Crown Princess against the odds - Chapter 691
When Lin Shiyi saw that Xue xingrou was so sad that he Wuchen had caused all this, he was very angry. He really went too far. Even if he came to have a look, even if he said some nice words to make people happy, Xue xingrou would not be so sad.
“He’s too much, but you go back first, I’ll help you out. I’ll ask him. I’ll see why he dotes on such a person, and he’s so cold in front of you. I can’t bear it this time.”
As soon as Lin Shiyi said this, he immediately turned around and prepared to go to he Wuchen to settle the accounts. This big pig hoof is too cold to Xue xingrou. He hasn’t seen Xue xingrou for such a long time, so it’s OK not to come. If he uses busy state affairs as an excuse, he can understand it, but in fact he Wuchen did it on purpose.
“Xingrou, you wait for me to vent your anger. I’ll ask him why he should do this to you. If I don’t wake him up today, I’m not your elder sister.”
As soon as Lin Shiyi turns around, Xue xingrou directly grabs her clothes and shakes her head desperately. She doesn’t want to make a big deal about it.
“What are you doing? You have done nothing wrong. It’s him who is wrong. If he is so cruel to you, someone should wake him up. You wait for me to come back soon. ”
The more Lin Shiyi thinks about it, the more angry he gets. He feels that Xue xingrou is really wronged. He handles affairs for him in the harem. When he is pregnant, he is bullied by others. But he misunderstands it because of a little thing, and has never visited him until now.
“Elder sister, I know you are doing me good, but I don’t want to make a big deal of this matter, and I don’t want anyone to know that the women in the emperor’s harem only know how to be jealous. Besides, as the king of a country, the emperor should think about staying for the royal family, and it’s reasonable to spoil a few concubines. If I’m very angry about this, others will not be like me Are you angry? ”
“Also, elder sister, I think that woman, like you said, is trying to annoy me on purpose. I don’t want to embarrass the emperor.”
Xue xingrou sighs and pulls Lin Shiyi to his side. He knows that he Wuchen must be in trouble. Although he feels aggrieved, he also decides to swallow his anger.
“You are just too kind. If I were you, I would have gone to him to settle the accounts. I know you have a big stomach and don’t want to worry about so much. I hope he can know that he loves you and I believe he will come to see you in a few days, because you are going to give birth soon.”
When Lin Shiyi saw that Xue xingrou was so sad, he decided to swallow his anger and feel even more distressed. The only thing that women in the harem could never admire was this. After comforting Xue xingrou for a long time, he went back to the palace to have a rest.
After returning to the bedroom, Xue xingrou’s face is even more lost. Although she is sad, she tries her best to hide in front of Lin Shiyi.
“Sister, you see, the tree outside was ordered by the emperor when I entered the palace. Now it has grown so high. It’s my favorite Nanshu. At that time, the emperor carved my name there. I don’t know if it’s still there.”
Xue xingrou then struggled to get up and wanted to have a look. Lin Shiyi quickly supported him. They came to the tree and turned around to find the name carved many years ago.
“Here, sister, you see, the name is still there. I didn’t expect that it was still here after so many years I wonder if the emperor can remember that night when he said he would treat me well. ”
Xue xingrou gently stroked the tree with her name engraved on it. She couldn’t help but be fascinated. Her thoughts seemed to go back many years ago. At that time, there was great love between them. No woman ever dared to do anything to herself.
“It’s still there…”
Lin Shi also murmured a word, eyes have been looking at Xue xingrou’s face, saw her face with a shallow smile, as if thinking about something happy.
Thinking about that night many years ago, Xue xingrou, who had just entered the palace, was still a very timid woman. He was always shy in front of him, which made him very happy.
“Aifei, look at this tree, it’s a witness of our feelings. One day we will have our own children, and I will make you queen…”
At that time, he Wuchen was high spirited and just became the emperor. She was also a very ambitious man. Xue xingrou promised that she would be a good wife and help him deal with the affairs in the harem, so that he would have no worries.
“With the words of the emperor, I will be satisfied.”
“I’ll engrave the name of Aifei here now, so it’s aimed at your heart…”
He Wuchen then asked someone to take a dagger and engrave the name of Xue xingrou solemnly on the tree.
