Defeated By Love - Chapter 57

Shunian was in the quilt, and there was no movement in an instant. Because of the emptiness of her whole body, she had no sense of security, and subconsciously put her hands on his chest.

The quilt is not thick, and the white light can be seen faintly.

She still didn’t react, looking at Xie Ruhe, who was muffled into a black ball by the quilt in her vision, carefully asked: “What are you going to take, am I blocking you…”

Hearing that, Xie Ruhe’s movements seemed to stop for a while, but it didn’t last long, it was as fast as a Shunen illusion. He did not answer, and walked out holding her.

Shunen still wants to ask.

Soon, she noticed her state at the moment.

He was wrapped in a quilt, shrunk into a small ball, and held by him like an object.

Shunen closed his mouth instantly.

Xie Ruhe carried her to the bed in another room.

Both feet fell to the ground, his body was no longer weightless, and Shunen’s body was not as tight as it was just now. Holding her breath, she pulled the quilt down and saw Xie Ruhe standing next to her blankly.

He picked up the quilt from her and put it on the chair aside.

“The quilt is wet.” Xie Ruhe put the towel around her neck on her head, “Don’t cover it, get a new one.”

Shunian followed his movements and looked at the quilt with a dazed expression. The next second, she lowered her head and saw her wet clothes on her body.

She had just finished the shower, and because of panic and fear, she jumped into bed without wiping her body with a towel and hid herself in the bed. The hair and body are still dripping.

Maybe the sheets in the room over there were also wet by her.

Shunian uttered a stumbling apology, “I’m sorry…”

Xie Ruhe took out a new quilt from the closet, tilted his head and asked, “I’m sorry.”

She hung her head and her voice was as low as dust.

“I’m too troublesome.”

Xie Ruhe stood there for a while, then threw the quilt on the bed and sat down in front of her. His Adam’s apple rolled, his eyes lowered, playing with her little hands.

Shunian wanted to retract his hand, and he immediately increased his strength to stop her from moving.

Shunian didn’t move anymore.

This room has probably not been used much. Although it is clean, it looks empty. There is nothing but the necessary furniture. The area is also half smaller than Xie Ruhe’s room.

Neither of them took the initiative to speak, and was as quiet as if they could hear the air.

After saying that sentence, Xie Ruhe stopped speaking.

Shunen was a little embarrassed.

I always felt that he was probably brewing something, maybe some words that made it difficult for him to speak, so he was silent for so long. It also made this atmosphere too serious.

Her eyelashes trembled and she said, “It doesn’t matter what you want to say can be said directly.”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe released her hand and rubbed her nose with the back of her hand, looking uncomfortable.

“You sleep here today.”

Shunian paused, not knowing why he said this sentence for so long.

She breathed a sigh of relief and nodded: “Okay.”

Later, Xie Ruhe added: “I also sleep here.”

“…” Shunen asked with wide eyes, “What?”

Xie Ruhe’s ears were hot, and calmly explained: “Two quilts.”

There was originally a quilt on the bed, but Xie Ruhe just took one out of the closet. Shunian couldn’t figure out the logic of these two things, but he didn’t know how to answer because of his serious expression.

She blushed: “It can’t be like this…”

Xie Ruhe licked his lips and said honestly: “I can’t sleep well without you.”

Shunian looked at him and said with no confidence: “Is it because of me…”

“No, my leg hurts in the middle of the night.” Xie Ruhe knew that she was easy to believe other people’s words, and lied calmly, “May be awakened by the pain.”

Shunen immediately believed: “Then what to do…”

The corners of Xie Ruhe’s mouth curled up calmly, and he continued without changing his face: “If the pain wakes up, just press it for me. I have no strength.”

“Good.” Shunen was still worried and said sadly, “Will it hurt?”

Xie Ruhe thought for a while and nodded: “Yes.”

“…”

“So we help each other.” Xie Ruhe reached out and touched her face, with a dumb voice, his tone seemed to be coaxing, “I am also very troublesome, but fortunately you are there.”

Shunen sniffed and muttered, “It’s not too troublesome.”

Xie Ruhe stared at her and chuckled suddenly.

“Well, you are not in trouble.”

Shunen acquiesced in sleeping together.

Holding the quilt, she climbed to the side against the wall, without knowing where to put her hands or feet. Seeing Xie Ruhe didn’t look over, she hesitated to pick up the pillow and put it upright in the middle of the bed.

