Daydream Me - Chapter 57
A quiet private restaurant with a table by the window.
Lin Yujing said these words, and the silent party became Lin Zhi.
She looked at her for a while, and pushed the cup in her hand slightly forward: “Then I’ll say it straight,” she said quietly, “I’m here this time mainly to find out if you have any plans to come back.”
It was a simple and easy-to-understand sentence, but Lin Yu was shocked for a moment, but he was at a loss for a moment.
I really didn’t understand.
“what?”
Lin Zhi said directly: “I think you are a little uncomfortable. You obviously can’t get used to the life here, and your grades have also been affected. Do you want to live with me?”
This time she spoke clearly.
Lin Yu looked at her in shock, tilted her head slightly, as if she still didn’t understand: “I remember,” Lin Yu said slowly, “It didn’t seem like you said that when you divorced my dad. “
Lin Zhi put her finger on the mouth of the cup and slid along the edge: “When I divorced Meng Weiguo, I didn’t think about it so much, I just wanted to get rid of it,”
Her eyes were flat, “I’ve been with him for twenty years, and tortured each other long enough, I don’t want to delay another minute. I want to take him out of my life, all about him, His traces, the evidence of his existence, all the things I can think of when I see him, I don’t want to leave behind.”
Lin Yu said softly, “Including me.”
Lin Zhi was silent for a while, then said, “Including you.”
She nodded and said, “Congratulations, you cut off all connections between you and Meng Weiguo, and now there should be no worries at all.”
Lin Zhi shook her head: “Xiao Yu, you and I were incessant before.”
“So, you want to get back to me now? Do you regret it?” Lin Yu asked in shock.
“Your surname is Lin,” Lin Zhi said, “you will always be the child of the Lin family. Everything from the Lin family and everything I have will eventually belong to you.”
Lin Yu curled his lips in surprise: “I thought you were planning to give me a baby brother or something?”
Lin Zhi was silent for a while, then said calmly, “I will never get pregnant in the future.”
Lin Yu was stunned: “What do you mean?”
“Literally,” Lin Zhi said lightly, “Fibroids, I will schedule an operation to remove the fibroids recently.”
Lin Yu’s fingers were a little cold: “The uterus…?”
Lin Zhi didn’t speak.
Lin Yujing also understood how superfluous her question was.
So, here is the reason.
She came back for her, she wanted her back, that’s the whole reason.
Because she can’t get pregnant, because she is the only heir of the Lin family now.
She felt as if there was a fire in her heart. From the moment she saw Lin Zhi, the fire started to rise little by little because of her words, and it burned more and more.
The fuel is sadness, and anger.
Anger accounted for the highest proportion of them, and she even felt her hands under the table begin to tremble.
She laughed: “My new brother seems to be surnamed Fu, do I need to change my name?”
Lin Zhi frowned slightly.
Lin Yujing had never spoken to Lin Zhi like this before.
She felt that she was quite contradictory.
Sometimes, some things, she is so stubborn that even if she fails a hundred times, she will try a hundred and one times without hesitation.
Sometimes she is very trustworthy.
For example, she felt that she was probably a person with a weak parental relationship, and she tried to hurry up, but it was futile every time.
Then forget it.
When I was young, I wanted to eat a piece of cake. I tried desperately to eat it, but I couldn’t.
When I grew up, this cake was finally put in front of me, but I suddenly realized that I didn’t want to eat it so much anymore.
All things are accustomed to, not to be loved.
Lin Yu was shocked to understand Lin Zhi.
In other words, because she has been disappointed by Lin Zhi too many times, she has long learned not to have any expectations.
I don’t want to argue, I don’t want to fight, I don’t want to talk too much.
Occasionally make a phone call to report on your academic performance, and then report on your recent performance. It’s like a work report, isn’t it good?
But today, she couldn’t help it a little bit.
This kind of feeling, after being held up, was thrown down again and again.
And her attitude only made Lin Zhi frown slightly, her expression was still flat: “You are my child, of course I love you.”
There was a slight noise in his head, and his reason was burned out.
Her shoulders slumped, but she relaxed.
Lin Yu was shocked.
She doesn’t know why she can look back after hurting her own child without hesitation, so of course I still love you.
I didn’t want you at the time just because I was too impulsive, I made a mistake.
Let you be wronged, it’s okay, I’m going to want you again, because I need an heir.
“Then what do you mean?” Lin Yu looked at her amusedly, “Did you come to me today to say this?”
“You figured it out, you don’t want to go to the horns anymore, you suddenly woke up and found that you love me a little more than you are bored, so you ran over and waved at me, and then what?”
Her voice was soft and calm, “You think that as long as you come to me, I should abandon my previous suspicions, and I was so moved that I ran into your arms with snot and tears, and then played a mother-daughter relationship with you. Deep? Because no one wants me?”
