Do Not Say I Love You Unswervingly - C308

Don’t go with him!

He had a cheerful expression on his face. His hands were in his pockets, looking as if they were in the spring breeze.

Subconsciously, I looked at his car. The black car had a sunken underside, with some transparent glass shards on it. Beside the car, a small half broken vase and some broken glass shards lay on the ground.

Shu Qiao’s face changed, she was startled, but how could she admit it? She straightened her back, raised her head and bravely said: “What are you looking at, don’t think I’m afraid of you!”

Di Jin kept his mouth shut and sneered in disdain, “My wife, do you think I would bully you?”

I was so shaken by the word “wife” that my whole body went cold from head to toe.

Di Jin’s gaze turned back to me, his ruthless face instantly becoming gentle.

His heart was torn apart once again as an intense pain slowly spread throughout his body.

Wife.

This word that once made me so happy will become the word that I hate the most in the future.

Shu Qiao looked at me but didn’t say a word, and just stood there motionlessly.

Di Jin carried the suitcase from her hands and walked to the back of the car. He opened the trunk and put it on. Then he went to the passenger door and opened it for me to get in.

I got into the car, rolled down the window and said to Shu Qiao: “Qiao Qiao, you can go back. I’ll contact you when you’re in France.”

Shu Qiao stepped forward, her hands holding onto the window, her eyes moist, her face filled with reluctance, “Xiao Ying, you have to take care of yourself! I’ll see you when I’m free. ”

“I will.” I smiled a reassuring smile and reminded her, “You should also take care of your body, drink less wine, and think about what I told you yesterday.”

Normally, if I brought up Qin Lang again, she would impatiently reject me, but at that moment, maybe I was about to leave. She didn’t want to give up on me, so he obediently said: “I understand, I will think about it.”

Until we were far away from the car, I could see from the rearview mirror that Shu Qiao had not left yet, and was still standing there, staring at our car.

I wanted to cry, but I didn’t. In front of Di Jin, I won’t shed a single tear.

When we arrived at the airport, we found out that Di Jin and I were not the only ones there. The Little Jin had already been installed in the air consignment box. He looked at me through the ventilation window, then whined and greeted me.

I hesitated, then went over and stuck my finger in the air vent. He licked it.

Di Jin smiled as he walked over. He bowed his head and said to Little Jin: “Little Jin, Mom is back.

I froze. Little Jin did not reply, but his tongue licked even more happily. His tail also waved happily, hitting the aircraft trunk until it made sounds of “bang bang bang”.

“Don’t let it lick you. I didn’t clean his mouth today.” Di Jin’s smile deepened, he raised his head and took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to me.

I didn’t pick it up. I withdrew my hand, took a wet tissue from my pocket, and wiped my fingers.

Turning around, I saw Yvonne looking at me as if she were her enemy. Her eyes seemed to shoot out a thousand cold arrows.

I didn’t know if Qiao Chenfei had apologized to her, but I still felt sorry for her, so I wanted to apologize to her again.

“How does it feel to leave someone you love?” She folded her arms, her lips curled in a mocking smile, her tone full of schadenfreude.

I stopped, feeling as if my heart had been stabbed with a sharp knife. The pain made me catch my breath, and the words of apology stuck in my throat.

She asked me what it was like to leave someone I loved.

That’s it.

Pain.

The pain penetrated his heart.

“This is called retribution, do you understand?” Yvonne laughed coldly in a complacent manner, “But you should be thankful. At least you still have my brother to love you, unlike me.”

As she spoke, her tone suddenly became sorrowful. She stopped talking, her eyes turning red and misty.

I know she thought of Qiao Chenfei again.

Although she was happy and I was in pain, I couldn’t bear to see her in pain. So I secretly took a deep breath, swallowed my grief, and comforted her, “You don’t have to be envious of me. You are actually more fortunate than me, at least you’re free and have the right to choose.

Yvonne stared at me with her tear-filled eyes. After a moment, she laughed at herself. “You think I’m not one?”

Her voice was filled with grief.

My heart skipped a beat.

Yes, she was right. She seemed to have let go of Qiao Chenfei, but she didn’t. But the difference between her and me is that she is willing to lock herself in the cage of feelings for Qiao Chenfei. As long as she thinks it through, there is still a possibility of happiness.

Me, no.

Even if one day Di Jin suddenly realizes it, and lets go of me, I won’t be able to return to Lou Shaotang’s side.

I hurt him like this, and I’m ashamed to face him again. He won’t love me any more.

All I ask is that he don’t hate me, just forget me.

Lifting my hand to wipe the moisture from my eyes, I turned my face to the French windows.

The long-awaited sun finally appeared and the sky cleared up.

The corners of my mouth curled up.

Good, let all the haze be cleared up from today onwards.

Since it was still too early to check in, we sat in chairs in the lounge of the departure lounge and waited.

Looking out of the French windows at the planes sliding off the runway into the blue sky, my heart ached and was at a loss.

I’ll be out of here soon. Seahold may not be my hometown, but almost every important node in my life happens here.

From college to his first love with Qiao Chenfei, then to him graduating and working, and then to marrying Lou Shaotang, it had been almost 10 years. My feelings for this place are deeper than my feelings for my hometown, and because I have Lou Shaotang, I am even more attached to this place, and will not be able to part with it.

But I’m leaving, going to a strange place to start a new life.

A painful life.

Not far away, a young couple was embracing. The woman was relaxed, carrying only a black Chanel 2.55, while the man was carrying a shoulder bag. Beside him stood a large suitcase with a travel bag on it.

