Do Not Say I Love You Unswervingly - C304

I’m sorry, I let you down!

The corner of Lou Shaotang’s eyes twitched, he stared straight at me, “I don’t believe it! You can’t fall in love with him. ”

His tone was certain, and he was convinced that my love for him was unwavering.

“Do you really think so?” After a while, Lou Shaotang opened his mouth again, his voice became gloomy and hoarse, his Adam’s apple rolling down tightly.

“Yes.” I said without hesitation.

Watching the wounded light in his eyes grow brighter and brighter, and the water rippling slightly, I found it hard to breathe. His eyes were red and red, and they burned hot in my eyes.

I tried not to open my eyes, but it was as if someone had set me down. I didn’t even have the strength to move my fingers. But my tears are about to fall. What should I do?

“Heh ~” Just then, Lou Shaotang suddenly laughed, and laughed at himself, “Tu Ying, tell me, what do I count as to you? So what if I throw my pride and self-esteem away for you? I’ve paid almost everything for you, so what? ”

His every question stabbed at my heart like a knife, and I had no words to answer it. I felt a tearing pain in my chest, and I wanted to let it out with my tears.

But I can’t.

I couldn’t let him see a trace of pain or reluctance in me.

I bit down hard on my lip and forcefully held back my tears. The taste of blood seeped into my mouth.

Seeing that I bit my lips without saying a word and remained indifferent to his words, Lou Shaotang laughed again, laughing even more self-deprecatingly than before, “What a joke, right?” His voice grew colder bit by bit, but it could not hide his sorrow.

No! No!

Lou Shaotang, you’re not a joke!

You are the person I love the most in my life!

The person he loved the most!

I madly shook my head in my heart, but my expression remained calm. “I’m sorry, I’ve let you down.”

“Heh ~ I’m sorry.” Lou Shaotang immediately laughed in ridicule, he then tensed up his face and stared into my eyes, his Adam’s apple rolling down, “Tu Ying, are you sure you won’t regret this?”

His tone was extremely serious.

I shook my head firmly. This time, it’s not against my will. I really won’t regret it.

I want him alive;

I want him to be free;

I want him to continue to stand at the top of the pyramid and call the wind and rain;

They wanted him to trample all those who wanted to kill him and eradicate him.

Lou Shaotang laughed, it was bitter, ridiculing and a bit sad.

He closed his eyes, tilted his head back, and took a deep breath, his Adam’s apple rolling in his throat.

After a moment, he opened his eyes again, and the wounded light in his eyes had completely disappeared. They had become calm and cold, but the circles around his eyes were still blood-red.

“Fine, since that’s the case, I’ll grant you your wish.”

His voice was as cold as the wind blowing in through the window, and I shivered, my heart sinking.

He agreed.

I felt cold all over, and stared at him without blinking, but he didn’t look at me anymore. He walked to the sofa at the side and said, “Let Qin Lang in.”

With that said, Lou Shaotang sat on the sofa and crossed his legs. His face was even colder than the words he had just said.

He turned away and looked out the window at the cloudy sky.

I stood there, tears streaming down my face.

I know I shouldn’t have cried. I shouldn’t have made him feel so bad about his divorce.

But I can’t. I can’t help it.

I don’t want to leave him.

I can’t leave him.

But I had to leave him.

“Isn’t it a divorce? What are you standing there for? Hurry up.”

His cold voice without the slightest fluctuation once again rang out, and following that, thunder rumbled in the sky, and bean-sized raindrops suddenly fell, hitting the window.

Even though his face was covered with frost, I knew very well that inside of him it was raining hard, like outside a window. But proud as he is, he won’t beg me to stay.

Even if I had to.

We’re all in pain now, but it’s for his own good.

Pain was also worth it.

I breathed in the pain in my nose and wiped away the tears on my face. With trembling hands, I took out my cell phone and called Qin Lang. After a while, Qin Lang came over.

As soon as he entered, his gaze fell on the wadded up divorce agreement on the ground, and the worry on his face visibly loosened.

“Mr. Lou, you were looking for me?” The corners of his mouth curled up in a relieved smile, and he walked towards Lou Shaotang.

“Redact a divorce agreement.” Lou Shaotang remained motionless, his eyes still looking out the window as he said coldly.

Qin Lang was stunned, he stood there for a while before reacting, and then immediately looked at me, asking me in his eyes what was going on.

I said nothing, and my eyes filled with tears again.

He was a smart person, so the situation was obvious.

As the atmosphere was too oppressive, causing her to suffocate, Qin Lang loosened his tie a little, cleared his throat and said: “I, I didn’t bring my computer.”

Lou Shaotang and I know about this, he clearly said this to let us have more time to calm down.

