Dominating Desires Private Chapters - Chapter 12

Chapter Twelve

“I said you. Will. Not. Come Brylee, don’t you dare disobey me” he growled out as he thrust harder and faster into me. My legs were thrown over his shoulders and I was yelling out in pleasure. I couldn’t stop it, and if he wanted me to then he shouldn’t be going this hard.

“I have to Chase” I yelled out. It was amazing how quickly everything escalated. One minute he’s saying I’m his and being gentle with me, and the next he snaps and is fully dominate and rough with me.

After he hardened again he pushed me on my back and got on top of me, he wasn’t slow but wasn’t fast. I dug my nails into his back and as I said all control snapped. He threw my legs over his shoulders and then told me that I wasn’t allowed to finish yet, that I needed to earn it, and then here we are.

“I swear I will slap your as s raw if you don’t listen to me” he threatened but that just turned me on more, I wanted him to do it but I was afraid at the same time. I knew he wouldn’t really hurt me, but I also didn’t want him to not be able to stop.

His short fingernails dug into the skin on my side and drug down leaving red marks trailing behind as he yelled out my name. I took deep breaths to breathe through it so that I wouldn’t come. I managed to avoid it for now; I don’t know how I did it.

He collapsed to the side and pulled my extremely hot and bothered body against his. The ache between my thighs was unbearable and I needed him to give me a release. I’m going to go crazy.

He caressed my skin as he spoke “Such a good girl, Brylee” his hand was brushing against every part of my body that made me go insane.

“Please Chase” I looked into his eyes and he smirked back and rolled us so I was pinned beneath him

“Are you frustrated Brylee?” He asked as he nibbles on my neck

“Yes!” I complained

“Good, that’s just where I want you. Imagine how I felt. I wanted you so badly Lee, every day I thought about taking you over my desk at work, of touching your skin,” he ran his hands up and down my thigh “Of kissing your body, of being inside you.” he rubbed his almost hard dic k at my entrance and I moaned and lifted my hips, but he pulled back.

“I’m sorry Chase, please”

“Please what Brylee?” he asked me with a smirk, he knew just how bad I wanted him, damn boy. I looked straight in his eyes.

“Please fuck me right now and show me exactly why I’m yours” he groaned and I could see his determination to wait crumbling, so I pushed it a bit more.

I leaned up and kissed and nibble on his neck “Come on Chase, you know you’re the only man who can make me feel like this, the only man who can turn me on to no end and then satisfy it completely.”

His face was buried in my neck nibbling and still rubbing his fully hard di ck at my entrance. “Fuck” I cried out when he slammed into me, but the pleasure stilled when he did inside me.

“Don’t play games with my Brylee. I know what you’re doing” fuck, got caught.

He rolled his hips but never moved in not out

“What do you mean?” I played innocent and his eyes darkened

“You know what you’re doing baby, making me so horny until I take you. Well,” he leaned down “You got what you wanted. I’m going to fuck you so hard” I groaned, I couldn’t wait. “But as punishment, you’re not allowed to come this time either.”

My eyes widened, is he trying to kill me?

He pulled out and flipped me over “Hands and knees. Grab the headboard and don’t you think about letting go.” I reached my hands out and grabbed it at the same time he slammed into me again.

I let out a cry of surprise when he grabbed my hair and yanked back hard.

“Tell me to fuck you Lee” he smacked my as s and my walls clenched around his throbbing length.

“Fuck me harder Chase.” I yelled out and he complied.

“You like that baby?” he asked as he speed up

“Yes! God yes! Please Chase, let me come.”

“I don’t think so baby” he smacked my as s again, harder this time.

“Please, I will do whatever you want if you just let me” I tried to bargain and he chuckled and slowed down before pulling my hair back so I had to turn my neck to look at him

“Oh baby, you’ll do whatever I want regardless. Now be a good girl, and do not come. You don’t want to know what will happen to you if you don’t listen to me.” He gripped onto my hips and pounded into me. I could head him grunting and moaning as he went and I was just focused on breathing so that I didn’t go against him. His threats were always enough to make me know that I really didn’t want to know what would happen.

