Defeated By Love - Chapter 32

Chatting with him at this moment, Shunen felt like he was chatting with his psychologist Wang Yue. Talking to him, he gave her some correct guidance in a timely manner, encouraged her, and let her mood slowly calm down.

But it seems a bit different.

Shunen once saw it on the Internet and went to see a psychiatrist. This situation often occurred.

Because I have no reservations about the psychiatrist, I feel that only he can understand himself, and when I stay with him, I feel very relaxed, and then a special emotion will be fermented.

It’s not the kind of feeling between doctors and patients, it’s more biased between men and women, and it will make the heart beat.

Shunian had never felt this way in Wang Yue, but at this moment, she felt as if she had found it in Xie Ruhe. It was the emotion that blanked her head and didn’t know how to react.

It was the emotion she experienced for the first time after living so long.

Shunen asked hesitantly, “I’m looking for you…”

Xie Ruhe raised his hand, hesitated and stopped for two seconds, then continued to lift it up, touching her head as if comforting, and repeating firmly: “Well, you can find me.”

You used to light up my world.

Now that you have fallen into the abyss, even if I cannot protect myself, I am willing to work hard to save you from it.

I would also like to give you the light you gave me, hold it in both hands, and return it to you.

Xie Ruhe didn’t let Shunian send him, and asked Fang Wencheng to help him down. He stood at the top of the stairs and said goodbye to her: “Then let’s set off fireworks together next time.”

Shunen nodded slightly: “Okay, goodbye.”

She looked at the backs of the two of them, lowered her eyes, and took the barrel in the door.

Shunian squatted down against the door, holding his legs in both hands, a little lost. I don’t know what I’m thinking. After a long time, she stood up suddenly, and bounced back to the room barefoot.

Soon I remembered that it was too late, and all of a sudden, I calmed down.

She hugged her clothes to the bathroom and took a quick shower. There was a pink bubble of paste in her head, no longer feeling that fear.

I just feel filled with everything else, my heart is full and full.

Shunen covered his face, and the hot water slipped from the top of his head, clear and clear, washing away all the negative emotions, and washing away the thoughts he had generated in a moment.

She inexplicably thought of Xie Ruhe’s appearance.

She has short hair, shiny black peach eyes, dense and long eyelashes that cover it like a crow feather, straight nose, and petal-like lips. When you speak seriously, you will close your eyes, as if you are discharging, and the corners of your lips will bend slightly.

The figure is thin and tall, and the temperament is outstanding.

Kind of pretty.

Isn’t it nice?

Shunen got dressed in a daze and went back to the room while wiping his head with a towel. Because I just took a shower, the water droplets are still falling down the ends of the hair, my face is white, and the sides are dyed with light powder.

She sucked her nose and vomited in a low voice: “It looks good.”

The soft voice melted in the quiet room and melted into the air.

Shunen returned to his senses in an instant, and after realizing what he had said, he threw the towel in his hand aside. She raised her head dumbly and hammered her forehead hard.

Does she have any thoughts about Xie Ruhe…

“Don’t think about it.” Shunen’s tone was dull, and then he repeated it again, “Don’t think about it.”

Shunian didn’t want to let herself think about it, so she just found something to do. She picked up the script on the bedside table, marked her lines with a highlighter, and read it smoothly: “How can this man exude such a fatal attraction…”

“…” Shunian pursed her lips, turned a page, and continued to mark, “Cici, I like a friend of mine, what should I do?”

Shunen: “…”

She closed her pen cap, fell backward, buried her face in the pillow, and kicked her feet into the air. After a long time, Shunen stopped, a little lost but at a loss.

Shunian picked up his mobile phone and checked the Internet “What should I do if my good friend likes me”, and saw a row of negative answers. She immediately quit and recalled the scene just now.

She paused, hesitating to change the word “good friend” to “psychiatrist”.

Most of the answers are due to empathy, to find support in times of fragility, to rely on one’s own psychiatrist, or to misunderstand such emotions as love.

Shunen digested these words ignorantly.

She sighed, didn’t continue to read the content, and clicked on WeChat. Only then found out that Xie Ruhe had sent her several WeChat messages——

[I will come to see you now. 】

【what happened to you. 】

[I’m at your door. 】

Shunen licked her lips, not knowing what to reply.

Notice that there is a red dot in the address book, Shunen clicked it subconsciously, it was a friend application. She glanced at the information, the person on the profile picture was Xu Zeyuan, and she remarked: [Shunian, this is Xu Zeyuan, I want to talk to you. 】

Her gaze paused for a second, and she walked out directly. Later, he replied to Xie Ruhe: [Be careful on the road. 】

It has been more than a month since I saw Xu Zeyuan last time.

Shunian almost forgot his character. She feels that he is now becoming more famous, and there should be a lot of things to be busy every day, and she shouldn’t contact someone like her again.

But he came to her again.

