Defeated By Love - Chapter 79

Xu Zeyuan’s Weibo is extremely long and contains some reasons why he might not even believe it. The comments were opened again, but they were accused of commenting. The series were all naval forces, all supporting him, claiming that “just make corrections if you know your mistakes”.

Occasionally I can see a few missed comments from passersby.

Various forums and other online platforms have dedicated posts discussing this matter, and the number of comments has risen, reaching tens of thousands in an instant.

[Oh.. I don’t really want to believe it yet, but his explanation… I like him very much.]

[When I was a big student, I was one term younger than Xu Zeyuan. I once said a few words in the same profession. He is a very proud senior… I don’t know why he chose this route. I also graduated this year, and I will definitely not be like him. 】

[What’s this saying? Will his group of brain-dead fans believe it? Forced? ? ? I was shocked. 】

[In fact, you can see it? As soon as the heat is over, it starts to rub against the heat of Miao Man… You are crazy if you want to be red. 】

[Can’t help but bb a few words, the Shunian that was on the hot search before, I had the same elective course with her, the same group. The person is very nice, very cute and beautiful. It’s not like some of the bad reviews mentioned before… She was already with Xu Zeyuan at the time, and something happened later. The whole person changed a lot, and some people even discussed it. The incident, coupled with Xu Zeyuan breaking up with her, might be stimulated? She took a long vacation before long. 】

【? ? ? Really feel scumbag and cheap. 】

[No good feelings, it’s cold anyway. 】

This is probably the hottest time since Xu Zeyuan’s debut.

The TV drama official who had determined that Xu Zeyuan was the second male second posted a Weibo, roughly because of Xu Zeyuan’s schedule problems, which prevented them from cooperating, and expressed regret.

In short, the clear meaning expressed is that they are going to change actors.

This is probably only a small part of it. Perhaps some partners who have already decided to cooperate, but have not announced it, also chose to terminate the contract with Xu Zeyuan.

After this Weibo, Xu Zeyuan disappeared from public view as if he had been hidden by the company.

In the next few days, Xie Ruhe and Shunian didn’t go out much.

On the day when I met Xu Zeyuan, Shunen had already completed the progress of the play, and had planned to rest these days, but nothing else.

I thought it would have passed like this, but it had a great impact on Shunen.

She became depressed and reticent, always sitting in the corner dumbly. Only when Xie Ruhe asked her, would she say a few words slowly, coping and perfunctory.

No longer rely on him as before.

There was no need for Xie Ruhe to remind her to take the medicine, Shunian consciously took the medicine. Sometimes he said to cut a fruit for her and pour a glass of water, but she just refused immediately, and then got up to pour the fruit by herself.

It seemed to keep a distance from him deliberately.

It also seemed to be worried, fearful and worried about something coming.

Probably after knowing the news on the Internet, Deng Qingyu and Wang Linxi both called her to calm her emotions. There were also friends who hadn’t spoken for a long time and sent her words of condolences.

The last time this happened was also after the disaster happened two years ago.

It’s like going back to the beginning.

Shunian didn’t use Xie Ruhe’s cell phone anymore, but instead used his broken cell phone that always crashed and splashed. Once, she inexplicably clicked on Weibo and noticed the private message that she had almost exploded.

Most of them are comforting her.

But there are also many, very vicious words like deliberately looking for a sense of existence.

[Fuck you, because of you, my family Yuanyuan is scolded badly. 】

[Why don’t you die? 】

[He won’t be cold before you die, don’t worry. 】

[Oh by the way, are you with Ahe? Help me to tell him, it was in vain that I used to like his songs so much, my vision is so bad, I found a torn shoe:)]

When Shunian saw this, Xie Ruhe happened to be beside her.

Suddenly noticed that she was watching the content, Xie Ruhe immediately took her mobile phone and hid it behind her back: “Don’t look at this, I will play games with you?”

Her expression didn’t change much, as if she didn’t care at all, she shook her head.

“I’m going to sleep.”

Soon the time shifted to Thursday, and it was another weekly psychotherapy.

Because Shunen usually stays in the recording studio from the afternoon to the evening, so she will go to the hospital in the morning for psychological treatment.