“Handwriting.” Lou Shaotang said without any hesitation.

My heart skipped a beat.

Lou Shaotang had also made up his mind.

Once he made a decision, nothing could stop him.

Qin Lang choked as he stared at Lou Shaotang for a few seconds. After that, he helplessly exhaled and opened his briefcase and slowly took out 2 A4 pieces of paper.

Seeing him looking at his surroundings as if he didn’t know where to sit and write, Lou Shaotang stood up, walked towards the table with big strides, grabbed onto a corner of the white tablecloth, and forcefully pulled it away. The candlestick and the plate containing the steak was instantly pulled to the ground, releasing a shocking crackling sound.

I closed my eyes, hot tears streaming down my face through the slits of my closed eyes. I clasped my hands together and tried to steady my trembling body.

Moments later, the sound of Qin Lang’s footsteps that was walking towards the table entered my ears, and after that, the room immediately quietened down, and only the sound of the pen writing could be heard.

“Pa ~ ~ ~”

My heart trembled slightly as I opened my eyes. Lou Shaotang had already sat down on the seat to the left of Qin Lang and was using the engine to light up the cigarette in his mouth.

The smoke was quickly lit, and he threw the engine on the table. It skidded across the table and landed hard on my feet, then bounced off the floor.

The back of my foot hurt, but I pretended nothing was wrong.

He took a deep drag on his cigarette and exhaled.

He looked at me, and I at him, and the thick white smoke curled between us like a barrier.

I couldn’t see the emotions on his face, but I could feel the chill coming from his body.

He gave up on me, didn’t he?

Good, that’s good.

Lou Shaotang, stop loving me. After obtaining your freedom, you will no longer be burdened by others and will no longer suffer from any unexpected calamities. Go and wholeheartedly develop “Tianyue”, and realize your grand and lofty ambitions in life.

“Alright, Mr. Lou.” Qin Lang’s suppressed emotions caused Leng Ning’s voice to echo in the air.

He handed the agreement over to Lou Shaotang, who didn’t even glance at it and coldly nodded at me.

Qin Lang understood and handed the agreement over to me.

I clenched my fists, walked up a few steps, extended my hand out, took the chair opposite Lou Shaotang and sat down. I didn’t look at the contents of the agreement and directly said to Qin Lang, “Pen.”

Qin Lang was startled, and reacted, “Oh.” He handed the pen in his hand to me and looked at Lou Shaotang, trying to change his mind.

Lou Shaotang stopped smoking and held the cigarette between his fingers, looking at me calmly.

I secretly took a deep breath, clenched the brush, and dropped the tip of the brush to the spot where I was signing. Just as I was about to sign, Lou Shaotang’s calm and cold voice sounded out, “Tu Ying, think carefully, once you sign this, we have nothing to do with each other.”

My hand paused, and my heart was torn again. The next second, he once again wrote with determination.

“Di Jin is my enemy, if you stay with him, it means that from today onwards, you will also be my enemy. I will only hate you and I will no longer love you. You have to think carefully. “”

Lou Shaotang spoke with increasing urgency, but before he could finish, I had already signed my name on the agreement.

As the last stroke fell, Lou Shaotang’s anxious voice abruptly stopped. The room instantly fell silent, as if the room temperature had suddenly dropped to a freezing point.

None of us spoke. Time seemed to have been frozen.

I stared at the agreement dumbly, the words that Lou Shaotang had just said echoing in my head.

He will no longer love me, he will no longer love me.

From now on, I will be his enemy.

My heart felt as if it had been cut open, and the pain made it hard for me to breathe. I opened my lips a little, trying to get some fresh air, but found that the air I breathed into my lungs was filled with a sad, choking smell. The pain increased.

A moment later, a voice with a hoarse throat came into my ear from the other side, followed by a very self-deprecating and ironic snort.

I slowly raised my eyes to look at Lou Shaotang. Unknowingly, he had already leaned his body towards the edge of the table, and now he was slowly leaning back in his chair. His gaze that was fixated on my face was filled with the color of water, but the temperature was slowly growing colder. He didn’t know when, but the look of sadness on his face was slowly fading, and it had gradually returned to its previous coldness.

I pursed my lips, forcefully suppressing the bitterness in my heart, and forced myself to be calm as I handed him the agreement and pen.

Lou Shaotang’s thin, cold lips tightened into a straight line as he stared at me. After a moment, he stretched out his hand and pulled.

His fingers felt pain from being cut by the sharp paper, so it should be a hole, but I didn’t care, instead I pressed my thumb tightly against his sore spot and looked at Lou Shaotang.

Lou Shaotang placed the letter of agreement on the table and held onto the brush …