Defeated By Love - Chapter 59
“That’s it?” Zeng Yuanxue was visibly stunned for a while, feeling funny, “The two people just didn’t save you, do you still hope that the world is good?”
“…”
“Nothing else?”
Shunen’s eyelids moved, and his dry lips lightly opened: “If there are other things, why should I tell you.”
Zeng Yuanxue raised his eyebrows: “Maybe I can help you convey to you…Mom?”
Shunen curled up on the ground, buried his face in his arms, and ignored him.
“I have to hurry up.” Zeng Yuanxue didn’t care about her attitude either. He got up and went out of the room and came back soon, with a knife in his hand. “Otherwise, the police will come and I won’t be able to help you.”
Shunen slowly raised her head, and a question suddenly appeared: “Do you have no family?”
“…” Zeng Yuanxue’s expression changed, but he still bent his mouth and stuffed the knife into her hand, “hold it by yourself, and then I will help you escape this dirty world.”
Shunian left him at his mercy and said calmly, “Aren’t they ashamed of you?”
Zeng Yuanxue’s eyes widened suddenly, and he reprimanded: “Shut up!” The muscles on his face twitched, with a particularly terrifying look: “Why are you ashamed? What did I do wrong? You are the one who is wrong. It is disgusting.”
“…”
“Do you know what I have experienced? How much pain do you know?” Zeng Yuanxue’s voice grew louder and his breathing became more and more rapid, “Who will help me?! Who will come!”
“You can die.” Death is right in front of him, Shunian is no longer afraid of him, “You are in pain, you can die.”
Zeng Yuanxue sneered: “Why should I die.”
“Then why are other people. Anyone’s life is unsatisfactory.” Shunen’s eyes unconsciously shed tears, stained with blood on his face, and slid down, “Only you, choose to hurt Other people, come and save yourself.”
Zeng Yuanxue calmed down his breath, and still said stubbornly: “I am saving you.”
He stopped delaying, let Shunian hold the hilt of the knife with the tip of the knife facing inward. Zeng Yuanxue held her hand with both hands, eyes with chills, smiled and said, “You want to die, I’m just helping you.”
Shunen did not resist, nor did he respond to his words.
I just feel tired to the extreme.
Before the tip of the knife pierced her heart, she felt like she was going to die.
Shunen’s consciousness became confused.
Many scenes are not clear anymore, I only remember the two men calling the police. After waking up, I heard that the two men felt that Zeng Yuanxue had a problem, but they didn’t have the courage to face it directly.
So I chose to leave this place and then called the police.
Fortunately, the police arrived quickly.
Before Zeng Yuanxue’s knife was stained with blood, before it hurt her, he was pushed to the ground by the police who broke in. Shunian was picked up by a policewoman and taken out of the house.
Then Shunian heard Deng Qingyu’s voice.
Shunen’s vision was a little fuzzy, and at that moment, there was even a feeling of going to heaven. She raised her eyes dullly and looked at Deng Qingyu, as if she couldn’t believe it, her voice was hoarse and choked: “Mom…”
Deng Qingyu’s cries broke out immediately, her eyes were red, swollen and dry, and tears could not flow out. She kept shouting “My Nian Nian”, but did not dare to touch her at all, lest she would hurt her.
In such a short period of time, Deng Qingyu seemed to have been tortured, becoming haggard and thin.
Shunian looked at her, tears falling uncontrollably, unable to speak a word.
Her gaze moved, just to meet Zeng Yuanxue’s gaze.
He was caught by two policemen, his hands were handcuffed behind his back, without any resistance. But it seemed that he was extremely unwilling, Zeng Yuanxue’s eyes were gloomy, and his dark eyes stared at her.
Shunen’s back became cold, and then his eyes went dark, completely lost consciousness.
…
…
Xie Ruhe didn’t know how many times he sang “Chongerfei”. Only at the end of the last time, he subconsciously yelled “Shunen”, but did not get her response.
He turned his head and found that Shunen’s breathing became steady and he fell asleep unconsciously.
The corner of Xie Ruhe’s mouth curled up, and he leaned in to tuck the quilt for her.
Quiet and bright room.
Xie Ruhe thought for a while and lay down slowly. He stared at Shunen for a long while, his ears getting hot inexplicably. He turned over and turned into lying down.
Xie Ruhe is not accustomed to sleeping with the light on, and he is not drowsy at this time.
And Shunen was lying next to it.
When he stretched out his hand, he could hug her within the distance.
Xie Ruhe knew that it was not good for her to make such a request, and after hearing the reasons he had compiled, she probably wouldn’t refuse. But he would really feel uneasy, afraid that she would do anything to hurt herself in this state.
And he couldn’t see, didn’t know.
He always has such worries, and even wants to take her to him.
Take it everywhere.
Thinking of what Shunian said, Xie Ruhe’s eyelids moved and looked at her suddenly. After a few seconds, he passed a few unnatural eyes, and asked hesitantly: “Do you want to get married?”
The answer to him was still quiet.
Xie Ruhe licked her lips, still feeling embarrassed, knowing that she could not hear when she fell asleep. His Adam’s apple slid, cleared his throat, as if practicing, and asked again: “Shunen, do you want to get married?”
“…”
After a long time.
Xie Ruhe’s voice sounded in the quiet room.
He propped his chin and stared at Shunen intently, and suddenly noticed a tear drop from the corner of her eye. Xie Ruhe’s expression stopped, touched the corner of her eye with his fingertips, and murmured: “Why are you crying…”
Shunen showed no signs of waking up, as if he was entangled in a nightmare, and there was a little cat-like cry in his throat.
Xie Ruhe frowned: “Have you had a nightmare.”
He thought for a while, reached out to hold her hand, rubbed his fingertips, his tone was like coaxing a child.