Xue xingrou was deeply moved at that time. She always thought that she and he would love each other forever and stay here forever. Even if there were other women in the harem, he would be devoted to himself.
Thoughts are pulled back to the present, Xue xingrou found his face full of tears, hand is still gently stroking his name.
“Look at me. Maybe it’s because I’m pregnant. I’ve become a little vulnerable. I can’t help but shed tears, which makes my sister laugh.”Xue xingrou hurriedly wiped the tears from her face and turned to Lin Shiyi with a shy smile.
Lin Shiyi didn’t know how to answer. He gently held Xue xingrou in his arms. It had to be said that the women in the harem were really miserable, especially the people like Xue xingrou who only wanted one heart and one mind all their lives. How could the emperor like a woman with one heart and one mind?
“It’s getting cold. Please put on your coat.”
The maid in waiting brings the coat to Xue xingrou, who gently pulls the corner of the coat.
“Sister, you see, this coat is specially made by the emperor. I think it’s the most suitable color for me, and I like it very much. It’s still so brand new after several years.”
Xue xingrou’s reaction makes Lin Shiyi feel more and more afraid, because today it seems that something is really wrong. He feels that Xue xingrou is going to happen.
“Don’t always recall the past, people always have to look forward, everything will gradually get better, I believe you will get better and better, no matter how the past, the future will be better, let’s talk about other happy things, what name do you say to the child or what kind of daughter-in-law do you want to find later?”
Lin Shiyi’s voice trembled slightly. According to what he had seen and heard in the past, when everyone was about to leave, he would always fall into the memory. In his heart, he reminded himself that Xue xingrou must be too sad, so she fell into the past happiness and refused to come out.
“Sister, you accompany me every day. I think you are tired too. Today, you don’t have to make some food for me. Let them do it. Go back and have a rest.”
Xue xingrou nodded slowly. I don’t know why. Tonight, she always thought about the past, and all the happy things in the past came to her mind.
“What’s the point? I’m here just to be with you? If you’re in a bad mood, you can say it. If you keep it in your heart, it’s no good for you, you know? ”
Lin Shiyi knew that Xue xingrou was holding her hand and comforting her. If all the depression remained in his heart, he might not have any influence.
Xue xingrou shook her head with a bitter smile, and she also held Lin Shiyi back.
“Sister, since I married into the royal family, I know very well that a woman who becomes the emperor can’t be spoiled alone. Even if she gets the favor for a while, she will lose it one day. I am your companion. I think as long as I have children, I have a hope. I don’t care so much. As for sadness, isn’t it the price I should have paid originally ?”
Xue xingrou is also very clear, for this kind of thing has long been common, although before the emperor is very doting on himself, but how can this love for life? It’s a palace, not an ordinary family.
When Lin Shiyi heard these words, he couldn’t help but feel sad and didn’t answer them. These words are really true. It seems that Xue xingrou has suffered a lot of grievances in her daily life, so she can think about these things thoroughly.
“Sister, in fact, sometimes I really envy you and the Lord. You two only love each other so much that you don’t have to do something you don’t want to do for anyone or anything. How free you are.”
Xue xingrou, with an envious look on her face, said these words to Lin Shiyi. Then she could not help sighing. Maybe this is her destiny.
“Xingrou, you and I have different positions. I don’t know how to persuade you. You have to take a lot of consideration in your position. I know that it’s useless for me to say these comforting words. I just hope that when you are sad, you will think more about yourself and your children. We can’t change some things, but what we can control is your mood, you know?”
Lin Shiyi knew that his consolation was very feeble, but now what could he say besides these consolation words? Can’t change any reality, can let he Wuchen side only Xue xingrou a woman? It’s impossible.
Xue xingrou nodded, knowing that she was for her own sake, she slowly looked up and looked out of the window. She saw that the leaves outside the window were floating on the ground under the wind.
After the leaves fell to the ground, they were blown to other places by the wind. After a while, the leaves that had fallen to the ground had disappeared. Seeing this, Xue xingrou couldn’t help feeling sad. She lost her look in her eyes and became more gray.