Days after Breaking up with My Ex - Chapter 679
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Lin Ya was admitted to the hospital, and Yin Shuai almost spoiled her, causing her to panic. That day, she completely collapsed. For so many days, she could not get out of the shadows.
Originally, Lin Ya had been suffering from depression, and her mental state was already very sensitive and fragile. This time, it could be said that she was ill, and her mental state was even more worrying.
So Du Ling went to take care of Lin Ya, and I took care of Old Gao!
Looking at Du Ling, I always felt that this girl was very brave. Back then, I really didn’t know how she got through it.
Lin Ya had originally planned to go to Ding Ge, so it naturally didn’t work out.
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It was almost the end of the year day by day. A month ago, it should have been said that it was getting closer and closer to my wedding with Ding Ge. Now, it should be said that it was getting closer and closer to Hu Zi and Ding Ge’s wedding.
When I think of this, I have an unspeakable panic! Anxiety, as if there were a lot of small thorns into the clothes, the skin was painful and itchy, but it was not easy to pick out the small thorns, even if the small thorns were picked out, the itching and pain would not be eliminated, the taste was really unspeakable discomfort.
Now, there are still a lot of people who don’t know that Ding Ge and I have broken up and thought that our wedding will be held on time. I really don’t know how to tell my friends and relatives. I feel ashamed and ashamed.
Even my mother, I didn’t dare tell her the truth.
I was scared, and I was especially scared, because I knew that if she knew that Ding Ge and I were to cancel our wedding, she would probably get mad and sick, and I didn’t dare tell her, so I lied. I told her that we weren’t going to have a wedding, and that we were going to travel and get married.
That’s all I can say!
As for when we find out the truth, we’ll talk about it later.
Friends who had previously been notified to use the car could only call one by one to say no, and the hotel that had been changed before could only be canceled. I had no choice but to keep the deposit. If Ding Ge didn’t marry me, who else could I marry? It was the same for the wedding, and the deposit went in.
In fact, it doesn’t matter. Compared to the pain in my heart, the pain caused by the loss of money is too insignificant.
Day by day, it seemed calm, but the undercurrent surged, because I knew that the day of the storm, the darkest day, the coldest day, was about to come.
Every day before the wedding was a torment for me. During this time, I was completely in a daze. Most of the time, I was in a daze. From time to time, a feeling of discomfort surged out, and I pressed it down with all my might.
However, the pain was always hidden in my body, like a hateful hamster, which came out of the hole from time to time and could not be driven away.
In the past, when my wedding with Ding Ge began to countdown, I always felt that time was difficult to pass. I didn’t expect that now I felt that time passed quickly. In the blink of an eye, there were only a few days left in this year, and there was only one day left from Ding Ge and Hu Zi’s wedding!
Before, when dinger and Hu Zi appeared in front of me, I was adamant that I would go to their wedding!
But at the end of the day, I flinched.
I didn’t dare to go. I didn’t want to go to the wedding at all. I wanted to die when I thought of the wedding!
It was less than 24 hours before the wedding.
I’m scared. I just want to stay in the hospital tomorrow and stay with Old Gao.
Before I knew it, Old Gao had been lying in bed for more than a month. Every time I looked at Old Gao’s peaceful face, my heart ached. You looked much better than before. Your skin was back to normal. Why didn’t you open your eyes?
Old Gao and I were the only two people, no one to talk to me, and I could only sit there in a daze.
I feel a little lonely, at this time, I don’t know what Hu Zi and Ding Ge are busy with. Preparing for the wedding, it must be very busy, relatives and friends, all kinds of trivial things, I prepared for our wedding for more than two months, now, it has become a joke.
The lake where we discussed the wedding came back to my mind. I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t control myself!
As he thought about it, his heart throbbed violently.
What will happen tomorrow?
Anyway, I’m not going. I don’t want to hear anything about the wedding.
Because I was afraid that I would go crazy!
I know that although I can sit here safe and sound now, the next second I might break down, as if a mine had been buried in my body, one emotion, one thing, one word could make it explode.
It’s still quiet in the hospital. Tomorrow, I plan to hide here with Old Gao. He won’t laugh at me even if I cry in front of him.
The second hand, minute hand, and hour hand kept spinning, and time finally came to this day!
Wedding!
I can’t forget that my mind is filled with the word wedding. Even if I don’t intend to go, my soul seems to be floating there.
At the thought of that, my heart began to feel bad. The complicated and dark emotions were boiling like boiling water in a pot.
It was as if a knife had been stabbed into my chest, and every movement of mine would involve a pain.
The weather today wasn’t too good, there was sunshine, but there wasn’t much temperature. I couldn’t help but wonder, what was the wedding scene like?
What does Ding Ge look like in a wedding dress?
The more I thought about the knife in my heart, the deeper it got. I took deep breaths and sighed.
I hope that no one will disturb me today and let me live this day peacefully, but no matter what, I can’t live this day peacefully.
