Death : Mystery Unsolved - Chapter 104
Saheeda ends up saying, which earns a chuckle from 4 people to her in return.Aiye. They had just finished the breakfast, but she was already dying of food.
Well, she could tell that Kai was beyond pissed this time. But, when she gets angry then she just outbursts on anyone or anything.
And when that happens, then even God can’t stand against her. She knows very well, she fucked up , completely. And now she was regretting it, as always. Gosh, she is just a guilt-stricken queen.
Always, whenever she does something bad, then she acts like she had committed a sin, after cooling down.
But, she has no justification or explanation regarding her actions or sudden anger outburst. She knows that she should learn to manage her anger and all those theoretical speeches. But, she just can’t.
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Nazma in return ended up staring at Zunaid , who nodded, while dragging Riya with him out of the room.
Well, he definitely wasn’t made for cooking or something like that. The reason why, Riya allowed him to drag her.
But even this fellow’s dragging is so gentlemanly, like he was holding her sleeve , while dragging her by it.As if telling her to follow him, earning a little giggle from her, which definitely lightens up the heavily suffocated atmosphere of the room , just a little.
“ I am sorry.” Saheeda finally apologized. Gosh!!!! She was feeling utterly guilty, for god knows the reason.
But she was feeling guilty, because she hurt Kai, at the end of the day. Damn, she didn’t want to hurt him. At least, not when he had actually decided to save her from her ordeal. Especially, when he had decided to trust her.
And the most ironic thing is, the person who tried her level best to remove this enmity; brought it up at the most sensitive time. Come on, she could feel that, how much he must be hating her, by now.
But no reply came. Or in simple terms, no one replied to her back.
So,she decided to steel herself too. But that’s where the problem lies.
She just can’t act like a certain someone, at least not when it’s entirely her fault.
She knows that she just called ; the very high and mighty agent of Country P, a coward. She even reminded him about their enmity.
And she completely messed it up, while telling him to mind his business.
But there is no medicine for guilt, is there!!!! She knew it the moment, she did it. She knew that there was no returning back. But… how can she not fight, when she knows, she has to. When, she knows, that was the last option.
Alright. She didn’t expect Murshid to use his position at stake. She didn’t expect Trevor to turn a blind eye on her punishment thing. She didn’t expect them to act like nothing happened. But dammit!!
If she had been punished, or tortured or penalised it would have been little better. At least, then she wouldn’t have the time to act guilty. And to let her conscience strike her mercilessly. It was literally unbearable.
More unbearable than the torture done to her in the abandoned room. More unbearable than three weeks, black out. More unbearable than all the incidents that had happened till now.
Come on, she was the one who tried to earn his trust. And when he did that, she was the one to break it,too. Damn it. She was all about self-reproach, self- conscience, self-criticism and all.
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So, in order to replenish her energy, she simply closed her eyes… and only God knows whether she fell in a deep slumber, or fell unconscious.
Even her body can’t take out that much of a stress.
~~ Little time flash~~ When Kai was left alone in the room~~
Kai, who had been abused , scolded and even told to mind his own business, couldn’t help but get frustrated.
No way!!! How could he turn into something like this!!!
And he couldn’t help but introspect himself, she is right, it’s none of his fucking business, whether she live or die, right!!!
Then why was he feeling the pain, as if someone had almost teared his flesh and bones apart, why!!!
She was right, they are enemies, sworn one on top of that!!! Then why on the earth is he even caring about her. No, he shouldn’t .
That’s completely against his principles. He doesn’t fucking give a damn to these people, this world, or her. Then why does she even matter.
S, for god sake, wake up!!! This agent is using her honey trap on you, and here you are getting along with her , making her plan successful. For god sake, she is a fucking enemy.
Look, whether it’s a trick or she really is planning to commit suicide like that, this is none of yer fucking business, alright!!!
So, collect yourself. You can’t fall for her beauty trap. No, just let her die. If she wants to die as an ignorant, then that’s her fate. It has nothing to do with you.
And after cursing, scolding himself for a few minutes, he finally left the room and went to the basement room.
Only to see her standing there, she really is planning to do it. Why can’t she have some common sense!!! Can’t she be a little selfish about life!!!
And the more he thought, about certain suicidal little lamb, the more colder, aloof, dangerous his aura got. And he couldn’t help but grab the knob of the door, open it and enter inside the room.
~~ Time flash ended~~
He was planning to help her for the first and last time. He was planning to take all the blame. But,the way she started talking… and the direction the conversation headed towards ended up leaving him completely speechless.
Just what exactly on the earth happens, The Head Chief, acting all strange, ‘Murshid’, Goddaughter, Tigress, Queen…!!!!
He was bewildered, but his coldness just kept on increasing each and every passing moment. Just who is she?
Once the meeting ended, then he tried his level best to control his aura, while demanding an explanation, which definitely was the most common thing at the moment.
But, there she just fell asleep, just like that.
He was getting more and more frustrated the passing moment,despite knowing the fact that she might have gone through a lot while dealing with all this mess, or that she might have stressed herself completely inside out.
But still, he needed an answer from her. He couldn’t help but stare at Shiva and Nazma, earning a timid , terrified look from both of them.
Alright!!! He knows, it’s his fault, completely. After all, the combination of his aloofness and his coldness isn’t something just anyone can handle.
But for god sake, he was pised.
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Finally after half an hour, Zunaid and Riya came with a tray of tasty and mouth drooling food. And the cold and suffocating room filled with the aroma of the food.
Even the half dead and half slept creature, Agent K, ended up getting her nose filled with this aroma , too. Who till now was no less than dead body.
Agent K, ended up sitting on her own, just at the aroma. And then just like a child, she opened her mouth, as if waiting for the food to enter on it’s own in her mouth.
“What are you doing?” Nazma ended up asking, in an annoyance.
“ Trying to eat food.” she ended up replying like a child, with acute pout.Earning chuckles from everyone. Kai just sighed in defeat.
“How!!!” Nazma asked in little amusement, with irritation laced in her voice.
“Can’t you see, I am trying to focus. Just like it happens in movies, the food will come automatically in my mouth.” Saheeda mumbled in her sleep. After all, it had happened once,in this place.
And they all bursted out in laughter.. As if food will fly automatically on it’s own.