Defeated By Love - Chapter 43

Shunen’s movements stopped.

As soon as the words are over, the music will finish, and it will automatically skip to the next song. She held her breath and didn’t know what to do for a while, her brain was blank, and she felt like she was hearing hallucinations.

It’s been a few minutes.

Shunian recovered, re-clicked the song “A He”, dragged it to the last ten seconds, and listened to it again. The man’s voice is low and faint, I don’t know if it is an illusion, it sounds a bit jerky.

He paused word by word, speaking slowly and clearly.

Saying words that can blow up the heart instantly.

——”This song is for you, including the title.”

The title of the song is “Ahe”.

He meant to give Ahe to her?

Give yourself to her.

If Shunen understands correctly at this moment.

The birthday present Xie Ruhe gave her was not the MP3 in his hand, nor was it placed in it, the songs he sang again.

It was something she wanted very much.

It is the reason why she has been entangled in the past few days, it is the treasure that makes her as prudent as thinking about life events, and the person who makes her timidly afraid to approach but does not want to leave after discovering her feelings.

It is Xie Ruhe.

And what he likes.

This feeling is like raining for many days in a row, which leads to a bad mood.

One day, she opened the curtains. I thought that there would be dark clouds outside the meeting, but unexpectedly, the sky was clear and clean. The night sky was as black as ink, like a black cloth, dotted with stars.

Then she reached out and caught the stars.

Shunen’s heart was beating wildly, and all the memories came up at this moment. Thinking of that day, Xie Ruhe said the phrase “There is someone I like” and then asked her if she remembered what she said to him.

At that time, she was in a bad mood and answered that she didn’t remember half a minute without recalling it.

When does “at the time” mean the time?

Was it when she asked him what he wanted to do after he stood up?

Shunen tried to remember, but couldn’t remember. But it seemed to be stuck in a dead end, and wanted to get out of that alley.

I kept thinking about what I said at that time.

I do not know how long it has been.

Shunen suddenly remembered.

At that time, she seemed to say—”At that time, I can accompany you.”

And Xie Ruhe told her that what she wanted to do was.

Fall in love with the person you like.

Shunen put down the MP3 abruptly and picked up the phone.

At this moment, there was an extremely eager impulse in her heart. I want to call him, I want to run to meet him, I want to put aside everything and ask him, I want to get the affirmative answer.

She opened the address book and before she had time to dial Xie Ruhe’s phone, she suddenly noticed the book on the bedside table that said “Post Traumatic Stress Disorder”.

It seemed to be a pot of cold water that poured out all her impulses.

Shunen’s Adam’s apple choked and his expression became cowardly. She sniffed, exhaled slowly, and gave up the idea, somehow she wanted to shed tears.

The screen that was on gradually went out.

It was a call made just one second away.

Why is she sick?

Why did you meet him again when you were sick.

Why do you like him at this time.

Why should I know at this time…

He may also like her.

Fall in love with a mentally ill person.

The unhappiness of one person becomes that of two people.

She has many negative emotions, such as low self-esteem, sadness and inexplicable despair. Although she wanted to restrain such an impulse, there was no way.

Shunen wondered if this emotion would be amplified after he fell in love.

Will he worry about gains and losses and become extremely possessive; will he lose his mind, show his ugliness in front of him, and drag him into the swamp.

She is not clear.

But she also knows that what she can do at this time is nothing but a normal life-like life. Able to go out and live independently, but avoid talking with others as much as possible, do not take the initiative to approach others, and will always be alone.

Just spend the rest of my life alone.

In fact, this is enough and should not harm other people.

Shunian had always had this idea, so when others showed signs of her, she would be killed in time, but she never thought that she would be planted on Xie Ruhe.

Shunian felt that she was with Xie Ruhe in this state.

It seems unfair to him.

Probably because Shunian hadn’t been to Xie Ruhe for several days, and didn’t contact him much. In the past few days, he always took the initiative to find her on WeChat and asked her what she was doing recently.

There is no emotion in the text across a screen.

Shunen lied, saying that he recently took another scene and ran the recording studio every day.

Xie Ruhe didn’t seem to mind, and would continue to talk to her. It seems that I am just idle, wanting to talk to her, and the style of painting is very different from before.

It’s probably like this.

Xie Ruhe: [Shunian, I got up today and had a glass of milk. 】

With his solemn expression, Shunian thought something was wrong: [Ah? what’s happenin. 】

result–

Xie Ruhe: [There is also toast bread. 】

Xie Ruhe: [How about you? 】

Shunen: “…”

Another example.

Xie Ruhe: [It’s a bit cold today, so put on more clothes. 】

Shunen: [Okay. 】

Xie Ruhe: [I saw a dress recently, it looks pretty. 】

Xie Ruhe: [How about you look. 】

Shunian got a good answer, and then he sent a picture.

…But it’s women’s clothing.

Shunian didn’t know what he wanted to do, he couldn’t figure it out, and even felt like he was not himself on the screen. She didn’t want to think about it anymore, always put her mind on this.

It will only sink deeper and deeper.

The next day, a voice-over director contacted her and asked her to try the voice over.

Shunian went out.

On the way to the subway station, she ran into He You. Thinking of the thief, Shunen wanted to ask him a few words, but suddenly found that there was a man standing next to him.

Before she could see the man, He You discovered her existence. He said something to the man, then came over to say hello to her.

Shunen retracted his gaze and asked, “Officer He, I want to ask you something.”

He You said: “Ask.”

“The thief caught that day, is he also responsible for the previous thefts?”