Lin Ya came to the hospital.
It seemed that she was much better, but her face was still a little pale. I knew that she came especially for me.
I could see the hurt and shadow that that incident had brought to her. There was no smile on Lin Ya’s face. She seemed to have become more depressed than before, like the frail and frail lin daiyu, with sorrow and sorrow between her eyes.
She cut her hair by her ear and said to me, “Xing Yun, let’s go to the wedding.”
I shook my head resolutely.
Lin Ya advised, “Xing Yun, listen to me. Although I don’t know why Ding Ge did this, I know that she loved you for seven years and suddenly broke up with you less than a month ago. She’s going to marry another man. Do you think that’s possible?”
What’s impossible? She told me this herself.
I don’t know. It’s impossible. All I know is that Lin Ya and Hu Zi are getting married today.
“Don’t you think there’s something wrong here? You don’t want to know why?”
I shook my head again. I made up my mind not to go, no matter how much Lin Ya tried to persuade me.
After a while, Lin Ya asked again, “Are you really not going?”
I closed my eyes and sighed.
However, Lin Ya was very determined. She did not give up and said, “Don’t you want to know whether Hu Zi and Ding Ge are really married or not?”
I have to say that lin ya is very persuasive. Although I am still resolute on the surface, my heart has already begun to waver.
“If they take the fake as real, no one can tell.”
“How do you know if you don’t go?”
Go, or not?
When I think of that place, I feel scared, and my whole body trembles with fear, and my legs are weak. When I think of the eyes that others look at me, I feel itchy and uncomfortable.
Lin ya looked at me and said softly, “Xing Yun, I think Ding Ge has been hiding something from us. How could she suddenly marry Hu Zi? It’s impossible to think about it. Do you believe Ding Ge 100 %? Have you ever doubted anything?”
Hearing Lin Ya’s words, my heart became suspicious. In fact, at first I was a little skeptical, but at that time I was too painful to think, and now think about it, there are many things that don’t make sense.
“Go. If Ding Ge really planned a fake wedding to get you to give up on her, and you didn’t go, you might never have the chance to know the truth.”
I was stunned for a few seconds. I admit that Lin Ya convinced me to go to the wedding.
But I was still very scared. The thought of going to that wedding scene made me feel bad all over, like a hundred claws scratching my heart, like a needle stabbing my body.
Lin Ya added, “I’ll go with you.”
At the crucial moment, Lin Ya was by my side.
So, next, Lin Ya and I set out together.
On the way to the wedding, the dagger that was inserted into his body was finally mercilessly inserted into his heart.
When I was more than a dozen miles away from the scene, I felt a strong sense of oppression. The pressure was too strong, like a dark cloud, like thousands of troops standing in front of me.
As I sat in the car, my body began to change. My palms were sweating, my lips were trembling, my skin was tightening, and my heart began to beat faster. There was an indescribable sense of heaviness, fear, nervousness, nervousness, discomfort, oppression, and impatience. Countless emotions seemed to blend into a whirlpool, like a monster’s bloody mouth, engulfing me.
Lin Ya tried to comfort me, but it didn’t help.
The road became more familiar, and the closer I got to the Yu xiangyuan, the faster my heart beat as the distance shortened.
Finally, they came to the Yu xiangyuan.
However, standing at the door, I suddenly did not dare to enter. I immediately regretted it and wished I could leave this place immediately.
However, before I could move, Lin Ya saw what I was trying to do. She grabbed my arm and pulled me in.
When they entered the Yu xiangyuan, they had mixed feelings and all kinds of emotions suddenly increased. It was as if the sapling had grown into a towering tree, as if the tree had become a vast forest. A gust of wind blew through, and countless emotions swayed with the wind, sending out a burst of wailing.
Although I can keep my face calm, my heart is already broken!
Lin Ya and I walked up to the second floor and into the wedding.
At first glance, the wedding scene really couldn’t be more real. The preparations for the ceremony were very complete. There were red carpets, flower doors, stage, photography and so on, and there were already many people sitting at the scene.
I saw that Xiaojing, Xiao nan, Xiaoyu, and Fan Fan He Ning were all here, and Lin Feng and He Ning were also here.
A joyful and festive song played on the stereo.
The whole hall seemed to be filled with joy, everyone’s emotions were infected, and everyone’s faces were smiling happily.
And I, in a sad state of mind, entered another time and space in a trance.
Lin Ya and I sat down in a quiet corner.
After a while, Xiaojing walked towards me.
She sat down beside me. I didn’t know what she was going to do. Her expression was a little serious. She sighed and said to me, “Do you really want to stay? Watching the person you love the most marry your best brother?”
Although I know this is the wedding scene for the two of them, Xiaojing’s words still upset me.
I didn’t answer.
But it’s already here, and I want to see what happens next.
“I really don’t understand what you think.”
Xiaojing saw that she couldn’t persuade me and left angrily.
Not long after, the wedding ceremony officially began.
