Didn’t Expect That, Did You? - Chapter 55
Shao Cixin has made up her mind to lock her heart more firmly.
Wen Zhihan or anyone else, she would never allow them to take a step into her heart, not even 0.5 steps!
“I’m going to take a shower.”
“Get some rest and good night.”
She turned away.
Wen Zhihan turned to look at her back, and suddenly something came to her mind.
Is she… hiding from me?
…
Shao Cixin finished her bedtime preparations and went back to her bedroom beautifully to get ready for bed.
For her now, sleeping beside Wen Zhihan is somewhat challenging, but she has no choice but to bite the bullet.
She didn’t want Wen Zhihan to find out that she was upset.
Wen Zhihan is sitting by the head of the bed and reading a book.
The headlights were turned off in the room, leaving only two gentle orange bedside lamps.
tulle.
Shao Cixin’s footsteps stopped unconsciously.
The mind is full of excitement.
She has never seen this picture before, but her heart has never been out of control like this moment.
—I don’t like her.
Shao Cixin recited her new five-character Qingxin mantra in her heart.
When the mood calmed down, she took another step, lifted the quilt and went to bed.
She consciously kept a short distance and lay down with her back to Wen Zhihan.
In order not to be discovered, she even made her voice a lot lighter: “I’m going to bed first, good night.”
The room was quiet.
There is no sound of Wen Zhihan responding, and no sound of turning pages.
Shao Cixin didn’t dare to look back, and couldn’t control the entanglement that came at this moment.
Why didn’t she say “good night” to me? She obviously says it every day…
Did she find something?
Or is she unhappy?
Should I comfort her?
Forget it, don’t, the closer you get, the more you fall, don’t do such stupid things.
Shao Cixin clenched the quilt tightly with her five fingers unconsciously, forced herself to close her eyes, and forced her mind to clear things about Wen Zhihan.
After a while, she opened her eyes again.
—but she didn’t want Wen Zhihan to be unhappy.
She still couldn’t help but want to turn around to see what happened to Wen Zhihan.
Can’t help but think about how to comfort Wen Zhihan if she is really unhappy.
I can’t help it… I can’t help but feel the cold in my head.
The more you try to escape, the less you can escape.
The expression was full of hesitation, but her body was already turning slowly unconsciously.
She met those quiet blue eyes.
The eyes that sank in the light were softer than before, but it made her sadder than ever.
The orange light blurs the boundary between reality and fantasy.
Shao Cixin suddenly couldn’t tell whether it was Wen Zhihan’s eyes with sad feelings or her own guilt and guilty conscience.
She only felt that the warmth at this moment was extremely distressing.
She couldn’t bear it.
“Wen Zhihan…” She couldn’t help but speak.
“Huh?”
The response was gentle and pleasant, as usual.
Shao Ci’s inner unease was suddenly eased.
“Aren’t you happy?” she asked.
“Why do you ask that?” Wen Zhihan’s voice was still gentle.
“Because… I didn’t hear you say ‘good night’?” She started to dare not look her in the eyes.
“Don’t worry, I’m just thinking.”
“What are you thinking about?”
Wen Zhihan closed the book in his hand, put it on the bedside table, and lay down, very close to her.
The distance she kept deliberately was erased by her inadvertently.
“Mei Xin,” Wen Zhihan looked at her with burning eyes, and said bluntly, “Are you avoiding me?”
The voice just fell.
Shao Ci was shocked.
…As expected, she still saw it.
“I don’t have…”
Shao Ci denied it subconsciously, and subconsciously wanted to erase this problem.
“Don’t think too much, what am I doing hiding from you?”
“I don’t know,” Wen Zhihan replied sincerely, then smiled slightly, “Maybe it’s because you hate me?”
She is tempting and praying.
She hopes the answer is not that.
If you can’t get into Shao Cixin’s heart, at least don’t be hated by her, don’t even have the qualification to stay by her side as a friend.
“I don’t have it!”
Shao Cixin denied it immediately, and denied it sincerely.
Realizing that her tone seemed a little excited, she adjusted awkwardly.
“Wen Zhihan, you are spreading rumors, I don’t hate you, I hate no one will hate you…”
She really can’t hate her.
She couldn’t bear to see her sad, otherwise she wouldn’t be thinking about coaxing people…
“Really?” Wen Zhihan got closer to her, full of anticipation.
Seeing the beauty that gradually enlarged in front of her eyes, Shao Ci’s heart beat faster and faster.
She avoided her sight, playing with her hair, nonchalantly.
“Of course it’s true, you are so good, how can I hate you.”
Wen Zhihan silently looked at the person in front of him.
She suddenly felt that she could not see through her.
I don’t know what she’s thinking, I don’t know what she will do next, I don’t know how she will handle their relationship in the future, I don’t even know if she will suddenly leave her one day go.
Every time she thought about it, her heart would be tightened.
She can no longer get used to life without her.
“Cixin,” she gently held Shao Cixin’s hand, “if I do something that makes you unhappy, you have to tell me, you know?”
Shao Cixin raised her eyes and looked at her.
Wen Zhihan said softly: “I hope you can live comfortably by my side.”
Shao Cixin suddenly couldn’t say anything.
Wen Zhihan was thinking of being nice to her, but she was trying to keep a distance.
She hurt Wen Zhihan.
But she doesn’t want to hurt Wen Zhihan.