“No, I haven’t caught it yet.” He You scratched his head and reminded kindly, “So you still have to pay attention when you enter and exit the door, remember to lock the door.”

Shunian said, “So you didn’t lock the door?”

He You tut: “Forgot to close the door.”

“…”

Shunian thought his actions were a little bit magical and wanted to say something, but he didn’t take up his time anymore. She whispered goodbye to him, then turned to walk towards the subway station.

He You walked back and said to the man: “Captain, let’s go.”

The man he called “captain” did not move, staring at Shunen’s back, as if thinking of something: “This girl, should it be alright now?”

He You raised his eyebrows: “You know?”

“Actually, a pretty good girl.”

“Captain, you can forget it.” He You smiled inwardly, and said nothing out of shape. “The little girl is so old that she can be your daughter.”

“What kind of **** are you talking about? Is Lao Tzu a beast?” The man glared at him and laughed angrily. “I was in charge of a case a few years ago, and she was the last victim.”

“…” He You’s smile gradually disappeared.

The man looked in Shunen’s direction again and sighed, “I am also the only survivor.”

When I arrived at the recording studio, Shunian went in and tried the sound. Because I have worked with her a lot of times, this is just a formality, and the director just passed it.

Shunian took the script and lip-synched in the lounge on the side while others were recording.

The director seemed to be rushing forward and told her to record two scenes today.

But Shunen was always distracted and in a very bad state.

When I entered the recording studio for dubbing, I either said the wrong lines or the emotions were not in place. A line was recorded more than ten or twenty times in succession, which wasted a lot of time. The more anxious she was, the worse she deserved, and in the end she didn’t even match the most basic mouth shape.

The director simply asked Shunen to adjust his emotions first, and record other people’s parts first.

Shunen was so frustrated, he went to the side to ponder the character’s emotions.

One afternoon just passed.

Shunian had a lunch with colleagues from the dubbing team. A group of people didn’t chat much, they were eating and reading the script in silence. Shunen was the same, watching the script over and over again.

In order to keep up with the progress, they didn’t waste time, and immediately went into the recording studio to dub after dinner.

With a buffer period in between, plus the guidance and emotional control given to her by the director and a voice-over senior. The Shunen recording went well this time, and it was only two times.

After recording my performance, Shunen didn’t stay any longer, and was ready to go back and read the script carefully. She thanked the director and several seniors, and then left the recording studio.

Looking at the time, it was only nine o’clock.

In the recording studio, it seems to be isolated from the outside world, I don’t know what happened. The sky outside was completely dark, the originally clear and clean sky was piled up with large black clouds, and the rain was about to come.

It seems that it is going to rain heavily.

Shunian rummaged in his bag and found that he was carrying an umbrella, which was relieved. She left the building, took the subway as usual, and returned to the subway station near her home.

I just noticed that the bakery next to me was still open.

Shunen thought about it and planned to buy some bread for breakfast tomorrow.

If you can’t get up, treat it as lunch. Shunian thought.

She walked in because it was too late and there was not much left in it. Shunian strolled around, took a sandwich and two baguettes, and paid at the front desk.

Shunian took the kraft paper bag that the clerk had packed for her and left the bakery.

In a blink of an eye, a heavy rain fell outside, crashing on the concrete floor. The rain is rushing and turbulent. I don’t know if it is just a shower or it will be continuous heavy rain.

The winter rain is accompanied by the biting cold.

Shunianqing couldn’t help shrinking her neck, trying to free her hand to take out the umbrella. She turned her head and suddenly noticed a person standing next to her.

Is a familiar person.

It has been several days since we last met.

Xie Ruhe was not in a wheelchair, stood stiff, and looked energetic. He wore a long coat that made him thin and tall, with outstanding temperament. His face was pale and sick, but his lips were bright, and he looked very beautiful.

Holding an umbrella in his hand, looking at her intently.

Shunian was stunned, wondering why he appeared here.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, curled his lips imperceptibly, and asked, “Do you have an umbrella?”

Hearing this, Shunen nodded subconsciously, a little dazed, and because she was a little nervous and at a loss when she saw him, she pursed her lips and took out the umbrella from her bag.

“That’s it.” Xie Ruhe stared at the umbrella in his hand and paused for several seconds. The next moment, he reached out his hand to turn off the umbrella, and said blankly, “Mine is broken.”

Shunen: “…”

Not knowing the reason for his sudden action, Shunen pointed carefully, “Did you just drive it? It’s not broken…”

Xie Ruhe didn’t feel unnatural at all because of being pierced by her. He didn’t speak, as if he was thinking how to answer.

Shunen scratched his head and whispered, “What are you going to do?”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe suddenly bent down and stared with her.

This sudden approach made Shunen clearly see the nervous self in his eyes. She took a step back and drooped her eyes suddenly, not knowing what to do.

Later, Xie Ruhe opened his mouth: “I have never done this kind of thing, and I have no experience. But I think there should be nothing wrong with the way I express it.”

Shunian couldn’t help but looked up at him again: “What.”

The street lamp glowed with a warm yellow light, glowing golden light on the two of them. The raindrops were still falling, as if the stars were falling, and the line of light hit the ground with a humming sound.

Xie Ruhe’s face was stained with crimson, no matter if it was a light or an illusion. He stared at her, the dark peach eyes seemed to be bewitching, and they were all used on her in an instant.

It freezes for a few seconds.

Just when Shunian couldn’t help but want to talk.

Xie Ruhe licked his lips and said solemnly: “Shunian, I am chasing you.”