Do Not Say I Love You Unswervingly - C310

Farewell, the person I love most in this life

I stood still, my tears streaming down my face, my heart aching.

The cold wind blew, causing Lou Shaotang’s hair to be in a mess, but it did not mess up his sight at all. He continued to stare at the camera.

I stopped and closed my eyes.

Yes, Lou Shaotang, I’m leaving.

From now on you must be good, less smoke, less drink, take good care of yourself;

I’m leaving. If you work too late, make yourself a cup of coffee. 1 point of milk and 1 point of sugar, this is your preference, I’m afraid you are too busy to forget, I have written a note on the coffee machine;

I’m leaving. I’ve already ironed all your winter clothes and hung them in the closet, not always keeping the matching pieces, occasionally changing them, so I’ve helped you with the matching again, if you don’t like it, then come back.

I’m leaving. I bought a cashmere scarf for your mother, it’s her favorite brand. I also bought a down jacket and a few models of the latest Japanese racing models for Heng Heng. I’ve given it to your secretary, Cindy, and she’ll give it to you when you go to the company. You have to say it was all bought by you, or they won’t take it.

I’m leaving. I wish you no trouble in the future, smooth sailing, will be “Tianyue” development more brilliant. This is the greatest ambition of your life, and I believe you will realize it.

Finally, please forget me and find a better woman to love and care for.

Even though, I will never forget you.

Though I will always love you.

Even though, I really don’t want to go.

However …

Goodbye, Lou Shaotang.

Goodbye, the person I love the most in this life.

I opened my eyes and reopened my heavy feet. Step by step, step by step, I walked slowly to the gate.

All of the reporters’ questions sounded out on the television screens behind them. They were asking Lou Shaotang the same question, but Lou Shaotang never spoke a single word.

His eyes were still fixed on the camera. I could clearly feel it. Because my stiff back felt like it was being burned by two rays of hot light, the heat boiled my eyes, and hot tears fell like a downpour.

I turned to see that Yvonne’s eyes were as full of tears as mine, and that two lines of tears were slowly sliding down her cheeks.

She also couldn’t bear to leave. When Qiao Chenfei had been beaten up so ruthlessly by her, she had pretended to be cold and detached. The truth was that his heart ached extremely, but her pride did not allow her to be soft-hearted to him anymore.

But, who could control their own heart?

Behind him, a young woman’s voice could be heard singing.

I can draw a circle

Put yourself in there

Keep memories out of the way

But I can’t stop thinking

Spread in my sky

He has the kind of benevolence and changeability

I can draw a circle

Think of it as the perfect period

Give him back his freedom in the blue sky

But I can’t stop thinking

Sweet scenes

If I give up all of this

So who is the soul in my body

The lyrics deeply touched my heart, and following her singing, scenes after scenes of the sweet little bits and pieces from Lou Shaotang’s past flashed through my mind.

The lyrics also touched Yvonne’s heart, and our tears seemed to have been turned on.

Yes, although my situation was very different from hers, at this moment we were on a different path.

We will all leave the people we love, to give them their freedom, to give them a better future.

From today onwards, we will spend the years to come with heartbreak and memories. Although the pain penetrated his heart, he had no regrets.

A black handkerchief appeared before my eyes. I didn’t raise my eyes, let alone accept it. I wiped away my tears with my bare hands.

Di Jin did not force her. Without saying a word, he gave his handkerchief to Yvonne. Yvonne did not pick up, but walked quickly toward the boarding bridge.

We are on the Air France A380, which is the same plane as the last time we went to France with Lou Shaotang.

The cabin room was very spacious, with only nine seats. At that time, Lou Shaotang had already filled up the entire cabin, making it into a private space exclusive to the two of us.

Now, Di Jin is also included, but my state of mind is completely different from before.

“Sit here.” Di Jin turned his head towards the single seat beside the porthole that Yvonne was sitting on, and chose a seat two rows away from her.

I sat down like a zombie and Di Jin helped me buckle my seat belt.

I did not refuse and let him do as he pleased.

After buckling up his seat belt, Di Jin raised his eyes to look at my swollen and red eyes that were crying. His pupils contracted slightly as a trace of heartache flashed past his eyes.

He looked up and said a few words to the stewardess in French. The stewardess looked at me, nodded with a smile, and went to the back.

A moment later the stewardess returned with a bulging towel and a blanket.

Di Jin reached out his hand and said a few words to her, and the flight attendant immediately gave him the things in her hand. He took it and put the towel on the side table, then covered me with the blanket.

I’m not cold at all. I’m cold.

And he would never be warm.

Looking at his wishful thinking and consideration, I sneered in my heart.

After covering me with the blanket, Di Jin took out the towel from the table and placed it on my eyes.

The towel had been wrapped in ice.

had already expected that I would wave his hand and grabbed onto my wrist, preventing me from moving.

