Doctor,Don’t Tease Me - Chapter 589
“Xiang Yi, we…” Dou Ran’s voice line, some hoarse, confused, “let’s slow down!”
Slowly
Slowly, does it mean breaking up??
Xiang Yi bites her lower lip and refuses to let herself cry on the phone.
“Let’s let it go and let ourselves and each other be quiet! We have to admit that we have now gone astray. If we persist in this way, our result can only be There is no result
Dou Ran’s breathing in the phone is a little heavy. The silence of Xiang Yi makes him suffer constantly.
Finally
Xiang Yi said, “OK! Let’s be quiet… ”
In her voice, there was an obvious cry.
She really needs to be quiet!!
During the more than one year since Dou ran left, Xiang Yi felt that she had completely changed herself. She was not as sociable or lively as before. She poured her whole world into this man. However, for Dou ran, this kind of pouring was a curse, a shackle around his neck, which made him completely breathless I’m angry.
Tired him and tired her
She also needs to rest!!
“Dou ran, I have something else to do. I won’t talk! If you suddenly think of me in the future, you can call me Goodbye
Xiang Yi said, just before he wanted to speak, he hung up the phone.
As soon as the phone was hung up, Xiang Yi couldn’t help squatting on the ground and crying.
Crying heartbroken, hysterical.
As soon as Wen Xi came out of the room, she saw Xiang Yi crying on the balcony. She was frightened and ran to her, “what’s the matter? Xiang Yi, how can you cry like this? ”
Wen Xi constantly wipes tears for Xiang Yi. Xiang Yi flies into Wen Xi’s arms and holds her, weeping, “Wen Xi, Dou ran doesn’t want me anymore Dou ran didn’t want me Wuwuwu… ”
Wen Xi was frozen there, holding Xiang Yi, motionless.
In my mind, I was in a trance for a moment.
“Why Why? Did you fight? ”
“It’s not a fight, it’s a breakup…”
“Fen break up?? ”
Wen Xi squatted beside Xiang Yi in a daze, but he couldn’t get back to his mind after half a sound,” how? How did you break up? Dou ran, he loves you so much Xiang Yi, you must think too much! ”
“He said he was tired and he didn’t want to go on like this Wen Xi, the feeling I give Dou Ran is just a shackle to him That’s all
That night, Wen Xi sat on the balcony with Xiang Yi for nearly two hours.
“Xiang Yi, if you can’t be with Dou ran, I will doubt whether there is love in the world…”
Wen Xi leaned his head against the wall and muttered to himself.
Xiang Yi smiles bitterly, “if there is no love, how can I feel so painful now?”
That feeling It’s like the heart was torn open by people. It’s so painful that it’s hard to breathe.
“Xiang Yi…”
Wen Xi’s eyes, has been a red, “you and Dou ran only need to adhere to less than half a year to be able to be together, why choose to give up at this time?”
Xiang Yi takes a deep breath
There’s a bit of pain in the chest.
“Dou ran needs freedom…”
She doesn’t want to use herself as a shackle any more!!
In fact, this lock locks not only Dou ran, but also herself!!
But he and Dou ran need to grow up!!
Xiang Yi read a novel by Zhang Ailing after she was frustrated. The novel is called missing the past.
And there is a paragraph in the article, let her memory is particularly deep.
I didn’t miss you very much, because I know that when I meet you, I should be grateful. When I pass by, I need to be relieved. I just think of you in a lot of little moments. For example, a movie, a song, a lyric, a road and countless moments of closing eyes.
And this paragraph seems to be the best interpretation of Xiang Yi’s mood at this moment.
Since that day, after they decided to slow down, there has been no contact.
She is no longer on MSN, no longer log in to QQ, no longer read Weibo, and even completely changed her phone number.
She did this just to be more cruel to herself!
Because, she is afraid that she can’t help contacting him, looking for him, begging him, and then continuing to pester him and bind him She didn’t know if Dou ran had contacted her, maybe not!
Without her harassment, he should have a relaxed life!
……
Time, a little bit spent in suffering.
Xiang Yi’s life seems to have not changed at all, and everything seems to have changed!
She began to be willing to participate in various collective activities and integrate into the circle of classmates. Her life is no longer the Internet, but a more practical social circle. She even occasionally participates in social activities with female classmates in her class and male classmates in other departments.Although no male students can make her moved, Xiang Yi is no longer as exclusive as before to talk with boys and close.
According to Wen Xi, “I think you are Xiang Yi whom I knew at that time.”
Maybe girls really have to go through an unforgettable and failed love before they can learn to grow up and manage their future love!
Xiang Yi is also very clear that now he is very relaxed, very comfortable No care, no binding, no need to think about someone all the time But only she knows that every night, in her dream, there will be the same face on time!
In the dream, they are still so friendly, no fatigue, no two look tired, the only thing is love, and laughter.
