Deep Love for Life - C76
Her thin lips brought with it a cold curve, as each word was clearly spoken in her heart.
“In the beginning, I said unless I die.”
The expression on her once cool and handsome face was twisted to the point that it shocked her. Shen Chuxin’s eyes were misted, but she clenched her teeth to prevent her tears from flowing out. Her wrist was hurt by his merciless grip, but she felt even more sad.
She shook her head, her left hand that he had not caught slowly raised it, palm pressed against his sinister and terrifying face, softly saying, “But between us …” She choked and lowered her eyes. When she met his dark eyes again, she asked, “Why don’t you believe what Yao Jingya said?”
That incident had come out of someone else’s mouth in such a way that she didn’t have the strength to fight back.
However, what she cared about the most was not others. It didn’t matter if it was Yao Jingya or the tiger-eyed Zhuo Mengyao, they wouldn’t care about her insults and accusations.
However, she cared about his opinion. There was not a single trace of wavering or emotion in his eyes.
This proved one thing, and he did not believe it.
Thus, he had never thought that Chen Chen’s life could possibly be — — something that he was so sure of, she did not know how she could so easily change his mind.
Sheng Rui He looked at her pale face that was almost transparent under the sunlight. He sneered, and said coldly and heartlessly, “What did Yao Jingya say? Why should I believe that she used it to frame you? ” The biggest joke and irony of all was only mediocre!
Shen Yuxin’s heart instantly sank, her mouth moved a few times before she finally made a sound. She stared into his eyes, trying to see through all of his emotions as she asked: “What if it’s true? “You never thought about him …” It will be yours.
“Beginner’s Day!” Sheng Rui He’s left hand grabbed her right wrist and pulled her even closer to him. He fiercely closed his eyes, then suddenly lowered his gaze and said, “If he’s really that important to you, I’ll have you meet him.”
“It’s just that you can’t leave me. Never! ”
What Sheng Rui He had decided on, no one was more clear than Shen Chuxin, he would not easily change his mind.
Even if she told him who Chen Chen was, even if she took out the paternity test — what would his reaction be?
Contempt, sneer, or disbelief?
She didn’t know.
All Shen Chuxin knew about Sheng Rui He was under his care and gentleness. Now, he was so cold and merciless that she felt unfamiliar with him from the bottom of her heart.
Shen Chuxin directly told Uncle Zhou to go to the hospital to see Chen Chen, “Let Tang Liang come with me.”
Yao Luo, that assistant, she always felt that he wasn’t as simple as everyone else saw him to be. If someone had asked him about this, he might have replied in that way. He couldn’t remember Sheng Rui He’s private affairs clearly, but Shen Chu Xin was the one who asked him about it.
It was still the hospital where ChenChen was operated on. Shen Chuxin didn’t continue inquiring after she asked a few nurses about it and found out that Xi Chengle wasn’t in the hospital during his vacation.
The name on the wall outside the ward was’ Yan Jia He ‘.
Jie Liang slightly nodded at her, indicating that she was in this ward. Shen Chuxin’s eyes suddenly became sore, as she was afraid of getting close to home.
He raised his hand to wipe the moisture at the corner of his eyes and lightly knocked on the door.
“Who is it?” The voice that came from inside sounded very unfamiliar, and it asked with some vigilance.
Shen Yuxin softly said, “I’m Shen Chuxin, I’ll come and see …”
The door swung open from the inside, and a woman in her thirties and forties, wearing a nurse’s uniform, looked at her with complete vigilance. Just when none of them knew what to say next, a sound came from inside, accompanied by a small figure wiping away her tears.
“Mommy! Mommy! “Mommy!”
Shen Yue couldn’t hold back the tears in her heart, she rushed out and squatted down to hug the little figure tightly. As she silently cried, she whispered behind her, “Miss, let’s go in first.”
Then he raised his hand to support them. After exchanging a glance with the nurse, he nodded to her and the two of them left.
Leave the ward to the reunited mother and son.
Chenchen kept on crying non-stop, she couldn’t even speak properly, her eyes were like peaches, tears and snot were all over her body, but Shen Chuxin couldn’t bear to continuously kiss his forehead, touch his face that had turned a lot redder, then touch him again. After confirming that he hadn’t lost weight in the past half month, and that his forehead temperature was normal, and his hair that had already grown short of hair, it was still so soft that it made her feel guilty and unable to breathe.
“…” Mommy, Mommy, ChenChen thinks you don’t want me anymore… Why haven’t you come to see me for so long? When are we going home… Chen Chen really missed grandpa and grandma … Uncle Chen did not come to see Chen Chen … Do you have a baby again, so you don’t have to do it in the morning… “Mommy, ChenChen will be obedient in the future, okay?”
No one knew who told him this, but they would think that Shen Chuxin and Chen Wenhuo had a younger brother or sister that abandoned him.