Thinking that he didn’t need that much space, Shunen moved the pillow a foot in his direction.

Xie Ruhe brought her a new piece of clothing, then turned around to lock the door, and when he came back, he saw that Shunian had gotten into the quilt with a pillow beside it.

Extremely arrogantly separated the two of them from one step closer.

He wanted to laugh inexplicably, walked over to pick up another pillow, and put it silently on top of her head.

Probably noticing his movement, Shunen appeared softly and looked embarrassed: “Don’t you need a pillow?”

Xie Ruhe said: “I’ll get a new one.”

“Oh.” Shunen sat up and adjusted the position of her pillow, nervous as if she was having a wedding night. “You didn’t mean to stay in the recording studio tonight.”

“Suddenly I want to rest early.” Xie Ruhe walked over with a pillow and lay down on the large empty seat next to her. “Are you ready to go to bed?”

Shunian thought for a while: “I want to adjust my work and rest.”

“Ok?”

“That’s right, my sleep state is very poor.” Shunen’s face was hidden in the quilt, talking boring. “Because of work, my work and rest are not stable. I often go to bed late. I can’t sleep.”

“…”

Although I am afraid of dreaming, I am also afraid of insomnia.

I’m afraid that a person will spend a long night with his eyes open soberly.

Xie Ruhe said, “Then go to sleep now.”

Shunen nodded, but his eyes were still open, staring at him.

After a few seconds, Xie Ruhe asked, “Why don’t you close your eyes.”

Shunen squeezed the quilt, and plucked up the courage to make a request: “Can you sing me a song? I feel a little quiet. Hmm… I feel a little quiet.”

Xie Ruhe was taken aback, and soon responded, “What do you want to hear.”

Shunen thought about the slow melody song, hesitatingly said: “Or “Chongerfei”…”

“Good.” Xie Ruhe stretched out his hand to cover her eyes, “close your eyes and listen.”

Shunian obediently closed her eyes.

Then, Xie Ruhe’s singing sounded in his ears.

His voice was low and magnetic, and when he sang nursery rhymes, he was no longer as clear and bright as he was when he was a teenager, and a little more dumb. The emotion is gentle, and the meaning of pampering is floating in the air with the singing.

…

The dark sky hangs down/the bright stars follow

Insect fly/Insect fly

Who are you missing

…

This voice seemed to have strength, which made her feel extremely comfortable and safe. Shunen relaxed, the force of squeezing the quilt gradually relaxed, and his thoughts changed from bright to dark.

Shunen’s breathing became smooth, and he slowly fell into the abyss of dreams.

Xie Ruhe’s singing seemed to have become far, far away.

As the darkness drew closer, his voice became lighter and lighter. The lightness seemed to be inaudible, and it seemed to overlap with another song.

The same lyrics, different tones.

At that time, on the podium, the two of them stood side by side.

Underneath are classmates who are sitting neatly. Those faces look strange and familiar because they haven’t seen each other for too long. The young boys and girls whispered to each other with smiles without malicious intent on their faces.

Shunian felt embarrassed and subconsciously looked to the side.

Then, she saw Xie Ruhe as a teenager. He was wearing a clean school uniform and there was no expression on his face. It seemed that he could not hear the laughter of his classmates.

Noting her gaze, Xie Ruhe glanced over, with a soothing expression in his eyes, and soon withdrew his gaze, and continued to sing the song “Chong Er Fei” that ran out of tune.

Shunian also had courage inexplicably.

Ignoring the laughter below, I sang the song seriously.

The screen flashed, and the surrounding sky darkened.

There was the sound of heavy rain falling down, the fan above the head turned extremely loud, and the classroom was too hot. In the evening for self-study, there is always a stern teacher passing by in the corridor, and from time to time the restrained screams of the girls sounded next to them.

The bright light tube is surrounded by many water ants that pop up when it rains.

One flew to Shunen’s table, and she calmly fanned it away with a piece of paper. Xie Ruhe, who was sitting in front, noticed her movement and turned his head.

Shunen looked at him and blinked, “Are you afraid?”

He didn’t speak.

The corner of Shunen’s eyes curled up and calmed down: “Don’t be afraid, if it flies on you, I will help you get away quietly, and you won’t find it.”