“Just for a while.” He smiled gently at me, but the strength in his grip didn’t diminish.

What was the use of resisting for a while?

I curled my lips in a self-deprecating smile and let my hand drop limply to my leg.

Seeing my rare obedient behaviour, Di Jin’s smile grew wider.

“Di Jin, are you happy now?” My heart was dead as I asked coldly.

Not expecting me to ask such a question, Di Jin’s hand that was covered in ice suddenly stopped for a moment, then immediately said: “Happiness.” After that, he put down the towel and the corner of his mouth curled up into a smile. It was a truly happy smile as he looked at my stomach, “With you and Rui Rui by my side, I am very happy.”

With that, he put the towel on the side table and looked at my slightly swollen eyes. “Lisa, I will make you happy too. I promise.”

His expression was solemn, his tone vindicated.

I laughed, too, bitter, sarcastic, desperate.

The word happiness will never touch me again.

Gazing at my face, Di Jin began to recount his plans for our lives after I arrived in France, from eating and living to his wedding, the cumbersome matters of a baby’s birth and her future education.

He was all smiles and talked a lot, as much as twenty years later, when the baby grew up and his expectations and plans for her.

The more I listened, the more my heart ached. I thought about how Lou Shaotang had held my hand on my birthday and walked with me on the pink beach at Fersa Bay, thinking about our future life.

At that time, he also said many things, and it was very beautiful, but the difference between him and Di Jin was that he didn’t mention anything about children, because that was my wound at the time.

That day, I also made a wish that Lou Shaotang and I would be happy and happy forever.

Now, his wish was shattered like a soap bubble.

My eyes stung, and I pictured the scene.

“Wifey, after I help you list the ‘Ya Yan’ on the market next year, we will travel around Europe.” Wifey, after I help you list the ‘Ya Yan’, we will travel around Europe.

The sea breeze moved the ends of his hair, and he stared at me, my happy smile reflected in his eyes.

“Eat all kinds of delicious food? “Then wouldn’t I be as fat as a pig?” I got a bargain and I said it in a nice way.

“How can that be? It’s not like you can eat fat.” Lou Shaotang said, shrugging his shoulders, “Even if you are a pig, I will not mind.”

I clenched my teeth and glared at him. “You’re the pig!” Your pig head, big pig head! ”

Lou Shaotang grinned, his face filled with evil smiles, “Fine, fine, fine. If I’m a pig head, then you’re my wife, an old pig grandma, not to mention a pig!”

I grinned and pulled his mouth out. “Your mouth is getting worse!”

Lou Shaotang held my hand and raised his eyebrows, “There’s still something worse, I’ll give it a try for you tonight!”

His voice was full of love, and I immediately understood what he meant. I released my grip and laughed. “hooligan!”

He pulled me into his embrace and continued, “I have already told Qin Lang to settle the matter of us buying another house. If everything goes smoothly, we can move to a new house by the end of the year.”

“I don’t want to buy it.”

“Why?” He looked puzzled.

“We are only two people, living in such a big house is very lonely. I still like living in the South of the City Apartments.” Almost all of the good things about Lou Shaotang and I are in the South of the City Apartments, so I have a very deep feeling about that place, and I’m not willing to move away.

Lou Shaotang thought about it, “Alright, then I will listen to you.”

Ding –

The plane beeped, cutting off my memory.

“The plane is about to take off, please remember your seat belt, please do not move in the aisle. and turn off the cell phone, wireless computer or network signal. ”

The smile on Di Jin’s face somehow vanished as he looked at me and wiped away the tears on my cheeks. I hit his hand off.

He touched the tip of his tongue to his mouth and said nothing. He stood up and sat down next to me.

I turned my face away and looked at Yvonne.

She was looking at her watch with a frown, and then she tilted her head to look at the hatch. From the looks of it, she seemed to be very anxious, as if she was waiting for someone.

I have doubts, Private Assistance Di Jin has already sat down, everyone is already here, who is she waiting for?

Just as he was thinking this, he heard the wail of a baby coming from the hatch, and Yvonne jumped up from her seat.

I was surprised, but before I could collect myself, she came out of her seat just as a foreign woman came into the cabin with a baby wrapped in a bundle.

Yvonne went up to her at once and rattled on. I couldn’t understand it because it was French, but judging from her angry expression, I guessed she was being scolded.

I was very surprised, because this woman was the same French maid that I met in the hospital, Di Jin. I thought she’d gone back to France, but she hadn’t.

The maid’s face turned white as she was scolded. She bowed her head and didn’t dare to make a sound. The baby in her arms began to cry even more.

I frowned, wondering why she had a baby.

At that moment, Yvonne takes the baby from her arms, her cold, angry face suddenly tender and affectionate as she pats him.

My brain suddenly quivered. ‘Could this baby be…’