Deal Or Real - 16 Past even

After chatting with Zhing I hear Z voices asking behind me…

“Why don’t you tell her about us?”

“I wanted to save it on her birthday. I wanted to tell her in person, not over the phone…”

“Ok, let’s sleep we still have a long way tomorrow…”

“Ok, just going to bathroom to wash up…”

After a while I went to our bed,(my bed) and see him waiting for me. He lifted the blanket patting the empty spot besides him. When I reached him, he got me lay next to him pulling me closer. His mouth come down to me, his kiss slow and passionate.

But soon it became more demanding as his mouth pressed down hard, pushing my head deeper into the pillow. I opened my mouth when he pushed his tongue inside. I felt his hand sliding over so slowly down my body as if he were memorizing every inch of me.

Then I stop him, tell him that we need to talk.

“Is it a deal or real, about our marriage. Because of the fact that you’re grandpa is dying and you want to make him happy..?”

“No, I don’t…. All about you is real and all about us is real.. I married you coz I feel love at the first sight, the moment you open the door and catch my eyes I feel something that I can’t explain. The moment when you ask me if I want you, I take the initiative to kiss you and make you mine. And the way, when you respond to me I can feel that you have a feeling to me too….. ”

” Yes I do but you always reject and avoided me and never want to meet or talk to me… ”

” No I am not, I never reject or avoided you.. ”

” Yes you are, then tell me why you never talk to me?” I asked him angrily.

” Coz I’m not familiar to you, and besides you are a girl. You know I never played with a girl even with my sister, thats why I feel great when you two became close and she never disturb or distracted my studies and my games.”

“But you never joined dinner or lunch or breakfast when I stay in Li manor!”

“That time I was busy with my games competition and always eat outside the games with my team mates or mom let the maid delivered my food into my bedroom when I’m busy with my computer …”

“OK. What about our first date? You didn’t show up and let me wait for you for 5 hours..”

“I’m sorry about it, but I need to explain it to you that it’s not I never show up.. Actually I went early and crashed with my high school friends then we went to the bar while waiting for you then I got drunk and feel asleep, maybe because of the jet lag also. And when I wake up and saw the time I called the driver to drive u home if you were still there and say sorry coz I can’t face you in that state, I was mess that time… ”

” You don’t know how you I feel about it, I was hurt and cried all the time… ”

” Yeah I know, and when I got home I got slapped for the very first time coz you canceled our arrangement and don’t want to get engaged to me that why I went to your house to beg you but u refused to see me or talk to me. ”

” I’m sorry I don’t mean u got slapped bcoz of me, and I didn’t show up is bcoz my face was mess. U know my eyes got puff from crying and it’s ugly thats why I didn’t show up. ”

Then we both laughed each other recalled the past event.