“Don’t be afraid.”
As if feeling his presence, Shunen’s breathing gradually became steady.
Xie Ruhe stared at her, bowed his head and kissed the back of her hand, and asked, “Do you want to get married?”
after awhile.
Just like asking and answering, Xie Ruhe said softly: “I want to get married.”
“With you.”
Probably because of early bedtime, or poor sleep. The next day, Shunian still woke up at dawn. She sat up and stayed there for a while blankly.
Shunian turned his head and noticed that Xie Ruhe beside him was still sleeping. She sniffed, not wanting to wake him up.
Shunian’s sleeping position was against the wall, and he couldn’t get out of the bed from the other side. He could only turn over from the end of the bed or from Xie Ruhe. After thinking for a while, she moved carefully to the foot of the bed.
She just moved, Xie Ruhe suddenly moved. As if being quarreled, he turned over.
Shunen was taken aback and looked back subconsciously.
However, Xie Ruhe still closed his eyes and showed no sign of waking up.
Shunian thought about it again, and felt that the distance she had crossed from Xie Ruhe was closer than she got out of bed at the end of the bed. This way, the speed of getting out of bed should be faster, and it won’t wake him up.
After making the decision, Shunen lifted the quilt off her body.
Shunen moved his body, observing his hands and feet hidden in the quilt, lest he might be crushed. She stretched out a leg hesitantly and stepped on the edge of the bed, just when she wanted to move her hand over.
Her hand was suddenly grasped, and she pulled forward.
Shunen’s breath took a while, and the whole person leaned forward, pressing down on Xie Ruhe’s body. Before she could react, she raised her eyes, and happened to hit Xie Ruhe’s bright eyes.
His eyes were clear, not as if he had just woke up.
The two looked at each other for a few seconds.
Xie Ruhe reached out and touched her face, and said dumbly: “Why don’t you call me when you wake up.”
Shunian was also a bit at a loss because of the distance and posture, and looked at him blankly.
Xie Ruhe moved his hand, held her back empty, and sat up. He didn’t say a word any more, his feet touched the ground, picked up Shunen, and walked out of the room.
Shunian grabbed his clothes subconsciously, his body stiffened, and said, “Why do you always hold me?”
“…” Xie Ruhe’s expression was taken aback, and he said honestly, “I want to hug.”
Shunen just woke up, still confused: “Why?”
Why?
Just want.
Xie Ruhe told the truth, but Shunen had to ask the reason again. He couldn’t think of a reason, so he could only respond in silence.
When he got out of the room, Shunen tilted his head and voluntarily replied for him: “Is it like that, when I see a small cat or dog outside, I want to hug it.”
Xie Ruhe hugged her back to the original room.
Hearing her description, he thought about it and grunted reluctantly.
Shunen frowned and emphasized, “But I’m not that short.”
“I know.” Xie Ruhe put her on the bed, found a pair of slippers for her to put on, and said seriously, “You have to wear your shoes, you will have 1.6 meters.”
Shunen choked at what he said, and retorted with no confidence: “If you don’t wear it…”
Xie Ruhe squatted in front of her, looking up at her. The height difference between the two suddenly turned upside down. He looked calm and gentle, like a big golden retriever.
Shunian was inexplicably guilty because of the look in his eyes.
It took a while before she confessed her fate: “Okay, did you wear it or not.”
Xie Ruhe chuckled and touched her head.
“Go wash.”
When Shunian came out of the bathroom, Xie Ruhe had also washed up.
At this time, I was boiling milk in the kitchen.
Shunian walked over and stood near him. Thinking back to the dream she had last night, her mood began to be irritable and anxious again, worried that such a scene might become a reality someday in the future.
Xie Ruhe asked her: “Eat toast, okay?”
Shunian nodded absently.
Looking at the milk in the pot, Shunen blinked, and suddenly remembered something. She pursed her lips and pretended to ask casually: “Do you remember that I always brought you milk before.”
Xie Ruhe responded, “Remember.”
In this area, Shunen’s height is considered common among girls and does not make people feel particularly short. But she always wanted to grow taller. She used to drink a glass of milk in the morning, at night, and never stopped.
Afraid that the president is not high, she never touches carbonated drinks.
At that time, Xie Ruhe was already over 1.7 meters.
Not particularly tall among boys of the same age, but also outstanding.
Shunian would always worry about her drinking method like this, one day in the future, she might grow taller than Xie Ruhe. It will cause Xie Ruhe to feel inferior and dare not be friends with her anymore.
After worrying about this for a while, Shunian began to bring milk to Xie Ruhe every day.
I hope Xie Ruhe can grow as tall as her.
Shunian brought two boxes of milk every day, thinking that he had already had a drink at home, so he gave Xie Ruhe the two boxes that he brought. He doesn’t seem to like drinking very much, but he can’t refuse her tough attitude.
after that.
Shunian’s height didn’t move, Xie Ruhe jumped to 1.8 meters.
Shunian never brought him milk anymore.
“My mother always talked about me back then.” Shunen said to herself, “Bringing milk for two people every day is like raising a little white face outside…”
“…”
Speaking of this, Shunen’s words suddenly stopped.
Both of them fell silent.
Realizing that there was something wrong with this, Shunen’s face flushed for an instant, and he quickly changed his words: “That’s right, I used to treat you pretty well…I want to express this…”
“Huh?” Xie Ruhe looked at her sideways, with an invisible smile in his eyes, “Why treat me well?”
Shunen’s lips moved, but no explanation was found yet.
The next moment, Xie Ruhe lifted her lips, her peach-eyed eyes narrowed slightly, and he leaned in front of her. Noting Shunian’s receding head subconsciously, he stretched out his hand to fix it, playing with the taste: “Because I am the little white face you raised outside?”