Shunen didn’t understand him a little bit.

When he first entered school, Shunen’s first impression of him was actually very poor. He felt like a fool, not serious and playful, and always appeared beside her inexplicably, saying some inexplicable things.

Later, I confessed to her, saying that I liked her very much the first time I saw her.

But always keep a close attitude with other girls, ambiguous as if they are merciful everywhere, rain and dew. Shunian had no good feelings towards him, and always felt that he was not a serious person.

She had always spoken directly, and she didn’t know how to be tactful when she refused, which made Xu Zeyuan a big blow, and because of this, she stopped for a while.

It’s been a while since seeing Xu Zeyuan again.

Shunian came out of the library that day, and it was raining heavily outside. She was holding an umbrella and was about to leave, but she heard him calling her and told her that he didn’t bring an umbrella.

Shunian hesitated, but decided to send him back.

Along the way, Xu Zeyuan didn’t speak much. Shunian didn’t have much to say. She planned to lend him the umbrella. The girls’ dormitory was not far away, so she just ran back.

But the next moment, Xu Zeyuan immediately tilted the umbrella surface and placed it all on top of her head.

His body was exposed to the rain again and was washed by the rain.

It reminded her of Xie Ruhe.

I also remembered myself who didn’t want to be clear at the beginning, but only relied on a few details to draw conclusions without authorization, a bit judged by appearance, and immediately put bad labels on good people.

Shunian felt that he had committed this problem again with Xu Zeyuan.

She reflected depressedly for a while.

After that, Shunian changed his attitude towards Xu Zeyuan, no longer resisting him as before, and gradually became friends with him. Through getting along, she found that she had really misunderstood him before.

He is actually a big boy who loves to play.

I will grasp the appropriate level of other girls and take serious matters seriously.

At the end of the third semester, Xu Zeyuan confessed to her again.

Shunen didn’t know if he liked him, but the feeling of staying with him was really not annoying, and he felt quite comfortable. She considered it for a long time, and finally agreed.

A boy insisted on chasing her for two and a half years.

There will always be moments of relentlessness.

Shunen didn’t know if her decision was correct, but at that time, she really took the relationship very seriously. She always thinks that after falling in love, the relationship between the two will not change much from before.

But she forgot that there will be intimate behaviors between lovers.

Shunen is not comfortable and feels embarrassed. Because of this matter, she took the initiative to talk to Xu Zeyuan once.

Xu Zeyuan stated that he didn’t mind and was willing to make progress gradually.

Within half a year, Xu Zeyuan broke up with her.

This sudden breakup, for Shunen at the time, was nothing more than a sprinkle of salt on the torn wound. For her, it was almost numb.

This short love also told her a fact.

Xu Zeyuan did not like her as much as he had shown before. Otherwise, she would not choose to retreat all over when she fell to the bottom.

So when he came to find himself now, Shunian really couldn’t figure out why.

But the appearance of this person also made her suppress the little spark that just appeared to Xie Ruhe.

Shunian looked at Xie Ruhe’s reply to her with a dazed expression.

Xie Ruhe: [Ok, go to bed early. 】

She didn’t reply again.

Whether it is a misunderstanding or a fact, it is not what she should think about now. She should not harm anyone until the illness is completely cured. Besides, it was Xie Ruhe.

Is her best friend.

On the way back.

Xie Ruhe’s appearance was not as gentle as he was in front of Shunen, with a faint depression hung between his eyebrows, fixedly looking at the scenery running backwards outside the window. The body exudes extremely intolerable emotions.

Fang Wencheng drove the car in silence, afraid to speak.

After a long while, Xie Ruhe whispered: “Go and check what happened in Shunen.”

Before Fang Wencheng could answer, Xie Ruhe suddenly remembered the conversation with Shunen.

——”What happened to you today.”

——”Can I not say.”

It’s something she doesn’t want others to know.

I don’t want him to know.

Xie Ruhe’s masseter muscles tightened, and the curve of his facial features straightened. The appearance was buried in the dark, the light and shadow intertwined by the window, his expression was dark and dull, it seemed extremely sad.

Fang Wencheng nodded and said, “Okay.”

Xie Ruhe closed his eyes, his voice dumb and frustrated: “Forget it.”

Fang Wencheng nodded again, and did not ask more: “Okay.”

The car was quiet.

After a while, Fang Wencheng hesitated and brought up one thing: “Master, your grandfather called and said that your father is seriously ill now, and I hope you can come and see him.”

“…” Xie Ruhe’s eyelids moved, as if he hadn’t heard this character for a long time, suddenly raised his eyes. He curled the corners of his lips and raised his peachy eyes: “My father?”

Fang Wencheng bit his head and said: “Yes.”

Xie Ruhe put away his smile in an instant, his voice was as cold as ice skates. It was sharp and merciless. It could easily cut a person’s skin and flesh and was extremely cold.

“Is he still dead.”