Defeated By Love - Chapter 61

After speaking, Xie Ruhe hung up without waiting for an answer from the other end. He exhaled irritably, and his sanity returned a little bit, reluctantly thinking that what Fang Wencheng said was mostly correct.

Everything has to be done step by step.

Although he longed to possess her, longed to give her this way, or gave him enough sense of security, longed to leave a mark on her, longed to understand her better, longed to reach the sky in one step.

It’s just his thoughts.

Xie Ruhe even thought that if Shunian didn’t want to go out, he just wanted to stay in this house and resist the outside world. She can only see him, only him in her eyes, and will not think about other people.

Think of him as a pillar, you can’t live without him.

That’s also good.

They will stay in this house forever.

Only each other.

Like in the cold and damp soil, where there is no sunlight, there are two intertwined vines, relying on each other, and they cannot be separated closely.

But as long as Xie Ruhe saw Shunian, saw something related to her, or yes, as long as he thought of her.

Such thoughts will disappear instantly.

From the first day I met her, to this moment today. In such a long time, all the time, every minute, every second, in Xie Ruhe’s eyes, Shunen was shining.

People who should live in the light.

The world he saw should also be bright, and the darkness should be far away from her.

Xie Ruhe sat on the sofa and thought for a while. Then he sat up straight and touched the touchpad to turn on the computer. He licked his lips and hesitated to type eight words on the keyboard.

——Serial murder case in Shiyan Town.

Looking at the details listed clearly on the webpage, Xie Ruhe’s expression became paler. He gritted his teeth, his eyes were dull, his whole body stretched tight, and the blue veins on his forehead could be clearly seen.

After a long time, he covered the laptop and closed his eyes heavily.

Xie Ruhe never paid attention to this incident before.

Because if he pays attention, it is inevitable that he will once again see all kinds of information about Ji Xiangning’s victimization from the Internet.

When Zeng Yuanxue was arrested, he had not yet returned to China. The court notified the family members that all the procedures and procedures were handled by Ji Xinghuai.

Until two months before the verdict of the first instance, Xie Ruhe returned to China.

He hesitated for a long time. He felt that he had to accompany his grandfather. He also wanted to see with his own eyes that the murderer was punished by the law. However, he was in a car accident on the way home and was in a coma for two months. When he woke up, the court had sentenced Zeng Yuanxue to death.

Zeng Yuanxue accepted the judgment in court and did not appeal.

He did not pay attention to this incident anymore, and entered a long day of recuperation and rehabilitation.

During that time, Xie Ruhe thought about whether to go to Shunen. Once she landed on this land, thinking of being in the same city as her, she couldn’t help thinking like this.

But I think she has a boyfriend, and she is now half-dead.

He was inferior and embarrassed, and he didn’t even have the courage to see her in the dark.

He always thought.

If you are not in your own eyes or by your side, Shunen will definitely live better, and will live in another piece of sunshine.

Live a bright and beautiful life.

After reading the information, Xie Ruhe was depressed and suddenly stood up and walked towards the room. He stood at the door with dark and gloomy eyes, raised his hand and knocked on the door: “Niannian?”

As soon as the voice fell, there suddenly came the sound of something falling to the ground.

There was a bang, accompanied by the crash of many small objects.

Then, Shunen’s voice rang, with anxiety and anxiety: “Wait a moment…”

Because of her movement, Xie Ruhe’s breathing stopped and subconsciously pushed the door open.

Shunian was wearing cotton and linen short sleeves, his face was pale, and he knelt down beside the bed. On the ground were a few medicine boxes, and a medicine bottle that fell on the ground, scattered with dozens of white medicine.

At this moment, she was picking up the medicine one by one in a panic.

Noting the movement of the door, Shunen looked up. Seeing Xie Ruhe’s face, she seemed to have a guilty conscience to the extreme, and then suddenly dropped her head, and the action of picking things stopped.

Quietly, as if accepting Ling Chi.

Xie Ruhe stood there for a few seconds, then quickly walked over and hugged Shunian back to the bed. Her body was stiff and she seemed to be sweating cold without saying a word.

He glanced at her, then squatted down, picking things on the ground calmly.

“what is this.”

Shunen nervously pulled the thread on his clothes: “Medicine…”

Xie Ruhen said, looking at the instructions on the medicine box, slowly reading: “Fluoxetine hydrochloride tablets, indications, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, bulimia nervosa. Sertraline hydrochloride tablets, used to treat depression Symptomatic…”

He stopped reading, and asked softly, “Does this medicine have side effects?”

Shunian did not say a word, her lips pressed into a line.

Xie Ruhe was silent for a while, and his voice became hoarse and low: “If you feel that you need to take medicine in your current state, let’s ask the doctor first. After listening to the opinions, we will decide, OK?”

“…” Shunen shook his head and said seriously, “I don’t want to go, it’s useless.”

Xie Ruhe patiently reasoned with her: “If you are sick, you have to go to the doctor to get better.”

