Defeated By Love - Chapter 52

Shunen lowered his head, stopped talking, and shrank into a small ball, looking extremely insecure. She didn’t cry any more, but there was an unstoppable burp in her throat, and her body was shaking unconsciously.

Xie Ruhe fell silent, his eyebrows and eyes rose with a gloomy color, and the redness seemed to be bleeding. He resisted the urge to kill, took off his coat and gently wrapped it around her.

She shuddered subconsciously, and did not resist as she did just now. She pulled her nose, and suddenly grabbed the coat he put on and wrapped herself tightly.

Xie Ruhe touched her head and said dumbly: “Don’t be afraid, I will open the door.”

Realizing that he was leaving, Shunen immediately grabbed the corner of his clothes and stood up nervously. But she seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and she couldn’t even stand still.

Upon seeing this, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and hugged her without hesitation. Like hugging a child.

Because of this sudden action, Shunen’s body was a little stiff, and he quickly relaxed, hesitantly wrapped around his neck, and buried his face in his neck.

Xie Ruhe walked to the entrance and freed a hand to open the door.

There were two policemen standing outside, seeing this posture, their faces were taken aback, and then they asked: “Sir, is it you who reported the case? Did you say that a thief entered the house?”

Xie Ruhe nodded and turned sideways: “Inside.”

Another policeman asked kindly: “What happened? Is this lady okay?”

Shunen’s state was very bad, and he couldn’t make a transcript. Xie Ruhe could only talk about what just happened.

Because of the presence of outsiders, Shunen became nervous again, and his breathing seemed a little quicker.

One of the policemen escorted the criminals out, while the other policeman stayed and asked about the situation. Xie Ruhe didn’t have much patience, but he was afraid that Shunian would be scared, so he could only try not to lose his temper.

Xie Ruhe put on shoes for Shunian.

Fang Wencheng arrived at exactly this time and was stunned: “Master, what’s the matter?”

Xie Ruhe picked up Shunian and said, “Go to the hospital.”

The four got into the car together.

The policeman sat in the passenger seat, and Xie Ruhe and Shunian sat in the back seat together. Probably knowing that Shunian’s current situation is not good, the police have basically asked about the situation and did not continue to ask.

Fang Wencheng first sent Xie Ruhe and Shunian to the door of the city hospital. Later, he restarted the car and followed the police to the police station to complete the formalities.

Only the emergency room can be called at this time.

Xie Ruhe took Shunian to get a tetanus injection, re-treated the wound, and quickly left the hospital. She gradually calmed down, lying on his back, as if asleep.

The trail next to the hospital is not bright.

There are very few people in contact, and most of them are alone.

Xie Ruhe carried Shunian on his back and walked forward in silence, gradually losing his mind. Thinking of the gloomy day eight years ago, he saw exceptionally bright colors.

That day, he saw Ji Xiangning, who was scarred all over. She fell in a pool of blood and was pierced through her heart by a sharp knife, killing her.

It was the only picture he dared not recall in his life.

Because of this incident, Xie Ruhe left Shiyan Town with his grandfather.

That place has become his only nightmare in this life. He didn’t want to go back again, for fear that he would think of his mother, who was tortured to death by a demon in a corner of this place during his lifetime.

Xie Ruhe stopped suddenly and yelled softly: “Niannian.”

Shunen did not respond, breathing very shallowly.

He looked sideways in a daze, only to see her closed eyes and small nose, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes.

The corners of Xie Ruhe’s eyes were red, and his heart was so painful that he even gasped. His eyes were fixed, he suddenly shed tears, and his voice was hoarse and low: “I regret it.”

I regret leaving Shiyan Town that year, leaving you there alone.

Regret it seems to be dying.

…

For post-traumatic stress disorder, when the state of Shunen improved slightly, her psychologist Wang Yue proposed to her a treatment method called “exposure therapy.” It has a good effect on improving the symptoms of the disease.

The method of treatment is that in a safe and non-threatening environment, the doctor will ask her to repeat the traumatic experience, scenes and process again and again until the fear completely subsides.

Shunen didn’t think about it at all, so he refused. At the beginning, she hadn’t fully trusted Wang Yue, and with a thorn-like defense, she lied stiffly: “I won’t do this, I don’t remember.”

Later, when Wang Yue patiently told her about this treatment method.

