Defeated By Love - Chapter 81

The interior is bright and bright.

At this moment, the posture of the two of them has gradually evolved into Shunian’s being held in his arms by him with a quilt. She curled up into a small ball, and the quilt on her body slipped off unknowingly.

The beige skirt was wrinkled, the skirt was misplaced, and it blended with the bright white skin.

Her hair fell loose, and some strands fell on the beautifully curved collarbone, and the black and white collided with distinct colors.

Xie Ruhe’s voice is low and gentle, like a breath sound, against her auricle, bringing an itchy touch, similar to a bewitching emotion. Then, she dragged her into the wet and dark abyss calmly.

Inch by inch, she guided her unknowingly.

Listening to what he said, Shunen swallowed, hooked his neck with one hand, and raised his head involuntarily. The places he kissed seemed to be charged with electricity, hot and numb.

The bright white light on the top made Shunen’s mind empty again.

This enchantment lasted less than three seconds.

Shunian didn’t listen to him, his tone seemed to be crying, and he repeated: “No! Turn off the lights!”

But he didn’t seem to hear it, and the kiss was still moving down.

With the movement, the fingertips slowly rose in temperature, and with the lust, it was difficult to stop at her most sensitive part. The eyes were so dark as if they were stained with ink, deep, with a sense of destruction.

Then, heavy pressure.

Shunen’s body moved back subconsciously, but was fixed by him, unable to move.

Xie Ruhe seemed to have become another person.

Without concealing the gloom in his heart, little by little, it showed through his actions. I also ignored her cry of shame, cruelly, wanting to swallow her whole body.

It seems that the reason is occupied by desire.

Shunian also gradually forgot his insistence on stubbornness, and his senses were completely occupied by him.

She seemed to be floating in the waves, unable to find a place to support, she could only rely on him close at hand, completely dependent on him, and feel the ups and downs brought by him.

I don’t know how long it took, and the waves reached their highest point.

Shunen’s brain seemed to be broken, and all her thoughts were occupied by the overwhelming feelings. Her lips opened, and there was a small sound in her throat.

Xie Ruhe’s fingertips were stained with wet liquid and pulled out.

Only the breathing of two people remained in the room.

The next moment, Xie Ruhe pulled through the quilt forcefully, wrapping her whole body again. His breath was heavy and he closed his eyes and kissed her forehead heavily. Across the quilt, Shunian could feel the hotness on his body.

Her expression was blank, her eyes flushed.

There was still water mist in her eyes, her hair was messy, her little face was flushed with two layers of blush, she was oozing fine sweat, and she looked like she had just been ravaged by someone.

Staring at her, Xie Ruhe’s throat became dry.

Thinking of the advice and education she received from her parents since she was a child, what she said to him when she slept in the same room for the first time, and remembering her unwillingness and trust in him.

He resisted the urge to move on to the next step.

Xie Ruhe whispered to her: “Nian Nian.”

Shunen sniffed and raised his head subconsciously.

“I’m not doing anything to you.” Reluctantly grasping the shallow reason, Xie Ruhe lowered his head, kissed her lips again, and said vaguely, “…I’ll touch you.”

Psychological illness is not like other minor illnesses and pains. As long as you rely on the doctor and follow the doctor’s advice, you can be completely cured. The key point is whether the patient wants to get better and whether he can figure it out.

If you are always stuck in a dead end, you will probably never get past this hurdle.

But if I figured it out, I found the right way.

You will be able to slowly come out of it, only the question of time is left.

Because of that dream, because of the words that I had never dared to talk to Xie Ruhe in the past, Shunen felt that the indestructible weight on his chest seemed to have finally cracked, and a small piece fell.

Alleviated the pain caused to her.

This was the first time Shunian felt it.

The hardest time in her life has probably passed.

In order to get rid of this disease completely, Shunen began to cooperate seriously with the treatment, reading books related to this aspect, and proactively proposed to the doctor the “exposure therapy” that he wanted to do before.

Hear bad sounds, see bad things.

Shunen no longer regards these things as her own low self-esteem points, and she no longer suffers silently as before. She will take the initiative to tell Xie Ruhe, listening to him patiently enlighten her, saying other things, or doing something wrong. local.

History is like a cycle.

In the past, Xie Ruhe had a bad life, no matter whether Shunen’s life was good or bad, he still did not hesitate to bring light to him, and patiently showed him the beautiful places in this world.

And now, when Shunen was in the same situation, he also covered the dirty side of this world in the same way.

Only leave her, the world she yearns for.

Time flies, August has already touched the tail.

When I went to the hospital again, Shunen obeyed the doctor and reduced the amount of medicine. Out of the hospital, when she was about to go home with Xie Ruhe, Huang Lizhi called her and asked her to go over and try.

The studio took a web drama.

The role that asked Shunen to audition is the heroine in the play.

Shunian got the chance to audition for the protagonist once, and smirked Xie Ruhe excitedly for a while, then pulled him to the direction of the recording studio, jumping all the way, like a child.

She cleared her throat and practiced her lines casually in front of him.

The mouth was opened and closed, as if talking to himself.

“I want a beef noodle, no green onions or coriander, more chili and noodles, no beef.” Shunen’s voice was crisp and cheerful, “Oh, give me some pork.”

Xie Ruhe listened to her and asked seriously, “Isn’t that just pork noodles?”

Shunen shook his head: “It’s beef noodles with no beef but pork.”

“…”

After speaking, Shunen looked at him: “How do you know that the next line is that? This is a line from a drama I played before, so I can just say it casually.”

Xie Ruhe said: “Normally, he would pick up that sentence.”

Hearing this, Shunian thought for a while: “I should be able to pick it up, ‘my’s not spicy’.”

“…”

“I’ll give you a fake tone.” Shunen was in a good mood. He raised the pitch and deliberately increased the nasal sound, and his voice suddenly became immature and delicate, “I like you so much.”

Xie Ruhe’s eyelashes moved and looked at her.

“This is Loliyin.” Shunen calmed his breath and said with a smile, “I’ll change another one for you, I like you. ——This is Yujieyin.”

“…”

“Also, I like you. This is…” Shunen thought about adjectives dullly, “Zhengtaiyin.”

Xie Ruhe touched her head: “Will there be so many voices?”

Shunen nodded: “Do you have any voice or sentence you want to hear?”

“I want to hear–” Xie Ruhe said in a low voice, “You said you like me.”

Shunen didn’t hear clearly: “Huh?”

The next moment, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes to look at her and said calmly: “Let’s talk about the entrance of the recording studio.”

This time Shunian heard clearly, and said obediently, “Go to the entrance of the recording studio.”

“…”