Each time he hit the hilt I wanted to scream in pleasure, it was spreading through my body and I was so close to coming, but I just kept breathing, because I wanted him to let me the next time, and I knew that if I did now, then there would be hell to pay.

There’s a couple weeks of pent up frustration with me on his part, and I knew tonight he would just be waiting for me to screw up so he could torment me more like he said I had been doing to him since Monica’s birthday.

I could feel him as he came again and dug his fingers into my hips then moved to lie down on the side of me like he usually does. I again felt the disappoint spreading through me at this.

I knew why he was doing it, but it still wasn’t exactly fair. I didn’t do anything like this to him, and so instead of curling up into his side like I did before I moved away from him and laid down with my back to him.

“Brylee, come here baby” he put his hand on my shoulder and I shrugged him off and kept like this. He acts like he’s the only one that’s had problems and that hasn’t been having sex.

“Brylee, come here” he told me again but didn’t touch me and I again ignored him. I was beyond frustrated with him right now.

“Brylee Maria, come here right now” he was getting angry, and I didn’t care. Just because I enjoyed him being dominate with me didn’t give him the right to order me around when he was the one that caused me to be upset. This was supposed to be fun and it wasn’t. While we both enjoyed this, I was not his submissive and he didn’t own me.

“Brylee damn it listen to me. Come here now” nope, not going to happen, well at least I wasn’t planning on it. Him not giving me a choice wasn’t in my plans. He reached over and forced me to turn and pulled me to him. I kept my arms crossed. I’ll be damned if I give in to him right now.

He pissed me off more when he kissed my forehead. I tried to pull away from him but he just held on to me tighter, frustrating me more, but I continued to say nothing.

“Baby, come on,” he said and I rolled my eyes at him, not that he could see it “Please” he added softly and I almost cracked, but I held strong. He knew I was upset and he knew why.

He sighed then pulled me into his lap and sat up against the headboards. I kept my arms crossed and just raised an eyebrow.

“I’m sorry baby.” He grabbed my hands and pried my arms apart before moving them around the back of his neck, and then wrapped his around my waist pulling me against him. I couldn’t help but moan when I ended up rubbing against him.

The ache between my legs was beyond unbearable now and I was about to kick him out and satisfy it myself. His lips lightly brushed against my neck. They brushed against my skin as his mouth went up my neck, so I tilted more to the side and groaned. Every touch felt amplified right now.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?” he whispered in my ear before pulling on the bottom, I tightened my grip on him and pushed more against him. “Answer me Brylee.”

“Yes” and his tongue went from right behind my ear to the slope before he started nibbling at the skin again, right on my soft spot.

“I’m sorry; I got a bit carried away.”

“Were you going to let me finish or just keep using me?” the words came out harsher then I wanted to, and I felt bad, but I also wanted an answer. He pulled his lips off my neck like I had burned him and then looked into my eyes.

“I am not using you,” He looked so intense right now. “You don’t really feel that way, do you?” he asked and I looked away from him because used is exactly how I felt. He grabbed my face and made me look back at him but I wouldn’t meet his eyes.

“Damn it Brylee, look at Me.” he said frustrated and I decided to just get this conversation over with, so I looked at him and his eyes softened like they usually did when I was upset.

“I don’t want you to feel that way. I’m not using you.”

“How do you expect me to feel about it then? You had no reason to do that to me.”

“You made me wait for you.”

“And what was I doing, sleeping around with guys?” I asked sarcastically and he glared at me and his hands tightened on my body

“You better not have been”

“I wasn’t, but even if I was that has nothing to do with now. So don’t act like you were the only one not having sex, don’t act like you were the only one who had to wait. And don’t act like you own me!” my voice was rising.

“You’re mine Brylee” he said deadly calm.

“Not for long at this rate.” I mumbled but he heard me.

He flipped us and had me pinned beneath him “What the hell does that mean?” he asked and I wrapped my legs around him and flipped him back the other way catching him off guard and pinned him, not that it would last long if he didn’t want it too.

