Defeated By Love - Chapter 19
Before coming, Xu Zeyuan heard from his agent that Ahe had a very bad temper.
It is said in the circle that his temperament has changed drastically because of an accident. To put it nicely is that the legs and feet are not flexible, and in fact, you may have to be a **** for a lifetime.
Poor and hateful.
The agent repeatedly emphasized various matters to him.
Although Xu Zeyuan listened to what the agent said, he didn’t take it too seriously, and he didn’t feel nervous about the next visit.
Xu Zeyuan felt that as long as he had a better attitude, Mr. Ahe would never reach out and hit a smiley.
The result was beyond Xu Zeyuan’s expectations.
I originally thought that a public figure who was a bit well-known like this would always take a little image into consideration. Even if it doesn’t matter anymore, Xu Zeyuan feels that he has a little reputation now, and he will at least save some face for himself.
However, Ahe did not.
Xu Zeyuan didn’t know where to provoke him. It was the first time I met, and he was hostile to him inexplicably. And unceremoniously trampled his face on the ground.
Xu Zeyuan didn’t mean to continue to please him, sneered, his expression turned ugly.
The agent played round the field.
Xie Ruhe didn’t look at them, but looked in the direction of the security guard, with a calm and cold expression: “Is the property fee paid for nothing?”
“…”
Subsequently, Xu Zeyuan and his agent were invited out of the community by security.
Xu Zeyuan put on a peaked cap, lowered the brim, and followed the agent in the direction of the car. Because he was inexplicable, he was really angry and looked in the direction of Xie Ruhe.
Just now Xu Zeyuan’s mind was placed on Xie Ruhe’s body. At this time, he looked at it and suddenly found that Shunian was behind Xie Ruhe, pushing the wheelchair for him.
She hung her head, showing a dimple on her side, as if she was talking to him.
The figure is small, like a student who has not yet left the society. Wearing a dark red turtleneck sweater, black pleated skirt, tights stretched both legs thin and straight.
The man who had just been full of temperament was docile in front of her like a tamed wolf.
Xu Zeyuan suddenly reacted to their relationship.
I also understood why Xie Ruhe had such an attitude towards him just now.
Xu Zeyuan was a little lost, remembering what had happened before.
In college, he and Shunian were classmates. From the first time he saw Shunian, Xu Zeyuan liked her very much. He has always wanted a character that he will desperately get.
After that, she frantically launched an offensive against her.
Shunen didn’t know anything about this, and didn’t realize that he was pursuing her at first. The attitude towards him is not enthusiastic, and it is no different from other students.
Xu Zeyuan bought her roommate with snacks, deliberately sat next to her during class, joined the club she was in, and tried every means to get close to her.
From freshman year to sophomore next semester.
During this period, he confessed countless times, and Shunen solemnly rejected him countless times.
At the sophomore New Year’s party, Xu Zeyuan sang a love song on stage, and then confessed to her again in front of the teachers and students of the school.
But the effect is counterproductive.
Shunen was puzzled and confused by his behavior, and even a little angry: “Didn’t I reject you? The answer I gave you was not ambiguous. I said I didn’t like you. Why do you always do this kind of thing? .”
Xu Zeyuan grew up being held up by others, and has always been overconfident.
At that moment, I felt that my self-esteem was impaired because of Shunen’s words. I felt that my hard work over the past two years was useless at all. It seemed like a joke in the eyes of the person involved.
Xu Zeyuan therefore disappeared for a while.
Later, on a rainy evening, Xu Zeyuan saw Shunian again.
He didn’t bring an umbrella at the time, so he ran to the nearest library to avoid the rain, so he was soaked. Then Shunian just came out of the library holding the book.
I don’t know if I didn’t see him, Shunen directly opened the umbrella and went into the rain.
Xu Zeyuan hurriedly called her: “Shunen!”
Shunian looked back.
Xu Zeyuan didn’t know what to say, the bangs on his forehead dripped with water and fell into his eyes, making him see not really well: “…I didn’t bring an umbrella.”
Shunen stood there for a while, and finally walked over.
The height difference between the two of them was 20 centimeters. Shunen struggled with the umbrella, and Xu Zeyuan took the umbrella on his own initiative.
Afterwards, Shunen said, “Where are you going? I’ll take you there.”
Xu Zeyuan said nothing.
I can roughly understand what she means.
If he sent her back first, and then took her umbrella, they would meet again next time.
The opposite is the opposite.
Shunian thought he hadn’t heard him, so he asked again.
Xu Zeyuan still didn’t say a word.
The two walked for a while in silence.
The directions of the male and female dormitory buildings were different. When the intersection was approaching, Shunen said again: “Take the umbrella. You can give it to me next time in class.”
“…”
“Then I will go back first.”
Shunian was about to run back. The next moment, Xu Zeyuan tilted the umbrella and placed it all on top of her head.
