Do Not Say I Love You Unswervingly - C320

He’s making trouble again!

Staring at Lou Shaotang’s face on the screen, my heart ached like it was being whipped by countless whips. I reached out and gently touched his face, then pulled his body to his injured hand.

“Hubby, does it hurt?” I whispered, putting my other hand to my chest. “I’m in pain. “Tell me, how did you get hurt?”

I closed the computer, wiped my eyes, and put on a cold face. “I’m going to sleep. What are you doing in here? ”

“You forgot your present, I’ll bring it over for you.” After saying that, he placed the two boxes of gifts that he had given Rui Rui and I on the writing table.

Without looking, I got up to head for the bathroom, but as I passed him he called out, “Lisa.”

I stopped, but stood still, waiting for him to continue.

“Can you promise me something?” His tone suddenly became serious.

I turned my head to look at him.

“No matter how much you hate me, you have to properly love Rui Rui. She’s innocent. ”

My heart skipped a beat as I stared at his handsome face that had a dejected expression. In the depths of his eyes, there seemed to be a faint trace of deep pain.

Suddenly remembering Yvonne’s words, she said that today was a special day for him.

“I don’t know.” I tell the truth.

The hatred for the baby has faded, but I really don’t know if I can love it. After all, she had the blood of the person I hated the most.

A flash of disappointment appeared on Di Jin’s face, he swallowed hard, and then laughed bitterly: “You should rest early.” Just as he was about to leave, he seemed to have thought of something, “Oh yes, do you want a glass of milk? You didn’t eat much just now. ”

“No need.” I refused, but not as coldly as before.

Di Jin nodded and left the room.

I took a shower and went out to the balcony. This is what I do every night before going to bed — I look in the direction of Seahold and miss Lou Shaotang.

Just as I walked to the balcony, I saw a person standing in the garden not far away. I immediately recognized him as Di Jin with just a glance.

Because of the dim light and the fact that he was turned sideways to me, I couldn’t see his expression, but seeing him standing there, staring at the sea of flowers, I thought he must be thinking of something.

Just as he was guessing, he saw another figure slowly walking towards him.

Yvonne.

Until he walked to his side, Di Jin’s figure did not move an inch. Then, Yvonne opened her mouth and spoke to him. Although she couldn’t hear him, she could tell that Di Jin had glanced at the left arm, and was probably concerned about the injuries on his arm.

His injury is really severe, I accidentally saw a doctor changing Di Jin’s medicine, the wound was really scary, it made my heart jump, even I felt pain from it.

He was playing the accordion just now, probably because he was afraid that Ye Zichen would hurt him again.

Di Jin’s mouth moved, most likely responding to her. He looked like he did not care, and then looked back at the sea of flowers.

Yvonne also looked in that direction. After a moment, she spoke again. Without saying a word, she took a tissue from her pocket and wiped her face as if she were wiping away tears.

Di Jin turned his face to look at her and the scenery lamp shone on his face so I could clearly see his face.

His face was sad, his eyes were a little red, and there was a glimmer in his eyes.

He cried too?

I’m kind of incredible.

For someone as tough as him, no matter how sad he was, he had never shed a single tear, so why would he cry now?

Just as I was wondering, Di Jin wrapped his arm around Yvonne’s shoulder and patted her as if he was comforting her.

I was even more surprised that I had never seen the siblings act so intimately. I stopped wiping my hair and stared at them.

Behind me, my cell phone rang. I came back to my senses and went back to my room to answer the phone.

It was Shu Qiao.

I looked at the clock on the wall. It was only seven in the morning.

I slide the answer button. “So early!” The laughing voice had not disappeared in the air yet, when Shu Qiao said angrily: “Lou Shaotang has a new woman!”

My heart stopped, and my mind went blank.

“Yeah, it’s pretty good.” I quickly regained my senses. My heart was being cut by a knife, but my tone was flat and casual.

“Good my ass!” Shu Qiao was so angry that I could feel her rage through the phone, “I didn’t want to tell you at first, but after thinking about it for an entire night, I just can’t stand it. F * ck, she even said that she loved you, yet she changed hands so quickly. “F * ck your grandpa!”

I tightly pressed my fingers on the table. Pale color leaked out of my flesh. Laughing lightly, I teased him, “Can it be that I want him to be a monk for his entire life?” With a sudden change in tone, he said sternly, “Don’t forget, I was the one who abandoned him first.”

Shu Qiao seemed to be choked up, “That is right, but, but, but he can’t be so fast! Damn, I’m not even used to it yet, but he’s fine now! ”

Shu Qiao once again exploded with violence, obviously unable to take this lying down.

It was because I didn’t believe her from the start that I left Lou Shaotang because I couldn’t bear to part with my child. A few days ago, she had been staring at me and asked me on the phone, but I couldn’t stand it anymore and had to tell her the truth, and then she cried and said that I was too wronged. She wanted to go and tell Lou Shaotang but was sternly restrained by me.

“Is there a difference between early and late?” My heart hurt, but my tone didn’t seem to mind at all.

“Xiao Ying, are you really not sad?” Shu Qiao was very surprised, she did not dare believe it.

“No, I’m happy for him.” I laughed, a sliver of salty liquid sliding into the corner of my mouth, and my heart ached a little more.