“It means that you need to think about me in this too, and not just yourself!”

And he flipped us back and pinned me again before crushing his lips to mine and thrust himself into me suddenly, making me cry out as he moved his lips against mine.

“You are incredibly sexy when you’re pissed. Tell me what you want then Brylee” he said as he thrust harder into me making me cry out again. I was beyond turned on right now, he still had my wrists pinned and he was so hot when he was angry.

I leaned up giving him a hint to meet me half way, he slowed down and when he did I whispered “I want you to keep me pinned, go hard and fast, make me scream, make me beg for you, and then let me come around you as you fuck me even harder until you can’t hold back anymore and make me scream your name again. Show me who’s in control, dominate me and make me work for it. But don’t make me hold back.”

He moved his face back slightly and kissed me again while he picked up the pace on his thrusts making me moan.

“Is that what you really want, for me to be in control?” he asked

“As long as you let me come” I told him

“Then I don’t have to listen to a single word of what you said otherwise” he leaned down to whisper then pulled out and he went to grab two scarves before turning me on the bed so I was laying off the side.

He tied the scarves to my wrists and then moved me where he wanted, on my knees with my feet hanging off the bed, before he tied the scarves on the same side, one to the headboard one to the footboard and then tightened them so that they pulled against my wrists.

My upper body was pressed against the bed and I couldn’t move my hands to get them under me.

I was right on the edge of the bed and he put one hand in my hair and pulled it back, and the other smacked my as s making me groan.

“I love how your pu ssy tightens when I smack your a ss” he told me and he was in full control right now.

He smacked it again and I moaned yet again. He let go of my hair and slid two fingers into me and then smacked my a ss again, and I felt my walls clench around his fingers.

“You are so wet baby” and I felt his tongue plunge into me briefly before he pulled back “And you taste so good too”

He pulled away and slammed into me hard and stilled before rolling his hips making me moan. His hand gripped onto my hair again and he held my head just off the bed.

“You want me to fuck you Brylee?” He asked and I groaned internally. Why I told him to be like this, I don’t know.

“Yes.” was the only thought that came to mind.

“How bad Brylee?” he asked

“More than you can imagine. I don’t want you to I need you to. Please Chase.” He pulled back on my hair and slammed into me again and again.

“Yes Chase, harder!” I yelled and he speed up and pulled harder on my hair. His hand came down once, twice, three times in a row making me clench around him each time and groan in pleasure.

He slowed down and smacked my ass again

“You like that Brylee?”

“I would like it more if you would speed up” But this does feel amazing too.

He slapped my ass hard again, harder this time and I cried out, that one hurt a bit.

“Wrong answer. Do you like that Brylee?” he asked me again

“Yes.” I moaned as he picked up the speed. His grip tightened again and he pulled my head back more, I don’t think my head can go back much farther at this point.

As he pounded into me, the thought of him using those toy I ordered on me came to mind, well not all of them, but some, okay most. Hell no matter how afraid I was of it all I wanted him to use them all, no need to lie to myself.

“Fuck, Chase!” I dug my nails into the bed as I was actually screaming his name. it may have sucked for him to not let me finish twice, but right now my whole body was convulsing and I couldn’t stop coming, and like I asked him too he just sped back up and fucked me harder.

Each slap on my ass intensified the pleasure until it was just too much. I was so close to begging him to stop when my orgasm rolled into another one and he came as well.

My legs were sore and cramped, my wrists burned from pulling at the restraints, my ass stung and my scalp was aching. And I loved it all. They were reminders of how sexy it was when he took full control, and how intense the sex was.

Chase looked exhausted but he came around the bed and untied my wrists and then slowly pulled me up against him so I was kneeling on the bed while he stood in front of me.

He kissed me once before laying me back on the bed. “What hurts baby?” he asked and I shrugged, I didn’t want him to think that I couldn’t take it.

