Defeated By Love - Chapter 63

“…” Shunen thought what he was saying was inexplicable, his round eyes widened slightly, and his expression was strange and strange, “Why would I scold you.”

Xie Ruhe put the phone back in his pocket and said nothing.

Shunen also retracted his gaze, his head drooped, thinking for himself, as if he was reflecting.

The two walked in silence for a while, neither of them took the initiative to speak. After a while, as if she couldn’t figure it out, Shunen couldn’t help asking: “When did I scold you.”

Seeing that she seemed to care very much, Xie Ruhe thought for a while, and changed his statement: “No, but you will reason with me.”

“Oh.” Shunian recalled the way he used to get along with him, and felt that this statement was more acceptable. She cares about the image, and the little chicken nodded like a peck, “It’s reasonable, not scolding you.”

After speaking, Shunen emphasized it very deliberately: “I never curse.”

Xie Ruhe remained silent, but the corners of his mouth curled up.

Shunian waited for a long time, but did not hear his response. The silence seemed to refute her silently. She pursed her lips, a little unhappy: “Why don’t you speak.”

Xie Ruhe hasn’t said anything yet.

Shunen asked bluntly: “Do you think what I said is wrong.”

Xie Ruhe shook his head: “No.”

Shunen frowned, and began to teach him seriously: “Then you have to answer my words. When I speak, you don’t pay attention to me. Then you keep silent. It is very bad and very rude.”

Xie Ruhe was taken aback, looking at her tense face, he even felt like he was back in time.

He nerdy said: “I’m listening to you.”

Shunen couldn’t accept his explanation: “If you don’t use your ears, you can’t speak with your mouth.”

Her words made Xie Ruhe feel that it was not good for him to do so. He was licking his lips. Just as he was about to admit his mistake, Shunen suddenly said: “If you think what I said is wrong, you can tell me directly.”

“…”

Shunen’s tone is serious: “I won’t be angry, I have a good temper.”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe looked in her direction again, always feeling that she was angry now. He raised his hand to touch the back of his neck and said hesitantly: “I don’t think you are right.”

Shunen gave a cry and muttered: “If you have something to say, you can speak directly, I am very reasonable.”

Xie Ruhe stared at her with a thoughtful expression.

The way she speaks is a bit different from usual, and it sounds weird. With a few words, she began to boast, and she was not euphemistic. Simple and rude, it seems to be brainwashing Xie Ruhe.

After a while.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyebrows: “I have something to say directly?”

Shunen nodded sullenly.

He tilted his head, his back arched down, and he stared at her. The eyelashes are thick and slender, curled up like two brushes, and the eyes are bright and dark.

The depression in Shunian’s heart instantly disappeared.

She resisted the tension, stared at him for three seconds, then couldn’t help but open her eyes.

The next moment, Xie Ruhe said dumbly: “Can I kiss you outside?”

Arrived at the hospital.

Shunian let go of Xie Ruhe’s hand, looking a little uneasy. She glanced at Xie Ruhe subconsciously, and after meeting his soothing gaze, she mustered up the courage to enter the psychology department.

Xie Ruhe was waiting for her outside.

I haven’t seen Wang Yue for a long time.

Shunian sat in front of her and greeted her.

Wang Yue smiled at her, and asked gently about her recent events, her condition and symptoms.

Shunen spoke slowly and honestly summarized her.

If you don’t want to go out, you will be frightened by small movements.

Most of the time, the mood is very low, and there will be a sudden sense of guilt.

Poor sleep, more dreams.

With a negative mentality, you will recall a small detail repeatedly.

Resist other people’s traumatic experience and actively avoid any stimulation.

Difficulty concentrating.

Palpitations, nausea, rapid heartbeat, difficulty breathing, and a sense of suffocation near death.

Wang Yue listened quietly, and occasionally gave her some guidance, and then re-evaluated and diagnosed Shunian, and asked her to make a symptom self-rating scale and an event impact scale to measure trauma levels.

The result is moderate somatization, moderate depression, and severe anxiety.

When I was a child, Shu studied out of the department.

Xie Ruhe was sitting on a chair outside with a mobile phone in his hand, but most of his attention was here. Soon he noticed that Shunian came out, got up and walked in front of her.

“what’s happenin?”

Shunen handed him what was on his hand: “You have to prescribe medicine.”

Xie Ruhe took it: “Huh? Do I have to take medicine?”

Shunen’s mood was not very good, and he lowered his head: “Well, take medicine. Then one hour of psychotherapy every week.”

Xie Ruhe took her hand: “Why not happy.”

“Better than I thought.” Shunen rubbed his eyes. “Be more serious.”

Xie Ruhe said, “It doesn’t matter if you treat it well.”

Hearing what he said, Shunen became nervous again, her tone was stiff and unassuming, and the volume was low: “You will be with me, right.”

“Yes.” Xie Ruhe raised his hand and touched her head, and whispered, “Let’s go, get the medicine.”

Shunian raised his eyes to look at him, standing still.

Xie Ruhe said, “Why don’t you leave.”

Shunen sniffed, eyes a little sour.

I always think he is really great.

No matter what she looks like or what the situation is, he seems to be able to accept it.

The reaction is not too concerned.

It seems that no matter how bad her condition is, the relationship between the two of them will not change in any way. He will not dislike it, only that it is a very common thing, and does not think it will affect their relationship.

I don’t think Shunen is suffering from this disease. She is in a humble position between the two of them.

Every time she asks questions because of anxiety.

He was never impatient, nor would he be perfunctory.

It just makes her feel good.

I think the world is still very beautiful.

Shunen felt a little guilty when he thought of being silent just now and not answering his matter. She dangled in front of him, struggled for a while, and then whispered three words: “Yes.”

