Dianxia Qingcheng - Chapter 251
Shen Nineteen and Pei Zheng came to the hospital after sending Zhao Litang off.
Who knew that as soon as the two returned to the medical hall, Jiang Yubai closed the door of the medical hall first, and then asked mysteriously, “General Zhao sent him away?”
Shen Shijiu nodded.
Jiang Yubai sighed, “Come on, come in with me and meet someone.”
— After approaching the compartment, I saw a wheelchair by the window, with its back to the door, and a person sitting on the wheelchair.
Another person was standing beside the wheelchair and greeted him with a smile after seeing Shen Shijiu.
“Well, this is the little boy with leg problems.”
Shen Nineteen looked at the back by the window, and the familiar feeling he had felt on the street came back. His heartbeat involuntarily quickened, as if a name was about to come out.
The compartment was very quiet, no one spoke, and the eyes of several people were on the back by the window, until the wheelchair slowly turned around, and the person sitting on it gave everyone a peaceful smile.
“Everyone, long time no see.”
Shen Shijiu’s tears welled up at once, he ran over, bent down and hugged the person in the wheelchair.
“Ayue…Ayue…how did you show up…I miss you so much…I miss you so much…”
Alanyue touched his hair, and he hasn’t seen him for a few years. This little man is still as bright and warm as before. The love and warmth in his heart cannot be hidden, and he can always illuminate the people around him.
However, in the past few years, Alanyue has become different from before.
His legs can’t walk anymore, he has to sit in a wheelchair forever, and he needs to be taken care of even when he gets in. Because he has to look for a doctor everywhere, he has traveled to many countries and seen a lot of people and things.
He became stronger, more independent, no longer needed to depend on others, no longer needed to live in the footsteps of others.
Later, he simply locked up his heart that was riddled with holes, so that he would no longer be sad and hopeless.
“Little Nineteen, I miss you too, so I’m here, okay, don’t cry.”
Shen Nineteen raised his face with tears in his eyes, holding Ayue still unwilling to let go, “Ayue, where have you been? Why are you only here now, and also, your legs…”
– Pei Zheng, who was next to him, came over and helped the little man who was on Alanyue’s body, wiped the tears from his face, and then asked, “When did you come to the Northern Territory? You escaped? I took all my eyeliners, and someone is helping you behind your back?”
Liu Zhiyuan replied, “It’s the leader who has been secretly protecting him.”
“Amule?” Pei Zheng raised his eyebrows and glanced at Alanyue, “What’s your involvement with him?”
“The little son is actually the prince of our barbarian tribe and the younger brother of the leader of Amule, but this matter has not been announced to the public, even in the barbarian tribe, only a few people know about it.”
Liu Zhiyuan said again, “Of course, General Zhao also knows.”
Afterwards, Pei Zheng asked a few more questions. Alanyue simply recounted the events of the year. There were no emotional fluctuations on his face, and he was extremely calm and peaceful. When he jumped up and down, his eyes were also calm.
“Before I came to Weiyang City, I didn’t know that the genius doctor in the city would be nineteen. If I knew in advance, I wouldn’t bother you again. But Zhiyuan told me that there might be a way to cure me. Legs, so I agreed to come and see in person, and I covered my face because I didn’t want you to recognize me, but who knows, Dr. Jiang is very smart and smart, and he sensed something was wrong…”
Alanyue smiled helplessly, “It seems like I’ll be bothering you now.”
His words were very polite and tactful, completely different from the timid and timid look he used to be.
Pei Zheng thought for a while, all the unsolvable riddles now have answers, but he didn’t expect that the truth would turn out like this.
Shen Nineteen suddenly thought of something, looked at A Lanyue and asked, “Ayue, have you seen Brother Tang?”
Pei Zheng and Jiang Yubai glanced at each other across the air, and the nineteen dull little fools couldn’t hear anything. They all heard that the matter between Zhao Litang and Alanyue was definitely not like these two. It’s as simple as people say it.
Why did Amule delay killing Zhao Litang, why did Alanyue force Amule to retreat, and what happened during the few months when Zhao Litang was imprisoned in the barbarian barracks…
“I…”
A Lanyue’s expression finally changed, and there was a subtle fluctuation in those calm eyes. He sighed softly, and then smiled, “…No.”
“But, Ayue, do you know that brother Tang has just left, he has been…”
Alanyue interrupted suddenly, “Nineteen…don’t say it anymore…I don’t want to know anymore…”
It took him so long to forget that since he had decided to retire from the general’s life and never bother again, he would have to make a ruthless severance, and he didn’t want to hear the general’s news anymore.
