Deliberately Contaminated - Chapter 55

Mingshuang felt that she couldn’t communicate with Jiang Huai. She didn’t like the feeling of being distracted by others, which made her very uncomfortable. Once she realized that her favor and dependence on a person had crossed the line, she would immediately cut off the relationship decisively. For the time being, I don’t want to go this far with Jiang Huai.

Instead of making yourself miserable afterwards, it’s better to end it early.

When Mingshuang was fifteen years old, Ming Licheng took her to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that she was mentally normal, but she might be an avoidant attachment personality, which would have a slight impact on the establishment of intimate relationships in the future. When Mingshuang told Xu Duanduan to listen, Xu Duanduan didn’t care and laughed, saying that she was not an avoidant type, but just scum.

Mingshuang is really easy to change, and doesn’t like being tied to anyone.

She didn’t understand why Jiang Huai insisted on doing this. It’s not that he doesn’t understand her character, does he think she can change for him?

“Jiang Huai, I just don’t want to make it public right now, think about it clearly.” Mingshuang lowered her face, “Otherwise, we won’t meet again.”

Mingshuang turned her face very quickly. One second she was tender and sweet, and the next second it was full of dark clouds. She wanted to withdraw her hand from Jiang Huai’s.

However, this time, Jiang Huai didn’t loosen up, the boy’s face was pale, but he didn’t give in a single step. After all, he was a boy, and his hands were a circle bigger than Mingshuang’s, so Mingshuang couldn’t squeeze his strength.

“I’m not tired of you, Jiang Huai, but if you continue like this, we can only break up.” Mingshuang said, “I don’t like others controlling me, no one can do it.”

His dark eyes looked at her, his voice gradually hoarse, “Why?”

But it was public in front of his friends. He didn’t think it was a shameful relationship. According to his thoughts, he would be with her in his life, and then there would be marriage and wedding. He wanted to have a home with her, that’s all, That family has him and her, and he will try his best to get her everything she wants, and he will be mature enough to shelter their little nest from the wind and rain.

It was not until many years later that Jiang Huai recalled that she found that the only most embarrassing and humble moments in her life were in front of her.

For him today, it even seems like a road with no end in sight. Maybe since his ice melted, he fell in love with Mingshuang, and his heart fell for her, he was destined to embark on this road with no turning back.

Mingshuang sometimes felt that she was not suitable for Jiang Huai, and that she could not give him the response he wanted, a strong sense of love and security.

“I’m leaving, think about it for yourself.” The girl’s back is slender, but her words are like ice, “I’m not in love with others, and I’m not tired of you, I just don’t want to make it public, we can continue if you can accept it. It can’t be done.”

The door was closed, and she didn’t look back. Ten minutes ago, the girl who was still in his arms and his tenderness disappeared in an instant.

When Jiang Huai came to Jiang’s house, it was already twelve o’clock in the evening.

The young man was covered in rain, his face was pale, and he was soaked wet. The servant immediately brought him new clothes and towels. The secretary knocked on Jiang Chengting’s door and said softly, “Sir, the young master is here.”

When they faced Jiang Chengting alone, they never put a prefix in front of Jiang Huai’s title, and Jiang Chengting acquiesced to this title.

“I’ll start my internship tomorrow.” The young man was so pale that there was no trace of blood, his black hair was wet, and the tips of his hair were still dripping with raindrops. He was born with red lips and white teeth, and looked like a wisp of inhumanity walking out of the rain curtain. The splendid ghost.

Jiang Chengting didn’t ask more, just ordered the servant to clean up his room. Seeing that Jiang Huai was already walking towards the study, he looked at his son with a stern look, “Go take a shower first, change your clothes, and put your body in this way. What’s the point of breaking it.”

Jiang Huai turned to look at him, his pupils were still a little out of focus. At this time, he had completely forgotten how his body felt.

When he was at home, he looked at his wrist, but suddenly remembered that Mingshuang had said that if he did this again, they would break up. When they never saw each other again, he forcibly restrained the impulse, and when he reacted again, people had already rushed in. Rain curtain, came to Jiang Zhai.

Jiang Chengting said, “Do you think that someone will feel sorry for you?”

“Tell you, if I don’t like you, I just don’t like you.” The man’s voice gradually became cold, “You have to learn to get used to it and accept it.”

The boy finally spoke up, looking at Jiang Chengting, his eyes were piercingly cold, “I’m not you, nor is she Yu Yan.”

Jiang Huai’s emotions have always been stable and introverted, and it can even be said that he is indifferent to everything. This is the first time Jiang Chengting has felt such intense emotions in him.

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“Xiao Huai, if you want to mature quickly, you don’t use this method.” Jiang Chengting looked at his son’s slender and thin back, and muttered to himself, “It should be, sooner or later.”

The day of the graduation trip is getting closer by the day.

Mingshuang and Xu Duanduan came back from shopping, and when they looked at the calendar, it was already the fifteenth.

She nibbled on the ice cream and sent a text message to Lin Qingxiao, “There is an empty seat for tourism, can you come?”

Lin Qingxiao replied quickly, “Okay, I’m bored at home, where to go.”

After Mingshuang took her to Jiang’s house to get the bracelet back, Lin Qingxiao was obviously in a much better mood. She said that Jiang Qianzhang really never came to her again after that, and she began to slowly break free from that painful relationship. When he came out, he changed back to the lively Lin Qingxiao.