And she slept late at night, she didn’t remember the time of treatment, and basically couldn’t get up.

Xie Ruhe came over to wake her up.

But this day.

Shunen woke up very early and lay on the bed for a while, staring at the white ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking. After a while, she sat up calmly and got out of bed to wash.

Then he walked to the closet mechanically, took a set of clothes and changed it on.

Shunen’s gaze swept away and noticed the post-it notes on the desk. She thought for a few seconds, walked over and wrote a line on the post-it note: 【I go to the hospital and will be back before noon. Shunen. 】

After writing the last word, Shunen took his things and walked out of the room. She stopped at the door of Xie Ruhe’s room, gently pasting the post-it note on his door.

Before she pressed it firmly, the wooden door suddenly opened from inside.

The post-it notes fell to the ground.

Xie Ruhe’s appearance also appeared in her eyes. He was wearing casual short-sleeved shorts, his hair looked puffy, but his expression was not sober as he was just awake.

Quiet for a few seconds.

Xie Ruhe stared at Shunen’s face for a moment. His eyelashes moved, his gaze swept down, and he noticed the post-it notes on the ground, he bent over and picked it up, silently reading the words above.

He put the post-it note in his pocket, reached out to tidy up her collar, and asked, “Why go to the hospital so early today?”

Shunen avoided his sight: “Get up early, go early.”

Xie Ruhe said, “Why didn’t you call me.”

“I can go by myself.” Shunen’s expression was flat, and his voice was soft, “I used to go alone, so it didn’t matter.”

Xie Ruhe was silent for a while, not angry because of her attitude, just said: “Wait for me, have something to eat first, and I will send you there.”

Shunen pursed her lips, still bluntly refused: “I’ll just go out and buy some.”

“Well, wait for me for a while.” Xie Ruhe said, “I will wash my face and go out with you.”

“I said no!” Shunen suddenly lost his temper because of his extraordinarily persistent attitude. “You can’t do this for the rest of your life. You can accompany me wherever I do. It’s impossible.”

Xie Ruhe’s eyes were dark, his apple slid, and he said with difficulty: “Why is it impossible.”

“Your time shouldn’t be all spent on me.” Shunen couldn’t help knowing that he had a bad temper with him like this. The ending trembled, “How long I have been outside, you will stay with me. How long have you been outside. You also have your own business, it shouldn’t be like you live like this for me.”

“…”

“No one is supposed to live for another person. If you are like this, I will feel…” Shunian blushed and turned his head away, “I always think…Is it hard for me to be yours? The burden of bearing.”

Maybe I didn’t feel that way at the beginning.

But after a long time, you will gradually feel overwhelmed.

Finally choose to discard.

“I’ve been thinking about it these days…” Shunen’s voice couldn’t help but choked up, and tears fell down. “Should I die at that time.”

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe’s breathing stopped, unable to believe what he heard.

“If that’s the case, I don’t have to endure that week of torture, I can go to see my father, and my mother won’t quarrel with Uncle Wang every day because of me. You don’t need to be told…you have found a woman like this. Friend.” Shunen was sobbing as she hid her eyes with the back of her hand, “I, I won’t be so tormented…”

Quiet in the house.

There was only Shunian’s cries.

After a long time.

“Shunian.” Xie Ruhe pulled off her hand and showed her eyes. His voice was tense, as if it would be disconnected in the next moment, “Don’t say anything like this in the future.”

“…”

“Stop saying such things, I can’t listen.” Xie Ruhe wiped her tears with a hoarse and low voice, “Why do you think that I can’t spend all my time on you.”

“It’s impossible…”

“But.” Xie Ruhe said softly, “–wasn’t it the same before?”

Shunen’s tears were still falling, and she stared at him blankly.

In front of him, he seemed to have overlapped with that when he was young, with a shallow light on his body, and said to her who was crying with fear, “I will send you back.”

The intersection because of an umbrella.

She stood in the light, born like a porcelain doll, fragile and beautiful, but with a personality completely different from her appearance. Holding a light blue umbrella, slowly walked over, interrupting the cold rain and nasty insults for him.

Always doing something incomprehensible, but always kind.

Bring warmth to people.

