Do Not Say I Love You Unswervingly - C303

I can’t go down any road without you!

Lou Shaotang’s smile froze.

“What?” he asked, looking as if he hadn’t heard me.

I don’t want to see them look at each other. Shen Yiru was also a pitiful woman. When she was young, she lost her husband and couldn’t let her become old and lose her son again.

“Just because of this?” After Lou Shaotang heard this, he completely relaxed his expression and relaxed.

“Yes.” Swallowing the bitterness in my throat, I admitted.

Lou Shaotang immediately snorted, he placed one hand in his pocket and caressed his hair, treating it as though it was nothing, “You think that you can kill me with just Lou Yuanhai? Other than having eaten decades more than me, what other abilities does he have? ” He snorted coldly. He was extremely contemptuous.

“You’re right, but you’re in the dark now. No matter how wary you are, it’s hard to not be a hundred times more secretive!”

“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.” Lou Shaotang interrupted me without waiting for me to finish speaking. He placed both his hands on my shoulders and looked into my eyes with determination.

He was always so conceited!

“How come nothing happened?” I pulled down his arm. “Don’t forget, he had to fight three years ago. This time, I cannot let you try your luck again. ”

Seeing that I did not waver and did not believe him, Lou Shaotang’s face darkened, and looked at the surveillance camera at the upper right corner of the wall.

Although he was not sitting in the office, he was still a suspect, so the room was still under surveillance.

“So what? I said it before, I, Lou Shaotang’s life do not need to be exchanged with a wife! ” His words were the same as last time, and his tone was also as stern as last time.

Lou Shaotang, do you think I am willing? Do you know how painful it is for me to make this decision?

Looking at his handsome, conceited face, I said to myself silently, and two streams of hot tears rolled out of my eyes and seeped into the seams of my tightly pursed lips.

With a mouth full of bitterness, I said, “Lou Shaotang, you’re still young. You still have a long way to go in the future, you can’t stop here.”

“If you’re not on this road, I’d rather not go.” Both of Lou Shaotang’s eyes focused on me, and with a determined tone, he said, “Without you, I would not have been able to continue walking down any path.”

He swore to stay with me. My heart hurts so much I can’t breathe.

Me too, me too.

But, Shen Yiru’s words still remained in her ears. If I stay with Lou Shaotang, I will only harm him and drag him down. Even if a miracle happens, he will be able to safely pass through this tribulation. But as long as I don’t leave him, Di Jin will not stop.

I can’t let him take any more risks.

I clenched my hands into fists, trying not to collapse. I pulled out a bitter smile with all my might and said in a choked voice, “Without me, maybe you would have walked better and smoother. Why don’t you try it?”

Lou Shaotang’s pupils contracted fiercely, his face became gloomy once again, “I said it before, I, Lou Shaotang do not need to use my wife to exchange for my life! Don’t you f * * king understand? ”

He said it word for word, his voice cold and sharp.

He was angry, really angry.

But I have made up my mind.

I must leave him. I must set him free.

After wiping away the tears on my face, I forced myself to keep a cold face and said, “Don’t say anymore. I have already made my decision. Lou Shaotang, sign. ”

I handed him the divorce agreement I’d signed when I first entered the facility.

Lou Shaotang lowered his eyes and looked at his coldly, the corners of his mouth curled up in a cold smile.

His eyes fixed on mine, he slowly tore the paper from the middle with both hands, tore the agreement in half, crumpled it into a ball, and dropped it to the ground.

“Divorce?” Lou Shaotang laughed coldly, “Don’t even think about it!”

His heart was like a letter of agreement on the ground, torn and crumpled. I forced myself to endure the pain, held back my tears, and said in a hoarse voice. “Lou Shaotang, it doesn’t matter if you agree or not, I’m breaking off this marriage. I will get Qin Lang to draw up the contract again. ”

Lou Shaotang stared at me as the corner of his eyes twitched. He clenched both his hands into fists and using too much strength, his arms trembled slightly.

He, too, resisted the urge to be angry with me.

At this moment, his cell phone, which was placed on the side of the tea table, rang twice. I subconsciously looked at the screen that lit up, it was a WeChat from Ji Hanshi.

The pumpkin arrived and was sent out.

I was slightly surprised. Lou Shaotang didn’t eat pumpkins, so Ji Hanshi should know about this. Why did he send it to him? Furthermore, if he truly wanted to eat it, he only had to say it. The people in the detention center would make it for him, so why would he need Ji Hanshi to send it?

Just when I was puzzled, Lou Shaotang had already picked up the phone and opened it to look, and then a smile appeared on his cold lips, but it was very light, but it disappeared in a moment, and then he unknowingly glanced at the surveillance camera.

