Defeated By Love - Chapter 42

Shunian had never heard Xie Ruhe say such a thing.

They met when they were young, parted after they knew each other, and met again after growing up. In the years apart, I don’t know what happened to each, and how many people I met.

Then, under the baptism of these things, what kind of person became.

This is something that each other does not know.

Shunen subconsciously ignored the period of separation, which is equivalent to ignoring the things that happened after separation.

Those all the bad things.

At that time, they were each other’s only friends.

Xie Ruhe occupies a heavy weight in Shunen’s heart.

This level of importance allows Shunen to ignore the students he has not seen in these years, ignore his sensitive and vigilant towards strangers, and ignore the delusions of being victimized that will always arise suddenly.

Then, as before, get along with Xie Ruhe without thinking.

It’s like going back to the past.

But she forgot.

Time is running, and years are passing by.

They haven’t seen each other for such a long time. Growing up in a world where they don’t know or don’t know, they will meet other people, make new friends, and…like others.

He no longer has no desire for anything like he used to.

There is a desire for other people, and that kind of feeling is not limited to the word “friendship”.

It is not limited to her “only” friend.

Maybe after today, she won’t come to him much. Shunian thought.

No matter what he meant by what he said to her, it was just a talk between friends, or maybe it was because he was afraid of misunderstanding the girl he liked.

She is always alone in the room with him, which is always bad.

Shunen was silent for a while, lowered his eyes, playing with thin fingers. She curled her lips reluctantly and tried her best to wave her feelings of loss and sadness: “It’s good to fall in love.”

After she said this, the room immediately became quiet.

Shunian did not speak, and Xie Ruhe did not speak to respond to her.

Although she felt that there was nothing wrong with her answer, Shunen also felt nervous and panicked because of this silence. She looked up and noticed Xie Ruhe’s expression.

At this moment he was staring at her, his handsome eyebrows stretched, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

Is laughing.

Shunian was taken aback.

What is he laughing at.

what’s so funny.

Do you think that girl is so happy?

Even if she is really happy, can’t she be happy alone after she is gone?

Must be happy in front of her.

Annoying.

She pursed her lips and lowered her head again, feeling bored.

“Shu Nian.” Xie Ruhe’s eyes raised slightly, and his dark eyes had a light spring mood. “Do you remember what you said to me at that time.”

I didn’t know what he was talking about, Shunen didn’t want to ask.

“Can not remember.”

A very soft voice, like a child breathing.

Xie Ruhe seemed completely unaware, and he was in a particularly good mood. He retracted his gaze, his breath was long and careless, with a slight smile hidden: “That’s it.”

After a while, Fang Wencheng also came. He greeted Xie Ruhe, and he was a little surprised when he saw Shunen, so he walked out quickly and didn’t bother them here.

After completing the morning training, the two returned to the sixteenth floor.

Xie Ruhe took the clothes and took a bath in the bathroom.

Because of the conversation just now, Shunen was in no mood to stay any longer. She sat on the sofa, thinking about what excuse she would use to leave. But she hadn’t lied much, and was afraid of being seen through.

Shunen was so entangled to be a little irritable.

Within a few minutes, Xie Ruhe came out of the bathroom. He probably just rushed to the body, not drying with a towel. The tip of the hair was dripping with water, falling from the cheeks to the neck, gathering at the collarbone.

Xie Ruhe walked over and sat next to Shunian.

The scent of mint came to his face, clear and faint, like his unique taste.

Shunen moved subconsciously to the other side.

Xie Ruhe glanced at her and said nothing.

Shunian tentatively asked: “What are you going to do in a while?”

Xie Ruhe said: “I didn’t think about it.”

“Oh.” Shunen scratched his head and whispered, “I have something.”

“what is the matter?”

“That’s right.” Shunian couldn’t think of any reason for a while, she raised her eyes and just hit his clear eyes, instantly losing the courage to lie, “It’s nothing…”

Xie Ruhe asked: “Do you want to go back?”

Shunian paused and said hesitantly: “No.”

She hesitated for a few seconds, revealing her true thoughts.

“It’s okay.” Xie Ruhe stood up, with no emotions on his face, but it didn’t make people feel unhappy. “You wait for me for a while, and I will send you.”

Shunen didn’t speak again this time.

Xie Ruhe went back to the room and changed his clothes, only wearing a loose dark red sweater, looking lazy.

More than a month has passed since the New Year, and it was still cold outside. The heating is turned on in the room, so it is not felt. Shunian was afraid that he would catch a cold, and reminded him: “You can wear more pieces, it’s cold outside.”

He shook his head: “I like this color.”

Shunen wanted to say something, but did not continue to persuade him.

Xie Ruhe’s current physical condition is still unable to drive. Even if he could, he didn’t dare to rashly bring his books to the road. So Fang Wencheng drove the car and drove the two of them to the designated place.

All the way to Shunian’s downstairs.

When Shunian was about to get out of the car, Xie Ruhe suddenly said: “Shunian.”

“Ok?”

“Do you want to move?”

This sudden remark made Shunen a little confused: “Moving?”

“Yeah.” Xie Ruhe said, “Didn’t it mean that there are many thieves here?”

“I have been arrested.”

Xie Ruhe frowned: “I only caught one.”

Hearing what he said, Shunen felt a little serious, and hesitated: “I’ll go and ask Officer He later.”

Xie Ruhe looked at her calmly, and only responded in a low voice after a long time.

“Ok.”

When I returned home, Shunen had nothing to do.

I simply found a video clip online to dub, just like doing homework. Her thoughts were floating, and she always remembered what Xie Ruhe said today.