“It won’t be okay.” Shunen looked at him, maybe because he felt wronged, his eyes immediately reddened, “I used to be obedient and went to the doctor, but it hasn’t been better for more than a year…”

“Maybe it’s not that fast.” Xie Ruhe said in a low voice, “but if you don’t see a doctor, it will become serious.”

“If it can’t be cured, it will cost money.” Shunen couldn’t listen to him, sobbing, “I have been sick for almost two years, I know how to take medicine, I know how to take medicine, I won’t eat randomly…”

Xie Ruhe wiped her tears: “It will be cured.”

She shook her head stubbornly.

“I used to think that my legs would not heal anymore.” Xie Ruhe said, “It’s all right now.”

Hearing this, Shunen raised his eyes, and another tear fell from his eyes. Her voice was nasal, soft and waxy: “I’m not as good as you.”

He muttered: “You are better than me.”

Shunen still shook his head: “I don’t want to go.”

Xie Ruhe licked his lips: “Why don’t you want to go?”

“See a psychiatrist…” Shunen lowered his head, seemingly embarrassed, “It costs a lot of money. I don’t have money, and I don’t want to ask my mother. I have already told her before, I’m almost done.”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe took the phone out of his pocket and placed it in front of her.

“I have money.”

Shunen pushed his phone back and rubbed his eyes vigorously: “I can’t spend your money.”

He was taken aback, and then asked: “Why.”

“It’s your money.” Shunen said bluntly, “I can’t use it.”

Xie Ruhe suddenly remembered something, he got up and sat next to her. He frowned, and his voice lowered: “You don’t want to see a doctor, you can tell me, but why are you taking medicine secretly.”

This tone sounds a bit fierce.

Shunen glanced at him subconsciously.

There was no expression on Xie Ruhe’s face, his eyes were dark and deep, staring straight at her, with a little pressure, and he couldn’t see the emotion at the moment.

Shunen let out a dull voice, without tears, staring at him blankly.

She looked like this, Xie Ruhe lost his temper, just sighed: “You have to tell me something.”

Shunen lowered his head to play with his fingers, and said dullly: “I’m afraid you won’t let me eat it.”

Xie Ruhe nodded: “There are more.”

“I’m afraid it will happen.” It may be because I feel difficult to speak, Shunen’s voice is getting lower and lower, almost inaudible, “It will be uncomfortable, and then I feel anxious and want to take medicine to suppress it. And I don’t want you to watch Like me.”

Xie Ruhe patiently said: “What kind of.”

Hearing this, Shunen pursed her lips, and her tears pattered down again, without saying a word.

Remembering that she had said something like this many times before, Xie Ruhe touched her head and asked, “Why are you so afraid of me seeing it?”

“I was ill at first, when it was very serious.” Shunen raised his hand to cover his eyes, and the words were all choked. “My mother was with me… Not only I was in pain, she was also in pain.”

“…”

“I wanted to commit suicide once, and she saw it. Later, she didn’t dare to leave me alone and quit her job. She lost a lot of weight during that time and she couldn’t sleep every day because she was afraid of what I would do. The thing…I later heard my stepfather say that my mother also needed medicine to fall asleep…”

Hearing the word “suicide”, Xie Ruhe’s eyes stopped.

“But she is my mother, so she won’t leave me alone.” Shunen choked, “I’m afraid I will make you like that too, and then you won’t be able to stand it, and then…”

Xie Ruhe’s Adam’s apple slipped: “Then what.”

Shunian couldn’t talk anymore, and she shed tears on her own.

Xie Ruhe understood what she wanted to express.

Probably, I couldn’t stand it, and then I broke up.

Probably so.

He stared at her, then leaned over to hug her, patted her back comfortingly, and said seriously, “I won’t.”

She muffled: “You will.”

“I do not know.”

“You can.”

Xie Ruhe paused and felt that the two of them had a conversation like children. He felt a little funny inexplicably, lifted her face, rubbed her tears with his fingers: “Why would I?”

Shunian didn’t know where her stubbornness came from, but thought that she was like this, no one else could stand her except her parents.

She thought with red eyes, reluctantly suffocating a reason: “I dreamed about it.”

I never thought that the answer would be this. Xie Ruhe’s expression was obviously taken aback, and he suddenly laughed. He kissed the corner of her eye and said solemnly: “Then I apologize for the one in my dream.”

“It’s not what you said.” Shunen raised his hand to touch the place where he was kissed, still in a bad mood, “You don’t need to apologize, and there is nothing wrong with that.”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe turned his head and thought about it: “Then you apologize to me.”

Shunen’s eyes widened, and he didn’t react too much: “What.”

“You spread rumors in your dreams.”

“what?”

“Damn my image.” Xie Ruhe raised his eyebrows, peach blossom eyes were deep and bright, and deliberately dragged the long tail tone and said, “Let my girlfriend misunderstand me.”