Defeated By Love - Chapter 46
Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes dullly and stared at her hand on his palm. The warm touch brought a feeling of dependence, he subconsciously held it back, and his Adam’s apple slid up and down.
Knowing that she would have concerns, would be timid and dare not move forward.
So Xie Ruhe is willing to take her time, wait for her answer, willing to put herself in a humble position, willing to summon the courage to say something that she has never said before, and is willing to try to reassure her.
However, she never thought that she would not hesitate to turn back because of his courage.
He ran towards himself without hesitation.
The change of identity for a while left both of them at a loss but at a loss.
Soon, Xie Ruhe’s cheeks floated with a light blush, and he suddenly pressed the back of his hand against his lips and turned his head away. He still held Shunen tightly with his other hand and did not let go.
It was so stiff for several minutes.
Shunen’s palms gradually sweated, thinking about whether to take the initiative to say something. After all, she had been in a relationship once, and she should be more experienced than Xie Ruhe, so she can guide him appropriately.
But that time of love seems to have never been so nervous…
Before she could think about it, Xie Ruhe looked at her again. The appearance has returned to normal, but a large part of the ear roots are red, and he calmly responded, “Okay.”
He met Shunian’s eyes: “I see.”
Shunen was stunned, and didn’t know how to respond to his reaction, so he could only hum pretendingly.
Xie Ruhe released her hand and said in a low voice, “Then I will go back first.”
Shunen nodded: “I will send you.”
“No need.” Xie Ruhe said, “you rest early.”
With that said, he turned his head to open the door and walked out. The movements are fast, and the body movements are much stiffer than usual, and they look unnatural.
Xie Ruhe said goodbye to her outside the door, and then closed the door.
The room suddenly became quiet, the ambiguous atmosphere disappeared, and the temperature seemed to drop accordingly. Shunian stood there for a while, and suddenly noticed Xie Ruhe’s umbrella at the entrance.
Fearing that it was still raining outside, she picked up the umbrella and hurried out.
The temperature outside was much lower than that in the room, and cold air with dampness got into my neck. She only wore a thin sweater, and she didn’t even wear slippers because of her anxiety.
When she opened the door, she noticed that she was barefoot.
I was about to go back and put on my shoes, but before she could move, Shunen suddenly noticed that Xie Ruhe hadn’t left yet and was standing in the middle of the stairs. He lowered his eyes and did nothing. The corners of his mouth were slightly cocked, not knowing what he was thinking.
Hearing the movement, Xie Ruhe raised his head.
Shunen’s heartbeat speeded up inexplicably, and sweet bubbles appeared. She licked her lips, handed him the umbrella, and whispered: “You forgot to bring your umbrella.”
Never thought she would come out again.
Xie Ruhe’s gaze went from bottom to top. After a few seconds, he raised his foot and walked up. He didn’t take the umbrella, just stared at her feet, and suddenly picked her up the next moment.
It was an extremely unexpected move.
Shunen’s breath.
Xie Ruhe took her a few steps into the house and put her on the shoe cabinet. Then he walked back to the sofa, bent over to pick up her slippers, and walked back again.
Because of his actions, Shunian was petrified, sitting motionless in his original position, like a well-behaved doll.
Xie Ruhe put the slippers on the shoe rack and freed both hands. The light hit his face, showing that his features are sharply defined, forming a shallow shadow under his eyes.
The eyelashes are as thin as a crow’s feather, and the eyes are focused and serious as if they are painted.
He didn’t speak, he didn’t seem to be dirty at all, he directly patted the ashes on the soles of her feet with his hands, and put on her shoes quietly. After doing this series of actions, Xie Ruhe raised his eyes and stared at her.
There was a pause for several seconds.
Shunian first looked away breathlessly.
As if hesitating, Xie Ruhe was silent for a few seconds and asked softly: “Should I hold you down?”
When Xie Ruhe left, Shunian stood there for a few seconds, then suddenly ran back to the room. She knelt on the bed and opened the curtains. After ten seconds, Xie Ruhe can be seen walking out from downstairs.
Perhaps it was due to her gaze.
Xie Ruhe stopped, as if he was about to watch him in the next second.
Shunen immediately rolled and hid himself behind the wall.
Soon he looked out cautiously.
This time, only the back of him can be seen.
Noting that he was not holding an umbrella, Shunen realized that it was not raining outside. The ground was still wet, most of the clouds in the sky dispersed, and the moonlight glowed white.
Thinking of Xie Ruhe’s question and her response with a silent nod, Shunen was a bit hot. Although that seemed extremely unreserved, she had no regrets at all.
I always feel that this is the most bright and happy day in such a long time.
It was the first time she believed.
The dark tunnel will always end.
The heavy rain will stop, the haze will disperse, and the sky will eventually shine.
Shunen didn’t fall asleep almost all night, and he didn’t feel a little sleepy after tossing around. He was so excited. She wanted to chat with Xie Ruhe, but after seeing the time, she gave up decisively and simply got up to read the script.
Just watch it for a while and sleep for a while.
When I woke up the next day, the circles in my eyes were a little bit bluish gray.
Shunen went to the bathroom to wash in a daze, his eyes were too sour to open. When she ate a sandwich and changed her clothes to go out, she suddenly noticed her haggard face in the mirror.
She stopped, walked back to the dressing table and put on a light makeup.
This is the time to go out.
It was just after eleven o’clock.
Shunian closed the door and heard movement upstairs. She looked up, and He You just came out of the house at this moment, carrying a bag of garbage in her hand. I probably just took a shower, and it looks a lot refresher than usual.
Seeing her, He You took the initiative to say hello: “Hey.”
Shunen nodded and asked casually, “Don’t you need to go to work?”
He You said: “Yes, come back and get something.”
