Deep Affection of You and Me - C517
Although some incoherent and logic is not clear, but Gu Qian is finally finished.
She looked at the thoughtful Gu Xinian and said, “Xinian, what’s the matter with me?”
Gu Qian knows Gu Xinian very well. No matter what happens, as long as it’s a bad thing, he doesn’t want to know. He wants to carry it on his own. But that would be unfair to him. Besides, these things are really related to him.
Gu Qian wants to know, very much. If she can, she even wants to end the mess herself.
“Well…” After all, these things are subversive and scattered. For a moment, Gu Xinian didn’t know how to tell Gu Qian, “do you remember that you almost jumped out of a building two nights ago?”
Gu shallow in the eyes of a flash of some loss, jump?
“It seems that one night, I was very sad and desperate, but I didn’t remember jumping off the building. So I didn’t pair up afterwards? ” Otherwise, there would be no one who can still talk to Gu Xinian now.
Gu shallow is really don’t remember, this paragraph of memory seems to be pulled out as clean and thorough.
“No, you did.” Gu Xinian looked at Gu Qian with indescribable eyes. “When I arrived, you were on the roof. I had no chance to save you. I just watched you fall back. But… ”
Gu Xi Nian’s tone stagnated, “but you didn’t fall down. You grabbed the edge of the roof by yourself. That’s how you got the wound on your hand. ”
Gu Qian looked down at his bandaged hands.
No wonder, but I don’t remember the wound at all.
“I don’t remember at all I only remember that I was very desperate. I may have had the idea of suicide for a moment, but why would I go back? ”
Gu Qian has never felt so strange before. She stares at the bandages and has a strange feeling in her heart. Is this body really her own?
“You didn’t go back. From the beginning to the end, you wanted to understand all these disputes by ending your life. Pei Tianlang, to be exact, saved you. He controls you. He pulls you up. ”
“What do you mean, he controls me? This, this… ” This is beyond Gu Qian’s cognitive scope. “How does he control me? What chips are implanted into me?”
Gu Qian’s heart is filled with fear. Isn’t it all that Pei Tianlang knows?
But Gu Xi Nian shook his head with a bitter smile, “no, on the contrary, it’s an almost weird method. Maybe it’s the crystallization of people’s wisdom before. I don’t know. In short, if you don’t stop it, you may become Pei Tianlang’s puppet in the end. ”
Gu Qian was stunned, “what is a puppet? what do you mean? Is that what I mean? ”
Gu Xinian held Gu Qian’s hand tightly, and his thin lips trembled painfully. “What he asked you to do, you have to do.”
“Impossible, impossible! Xi Nian, are you lying to me? Where is this technology in the world? It must be a prank in the Western year. ”
As Gu Qian spoke, he was on the verge of collapse, and the cry in his voice became heavier and heavier.
Does this body really not belong to itself? Impossible, impossible. If Pei Tianlang really controls her, who is she? Is she still Gu Qian? Then she might as well die!
“Shallow, shallow, don’t worry. Calm down. If you recall, do you have any other memories in your mind besides endless dreams, about the recent… ”
Sleeping people should have no sense of time, so they can’t say when it is. They can only ask Gu Qian if he has any other memory.
If there is one, it should be especially obvious in a long period of strange dreams.
But Gu Qian is still helpless and confused, without any memory at all.
“In the morning, Pei Tianlang specially controlled you to walk out of the hospital in order to test whether I was with you or not. That is, before you wake up this time, do you still have any feeling of waking up, or do you feel something outside?”
Gu Xinian painstakingly describes his own problems. In fact, he wants to know if Gu Qian will completely lose all his senses when he is under control. Is there any one person who is awake, who can’t hear or see the outside world? Even a little
“I seem to have seen a lot of bodyguards around me. It seems that they are all your people, but how can you surround me with bodyguards? So I think it’s a dream
“No, it’s not a dream. In the morning, I went to Pei Tianlang’s house secretly. In order to test me and let you go out of the hospital, no one dares to move you when I’m away, so I can only surround you, at least let you not be hurt, so it’s not a dream.”
Great, it’s really great. At least in that state, Gu Qian still has some consciousness.
“No wonder, although I see them, I can’t say anything, but I can feel that I’m walking, but that’s not my original intention. I want to ask what happened to them and why I’m here, but I can’t open my mouth at all. I think that’s a new dream…”That strange situation can be interpreted as a new dream, and so calmly accepted, so shallow dreams are so terrible
Gu Xinian felt more and more distressed because he could not help her share.
“So, is that how I was when I was controlled?” Gu shallow think of the helpless at that time, palpitation.
My body has turned into a transparent container. When I look out through the container, I can only see people looking at me like a monster, and I can only watch others walking with their own body.
What, how did it get like this? Gu Qian couldn’t restrain his sadness. His tears flowed out and he began to gasp out of breath Xi Nian, I, I don’t want to, I don’t want to become Pei Tianlang’s puppet, good, terrible You know me, these days, dream how many times you abandon me, a full 35 times, each time is a different woman I don’t know, but every time you are so heartless
“I, I’m so sick. I can’t stand it anymore. You, let them give me an injection of Anle. I, I don’t want to bear this. It’s too painful…”
Gu Qian doesn’t know how to save herself. She knows that Gu Xinian can’t help it. When he is in a desperate situation, maybe death is the only way to get rid of him.