In the sound system, passionate music began to be released, fanning people’s emotions.
And when the intense music sounded, my heart ached violently to spasm! On the table, my hands were tightly clenched and trembling violently.
The host appeared.
“Distinguished guests, friends, ladies and gentlemen, hello!…” The host began the ceremony as planned.
The crowd below also applauded from time to time.
Just like a normal wedding, the host spoke those lines skillfully.
Then Hu Zi appeared first. He was wearing a suit and looked very handsome.
As soon as the bride was about to appear, my mood became more and more nervous. My heart was beating violently. I sat there and didn’t dare to move. Every little movement and every little breath seemed to bring out a sharp pain.
However, under the great pressure, my breathing became heavy and heavy, so the pain doubled. Every breath was like pulling the bellows, wheezing, wheezing!
I felt my hands as cold as ice.
However, as the wedding went on, I suddenly found some problems. Hu Zi’s parents and relatives did not come, and Ding Ge’s relatives did not come. Although the number of people in the restaurant was not small, it seemed that only some friends came to support them.
Why?
I frowned deeply.
At this point, the process finally came to the bride’s entrance.
Only the host shouted, “Let’s welcome the bride, Ding Ge, with the warmest applause!”
A new piece of music was heard, and there was another round of applause in the hall.
Xiaojing and Xiaoyu opened the door and Ding Ge, dressed in a white wedding dress, entered.
She was still so beautiful, so beautiful that it was breathtaking. I had thought about Ding Ge wearing a wedding dress countless times, and when I saw her with my own eyes, I was still amazed.
Soon, however, the cruel reality blew me away like a gust of wind and fell heavily from the sky!
Ding Ge walked slowly on the red carpet. Xiaojing and Xiaoyu walked behind her. Then Ding Ge walked up to the runway and onto the stage.
My heart seemed to be dripping blood, dripping on the ground.
The process was as long as a century, and I watched Ding Ge walk gracefully onto the stage, dressed in white, to the side of another man.
Pain!
Suffocating pain!
It was like the pain that filled a world, the pain that was as big as the sky, the pain that was as violent as a volcano, the earth, the tremor, and the tsunami!
In the brightly lit hall, my world suddenly darkened.
The host continued with his lines, and the rest of the audience focused on Ding Ge, who was so beautiful on stage, peerless, and devastatingly beautiful.
Ding Ge on the stage, she saw me, her eyes locked on me, between us, as if separated by a galaxy so far away, unreachable.
My throat squirmed, and then a long pain came. There was a blade stuck in my throat, and I could feel the faint smell of blood.
Our eyes, together, seemed to have been electrocuted, and I was frozen there!
I seemed to see a strong sadness flash in the depths of her eyes, and I seemed to see the emotional look Ding Ge gave me in the past. A very complicated and unspeakable emotion welled up on her face.
In my heart, it was like a heavy rain, a strong wind, dark clouds, lightning, thunder, ghosts and wolves howling, and I was alone, under the attack of countless storms, turned into a piece of blood!
At this moment, especially suddenly, Ding Ge’s body tilted and fell to the side!
The host exclaimed. Suddenly, an extremely sharp voice came from the sound system.
Then, I saw that Hu Zi Xiaojing, xiao yu, xiao nan, Fan Fan He Ning and the others all rushed towards ding ge in shock.
At that moment, I was stunned!
My mind went blank!
The piercing sound of the sound echoed in my ears for a long time. In my heart, it was as if two million armies were fighting together. The shouting was deafening. The world seemed to be shaking. In the light of swords and swords, the two armies were fighting fiercely.
In an instant, I felt like I had been killed thousands of times.
The shock was like mountains flying up and hitting my head. All I felt was a buzzing sound in my head, and my eyes hurt like needles. Then I saw everything in front of me slow down.
The picture seemed to have been slowed down several times.
Ding Ge’s body fell to the side, and I could clearly capture every detail of her fall. I could see her fall little by little, and she suddenly fainted on the stage!
Hu Zi and Xiaojing, all of them, rushed at dinger recklessly. After that, they surrounded Ding Ge, and the whole hall was in a mess. Many of the guests stood up and looked curiously at the stage. I was blocked from seeing Ding Ge again.
I saw the horror on Hu Zi’s face. Xiaojing was completely devastated. Tears were streaming down her face. So was Xiaoyu. Tears were streaming down her face. Xiao nan covered her mouth and burst into tears.
In an instant, I was suddenly pulled into reality!
In an instant, countless fragments gathered in my mind, like pieces of puzzle forming a complete pattern. I seemed to see a light, that light became brighter and brighter, and then, there was a picture that became clearer and clearer, and I seemed to understand everything.
Suddenly, a huge and terrifying force attacked me, and I was like a city building in a moment of ruins.
Ding Ge…
My heart was trembling fiercely, like a monster pounding into a cage.
My eyes, shining with an incomparably hot light, seemed to melt my eyes!
“Call 120!” Someone shouted.
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