Shen Yue’s heart ached so much that he clenched it tightly, patting his back which was heaving from lack of breath. He blamed himself and said softly and painfully, “No, no, no. “Mommy won’t give up her treasure. Baby be good, don’t cry anymore …” However, she couldn’t stop her tears from streaming down her face.
After an unknown period of time, Chen Chen was so tired from crying that he couldn’t even keep his eyelids open and fighting. However, he just sobbed and pulled at her wrinkled skirt with his two small hands, afraid that he wouldn’t be able to pull again if he let go.
“Good morning, Mom is not leaving. I won’t be going anywhere in the future, so I’ll stay here with you. Good boy, let go of me first. Mom will wipe your face with a towel before sleeping?”
But he was too tired to cry, and his eyes were closed at last, but he was still clutching at her dress, afraid that if he let go he would see her again.
Like last time.
Shen Yi gently wiped away the tears on his face and hugged him as they lay on the sickbed. Her empty heart was filled up all of a sudden because of the child in her arms. Tears kept sliding down her face.
The door behind them creaked, and the nurse who had left came in and saw them lying together on the bed. She went into the bathroom, wrung a warm, damp towel from the towel, and went out to wash his face in the morning.
Shen Chuxin stretched out her hand to ask for the towel, “I can do it myself.”
The nurse handed her the towel. She was probably curious, too, and looked at her carefully.
Shen Yue knew that she was sizing herself up, but she sat up and focused most of her attention on the morning in the sickbed. Her little face looked much better than when she left. She was not fat, but she was not thin either, and her gratitude to Xin Ran was palpable.
“What about the child who lives with Chen Chen?” With one hand, she awkwardly wiped Chen Chen’s face, while with the other hand, she replaced the corner of his clothes that he was pulling, tightly holding his small hand. At that moment, she always felt like she possessed the entire world, and found the most important part.
The nurse took the towel from her and said, “It’s cold, I’ll do it again.” He also answered her question, “Yesterday, Miss Xin took him to the hospital and left.”
Shen Chu was startled. After the nurse came out from the bathroom, she asked, “What surgery did the child do?” She had noticed when she came in that this was the inpatient department of the Brain Tumor Department.
It’s a astrocytoma, a type of brain tumor,” said the nurse. She started to have a good impression of her, and started to talk about Yan Jia He, “Little He’s really unlucky, his sister was raped by a rich family’s young master, and she also committed murder and hid her corpse for so long. Finally, she was sentenced to death by the lawyer that Miss Xin hired. Only Miss Xin was kind and spent a lot of money on his surgery. If it was someone else, they might not have survived.
Shen Chuxin used a towel to wipe his hands and face before placing them on the table in front of the bed. He turned around to look at the nurse and asked, “That case with the Meng family?”
Uncle Zhou had also told her about it as a form of entertainment, but he did not mention Xin Ran at the time. Uncle Zhou also sighed endlessly about the life of that playful girl, she did not answer at that time, because if it wasn’t for Song Yang, Shen Chuxin might not even have had someone to represent her.
“It’s the Meng Family. This case has been going on for a long time!” Mother Chen, you know it too! ”
This nurse had been holding her breath by herself for too long. She didn’t dare to speak carelessly to others, but she knew that Shen Yuxin and Xin Ran knew each other. She was also Chenchen’s mother.
Shen Chuxin was lying on the sickbed, holding Chenchen in her arms. She couldn’t help asking about his recent eating habits and knew that it was all under the care of this nurse alone. She was also very grateful to her.
It was just that …
“Won’t Jin Jia Ma come here often?” Shen Yuxin frowned.
“Mr. Jin hasn’t been here in two days. If not for that, he wouldn’t have cried all night long, thinking…” Only then did he realize that he had said something that he shouldn’t have.
He immediately shut his mouth and whispered, “Chen Chen had a hard time sleeping. I’ll be leaving first. If you need anything, just say it. I’ll be right outside.”
Shen Yuxin smiled at her, “Thank you for taking care of Chen Chen. Next up …” She smiled bitterly and shook her head.
However, the nurse seemed to understand that she was in trouble, so she waved her hand at her and straightforwardly said, “ChenChen is a very obedient child. As long as you come over every few days to visit him, I’ll take care of anyone, so I’ll naturally prefer to take care of him!”
Morning fell into a restless sleep. Somehow, he could hear the other party behind them. As soon as he woke up, although he was still hugged tightly by Shen Chu, he started crying again.
“Mommy! Mommy is the bad guy! Mommy doesn’t want the morning… “Sob, sob …”
Shen Yi patted his back, coaxing him in a gentle voice with a hint of bitterness, “My darling, Mommy didn’t say she doesn’t want you.”
ChenChen kicked and rolled on the bed, pulled himself out of her arms, and sat up. His eyes were red and swollen, and there was panic and fear in his bright eyes. ChenChen heard what you guys said! ”
Such a child, his heart ached so much that he wanted to die.