She just shook her head and said seriously: “I don’t want to remember anymore.”

But actually, that memory.

For Shunian, it is probably the most memorable thing in this life.

What time did she leave that day, when she got on the car, who she saw when she arrived in Shiyan Town, and she remembered every detail and development clearly.

It is the first day of the National Day holiday.

Because it was just going home for a week, Shunen did not bring any luggage. It was ten o’clock in the morning, and her three roommates were all night cats, and they were all lying on the bed. Only one woke up and was lying and playing with a mobile phone.

Shunian said goodbye to her with a voice, and then went out carrying a schoolbag.

Xu Zeyuan was already waiting for her downstairs in the dormitory. He didn’t plan to go home. After falling in love, he became extremely clingy. Because he didn’t want to be separated from Shunian for so long, he kept coaxing her not to go home.

Shunian didn’t listen to him.

She booked the bus ticket at two o’clock in the afternoon.

Xu Zeyuan took her to watch a movie, and it was already twelve o’clock when she came out. It takes an hour to get from school to the passenger terminal. Shunian was afraid of being late, and kept saying that it was time to go to the station, but Xu Zeyuan didn’t care much.

Take her to eat again.

Because of Xu Zeyuan’s protracted attitude, Shunen was extremely depressed and almost lost his temper.

Xu Zeyuan reluctantly sent her to the station.

It was really late to the passenger station, Shunen could only refund the ticket and then buy the ticket again. Most of the tickets for the National Day holiday were robbed, and the ones bought in Shunian were already at five o’clock in the afternoon.

Although there was no effect, she was really unhappy.

He didn’t talk to Xu Zeyuan until he got in the car.

If there is no traffic jam, it will take about four hours to take a bus from Ruchuan City to Shiyan Town. Shunian always took this car every time she went back. After arriving in Shiyan Town, she could walk all the way home because the distance was not too far.

This has been the case for three years.

She thought it was the same this time.

Shunian left the passenger terminal.

The sky is completely dark, there are basically no people in the town at night, and there are few stalls. Occasionally, I can see a few familiar uncles and aunts, Shunen smiled and greeted them.

At that time, Deng Qingyu had just married Wang Hao.

Shunian didn’t mind her remarriage, but didn’t move in to live with them and still lived in the original home. And because she was going home for National Day, Deng Qingyu also went home to live that day.

After walking for ten minutes, Shunian walked to the open space near the water bridge.

I saw a man squatting on the side of the road, beside a bicycle lying on the ground, and oranges scattered on the ground. She blinked, walked over, and asked, “Are you okay?”

The man looked up and smiled gently at her: “It’s okay. I fell and couldn’t stand up.”

It happened that Deng Qingyu called her, Shunen nodded at him, and walked to the side to answer the phone: “Mom….Um…You don’t need to come out, I’ll be home soon… OK, OK, I see. ”

After hanging up the phone, Shunen went to help him pick up things together, and said, “You should be careful when you ride a bicycle. There are many small stones on this road, and it is easy to hit by bicycle. An uncle I know is also here often. Wrestling.”

The man is still smiling: “Ok, thank you.”

Shunen stood up with a friendly smile: “Then I’m going home, you watch the road carefully.”

She raised her foot and walked in the direction of the water bridge.

Before she took a few steps, the man suddenly called her: “Little girl.”

Shunian turned his head: “Huh? Are you calling me?”

“Yeah.” The man handed her the bag of oranges that he had just picked up. “Thank you for helping me. This bag of oranges is a thank you. I just picked it. It’s very sweet.”

Shunen waved his hand: “No, thank you.”

The man did not put down his hand, and insisted: “Take it.”

Shunen also insisted: “It’s really not necessary.”

The man explained: “My ankle is a bit injured, and I have trouble walking and holding it. It’s better to let you take it back.”

Hearing this, Shunen’s expression became loose, and he hesitated and walked over.

Almost at the same time she took the bag, the man took out a hard object from nowhere and slammed it on her head, still with a friendly smile on his face, like a mask.

For a moment, Shunen lost consciousness.

Even the moment she fainted, she didn’t react.

The one who is hurting her at this moment is the person who smiled and said thank you to her last moment.

…

…

Xie Ruhe found a housekeeper and changed her clothes for Shunian. There was no other clothes in the house, she could only put on his long sleeves, which were loose like a skirt.