He actually didn’t remember what he said at that time.
I only remember that time, because of his behavior, Shunen’s expression slightly changed, as if thinking of something, dazedly, not listening to him.
After that, their relationship gradually improved.
At the end of the last semester of the junior year, Xu Zeyuan confessed to her again, and finally got a positive answer this time.
At that moment, Xu Zeyuan felt like he had gained the world.
Even though he doesn’t know anything in school, he’s not good at feelings at all, and he looks like a kid. After the relationship, their way of getting along hasn’t changed much.
He is still very happy.
During the time of love, their most intimate behavior was nothing more than holding hands. But Shunen didn’t feel comfortable with him getting too close, and holding hands, would break away quietly, and then distanced him.
Xu Zeyuan has always cherished her and has been waiting for her to adapt.
Xu Zeyuan wanted to make progress gradually.
He is willing to wait for many things after graduation and marriage before doing it with her. He always thought this way. However, in fact, many things will not happen as planned and planned.
Their love lasted less than half a year.
During that time, there were rumors and whispers in the school that were not true. Shunian endured the words of those people and became more and more withdrawn. Most of the time, she did not go anywhere except for class.
Xu Zeyuan heard those words too much and found it difficult to accept.
Finally, Xu Zeyuan asked her out on a certain weekend.
He always knew that Shunen was always good-tempered, kind and patient. Xu Zeyuan understood that she might not like herself, but she would compromise most of his requirements.
In many ways, she is actually doing very well.
Xu Zeyuan broke up with her.
That time, Shunian had emotions for the first time, and he remembered what he said for so many years, and his heart would feel dull when he thought of it. When dreaming back at midnight and waking up in the middle of the night, there will be an urge to cry.
It was the thing he felt most guilty of in his life.
He will always remember what she was like at that time and what she said at that time.
Like a nightmare.
Shunen lowered her head, her entire face was pale and sick, and she shed silent tears without the brightness and vividness before, and her whole person became extremely timid. For a long time, she spoke softly, in a low mood, but seemed to be questioning: “I escaped from the dead, and finally survived.”
“—Why should I be treated like this.”
Shunian pushed Xie Ruhe, and asked in a low voice, “What did the person just come to do with you?”
Xie Ruhe was in a bad mood. After a few seconds of silence, he still answered her words: “Let me write a song.”
“Is he very red?”
“I do not recognize.”
“Then your tone just now.” Shunen said hesitantly, “Will he—”
“Do you think I did something wrong?” Xie Ruhe interrupted her, with a haze hung between her eyebrows, and said every word, “Shunen, don’t help him speak.”
“…” Shunian was stunned and explained, “I didn’t speak for him.”
Xie Ruhe turned his head and glanced at her without speaking.
“It’s just that someone else is watching you just now, and his attitude towards you is not bad.” Shunen said seriously, “If he tells others at that time, others will say that your behavior is bad, and many people will Speak ill of you.”
“…”
Shunen carefully analyzed: “I think this is not good for you.”
Xie Ruhe said blankly: “Whatever they say.”
“If you don’t want to talk to him, you can stop talking.” Shunian thought about it, and thought this method was good, and repeated it again, “Just stop talking.”
Thinking of the two of them having been together, the depression in my heart almost tore the whole heart apart. Xie Ruhe closed his eyes and raised his mouth: “Didn’t you say you can’t ignore people?”
Shunen blinked, “This is the one who separates people.”
Xie Ruhe looked at her quietly.
Although he doesn’t know why he doesn’t like Xu Zeyuan, Shunen still finishes his words obediently: “People you don’t like, you can ignore them. But for those who are good to you, you can’t ignore them.”
Shunian’s words seem to be meaningful.
Xie Ruhe’s eyebrows stretched slightly, and he gave an inaudible hush.
Speaking of this, Shunen suddenly realized something, recalling his attitude just now, hesitated to ask: “Xie Ruhe, did you lose your temper at me just now.”
“…” Xie Ruhe denied, “No.”
Shunen pushed him into the elevator, frowning, “But before I finished speaking, you interrupted me.”
“…”
“When I just spoke to you, you were always opposed to what I said.”
“…”
“And your tone is not good.”
A series of condemnations, although Shunen spoke calmly, didn’t seem to put much emotion in it, just narrated what just happened, but Xie Ruhe was speechless.
Shunian wanted to say something.
Xie Ruhe suddenly turned around, grabbed her hand, and stuffed a candy into her hand.
Has reached the door of Xie Ruhe’s house.
Shunen looked down.
She used to buy his mango jelly.
Xie Ruhe’s apple slipped, still holding her hand, did not let go, and whispered: “Apologize.”
Shunen didn’t react.
Later, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, took another candy from the pocket of his coat and handed it to her.
“I’ll give you another one if I touch your hand.”