Xie Ruhe didn’t react: “Huh?”

“Yes.” Shunen’s ear tips were red, pretending to be calm, “You can kiss me outside.”

“…”

Xie Ruhe’s gaze stopped and looked at her shining eyes. His eyebrows were deep, stained a little beautiful, and he raised his hand to rub the corner of her eye: “There are too many people here.”

There is no difference between this and declining.

Shunen’s composure disintegrated instantly, and he immediately lowered his head to pretend to die.

Xie Ruhe retracted his gaze and pulled her forward.

Before long, Shunian heard Xie Ruhe speak again, his tone lazily and carelessly.

“There are few people over there.”

The two did not stay outside for long.

Xie Ruhe took Shunian into a nearby dessert shop and asked her to pick a few cakes. Seeing her staring at a milk tea shop outside, he took her to buy a cup.

Then he returned home.

Shunian went into the bathroom to wash her feet.

When I came out, I saw Xie Ruhe had taken the things out of the bag and opened them on the coffee table. At this moment, he was sitting on the sofa, looking at Shunen’s cases and the various lists he brought back.

Shunen walked over barefoot and sat next to him.

Xie Ruhe looked up at her, then suddenly bent down and pinched her ankle. Frightened by his sudden behavior, Shunen stared at him stiffly: “What are you going to do.”

He didn’t say a word, and drew a few tissues to help dry her feet.

Shunen didn’t dare to move at all: “I’ll wipe it myself…”

Xie Ruhe moved quickly and whispered: “It’s done.”

Shunen screamed, and her feet curled up uncomfortably. She coughed slightly, pretending not to care, picked up the cake on the table, but couldn’t help but look in Xie Ruhe’s direction.

At this time, Xie Ruhe stared at the ground, not knowing what he was thinking.

Shunen retracted his gaze, digging the cake in silence to eat.

Not long after, Xie Ruhe suddenly muttered, “Would you like to spread a carpet?”

Shunen looked up: “Huh?”

Seeing that his gaze had moved to his bare feet, his brows were slightly frowned, as if thinking about a very important thing, and then he said to himself: “Put a blanket.”

“…”

Shunen hasn’t taken medicine for a long time.

A few days ago, carrying Xie Ruhe secretly took medicine, she did not dare to take it randomly. Normally I took one tablet a day, but Shunian only took half of it. The side effects vary from person to person. She has headaches, nausea, and lethargy.

She dared not show it in front of Xie Ruhe.

Shunen did not dare to tell him when the headache was severe. Just pretending to be sleepy, secretly ran back to the room to sleep. When I feel uncomfortable, I just pretend to be in a bad mood.

But now that Shunian feels uncomfortable, I will tell him directly.

It’s like when I was a kid, I sneaked out to play outside. I accidentally fell injured. After I went home, I didn’t dare to tell Deng Qingyu. But after being discovered by her, although she would be taught a lesson, she dared to shout out when she hurt.

Shunen’s reaction to taking the medicine was great, because he was still not used to it.

I vomited directly after eating breakfast, and some diarrhea. I can’t eat lunch. Xie Ruhe coaxed her to eat half a bowl of porridge, and then she went back to the room and lay down without falling asleep.

I have chest tightness and palpitations, and I can’t breathe.

Shunen rolled around on the bed, feeling uncomfortable to lose her temper.

Soon, Xie Ruhe also came in, holding a tablet in his hand. He probably didn’t know that Shunen would be so uncomfortable after taking medicine. He looked a little overwhelmed and asked: “If you can’t sleep, do you want to play a game? Or watch something.”

Shunian nodded obediently and took the tablet.

She didn’t know what to do, and she was inexplicably irritable.

Shunian clicked on a video software, and randomly clicked on a popular web drama recently. She sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

Xie Ruhe sat next to her and touched her forehead: “Still uncomfortable?”

Shunen shook his head and whispered: “No.”

Xie Ruhe’s eyes were worried, but he didn’t say much.

Shunen adjusted his position, and the distance between the two got closer. She gave Xie Ruhe a half of the screen fairly, so that he could also see the content on the screen clearly.

The opening song is playing on the screen.

Shunen stared at the screen quietly, looking at the woman who appeared most often, always familiar. She pointed hesitantly and asked, “Do you know this person?”

Xie Ruhe didn’t put much thoughts on the web drama. Hearing this, he glanced and said honestly: “I don’t know.”

Shunen’s reaction was slow, and he stared at it for a while, then popped up to look at the cast.

The heroine’s name shows the three words “Lin Qiqi”.

She thought for a long time, and finally remembered that she knew this person. I met when I went to audition before, and then I looked for her on WeChat and asked her if she wanted to audition together.

Shunen reacted, nodded to himself, and clicked into the video.

The opening song has already been broadcast, and the first episode has begun. The heroine appears in the screen, with a clear temperament and a love to laugh. Shunen’s expression was lost, and she murmured: “Why is she so pretty.”

After hearing this, Xie Ruhe looked over.

Shunian met him and asked again, “Do you remember her?”

Xie Ruhe had no impression of this face at all: “I don’t know it.”

“It was during the audition before, you scolded her.” Shunen said in a low mood, “then she thought you had a good impression of her, so she should like you a lot.”

Xie Ruhe humbled not too much.

Shunian pursed her lips and suddenly lost her temper at him: “Did you mean it.”

“…” Xie Ruhe turned her head, wondering why she was suddenly angry, “what.”

Shunen did not answer, holding the tablet and moving his position, seeing that his eyes were still on her. She turned off the video unhappily, stuffed the tablet into the quilt, and muffled: “I won’t show it to you.”