He looked at Shunen’s asleep face, his profile was still swollen, looking pitiful and distressing.

Xie Ruhe reached out and turned on the small light next to him, turned off the light in the room, and left the room.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Xie Ruhe lights up the phone and makes a call to Ji Xinghuai. Listening to his grandfather’s old and gentle voice, he looked calm and straightforward: “Do you know that Shunian was arrested by Zeng Yuanxue?”

There was a moment of silence on that end.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, pressed his lips hard, waiting for his answer.

After about a few dozen seconds, Ji Xinghuai sighed and admitted: “Yes. At that time, you just woke up from a car accident, and there was a problem with your leg, and your condition was very poor.”

“…”

“I’m afraid you won’t be able to stand it after you know it, so I just kept it secret.”

Xie Ruhe closed his eyes, did not lose his temper with him, reached out and hung up the phone.

After a few minutes, the phone rang again.

It’s Fang Wencheng’s call.

Xie Ruhe answered the phone.

Fang Wencheng talked about the situation on his side: “This thief seems to be a habitual offender. He had stolen several houses before he was confessed, and he was never caught. One time he injured someone…”

After talking about this, Fang Wencheng said again: “Yes, Master. The thing about Li Sheng that you asked me to check before, found out that he was still taking drugs, and he had found the news from Yuji. Tonight he posted a Weibo Said to retreat…”

Xie Ruhe didn’t finish listening: “I see.”

Then he hung up.

He didn’t stay in the living room anymore and went back to the room.

Shunen seemed to have just woke up, and was now looking at the ceiling with his eyes open. Hearing the movement, she immediately got up, shrank in the corner, did not even dare to lift her head, panting badly.

Xie Ruhe called her softly: “Shunen.”

She reacted very slowly, and it took a few seconds before she raised her head and looked at him blankly.

Seeing that it was him, Shunen’s fear instantly dissipated. She breathed a sigh of relief and looked a little more awake than before, and said to him nervously: “Xie Ruhe, we can’t stay in the dark house.”

“Yeah.” Xie Ruhe didn’t ask why, and turned on the light, “Okay.”

“A dark house.” Shunen murmured, “bad people will come.”

Xie Ruhe used to sit next to her and didn’t dare to get too close to her, just afraid she would be scared. He coaxed in a low voice: “It’s on now, no bad guys will come.”

When the room was lit, her condition was obviously better, but she stopped talking.

After a long while, Xie Ruhe reached out and touched her face, and asked, “Do you want to sleep?”

Shunian didn’t avoid it, and shook his head: “I can dream.”

Xie Ruhe obeyed: “Don’t sleep if you don’t want to sleep.”

Shunen got into the quilt and asked insecurely: “Can you lock the door…”

He nodded: “Yes.”

Xie Ruhe went to lock the door and walked back again. He looked at Shunen’s whole body hidden in the quilt, and suddenly said, “Niannian, will you move over and live with me?”

Hearing this, Shunen emerged from the quilt and looked at him carefully.

“It’s not that I live in one room with you, I will live in another room. If you don’t like it, I can also live on the seventeenth floor.” Xie Ruhe’s voice was very gentle and asked for her opinion, “Do you think it’s okay?”

Shunen sniffed and said, “You see it.”

Xie Ruhe paused: “What.”

“The way I was just now…” Shunen buried his head in the quilt again, choked and said, “I have a mental illness, I know my state. I shouldn’t be in love with you.”

“…”

“You are in such a good condition.” Her negative energy reached its extreme, and she said arrogantly, “You shouldn’t find me like this. There are many people who like you, you shouldn’t find me, you have to find someone who has no flaws.”

She was still talking to herself.

Soon, the soft bed felt like sinking next to it. As if he was leaning over.

The quilt on Shunian’s head was torn off by him.

Meet his gaze.

Xie Ruhe looked at her intently: “What is your flaw?”

Shunian’s eyes were red. When he was about to speak, he suddenly moved his face and kissed the dimple on her face.

It was an act that made Shunen defenseless.

She looked at him wide as if she had been frivolous.

calm down.

Seeing her expression, Xie Ruhe’s mouth twitched, and rubbed her dimples with his fingers, and asked seriously: “Is that this?”