Destroying the Virgin-the Making of a Saint- - Chapter 3: Form of Beauty I Desire

After that, the university learned of the fact that I had attempted rape, and they advised me to withdraw from the university. My overbearing parents disowned me, forcing me to leave home and live on my own with only their financial assistance, even though no charges had been filed. This was done to save their own skin after they handed Akane’s parents a substantial settlement.

[How much do you have to disgrace us… until the very end!?]

[Knowing that I raised a piece of garbage like you up to this point makes me sick. Don’t ever show your face again; you are no longer this family’s son!]

These were my parents’ last words. After being one-sidedly subjected to a barrage of abusive remarks, I was cast out of the house.

Ever since childhood, I had not fulfilled my parents’ expectations, getting yelled at all the time. On a daily basis, I was blamed for being a failure, both in appearance and in behavior.

My mother in particular beat me regularly, and it could be argued that my warped perceptions toward women were shaped by her.

For this reason, a pure and virgin mary like Akane could be the equivalent of a deity to me.

As a result of Akane’s denial of me, I was expelled from college and even disowned by my parents. But mysteriously, I harbored no indignation toward Akane.

Such things were not a major problem.

In fact, I was glad that it turned out this way.

After all, I could now devote my whole life to Akane with no interference from anyone else. Without my parents’ eyes fixed on me, I would have a place to live just for me and Akane, plus plenty of time to spend with Akane.

Given that I could devote 24 hours of all of my time to Akane, nothing would bring me greater bliss.

Regrettably, Akane seemed to be unexpectedly dim-witted, which meant that I needed to re-educate her with the spare time I had, and unfortunately, I certainly gained the understanding that Akane would never be able to grasp me with words alone.

I would rectify both Akane’s body and mind to the form I desired. By destroying the present imperfect Akane, I would recreate Akane anew.

And I would produce a masterpiece in this world. My resolution was consolidated at this moment.

Then I steadily made preparations to keep Akane under my supervision in perpetuity.

And finally, I made a resolution. To abduct Fukiyama Akane.