The two went out the door downstairs.
It rained just yesterday, and after one night, the temperature dropped by several degrees. When the cold wind blew, Shunen couldn’t help shivering, digging out the gloves from her bag and putting them on with her head down.
He You looked at her and suddenly asked: “Do you still think someone is following you?”
Shunian blinked: “It’s been a long time, what’s the matter?”
He You said: “It’s okay, I’ll just ask.”
I’m afraid that because of his sensitivity and vigilance, he will misunderstand that there is really abnormality around here. Shunian thought for a while, and whispered: “I think too much, you don’t have to worry about it.”
He You didn’t say anything else, just said: “If this happens, you can find me.”
The following five words reminded Shunian of what Xie Ruhe said to her in her home before the Spring Festival. They were exactly the same, but different people said it and brought her completely different feelings.
Shunen grabbed the thread on the glove, hushed the heat, and whispered, “No.”
He You wants to say something.
Shunen curled her lips slightly, and the dimples on her cheeks looked very delicate. As if to say a very happy little secret, her tone was light and cheerful: “I have a boyfriend.”
“…” He You looked at her with a word, “Why are you acting like I confessed to you.”
“Huh?” Shunen didn’t expect this at all, but inexplicably wanted to share this matter with others. When he said that, she was a little embarrassed: “No, I didn’t mean it. And you didn’t talk to Ke Yi…”
Before he finished speaking, Shunen suddenly realized that it seemed inappropriate to tell him this, and shut up immediately.
He You frowned, then finished her words: “Ke Yiqing?”
Shunen didn’t know what to say, so she comforted her softly: “…you don’t have to be too sad.”
I didn’t understand what she meant at all, He You felt a little funny: “I’m sad? What is it?”
Shunian pursed her lips without explaining.
He You asked again: “Do you know her?”
Shunen thought about it, then nodded hesitantly: “Know.”
“She won’t ask you for my contact information, right?” He You raised his lips politely, and sighed, “I am so charming, so I can’t give up.”
“…”
“Don’t give it–” He You sighed, looking particularly frivolous, and said in a low tone, “I don’t have the time to play with her.”
The statements on the two sides are completely different.
Although Shunen had doubts, he just said nothing.
Just walked to the gate of the community.
The directions of the two were different, when Shunian was about to say goodbye to him. At the same time, He You scratched his head, as if holding back for a long time. He straightened his expression instantly and apologized to her very seriously: “I’m sorry.”
“…” Shunen opened his mouth and was taken aback. I don’t know why he apologized, “Huh?”
He You obviously had difficulty adapting to saying this, turning his head in embarrassment.
“Anyway, you just listen.”
Yesterday, I ran into Shunen on the road, and then listened to the captain one after another about her previous things. He You tentatively mentioned a few words to the captain, and was almost taken out.
He You thought about it all night.
The elders were rough-minded and didn’t think too much about doing things, but they also felt very guilty.
Because of his transfer, he moved here for a year.
I got to know Shunian because at the beginning, Deng Qingyu often gave him food, and often said something to him, which roughly means that if Shunian needs help, I hope he can take care of it.
When Shunian saw him, he often looked apprehensive, and told him in a help-seeking tone that he felt bad people were following him and asked if he could send her back.
He took it seriously at first.
The more times, He You found that there was no such thing.
Later, he took this as a joke, joking like this in front of Shunen, and joking like this in front of others. I only think this girl is very stupid, and I think maybe this is a new way to chase people now.
Never thought that this girl might have actually experienced something like this, or something more serious, leaving an indelible psychological shadow.
The captain just gave him a rough idea.
It was a raging case a few years ago.
A serial murder committed in Shiyan Town.
Shunian was studying at university in Ruchuan City, and disappeared after returning home from the National Day holiday. The parents contacted the school, the school called the police, and the police started looking for someone. Various public accounts of the school and the student circle of friends are also forwarding this matter.
It took nearly a week from disappearance to finding someone.
He You didn’t ask much about other details, but he was a policeman. He knew very well that he was an extremely vicious murderer. It is hard to imagine and unimaginable what kind of torture Shunian suffered.
He didn’t know, and didn’t think too much about it. Before, he used her scars as a joke.
Seeing Shunian’s expression still stunned, He You coughed hard, pushed her head away, and said, “I just said this casually. Just listen to it and don’t think too much.”
Shunen touched his head, still wanting to ask something.
With a glance, she suddenly noticed a familiar man getting out of the car in the distance.
He has always liked dark clothes, so he wore a turtleneck sweater and wrapped a long black coat. It looks noble and difficult to approach.
There is always no expression on his face, and his brows are thin with a slight hostility.
Probably after seeing He You’s actions to Shunian, Xie Ruhe’s eyes closed, his lips straightened, his emotions looked extremely bad, and his hostility was also extremely obvious.
He walked over quickly and stopped about a meter away from them.
Shunen’s eyes widened a bit, and it looked like he was surprised. She walked over and stood in front of him, and said happily: “Why are you here?”
Xie Ruhe lowered his eyelashes and suddenly raised his hand to touch her head.
After studying, he asked quietly: “What’s the matter?”
He You, who was next to him, understood their relationship at once, did not speak any more, and left consciously.
Xie Ruhe didn’t say a word, and straightened her hair.
Like him, Shunen had a vague idea, but he wasn’t sure. She stared at his face, letting him toss her hair.
Shunen was not as embarrassed to say, but felt that there was only this possibility. He stumbled and said, “Are you… are you jealous?”
Hearing this, Xie Ruhe’s movements stopped, he hummed calmly, and said straightforwardly: “I’m jealous.”
Shunen was stunned, never thought he would admit it.
The next second, Xie Ruhe pursed his lips and made a request without expression.
“I hope you can coax me.”