Her remarks were too unremarkable, and Lin Zhi finally became dissatisfied, or she finally couldn’t help it, frowned at her, and said coldly: “Lin Yujing, what are you talking about now? did you-“
“Do you know what I was like before, I’m afraid you never knew it, did you try to get to know me since I was a child?” Lin Yu stood up in surprise, the chair rubbed against the floor and made a “thorn” sound.
She took a breath, “Mom, if you came to me for a meal, just to ask this, then I’ll just say it.”
“I have no plans to go back, and I don’t want to live with you. I really felt that I couldn’t adapt to it before, but now, I’m starting to fall in love with this city.”
Lin Yu said calmly: “I like the people and things here, the weather, and the asphalt roads and manhole covers here. I don’t plan to leave in my life.”
Lin Zhi looked at her, her always straight back suddenly collapsed, her tone softened a little, and her voice was very soft: “Xiaoyu, you’re blaming me, aren’t you?”
Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.
The flames crackled to the end, leaving only a layer of ashes, the sparks flickered and lingered, and then disappeared one by one.
The anger was burnt out, and in the end there was nothing but a dazed, unsteady standing.
Do you blame her? It must have been.
Even Lin Yu was shocked when she first came to City A. For a long time, especially after she and Meng Weiguo quarreled, she thought about the scene of Lin Zhi suddenly appearing here and saying that she was going to take her back.
Lin Yujian lowered his eyes and looked at the soup left on the table in front of him.
The cordyceps and chicken shredded soup in the small casserole pot is already cool, and the refreshing umami is destroyed. A layer of solidified yellow oil floats on it, which looks so greasy and disgusting.
“I don’t blame you now, Mom, you killed the last hope I had for you,” Lin Yu said in shock. “On the day you divorced, you said you could not want anything, including me.”
When Lin Yujing returned to school at noon, Shen Juan had not returned.
She entered the class with red eyes.
Li Lin didn’t tell Song Zhiming and the others in detail about what happened in the morning. He felt that as the only insider of the secret, he was obliged to keep it secret, and he couldn’t tell how good a brother was.
And things are still uncertain, maybe he thinks too much, Li Lin decided to observe it secretly.
This observation was made at noon, Li Lin watched Lin Yu come back first in surprise, and there seemed to be nothing wrong with her expression, but after a closer look, her eyes were still red and did not recover.
Ten minutes later, Shen Lian also came back.
Boss Shen looks relaxed and comfortable, lazy and calm, and a little happy.
Li Lin smashed four big characters in his mind.
– Spring, wind, gain, meaning.
Li Lin thinks this can be a real hammer.
Not only did the two not eat together at noon, but after they came back from separation, one’s eyes were red and the other was lively and happy.
Li Lin even made up his mind about what happened this noon. Lin Yujing ate alone and alone. At the door of a certain restaurant, he met Shen Jian and his new love, or cheated on someone – an unknown young man. Goblin, Boss Shen was coaxed by the goblin very happy, while Lin Yu was so frightened that his hair grew green next to him, and couldn’t help but redden his eyes with grievance.
And what about Shen tired?
Of course, I only see the new people laughing, but don’t hear the old people cry.
No wonder they all say that handsome guys are ruthless and ruthless, it’s all truth.
Li Lin was so angry that he wanted to drag Shen Juan by the collar and question him why, such a serious mistake of principle, even if he now regards Shen Juan as his brother, this kind of behavior is unbearable .
But he couldn’t, he was afraid that Shen Juan would beat him into a dumpling skin and stick it on the wall.
Li Lin hated himself for being too weak for the first time.
Without saying a word, he turned his head and rushed out of the classroom door, preparing to punish himself by running downstairs for a few laps to vent, and by the way, he was entangled in whether or not to risk his life to talk to Shen Lian to understand the situation.
He added a bunch of dramas to himself, and he had no psychological burden at all, and even thought he was speaking from experience.
With his rich experience of watching 300 love triangles.
Here, Shen Wan still didn’t know that he had split his legs after being split up by his girlfriend. As soon as he came back, he noticed that something was wrong with Lin Yujing.
Although she looked the same as usual.
Shen Jian paused for a while, but he listened to his girlfriend very much and still didn’t talk to her, he took out his mobile phone from his jacket pocket to play.
Half a minute later, Lin Yujing felt the phone vibrate on her desk, she pulled it out and lowered her head to take a look.
Shen Jian: [What did you eat for lunch? 】
Lin Yu was shocked: “…”
She didn’t come back right away.
She didn’t know what to say about this noon today, although Lin Zhi finally said that she just wanted to ask, if Lin Yujing was not dissatisfied with the current state of life, then she would not force it.