Hold Wen Zhihan’s hand back, Shao Ci raised her lips and revealed a gentle smile: “I understand, don’t worry, it’s my own problem, I’m in a bad mood tonight.”
She is trying to lie naturally.
“It’s not because others provoke me, or I’m suddenly in a bad mood, for no reason, can you understand?”
Wen Zhihan caressed her face with concern in her eyes.
“Want me to hug you?”
Shao Ci was stunned, she wanted to refuse, but she couldn’t refuse Wen Zhihan’s eyes.
So she smiled lightly, nodded and said, “Yes.”
The moment she was embraced by Wen Zhihan, Shao Cixin compromised.
It’s not about liking, but about getting along.
I don’t know since when, she has become accustomed to Wen Zhihan being by her side like this, and used to have her every day.
She has long been unable to let go of Wen Zhihan’s closeness, and she is still willing and even wants to continue to get along with her like this.
So let’s just let them get along with the flow…
She slowly closed her eyes, buried her face in Xiang Nuan’s familiar arms, and sighed deeply in her heart.
In the end, she chose a problem for herself.
I hope she can persevere and don’t fall into this gentle village…
…
Wen Zhihan has been very busy with work these days. He basically stays in Guanglan all day, and sometimes even spends the night directly in the company.
The time they spend seeing each other is reduced.
Shao Cixin even suspected that it was God’s will.
The less she meets, the more she can control her heart
Although she still can’t help thinking about Wen Zhihan.
She would wonder if Wen Zhihan had a good meal today, whether she had a good rest, and whether there was anyone with her at the company when she was not going home…
She even occasionally thinks of going out to see the light.
But soon she pushed the ridiculous idea back.
What to do?
Wen Zhihan is such a big man, why can’t he take care of himself?
Who are you, do they need such comprehensive care from you?
Be honest, Shao Cixin.
A series of self-questions successfully reduced the desire to meet.
Because she can’t like Wen Zhihan, she has recently learned to precisely strike every thought of herself trying to get close to Wen Zhihan.
Although this is very uncomfortable, it is better than being rejected by Wen Zhihan.
She has seen Wen Zhihan reject suitors during her high school career.
Wen Zhihan, who was wearing a school uniform, had a gentle expression on his face, but his words were decisive and neat, leaving no hope for the other party.
Until Wen Zhihan graduated from high school, she never heard of her falling in love.
Wen Zhihan, who was still in high school, has become so cold and has become President Wen. She who controls the entire Guanglan will only become more ruthless and more straightforward.
Shao Cixin doesn’t want to be the next Chen Suling.
While Wen Zhihan was busy with work, Shao Cixin was not idle.
She attended many events, walked the red carpet, made a new endorsement, and was so busy that she forgot a lot of things.
For example, she and Wen Zhihan have a marriage and love variety show to shoot.
For example, the second issue will be filmed the day after tomorrow, and she will spend a whole day alone with Wen Zhihan.
Slumped in the studio chair, she looked up at the ceiling.
A whole day alone…
She hasn’t been with Wen Zhihan for more than a day lately…
But her heart was actually a little happy.
Shame, it’s shameful!
I said I don’t like it, how can I be happy!
Shao Cixin closed her eyes, patted her forehead hard, and ordered herself not to think.
At this moment, the phone on the table rang.
She picked it up and took a look.
This is a message from Wen Zhihan.
[Mr. Wen]: Metta, where are you?
Shao Cixin typed a reply.
[Shao Cixin]: I’m in the studio
[Shao Cixin]: What’s wrong?
[Mr. Wen]: pick you up from get off work
A very ordinary but very warm sentence.
Shao Cixin’s fingertips stopped on the phone screen, silent.
She couldn’t deny that she was feeling happy at this moment.
This is a kind of joy wrapped in shame and torture, which means that the more she wants to deny, the closer she is.
She put down her phone and lay on the table in distress.
No.
This is not possible.
The past events were replayed over and over in her mind.
Unfortunate marriage in the past life, failed emotional experience, and rejection by Chen Suling…
The restless heart finally calmed down.
She picked up her phone and typed a reply.
[Shao Cixin]: No, I’ll go back by myself later
A very blunt sentence.
After sending it out, she even felt that this sentence was a bit inexplicably fierce.
She couldn’t help but start to worry that Wen Zhihan would be uncomfortable.
Wen Zhihan didn’t provoke me, so why should he be angry with me?
Aren’t we still friends?
Thinking like this, she clicked on the emoji interface and sent a cute cat emoji.
Wen Zhihan held the phone and looked at the screen.
Shao Cixin’s reply was matched with a cat emoji, and the meaning of resistance disappeared without a trace.
She didn’t think much about it and replied “good”.
After replying, looking at the night view outside the window, she remembered one thing.
The two of them seem to have not been close to each other for a long time…
This end of the studio.
Shao Cixin thinks she is amazing.
Look, she successfully rejected Wen Zhihan!
If you continue to develop like this, why not worry about extinguishing the little flame of temptation!
She saw the light of hope!
Then after returning home, she was blocked by Wen Zhihan in the hallway and kissed.
“Mei Xin,” Wen Zhihan approached her ear and asked in a gentle and affectionate voice, “Do you want it?”
Shao Cixin: “…”
She lowered her head deeply.
“Yes.”
The dawn of hope, puff, is gone.
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