It also allowed him to breed some unspeakable longings and dark sides.

Always following behind her, concealing his intentions confidently and three meters away from the distance. Watching her get angry because of her actions, she treats him like air like a temper.

But in a small accident afterwards, the distance of three meters was officially shortened.

The young Shunen, with tears in her eyes, asked him pitifully, “Are you going to protect me?”

He casually agreed.

That sentence seemed to be a perfunctory response, but it became his lifelong promise.

Because when I was young, I got the kindness from her, and in that dark time, I had the warmth that she gave extravagantly. So no matter how many years have passed, he can no longer forget.

Even if I live for her in this life.

He also has no complaints.

Willing to be a shadow in her life, just like a shadow.

Shunen didn’t cry any more, and became quiet again. She obediently ate the breakfast Xie Ruhe made for her, and then went out with him for psychotherapy.

The two did not mention the matter just now.

Shunian’s sudden words and sudden tantrums seemed to have never happened.

It usually seems like the past few days.

Shunian was still dull and dull, but no longer resisted anything Xie Ruhe did for him. The distance between the two seemed to be closer again, but she still said few words.

At the end of the day.

Xie Ruhe was still worried about Shunen’s state, watching her fall asleep before leaving the room.

That evening.

Shunian had a dream.

A particularly dark dream.

Shunian dreamed of returning to the day when Zeng Yuanxue was arrested, the moment he woke up in a coma. But her choice was completely different from before.

On the first day, she chose to die.

Then there was a dazzling white light, and after the light dissipated, Shunen saw Shu Gao Lin.

Shunen smiled happily at him and wanted to hug him. But the father, who was always kind and steady, was not happy at all when he saw her. He shed tears in front of her for the first time and cried loudly at her.

It seems that the pain is extreme.

She also saw Deng Qingyu.

After Shunian died, she seemed to be crazy, chanting her name every day. Because Wang Hao couldn’t stand Deng Qingyu’s state, he chose to divorce her.

In the end, Deng Qingyu became like Chen Xiang’s mother.

After that.

Shunian saw Xie Ruhe.

At that time, he was still abroad, and there were no problems with his legs and feet. After learning that she died in the same way as Ji Xiangning, he immediately returned to the country, to the town of Shiyan that he had been reluctant to return to for so many years.

Xie Ruhe stayed in Shiyan Town.

According to the previous information and the various information exposed on the Internet after Shunen’s death, he began to look for traces of murderers everywhere in this small town.

Find someone to buy the monitored content, ask a passerby for questioning, and check it carefully.

I don’t know how long it took him.

Finally found Zeng Yuanxue.

Shunian thought he would call the police, but he didn’t.

Xie Ruhe looked gloomy, and there was no more emotion in his eyes. He stunned Zeng Yuanxue who had not reacted with a hard object, and dragged him back to the house where Zeng Yuanxue lived.

He gave back to him in the same way that he had done to Shunian and Ji Xiangning.

It seems to have become another Zeng Yuanxue.

Finally, Xie Ruhe took a knife and killed Zeng Yuanxue.

In that house, he also ended his life.

When the dream ended, Shunen was breathless, and then opened his eyes. She raised her hand in a daze, touched her eyes, and she felt wet.

She suddenly remembered what she said to Xie Ruhe today.

Shunen wiped away the tears vigorously, got up quickly, and walked to Xie Ruhe’s room.

Stop at the door.

She sniffed and knocked on the door three times.

Soon there was rustling movement inside.

Not long after, Xie Ruhe opened the door from inside. He was probably asleep just now, his appearance was a bit stunned and his brows were distraught. Seeing Shunen, he dullly asked: “What’s the matter?”

Shunen was also afraid of the nightmare, and said bluntly: “I want to sleep with you today.”

“…” Xie Ruhe paused, thinking that he had misheard, “What.”

“I…” Shunian didn’t have the courage to say it a second time, lying vaguely, “The air conditioner in my room is broken.”

“Huh?” Xie Ruhe nodded and turned sideways, “Then you sleep here, I’ll go to the living room…”

Shunen’s fist squeezed, meeting his still blank eyes, and once again mustered courage.

“I just want to sleep with you.”