He put the phone back on the tea table. His dark expression eased a little. He rubbed his face with both hands, as if he was adjusting his mood.

After a while, he lowered his hand, and his face no longer held anger. Instead, he gave an apologetic and gentle smile, and pulled my hand to kiss the back of my hand, “Wife, I was in the wrong just now. I shouldn’t have gotten angry at you. You did it because you were worried about me, I know. But you really don’t have to worry, I promise you, nothing will happen to me. He tilted his head and gestured to the table, “Let’s eat. The steak is already cold.”

His confident tone made me believe that Lou Yuanhai probably wouldn’t succeed, but I’ve said before, the biggest reason why I chose to divorce him wasn’t Lou Yuanhai, but Shen Yiru.

Thus, I had no choice but to persevere relentlessly, “Lou Shaotang, why don’t you understand this?” “As long as you are not free, you are always in danger. So what if you are capable? They can only passively defend! ”

Lou Shaotang’s smile froze on his face as he narrowed his eyes and stared at me, as if he could see through me. “Tu Ying, tell me honestly, why are you so persistent? is it really because Lou Yuanhai wants to kill me? ”

Yes, Lou Shaotang understands me too well. I don’t trust him this much, unlike me.

I’ve never been his match in a psychological battle, and he’s also very smart. I’m afraid that if this goes on, my psychological defenses will collapse, and he’ll be able to guess the real reason. So, I had to put my mind to it and say, “Not really.”

Lou Shaotang raised his eyebrows, looking as calm as a god as he asked: “What is that?”

I looked at my bulging stomach and squeezed it shut. “I can’t bear to get rid of this kid.”

Lou Shaotang was surprised for a moment, and immediately laughed, as if he was relieved of a heavy burden. He pulled my cold hand and said, “Then be born.

“This child can’t be without a father.” Looking at his grinning face, I pulled my hand away and continued slashing at him with the knife, but the pain made it hard for me to breathe.

“Why not? Am I not? ” His smile was full of tender affection, and he didn’t understand what I meant.

An intense pain instantly filled my entire chest. My palm exerted force and my fingernails dug into the flesh of my palm.

“I’m talking about my biological father.” I suppressed my tears and forced myself to act the part of a heartless and heartless woman, “Lou Shaotang, I’ve thought about this for a long time. I want to give this child a healthy family. You know, I’ve never had parents since I was a child. I know what it’s like. I don’t want this child to be like me again. ”

Lou Shaotang’s smile froze on his face. His blank expression looked like he had been struck by lightning.

After a moment, he recovered and slightly moved his lips.

Knowing what he was going to say, I didn’t give him a chance to speak and continued, “She is a mixed blood child, it is impossible for us to deceive her that you are her father. I also don’t want her to be loathed and mocked by your mother and the Lou Family in the future, so … ”

The pain in my heart made it hard for me to continue, so I stopped. But the reason that I said was unrelenting and unassailable, blocking off all of the things that Lou Shaotang wanted to say to clear my mind.

I admire myself so much that I wish I could strangle myself.

Lou Shaotang didn’t say a word, his thin lips stretched into a straight line as he stared fixedly at me.

The air in the room seemed frozen. I felt chills all over my body, and I trembled slightly.

“So, the reason for your divorce wasn’t because Lou Yuanhai wanted to kill me, but because of the child. You decided to marry Di Jin, right?” After a while, Lou Shaotang opened his mouth and spoke. His face was calm and his voice was emotionless but his eyes that were as deep as a pool of water were gradually filled with an injured light.

I wanted to say “Mmm,” but I couldn’t get the word out. I could only nod.

“But you don’t love him. Aren’t you in pain being with him for the sake of your child?” Lou Shaotang’s voice was filled with pain.

Pain, very pain, perhaps I will be in the abyss of pain for the rest of my life.

“Love can be fostered.” After forcefully swallowing the bitterness in my throat, I pulled out a smile that I didn’t think much of and said words that were completely different from what I felt from the bottom of my heart.

The corner of Lou Shaotang’s eyes twitched violently, “You mean you’ll fall in love with Di Jin?” His voice was trembling slightly, as if he was terrified. His Adam’s apple was tightly tied as he rolled away. “Will you, him and his child become a family of three?”

Happiness?

Lou Shaotang, how can I be happy without you?!

The nails digging into the flesh of the palms sank deeper and deeper, and the pain spread to every cell in the body, causing tears to flow uncontrollably.

“Answer me.” Lou Shaotang did not allow me to remain silent.

“Right.” I struggled to break through the sore lump in my throat, and I said the word ruthlessly.