Every morning when she wakes up, her heart will be empty for a long time
To break up with him is not simply to separate a person who once loved him deeply from his life, but The life of a heart, empty hands!!
Pain, pain, loneliness, emptiness
Too many words, can not describe the heart that the most sincere feelings.
Only those who have experienced it can understand it.
Xiang Yi was in bed for dozens of minutes, then he lifted the quilt, got out of bed and was ready to wash.
“Xiang Yi -”
just at this meeting, Wen Xi pushed the bedroom door from the outside.
“What’s the matter?”
Xiang Yi looks back at her.
“Did you cry? How are your eyes red? ”
Wen Xi seems to find something wrong with Xiang Yi.
“No!”
Xiang Yi quickly denied, “I just had a nightmare and woke myself up!”
Yes!
For her, Dou Ran’s dreams are nightmares!! It’s a nightmare after she wakes up!!
Only she knows how happy she is in her dream and how painful she is at the moment when she wakes up!!
“Nightmares are fine. They’re all fake.”
Wen Xi quickly comforts her.
“What are you doing here?”
Xiang Yi asks her.
Wen Xi paused, looked at Xiang Yi and thought, “Xiang Yi…”
Wen Xi stood on the edge of the door frame of the bathroom and looked at Xiang Yi, who was preparing to gargle. Finally, he said in a voice, “do you know, those overseas students who went to France Has Come back early! ”
Xiang Yi gargles his mouth, suddenly.
Look at Wen Xi at the door.
There was a certain dullness in his expression.
Wen Xi nodded.
Xiang Yi is still there for a long time. He comes back slowly and continues to gargle.
On the face, already did not have the half redundant facial expression.
It seems that Wen Xi’s words have never been heard of before, but his gargling action speeds up a little.
Toothbrush brush in her white teeth, touched the gums, exuded blood, but Xiang Yi as if never aware of the general, still in that non-stop gargle, hand brushing action is also not expected to aggravate some.
“Xiang Yi!”
“?”
Looking at Wen Xi to Yi Piantou.
Wen Xi pointed to her teeth, “don’t brush, it’s bleeding…”
responded with a sudden response. He looked into the mirror and found that his little mouth full of foam was already blood paste.
“Nothing!”
she grinned and slobber her mouth out of foam. “I am angry, it’s okay, every day.”
Wen Xi looked at her, sighed, patted her on the shoulder, “OK, you wash, ready for breakfast, class.”
“…… Good
Xiang Yi washes in a trance and leaves the bedroom with a book. She is about to ask Wen Xi to have breakfast. Unexpectedly, Zhou Jiao rushes out, “Xiang Yi, do you know that your family has come back!”
Xiang Yi looks dull again, heart, obviously pulled.
After a long time, I faintly replied, “I haven’t paid attention to his affairs for a long time! I’ll go out for breakfast first. ”
Even Wen Xi didn’t call up, Xiang Yi rushed out of the dormitory.
Dou ran
Dou ran
The name that haunts her every moment of the day The name that seems to have been engraved into her blood with a knife Xiang Yi ran away from the dormitory, holding the book and walking to the canteen.
Dou Ran is back
Her heart, obviously, was beating especially hard.
Is he really back?
Isn’t it two months before he ends his study abroad career?
But what if I come back? It’s just Another parting!!
Nearly two years later, she was a sophomore, Dou ran Senior!!
He once said that he would go to graduate school in our university, but now, I don’t know if he still remembers this Agreement Or, is it an agreement.”Mr. Dou ran!”
Suddenly, Xiang Yi heard a girl exclaim, “are you really back? Long time no see… ”
“Well, I did.”
Dou Ran’s magnetic voice rings out behind Xiang Yi.
At that moment, as if there was a bomb in general, “boom –” sound, in the memory of the brain exploded.
Instant, a blank in the brain!!
At the foot of the step, stiff pause.
She turned back
I saw it, not ten meters behind her Dou ran!!
At that moment, Xiang Yi’s tears almost gushed out like a flood.
But she forced herself to hold back!
She can’t cry, she can’t cry in front of Dou ran!
Dou Ran is still the male god who attracts many girls’ admiration. Wherever he goes, he is the shining point.
Simple white T-shirt, and washed jeans, short hair, very spirit.
It didn’t seem much different from what she had seen half a year ago, but it was a little deeper.
Eyes, straight fall on the face of Xiang Yi, looking at her, for a moment.
There are too many complicated emotions in my eyes
Ripple a circle of ripple open, swing in the memory of the heart, let her a time really don’t know what to do.
For a long time –
she nodded at him generously.
It’s a greeting.
Turn around and get ready to go.
“Xiang Yi!”
Suddenly, a familiar voice rang out and called Xiang Yi.
“Is that you? Good boy, I haven’t seen you for two years. My hair is so long! ”
Besides the careless ah Qi, who else?
He rushed up, put his arm on Xiangyi’s shoulder and grinned, “I can’t see that you are a woman Hum, it’s beautiful! “