Xie Ruhe paused, nodded hesitantly, and then patted the water ants off her sleeves.

Shunian was stunned, feeling a little embarrassed inexplicably, she lowered her head.

When he raised his eyes again, he found that Xie Ruhe was still looking at her, his eyebrows seemed to be a little more smiling.

Freeze frame.

In an instant, she and Xie Ruhe both disappeared when they were young.

The picture became dim.

Suddenly, there was no one else beside Shunen, holding the book on his own and walking forward. There were sympathetic discussions around and no one approached her. It seemed to be afraid of hurting her, and it seemed to be afraid of her.

It feels very lonely and desperate.

In front of me was the iron dormitory door.

Shunian wanted to open the door and hide inside.

Before she could move, she heard the voice of her roommate Ruan Xitong: “I was in the dormitory with Shunian last night. She was really scary… I suddenly cried and said some strange things. I don’t understand…”

“It’s not scary.” Another roommate was saying, “She was scared. After all, that kind of thing happened.”

“Then she goes to see a psychiatrist! How can she live with us…”

“Hey! Stop talking! It’s not good for her to hear.”

Shunen immediately released the doorknob and turned around and left the dormitory building.

Then I met Xu Zeyuan.

He did not take the initiative to hold her hand as before, and silently took her to the cafe in the school. There are no people nearby, and pure music with a slow and melancholic melody is in my ears.

For a long time, Xu Zeyuan said to her: “I think you have been really weird recently, are you really being…”

Shunian didn’t want to stop, stood up and wanted to escape from this place.

She didn’t want to stay in such a depressed place, she wanted to go back to when she was little, when she was accompanied by another person wherever she went.

That sunny time.

She left the cafe, ran forward desperately, and ran to the end of the road.

Then Shunian saw a familiar figure.

He stood in the brightest part of the light, carrying the light, unable to see his face. But all the fear disappeared at this moment, Shunen swallowed nervously, and walked over cautiously.

The closer the distance, the clearer the person’s appearance.

It is Xie Ruhe.

His lips were closed and he was talking, but Shunen couldn’t hear a word.

Shunian reached out to him and whispered: “What are you talking about.”

Xie Ruhe said it again.

She still didn’t hear clearly.

Xie Ruhe, who was standing opposite her, closed his mouth and turned a blind eye to the hand she stretched out. After a long silence, he repeated it again.

This time Shunen heard it clearly.

He was saying, “I’m sorry, Shunen. I can’t stand it anymore.”

Shunian stared at him blankly and took her hand back. She pursed her lips, nodded vigorously, and said, “It’s okay.” She took a step back, and the tears that had been holding back all the way suddenly fell.

Look back.

It was Zeng Yuanxue who held the knife in his hand and smiled gently at her.

…

The day when I went home on National Day.

After being stunned by a man with a hard object, Shunen regained consciousness after an unknown period of time.

Shunen slowly opened his eyes, his eyes frayed, and his gaze turned slowly. The environment in front of her was unfamiliar, a place she had never seen before. The head and body are hurting.

She wanted to speak blankly, only to find something stuck in her mouth.

Can only make a whining sound.

His hands were tied from behind, and Shunen struggled for a long time without any effect.

Shunen gradually woke up, and there was a picture of a strange man thanking her, and then smashing it at her with a hard object. At the same time, she heard the sound of a man humming outside.

Her breath was held.

The next moment, the only door in the room was opened.

The dazzling white light shone in.

Shunian couldn’t adapt to the strong light for a while, closed his eyes subconsciously, and opened them again soon.

He met the man standing at the door.

Under her gaze, the man walked in slowly, squatted in front of her, smiled and said, “I’m awake.”

“…” Shunen couldn’t speak, and moved back in horror.

“I’m very happy today.” The man seemed to be unaware of her fear, the muscles on his face were stiff, and his smile looked extravagant. He got closer to her again and suddenly laughed like a lunatic.

Shunen’s emotions seem to be two extremes with his.

Her eyes were red, her whole body was shaking, and she couldn’t help crying like begging for mercy.

He seemed to enjoy the sound, and soon returned to normal, and gently touched her head. Time after time. After a while, the man whistled happily, his hand stopped for a moment, and then he grabbed her hair and pulled it back.

Listening to Shunian’s painful cry.

The man smiled and said, “Finally, another guest has arrived.”