“Brylee,”he sighed and laid down beside me, I turned so we were facing each other. “If you can’t communicate with me, then I can’t trust you to tell me when I’m taking things to far or doing something you don’t like, and then we can’t do this anymore” he brushed my hair back from me face.

“My legs are a bit cramped, my wrists and ass are sore, and my scalp is a bit tender. Nothing too bad though. You didn’t do any of this before, why now?”

“Because I was an idiot before.” He pulled me against him and I curled up into him “I know that you like doing all this as well, but if I’m going to be the one in control I need to also make sure that I don’t hurt you and that I take care of anything that I caused during the sex.”

“Now,” he pulled away from me and gently pushed me onto my back “Relax” and he moved to the bottom of the bed and he gently but firmly massaged up and down my legs, and it did make them feel better I have to admit.

“Are you alright, Chase?” I watched him as his hands moved from my legs to my arms.

“Why wouldn’t I be?” he smiled as he asked then kissed me quickly.

“Are you tired?” I wondered

“Not really, why?” he was getting suspicious, and that look grew when I smiled.

“Because lingerie wasn’t the only think I ordered.” I told him with a smirk and he just looked more confused. I rolled my eyes and got up before sinking to the floor by my bed and opening up the chest underneath.

Chase moved beside me and looked at everything carefully.

“Jeeze Lee, when did you get this stuff?” he asked amused.

“Drunk ordering with Rochelle”

“That explains a lot. What do you want me to do with all this?” he asked and I looked at him thinking about it.

“Whatever you want, but no more of not letting me come tonight.” He looked at everything for a minute before he looked like he got an idea.

“I’ll be honest. This all looks like a lot of fun, but I haven’t used most of it. Handcuffs I have but the other things I haven’t. So if you really want to use this stuff with me, we have to take it really slow, because I don’t want to hurt you.”

I smiled at him, he really was sweet.

“I’m okay with that.”

He pulled me up on the bed with him and we sat down. “I may be dominate and like to control certain things, but I just want to be clear when I say that it’s as far as it goes. I’m not a dominate I don’t have submissive, I don’t know what this is, but I know that I enjoy it and so do you.”

“I understand”

“If you want to try all this, I’m open to it with you. And we can talk about other things as well. As long as you feel comfortable with me tying you up or handcuffing you,” he paused and put a hand under my chin so I was looking right into his amazing eyes. “Do you trust me Brylee? I need to know you trust me fully before we go any farther with anything.”

The funny thing was he was serious. Did he not know how much I trust him? Did he really think I didn’t?

I climbed into his lap “Chase, I trust you more than you know. I know you wouldn’t hurt me. I know you care, and I trust you with my life.”

It may be a very serious topic, but I don’t know how he thinks I wouldn’t. I’ve known him my whole life.

“Alright, well then lay back” he told me and I lay down in the middle of the bed and watched as he grabbed things from the drawer, there is so much stuff in there I don’t even know what it all is. First he grabbed handcuffs and set them on the bed.

Then he grabbed ankle restraints and the spreader bar and looked at each carefully before placing the bar back. “I really want to try the spreader bar, and while it may not be much, baby steps” he told me and I smiled, but otherwise said nothing.

I observed him as he grabbed one ankle and then the other and secured them to each post. My heart rate sped up as he moved over me towards the top. He set the keys on the side table and put the cuff around one wrist, wrapped it around the headboard and then cuffed the other.

These weren’t the ones with the little button that released them. They were real cuffs that required a key. I was completely secured to my bed. No knots I could untie, no way to get out of it unless he let me out. My legs were spread for him and my body exposed.

He stood back and his eyes went from my head, down my body and back up again.

He moved slowly to the bed and started at my neck. He nibbled on the skin and kissed his way to my nipples where he licked each, getting them wet slightly with saliva before blowing on each. My nipples peaked almost instantly.

Then he looked me in the eyes as he took one into his mouth. His tongue darting out and flicking it before his lips closed and he sucked. His teeth gently pulled at it and when he was done he flicked his tongue over it again and then went and repeated the process to the other side.