This led to a really bad job.

Shunen didn’t know how to describe his current mood.

It’s a bit blocked and out of breath, I think it must be something I can’t get. But he would be overwhelmed, expecting that the person in his mouth was himself.

Maybe Xie Ruhe liked himself before, according to his reaction at that time. But at that time, Xie Ruhe was young and still adolescent, and he had never seen much of the world in that small town.

Maybe she is in love with her.

If it is now, the possibility is really too low.

Shunian didn’t think there was anything wrong with him.

But now Xie Ruhe’s fame, contacts, and looks that do not lose sight of the entertainment industry, any point that can be taken out can make him find a very dazzling partner.

Not a person like her.

A person with mental illness.

Shunen sighed, got up, and planned to go to the bathroom to wash his face. She walked in, raised her eyes, and suddenly noticed herself in the mirror, wearing a dark red sweater.

Dark red.

Just now Xie Ruhe said his favorite color.

This incident really made Shunen very melancholy.

She even began to wonder if she had ever been in a relationship, as if she didn’t understand anything. After all, when she was with Xu Zeyuan, she had never been so troubled.

It’s the kind, which extinguished hope in the last moment;

And because of his words, a small detail, the feeling rekindled.

Although he is a little scornful of this feeling.

Shunian never went to Xie Ruhe again. She wanted to directly ask who he liked, but she hesitated for a long time or gave up. Afraid of getting other answers, so that she can no longer have any more hopeful answers.

She seemed to have encountered a major difficulty and locked herself in the room for several days.

Thinking about this day and night.

Ignore my other factors and ask boldly;

Or just treat it as a past thing, don’t think about it again.

Such repeated thoughts were interrupted by the sound of WeChat notifications.

Shunian regained consciousness and glanced at the phone.

It’s Ke Yiqing.

Ke Yiqing: [Shu Nian, are you free? 】

Shunian back: [Yes, what do you want? 】

Ke Yiqing: [Can you do me a favor? It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to. 】

Ke Yiqing: [I went to your side before]

After her words came out, there was no more words for a long time. Shunen asked suspiciously: [Huh? 】

Ke Yiqing: 【……】

Ke Yiqing no longer practice Tai Chi: [Do you have He You’s contact information? 】

Shunian blinked: [Yes. 】

Ke Yiqing: [Can you give it to me…………]

Ke Yiqing: [QAQ that I will not spread everywhere]

Shunian didn’t feel very good and asked: [Can I ask Officer He first? 】

Ke Yiqing: [Don’t don’t don’t. 】

Ke Yiqing: [Forget it, I suddenly feel that it’s useless to ask for it, so be it. 】

Shunen: [What do you want the contact information of Officer He to do? 】

Ke Yiqing: [Nothing, free. 】

Ke Yiqing: [Do you want to know? 】

Shunen’s “no” word has not been sent out.

Ke Yiqing: [Well, I’ll tell you if you think. 】

“…”

Ke Yiqing: [He You confessed to me before, but I don’t like him very much. I forgot to reject him. I am going to make a call and definitely reject him. 】

Other people’s affairs have nothing to do with Shunen.

She didn’t comment on this, but just replied “good”.

Ke Yiqing broke the topic and said as if chatting: [By the way, that was really Ahe that day? 】

Ke Yiqing: [I’m going to be on a variety show recently. I heard that the show team also invited A He, I don’t know if it will come. 】

Ke Yiqing: [If it is true, why never show your face? 】

Ke Yiqing: 【Long looks so beautiful, it’s really violent. 】

Shunian didn’t know what to reply, so he sent an expression.

Ke Yiqing: [I kind of like his songs, and his timbre is also very nice. 】

Ke Yiqing: [Unfortunately, I don’t sing now. 】

Seeing this, Shunen’s expression stopped, and suddenly he remembered the MP3 Xie Ruhe gave her on her birthday. She got up, pulled the bedside table aside, and took out the box.

It has been more than a month since I returned to my hometown.

The MP3 still has electricity because it has been turned off.

Shunian turned on the machine.

Keep pressing down, she has a general impression of the song title.

When I saw the song “I Nian”, Shunen paused for a few seconds, not wanting to have such inexplicable thoughts, and then continued to pull down.

Pull to the bottom.

The last song is called “Ahe”.

Shunian can’t remember that Xie Ruhe wrote a song in his own name. She put on the earphones and clicked to listen. Picked up the phone with the other hand and checked it online.

Only the melody came from the headphones, and Xie Ruhe’s voice was not heard.

It’s pure music.

Shunen checked it for a long time and found that it was not that he had no impression, but that Xie Ruhe had never published this song.

The melody changed from heavy to light, and it sounded like it was played on an instrument. Shunen didn’t understand this aspect, but she felt that the sound was quite similar to that of Ukulele.

Shunen’s heart was pounding, speeding up inexplicably.

Is it a song for her?

Or that he accidentally installed the new song…

Shunian hugged the MP3 and rolled on the bed, resisting the urge to scream.

The song was about to come to an end, and my ears became quiet instantly.

Shunen glanced at the MP3, and suddenly realized that the music was still ten seconds away. The next moment, a familiar male voice suddenly sounded in the headphones, muffled and moist, with a serious mood.

“This song is for you.”

Because of this, Shunian’s depression for several days disappeared.

She couldn’t help but curl her lips.

I thought this was the last sentence.

Shunen took off the earphone on one side and was about to take off the earphone on the other side and put it away properly.

Four more words came from the headset.

“Include the song title.”