The woman was smiling, and the man was smiling, too, and the two of them said something, and the woman patted the man on the back, kissed him on the cheek, then let go of him and turned away. After walking a few steps, the woman turned around and waved to the man through the crowd. The man also raised his hand and waved back.

Thinking that it was only a short trip, the two of them reluctantly said their goodbyes. Unexpectedly, when the woman walked out of the airport’s glass door with light steps, the man’s smiling eyes shed two clear tears, and his face was filled with deep sorrow.

My heart throbbed slightly.

So it turned out that they were not parting temporarily, but parting forever.

I think the man must have practiced for a long time, so that he could clearly break his heart but still be able to happily smile at the woman he loved.

For a moment, he thought of himself. How similar I am to him.

We all leave each other strong, fragile to ourselves, alone in their blind places sad, silent tears.

Many people may not understand why we are so, but that is because they do not understand that it is only by leaving the other person without any psychological burden that he is able to pursue a new life without any restraints.

The ringing of my cell phone interrupted my sad thoughts. I wiped away the sparkle from my eyes and looked at the source of the sound.

It was the phone of Private Assistance Di Jin.

He looked at his cell phone, got up, and went to the side to answer it. When he returned, his expression was no longer as calm as it was before. Instead, it was very serious and nervous, as if he had encountered something urgent and unexpected.

He walked to Di Jin’s side and bent down to whisper into his ear. The corner of Di Jin’s eyes twitched, and his face flashed a look of shock, his gentle face became gloomy, and he looked at me.

My heart skipped a beat.

Thinking about how I asked him on the way here, when Lou Shaotang could come out, he said that he would be there within 10 minutes after our plane takes off. It was a pity I couldn’t see him free, but then I thought, as long as he gets out safely, it doesn’t matter if I see him with my own eyes.

Could there be a variable now?

I stared at him, my hands clenched into fists, my palms wet with sweat.

At this time, Di Jin’s expression had returned to normal, he raised his wrist to look at his watch, and said something to Private Assistance. Private Assistance nodded his head, and with one hand, he picked up Little Jin’s air consignment case, and with the other hand, he pulled Di Jin’s and my two suitcases towards the boarding counter.

“Let’s go.” As soon as he left, Di Jin stood up and told Yvonne and me.

I sat without moving, my heart extremely uneasy, so I confirmed with him once again, “Di Jin, will Lou Shaotang come out?”

“Of course.” Di Jin replied without hesitation, and with a certain tone.

As far as I knew about him, his reaction wasn’t a lie.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and my heart sank back into my stomach.

“Time’s up. Let’s go in.”

When he came to take my hand, I put it in my pocket, got up from my chair, and walked in the direction of the entrance.

Before they had taken a few steps, they heard an anxious and loud male voice come from afar. “Xiao Ying ~”

It was Qiao Chenfei.

I stopped and turned my head.

Qiao Chenfei was leaning on his walking stick as he rushed towards me. He was still wearing his medical suit and was only wearing a camel-coloured fur coat. He should have come from the hospital.

I doubt it, but I walked towards him. “Chen Fei, why are you here?”

Qiao Chenfei’s face was filled with anxiousness, and he said excitedly: “Xiao Ying, why are you following Di Jin? Lou Shaotang is fine, he is already out! ”

I was slightly surprised.

Didn’t Di Jin say that he only came out after taking off from the plane?

However, this doubt was immediately dispelled. Wouldn’t it be better to come out early?

“Yeah, that’s great.” I smiled with relief.

“Xiao Ying, don’t follow him!” Qiao Chenfei looked over at Di Jin who was behind me, his eyes revealing a look of anger, his face slightly congealed.

I followed his gaze and saw that he had seen Yvonne.

Yvonne was also looking at him. Her cold and arrogant face did not change at all, but her eyes were no longer cold. They were now suffused with a gentle glow.

“Xiao Ying, don’t go!” Qiao Chenfei anxiously tried to persuade his to stay again.

Yvonne pursed her lips in a self-deprecating manner. The tenderness in her eyes was quickly replaced by coldness from before.

When I looked back at Qiao Chenfei, his gaze had already returned to me, and his expression was even more anxious than before.

Sighing slightly, I shake my head.

This is a deal, and since Di Jin didn’t go back on his words, then I must keep my promise as well. Otherwise, if they pissed him off, it was unknown what kind of danger he would put Lou Shaotang in next.

I can’t let anything happen to Lou Shaotang.

Seeing that I wasn’t willing to listen to his words, Qiao Chenfei was both furious and anxious, “I know that you left because Di Jin threatened Shen Yiru and because Shen Yiru begged you.

“How do you know?”

“Liu Sao told me everything.”

“Why would Liu Sao tell you? You went back to the Garden? ” I’m even more confused, Qiao Chenfei is still in the hospital and can’t possibly go back.

Qiao Chenfei denied it, “No, it was Liu Sao who called me.”

I think that it must have been after I left yesterday, that Liu Sao asked Shen Yiru. Shen Yiru always trusted Liu Sao, so he didn’t lie to her and told her the truth. When Qiao Chenfei found out about this, he immediately called Qin Lang. Knowing that I had lied to Lou Shaotang, he rushed here to stop me.

Since he already knows everything, I no longer bothered to hide it. I instructed him, “Chen Fei, you must not tell this to Lou Shaotang, I don’t want him to know.”

Qiao Chenfei was excited when he heard it, “Xiao Ying, why are you so stupid! Things are not as you think. The reason Lou Shaotang was able to get out of jail was not because of you, but him. ”

Before he could finish his words, his stomach was heavily kicked