Lin Yu was frightened because she didn’t want Shen Wan to know about the complicated relationship in her family, but she never thought about hiding it from him.
If there is a suitable opportunity to talk about it, she will tell it to Shen Wan.
Shen Juan believed in her, and he was willing to tell her anything and let her know.
Lin Yujing also wanted to at least be able to do the same as him.
But she didn’t know what to say.
Lin Yu was shocked to admit that when Lin Zhi said that she needed to have an excision, she didn’t know how she should react.
She didn’t have an intuitive and concrete understanding of her operation, plus Lin Zhi’s too calm tone and attitude, before other emotions came, Lin Yujing first felt boundless sadness and anger.
It wasn’t until now that she had calmed down that she began to think about the concept of removing an organ from the body.
How harmful is this surgery to the body?
How terrifying the feeling of a sudden empty space in the body.
She had a little regret that she had just said something a little too much.
In any case, this person is her mother after all, the one who gave birth to her and gave her life.
Will she hurt, will she feel scared?
Lin Yu rubbed his eyes in shock.
She paused, and tapped her fingertips on the keyboard to type word by word, her movements a little slow: [Why are you sending text messages? 】
Shen Juan: [My girlfriend won’t let me talk to her, so I have to create an ordinary table-mate relationship with her that she can barely maintain a relationship with a box of snacks. 】
Lin Yujing wanted to laugh a little, she pushed the phone into the table, raised her head, and looked at him sideways.
Shen Lian also turned his head sideways.
She glanced at him and bowed her head again.
The two of them were close at hand, but without saying a word, they sat together and chatted by texting.
Lin Yu felt a little silly when she thought about it, but she couldn’t help but smile, turned her head, buried her head, and took out her phone again to type: [Boyfriend, I have something to tell you, do you want to hear it? 】
After Shen Juan finished reading the text message, he glanced at her before continuing to reply: [I think, my girlfriend, please tell me. 】
Lin Yu typed slowly and slowly, and sent them one by one: [I just did something a little bad and said some selfish things. 】
[I couldn’t control it at the time, and I didn’t expect so much. 】
[I am very sad and very angry. 】
Lin Yujing sent several messages in succession, but Shen Jian hadn’t replied yet. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see him staring at the phone, her fingers stopped, and she didn’t move for a long time.
She didn’t want to appear too hypocritical, rubbed the tip of her nose and changed her tone: [Alas, I, a child who no one cares about. 】
She also specially sent a little loli emoji over there.
Wronged Baba.jpg.
Shen Juan still didn’t reply, but he moved.
Lin Yujing caught a glimpse of him straightening up and looked up.
Shen Juan didn’t look at her, grabbed the edge of the chair, moved his position to her side, brought the two closer, then unzipped the zipper of his school uniform jacket, and pulled the side of the jacket to the side. , pulled open to reveal the sweater inside.
This action was a bit showy, and Lin Yu was shocked and stunned.
The next second, she felt someone touch the cuff of her school uniform and touch her finger.
Shen Wan’s fingers were a little cold, but his palm was warm. He touched her hand, pulled her fingers out, pulled out the cuff, and then pulled it into the sleeve of his own school uniform and hid it in.
The sleeves of the two school uniform jackets were connected, and Lin Yujing’s hand was dragged in. The space was wide enough for two people’s hands to be stuffed inside.
After hiding it, he gently squeezed her fingertips in his sleeve, then inserted his fingers between hers and clasped them.
Fingers intertwined.
He gently rubbed the bones on the back of her hand with his fingertips in a soothing way.
The school uniform jacket was originally wide, but he just manipulated it like that, covering most of the sleeves that connected the two people.
Even if someone looked at it at a glance, they would only feel that the two of them were sitting a little closer.
They were clearly just sitting in the classroom, hiding in their sleeves, and holding hands secretly.
Lin Yujing felt extremely nervous, and his heart “thumped”, beating vigorously and urgently.
Ears are hot.
Breathing is also a little unsteady.
It’s just holding hands, Lin Yujing, can you make some progress?
She tried her best to keep her casual look, and secretly glanced sideways, and found that Shen Yan was more capable, she was hanging her head and pretending to play with her mobile phone, and her fingertips were still typing with one hand on the screen, which was very realistic.
She felt his hand move slightly, thinking he was about to let go, so she also let go, and pulled her hand out.
As a result, Shen Wan tightened her fingers, and even seemed a little dissatisfied, clasped her hand and tugged it in again.
Her phone vibrated while lying on the table.
Lin Yujing was grabbed by one hand, so he could only take out the phone with the other hand, swiped the screen lock with one hand, and clicked in.
Shen Juan sent it, a message, four words.
【Tiny Lord hurts you】
The author has something to say:
Shen tired, please stop exuding your charm (screaming chicken possessed