What followed was her deep gratitude to Mingshuang. She wanted to give her a gift, but Mingshuang rejected her. Now she basically listens to her, and tells her any questions, as if she was treated like her. The idol and best friend gave Mingshuang some headaches.

“What seat is empty?” Xu Duanduan put down his shopping bag and took a breath, “Who won’t come?”

“No one can tell?” She glanced at the group, and suddenly reacted, “Jiang Shuai is not coming?”

“Have you quarreled?” Although Mingshuang often had a smile on his face, Xu Duanduan had known her for so many years, but he could still subtly perceive that she was in a bad mood.

Mingshuang’s face was expressionless, “I won’t come.”

“Ah, why is this?” Xu Duanduan was very disappointed. After going to Tanfu that time, she always wanted to take a good look at Jiang Huai. Although she knew that her friend’s husband could not be bullied, it didn’t affect her liking to see handsome guys.

Mingshuang said with a sullen face, “The world can’t be turned without him.”

She was very annoyed, especially when she realized that she was annoyed by Jiang Huai’s affairs.

Sixteen Yuan: [Are you coming yet? 】

[We have reserved a place for you, we will leave if we don’t come. 】

Before departure, Mingshuang leaned against the suitcase and sent a message to Jiang Huai for the last time, “I may never see you again. 】

After she sent the airport location to Jiang Huai, she suddenly remembered that she had done a meaningless act.

Jiang Huai knew where the airport was, and he even booked the tickets for the two of them. He was doing things, and Mingshuang thought it was troublesome to book tickets.

Sail Valley Airport. Mingshuang was in the hall, leaning against the suitcase. The girl was wearing a shirt and short shorts, with white and slender legs, a peaked cap and a slightly curly high ponytail. In addition to a cold pretty face, she was extremely stylish and fashionable, and many people walked by. back secretly.

Mingshuang was looking at her phone, but Jiang Huai never replied to her.

A few people around didn’t dare to speak. Lu Cuo went to buy a drink and handed her a glass of iced Americana. He was in a good mood and was very attentive, “Fifteen, is it hot or not.”

“No.” Mingshuang didn’t answer, the phone was still silent, which made her feel even worse.

Xu Tianbai’s girlfriend, Ning Xiaoteng, held his hand and asked in a low voice, “Tianbai, what’s wrong with Shuangshuang?”

Before he came, Xu Tianbai said a lot of good things about Mingshuang to his girlfriend, but he was right. Mingshuang was very good to girls, but I didn’t expect her to be in a very bad mood today because of Jiang Huai’s incident.

“It’s fine, I’ll be fine in a while.” Xu Tianbai could only say that.

“Okay.” Mingshuang glanced at the time and pulled her suitcase, “Let’s go.”

She took Lu Cuo’s ice cream, tore the straw, and took a sip. Lu Cuo smiled and took her hand, “Why don’t you give me the box too.”

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Everyone was quiet.

“Fifteen.” Li Hengyuan tugged at her sleeve.

The young man appeared at the airport door, with a slender body, but his face was extremely pale. Looking at the quiet, Lu Cuo’s hand holding the handle of her suitcase paused, and his mood became worse.

Mingshuang didn’t say a word and pulled his box back.

Ning Xiaoteng didn’t understand what happened at all. Mingshuang and Jiang Huai’s air tickets were connected, and the atmosphere between the two was extremely strange. After getting on the plane, she secretly asked Xu Tianbai, “Who is that boy?”

“Jiang Huai.” Xu Tianbai whispered.

“Jiang Huai?” Ning Xiaoteng understood immediately, “The one from the attached middle school?”

“right.”

She is from an experimental high school, and she is not familiar with the name Jiang Huai. In the past, the city’s joint entrance examination represented the high school attached to it, and it was always the master of their school, and it was said that he was a handsome guy with good temperament.

In the past, Ning Xiaoteng didn’t take it seriously, thinking it was all exaggerated rumors. Now that she saw the real person, she stared at it for a moment, and sighed with emotion. How could there be someone in this world who can achieve this level of beauty and talent? She even felt that Jiang Huai’s appearance was superior to her grades.

Jiang Huai sat beside her and didn’t say a word. From the beginning of boarding, except for reaching out to fasten her seat belt, the two of them froze for a moment after they were finished, and then they still said nothing.

Mingshuang was very bored, and when he saw Jiang Huai reading a book, his face was pale, the side of his face was against the blue sky and white clouds in the porthole, the light and shadow flashed, and he suddenly raised his head.

Mingshuang reached out and fiddled with his long black eyelashes, and quickly withdrew her hand, without looking at him, as if nothing had happened.

However, Jiang Huai stopped flipping the book and looked straight at her without any expression on her face. Mingshuang subconsciously looked at his lips, and sure enough, she saw an unhealed light on her lower lip. The wound, because of the pale skin, the lips looked even redder.

His broken habit hasn’t changed yet, Ming Shuang thought, when the next kiss, she will bite him and tell him to feel the pain when he wakes up.

“Look at what I do?” Mingshuang said.

He turned his head, Mingshuang grabbed his hand again, looked at his wrist again, and didn’t let go.

The author says:

The more I write, the more I feel that Xiao Huai has really committed fifteen hands in this life.

It started to break, but it didn’t completely break. When it was completely broken, it was more intense. It was so intense that Xiao Huai left a lingering psychological shadow and a big change in personality. Of course, the most painful thing for him was that his love for Shi Shi was still fundamental. It hasn’t changed, it’s just more twisted and morbid.

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