There was no sound from the other end of the phone.

I think she must have been stunned.

“That’s what you called me about?” I still appeared to take it lightly.

Shu Qiao replied with a sickly look, and I immediately scolded her, “You’re too bored. If you have the free time, why don’t you just meddle in the affairs of the ‘Ya Yan’? Did the sales figures for yesterday come out? “How much?”

I succeeded in changing the topic. Shu Qiao told me the sales figures, it was a pretty good result, but I wasn’t happy at all, but I pretended to be very happy and encouraged her to continue working hard. After talking about the new year’s promotion, he ended the conversation with her.

After hanging up, my body was instantly drained of all my strength and I collapsed onto the edge of the bed.

Lou Shaotang now had a new woman.

Yes, it was fast, really fast.

I thought he’d be upset for a while at least, but he came out of our relationship so quickly.

It turned out that the so-called deep love was only this much.

I was so self-righteous that I thought I weighed as heavily as Mt. Tai in his heart, that I could not be replaced by others.

But that’s what I was hoping for. Why should I mind so much?

The corners of my mouth curled in bitterness. I clutched my chest, which was in so much pain that it was about to explode.

After tossing and turning in bed for a few hours, he finally fell asleep, but then he once again dreamt of Lou Shaotang. It was just that this dream was no longer about him and me, but about the new woman that he had talked to Shu Qiao about. The woman’s appearance was indistinct, but the two of them could be seen hugging and kissing passionately.

I was awakened by a sharp pain in my heart, and my pillow was wet. Opening his swollen eyes, he continued to replay the scene in his dreams in his mind, and tears once again flowed down his face.

After a while, Snowy came in to wake me up. I took a shower, changed my clothes, and went downstairs.

Di Jin was sitting on the sofa in the living room and making a phone call with someone. His face was gloomy and he looked to be angry with the other party.

My heart skipped a beat, and I pricked up my ears as I went down the steps to listen, but I had just learned French and could only speak a few simple words, and he spoke so softly that I couldn’t understand him.

“Didn’t you sleep well last night?” He stared into my eyes, then got up and walked over to me, his face full of concern.

“Who did you just call?” I didn’t reply. The phone call had made me feel strangely uneasy, as if it had something to do with me.

“Those under my command.” Di Jin put both of his hands into his pockets, and with a light breath, he turned towards the direction of the dining hall: “Let’s go eat breakfast, it’s already prepared.”

He obviously didn’t want to talk to me too much, and judging from his expression, he wasn’t lying, so I was relieved.

Just as he sat down in the dining hall, he heard Di Jin say: “From today onwards, if you want to go out, I will send people to follow you.”

“Why?”

I hate being followed. Previously, Lou Shaotang sent the bodyguards to protect me, but Di Jin’s actions made me think that he was monitoring me.

“For your safety.” Di Jin said as he was eating the porridge.

When I heard this, my previously relaxed heart once again rose to my throat. “What’s not safe?” I stared at him.

Seeing my tensed face, Di Jin laughed, and placed the bowl of porridge in front of me, “It’s not that it’s unsafe, it’s just in case.”

He was relaxed, but I grew more and more uneasy.

“But if there’s nothing else, it’s best not to go out. If you want to buy anything, make a list and let the servant go. In three months time, the baby will be born. It’s better that you stay home and rest.”

From what he said, I was even more certain that something dangerous was going to happen, and that it was going to be very dangerous. Because if it was just general security, he wouldn’t even mention it.

I put down the spoon I just picked up, and said seriously, “Di Jin, are you hiding something from me?”

He was still smiling as he picked up a prawn dumpling for me. “Don’t be so sensitive. It’s really alright. Don’t worry.”

Seeing that I was sitting still and knowing that I didn’t believe him, Di Jin smiled helplessly and said: “If you don’t want people to follow you, then that’s fine.” He looked at the porridge in front of me. “Hurry up and eat. The porridge is going to get cold.”

Although he repeatedly told me not to worry, I was still uneasy. After a week of this, nothing happened, so I gradually relaxed.

But it was like a thorn in my heart that Lou Shaotang had a new woman. The more I didn’t want to think about it, the more uncontrollable my mind became. Especially in the dead of night, when I missed him more than I missed him during the day.

Thinking that he might be having an affair with that woman right now, or that he might be holding her in his arms, I felt an unbearable heartache. Every day, I would fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears.

Today, I was still sleeping in Lou Shaotang’s dream of having a candlelight dinner with his new daughter when a phone suddenly rang, waking me up. I reached to the side of my pillow and picked up my phone to see if it was Shu Qiao’s. She knew that it was still early in the morning and she had never come looking for me at this time. There must be something urgent.

My heart tensed up, and immediately picked it up. Before I could say anything, Shu Qiao’s angry roars entered my ears, “Xiao Ying, Lou Shaotang is making trouble again!”

Written at the end: Today, I want to recommend a song for Tu Ying. Recently, she had not been human at all. No matter if it was those who loved Young Master Lou or Di Jin, they had all scolded her badly. But the person who was suffering the most was her. Maybe many people don’t understand it, but it doesn’t matter, this song will be dedicated to those who understand it.

Guo Jing, “I Don’t Want to Forget You”