Dear Young Master Spare Me Please? - 204 What If

as the cold winter wind continued to blow, liu zijian was seemingly unaffected as he patiently wait for his wife to be returned.

he would be lying if he said he’s not worried.

the young man who was leaning on the car and the faint light from the post that was gracing him an almost translucent brightness, looked like a royal vampire. cold and distant.

his lips almost covered by the thick scarf he’s wearing formed a straight firm line.

the longing and and restlessness in his eyes were covered with his thick lashes that seemingly frozen as they seldom moved.

his hair that was subtly dancing as the wind blows gave an additional layer of being an ethereal being that’s too prefect for this world.

he was waiting. as he listened to the sound around him. he knew that the moment they came, there were already people around observing him.

he didn’t plan to do anything. he just wanted to wait.

earlier he tried to do some work, but his mind was not cooperating. he gave up abnd turned off his laptop and went outside.

although he knew han meixiu was meeting her mother, he still couldn’t erase on his mind the other possibilities.

‘what if…?’ liu zijian didn’t dare to let his thoughts continue.

‘she won’t. she’s a mother.’

he continued the mantra until his emotions calmed down a bit.

he didn’t know how long he stood there without moving.

he was just like a statue that even the chauffeur thought his boss fell asleep. but when he would peek, he could see his eyes opened but just looking down as if in deep thought.

he sighed deeply. ye ming wasn’t around and he simply couldn’t just popped up in front of him to offer another layer of coat.

besides, he already did it before he went out of the car but he was ignored.

he could only wish that the young mistress would arrive fast.

liu zijian perked up when he heard the faint sound of a car coming.

it was still a bit far thus he squinted to confirm if it was the same one that picked up his wife.

upon confirming that it was, he started to hope that han meixiu would be really inside.

he almost held his breath as the car stopped not too far from him.

he walked calmly and saw the man opening the door of the car to let someone get off.

liu zijian got worried instantly after waiting for a few seconds and nobody was getting off.

“she fell asleep.” the man politely said and signaled the young man to come closer.

indeed, inside the car, there was a woman cladded in all black attire sleeping soundly.

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there was still an eye gel mask on her eye while her arms were slightly crossed.

she probably didn’t intend to sleep.

liu zijian gently picked up the sleeping young woman and slowly went to their own car.

as he placed her carefully inside their car, he scanned her entire body quickly. he sighed in relief as he didn’t see any abnormality.

he gently caressed the slightly swollen eyes after removing the eye gel mask.

‘she must have cried a lot.’ he murmured.

*

zhang huiling didn’t move since the young woman left.

the tea has gone cold and the dampness of her clothes has gone dry.

the feeling of her baby’s soft hair on her fingers was still lingering.

everything that happened was like an illusion, a dream. and it was a beautiful one.

the half filled tea cup in front of her and the few crumbs on the table were evidences that earlier wasn’t really an illusion.

zhang huiling was thinking numerous what ifs.

what if she didn’t leave that night?

what if she didn’t believe her father in law?

what if she didn’t agree to her husband to divorce and later on reunite?

what if she didn’t hope too much?

what if she didn’t agree to marry him?

what if she didn’t meet han yun xiang?

the woman shook her head.

the last one would be impossible. back then, she liked him. but unlike what others thought that she’s fearless, she couldn’t approach the man that was always surrounded with mystery.

in her eyes, han yun xiang was someone to be admired from a distance. he wasn’t the one to stand out but her eyes would always follow him secretly.

that time when her class had an event, she purposely volunteered to invite attendees and chose the location where she knew he would normally pass.

she was right. he was still in a distance when she noticed him thus she prepared her most charming smile.

she felt amazing when he accepted the invitation.

that incident was followed by a lot of ‘coincidences’.

although her young heart was crazily assuming, she didn’t dare to think further that he was really into her.

she always felt on the edge and full of worries.

even though he started to be more expressive, she was still on guard. it was simply unbelievable.

she finally gave in when he gave her that egg trinket that she saw in a newly opened shop.

when she first saw it, she already fell in love with it’s color and design. but that time, she didn’t bring any money and decided to go back. unfortunately she became busy with different activities that the moment she remembered it and went back to the shop, it was gone.

although disappointed and a little heart broken, she cheered herself up.

who would have thought han yun xiang gave her an enhanced trinket. she took it a sign as her heart sang in happiness.

a bitter smile appeared on her face.

if only living a happy life could depend on those ‘signs’, then she wouldn’t take the dark path.

there’s no point in blaming someone. things already happened.

no matter how many times she would curse or berate the people responsible for her own family’s broken destiny, it could never turn back the hands of time.

she had to admit, way she killed wang jinyi was a bit over the top.

she had to admit, she felt an immeasurable fury and rage that time.

when she wrote the image with that woman’s blood to send a message to him, she felt like her finger was burning with hatred.

han yun xiang really came. with the face she couldn’t forget that was now painted with years, he could still stir something inside her.

but the line and hate is very thin. someone might be confused easily.

when she was ‘torturing’ him to ease her pain, she couldn’t go all out.

she wanted him to stay with her in this darkness. it was him who first entered anyway.

but he left.

he chose to leave her, again.

in the end, there’s really no hope between the two of them.

who was she kidding? it was supposed to be like that from the very beginning.

unlike before, she didn’t him in her life. her baby was more than enough.

that’s right, she’s only thankful to him for giving his seed.

she chuckled.

zhang huiling stood up and picked up the tea cup han meixiu used.

‘live well…’

she whispered.