In the past, he was ignorant, thinking that even if the general didn’t like him, it would be fine as long as he could stay by the general’s side all the time.
But it’s not like this, love is selfish, he loves the general, so knowing that the person the general loves is not him, he can’t help being sad, can’t help being jealous, and can’t help secretly fantasizing, is it possible Accompanying the general until old age…
However, the reality will always sting him coldly and mercilessly again and again.
His heart was also made of flesh, and it was alive and **** and would hurt.
That night, when the cold wind whistled in his ears, he saw clearly that the general did not turn his head.
So I told myself to forget, to let go, to let go.
What’s more, his legs have become like this again. If he can’t stand up again, it will only drag others down.
Shen Nineteen seemed to want to say something else, but Pei Zheng lightly held his hand and shook his head.
The entanglement between them is involved, no matter how worried others may be, there is no way to solve it, and they can only solve it by themselves.
Fortunately, people are always found, and since they are found, it is definitely impossible to let him go.
A Lanyue was taken directly back to the small courtyard. Jiang Yubai and Shen Nineteen closed the hospital and concentrated on diagnosing and treating A Lanyue’s leg at home.
But his leg injury cannot be cured in a day or two, and even Jiang Yubai is not 100% sure, so he can only try his best.
Li’er was very enthusiastic about this new guest at home, and more curious about the wheelchair, so she insisted on climbing onto the wheelchair and playing with Alanyue.
Shen Shijiu had taught him several times that it was not fun, and he couldn’t be so rude.
The little baby shriveled her fleshy little face and looked at Alanyue aggrievedly.
Alanyue smiled to help him speak, “Nineteen, it’s okay, Li’er is not too heavy, not to mention he is so cute, I want to hug him too.”
Li’er gave Alanyue a sweet smile, then climbed up with her **** pouted, sat on Alanyue’s lap, hugged his neck, stretched out her hand and poked his face, milky sound “You have a small crescent moon on your face.”
“yes.”
“Then let me guess, is your name Xiaoyue’er?”
Alanyue pinched his fleshy face, “Yes, Li’er is so smart, she guessed it right at once.”
The little baby raised her chest proudly, “Daddy said, Li’er is so smart, only a little bit worse than when he was a child.”
Alanyue couldn’t help laughing when she heard this, what a compliment.
However, with Li’er’s company, A Lanyue showed many sincere smiles on her face.
In the evening, several people had dinner together, and everyone went back to their rooms to rest. Only Shen Nineteen pushed Alanyue into the courtyard.
The moonlight tonight is exceptionally bright, and the silver-white crescent moon hangs high in the night sky.
Although the two have not seen each other for a long time, the intimate familiarity seems to have never disappeared.
Alanyue asked about Shen Nineteen’s life over the years, and Shen Nineteen also told them one by one.
After listening to this, A Lanyue was so distressed that she shook Shen Shijiu’s hand, “Li’er has grown into such a cute and well-behaved appearance, it’s all because you taught him well, you must have suffered when you brought him up. A lot of suffering…”
“No, I still have Xiao Yuzi and A Feng, they have been helping me all the time.”
“That’s different,” Alanyue glanced at the night sky, “I know, that’s different. When that person is not there, it seems like he is alone when he is with him.”
Shen Nineteen hugged him from behind, “Ayue, I know you don’t want to talk about those things, and I won’t ask you any more. You and Brother Tang are my closest and dearest people, as long as you both are safe. happiness.”
Alanyue rubbed his little head, “Little Nineteen, do you know that these two blessings, I…”
He wanted to say, I might get none of them.
But when the words came to his lips, he changed his words again, “…I’ll take it all.”
“Yeah!” Shen Shijiu nodded heavily.
A Lanyue pushed the wheelchair herself and moved forward a little distance, but Shen Nineteen who was behind her did not follow.
Alanyue leaned on the back of the wheelchair and looked up at the moon in the sky.
“Nineteen, do you know?” He said lightly, “Actually, I also understand in my heart that some things are impossible. They were impossible before, and they are even more impossible now. Things that can’t happen, so from the beginning Shouldn’t you have had expectations in the first place?”
“That’s right, I’m running away. I don’t dare to see the general, because I know that that kind of feeling may be guilt, sympathy, or just compassion, but it’s not liking, and it can’t be love.”
“I can’t tell the difference, and I can’t take advantage of this feeling…”
“This has always been my wishful thinking…”