that her truth was already on his lips, he wrapped her arms around her waist and made her sit on his lap.

Ran Jin was taken aback, such an intimate action? She was unexpected, but she quickly adjusted her balance and obeyed Chi Yu’s thoughts, and just sat down…

Chi Yu held the back of her head with one hand, looked at her attentively at close range, and listened intently to her words.

“Because…” Ran Jin looked a little intoxicated at this beautiful face, all the weight fell on Chi Yu’s lap, and was hugged again, making her feel safe no matter what she said. , “Because, I’m afraid Xiaoyu will be sad, so I want to live. Because I want to live, so? Be honest…”

Chi Yu looked at her and smiled, and kissed her lips.

“Good boy.” Chi Yu rubbed her ears, “Can we make an agreement?”

“What agreement?”

Ran Jin didn’t realize that at the moment, he was completely attracted by Chi Yu, and he didn’t look away again, and he didn’t lower his head habitually.

Hearing “agreement”, a word that can closely link the relationship between people, I am very yearning.

“From now on, let’s be frank with each other and tell each other immediately no matter what happens. You and I are the closest people in the world. As long as we are there, it’s your home.”

The author has something to say: Xiao Ran: I have a home again.

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