During the time he was sucking on my ni pples his hand went between my legs and was gently and slowly rubbing me, keeping me extremely turned on, but nothing too much. Just a reminder of what was to come. And hopefully it would be me

My breathing had increased and I moaned at gentle acts. I pulled at the cuffs after he finished with the other wanting him to stay there longer. His mouth went between my breasts and down my stomach. When he got right to my entrance I felt his tongue flick against my cli t before he moved father down.

His mouth nipped at my upper thighs and I could feel his breath blowing against my entrance. The suspense was killing me, and I knew that was his plan but I remained quiet.

The only sounds you could head were the low moans and ragged breaths escaping from me.

And finally he moved back up. The whole time he had kept his eyes locked on mine, challenging me to look away first, but I wouldn’t. So I was watching him as he plunged his tongue into my channel and my eyes rolled back as my body arched off the bed slightly. Finally he was where I wanted him.

He moaned as his tongue moved from my entrance to my cl it and he sucked before flicking his tongue out and he did that over and over again with a steady rhythm.

All I wanted was to tangle my hands in his hair and hold his head there; he was defiantly good with everything.

The pleasure was amplified because my legs were spread open, I couldn’t move and the thought that kept running through my mind was how I’m tied up, exposed to him as his head is between my thighs and his tongue and moth feel amazing against, well everything.

“Relax baby” he told me and then moaned again when he went back down. It was a complete turn on knowing that he enjoyed eating me as much as I enjoyed sucking him.

I took a deep breath and let my head fall back and relaxed as his tongue moved against my body. He didn’t use his hands; his mouth was more than enough.

I felt the tightening in my stomach and my back arched off the bed as much as the restraints would allow while my legs quivered as I came hard. His tongue moved gently against me as I rode though it and when I was done he moved his face back and wiped his mouth.

By his eyes and body language I could see how turned on he was before I saw how hard he was. He moved so he was hovering over me and rubbed his dick against my entrance. His eyes closed and he groaned.

“You are so wet” and when he looked back I shivered in excitement. He was turned on and this was going to feel amazing.

He slid inside of me and like his whole process of pleasuring me, it was incredibly intimate. His thrusts were careful but hard, he wasn’t going to fast, but he wasn’t going slowly.

I moaned every time I felt him pull almost completely out and then thrust back in.

I wish I could grind my body against his, but in this current position that wasn’t much of an option. So every time he thrust in I moved my hips that tiny bit up that I could.

I didn’t know how he was holding out so long but he leaned down and sucked on my nipples sending me over the edge.

“Chase!” was all I could yell out. I couldn’t really remember much else. It was the first word I’d spoken since he cuffed me to the bed.

With him it was like he fully consumed me, all I could think about was how good it felt with his body moving against mine.

His body was covered in sweat as it moved against mine. But it was sexy as hell watching the look of pleasure on his face when he came with my name on his tongue, setting off my second orgasm.

He rolled his hips after making the pleasure last longer and then lay down on top of me, but supporting enough of his weight so he didn’t hurt me.

I let him lay there a couple minutes before speaking “Think you can let me go now?” I asked. He looked up at me confused for a second before remembering the cuffs.

“Yeah, may make things a bit more comfortable for you.” He grabbed the keys and took the handcuffs off first then the ankle ones and tossed them back in the box under my bed.

“And now I am officially tired” he said as he lay back down.

Well who need a shower when we would just get into dirty sheets anyways? I got up and shut the lights off before climbing back in bed beside him.

“So, you’re staying with me all weekend, right?” I asked him and he chuckled in the darkness and wrapped the blanket around us and held me tighter.

“Of course, I’ve got so many more thing I want to do to you baby, may want to get your sleep so you can be ready”

“I look forward to it” his had brushed against my cheek and he moved my face. I couldn’t see much in the darkness, but when his lips brushed against mine I pressed them firmly to his. His tongue gently brushed and played with mine before pulling back.

“Goodnight baby, sweet dreams.” Was the last thing I barley heard. He certainly knew how to exhaust me in the best possible way was my last thought before drifting off to sleep.