Dont Be A Kept Man - Chapter 173
Despite being separated from the screen, the deep helplessness and self-deprecating on the other end came over without any difference. A strange feeling suddenly came from Gu Lai’s heart, which made people uncomfortable. He got up and picked up the key to the room. Walked and asked in a low voice: “Where are you?”
“…”
Shen You didn’t speak any more. He was exhausted and couldn’t hold anything anymore. The phone fell between the seats and there was a soft bang, and the call was officially cut off.
He concealed his face deeply into his palm. At this time, the depressed cry in his throat finally leaked out, but after a while, he was tried to hide it again, and the blue veins on his forehead swelled, which is different from the sun-sweeping in the day. Now it was just a poor creature who didn’t even dare to cry.
I thought it was a ridiculous farce of two people, but it turned out to be just a one-man show of one person, how ridiculous.
The city is extremely hot when it is hot, but it only takes a moment to cool down. It is so fast that people can’t respond. There is no transition period. Gu Lai is afraid that Shen You will have an accident, and is about to drive to his house. Walking out of the gate, I saw a silver-gray car parked quietly on the side of the road.
The license plate number is familiar. Gu Lai once gave Shen You breakfast, and he had seen him drive it out.
Through the windshield, the driver’s seat was empty, Gu Lai stepped forward, glanced at the rear window, and could vaguely see the figure lying down inside.
“Shen You?”
He called, but received no response.
Gu Lai had to pull the car door, and the pavement was filled with a soaring scent of alcohol. He sank in the back seat, already drunk and unconscious, beside a pile of crooked wine bottles.
Gu Lai never expected that he would drink like this. He leaned in and fished out the person with difficulty. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the phone on the ground, picked up the pocket of Shen You’s clothes, and found the car key from the driver’s seat. locked.
Shen You couldn’t stand still, and the sky was spinning before his eyes. In a daze, he felt that someone was taking him elsewhere. He fumbled and grabbed the other’s collar, and whispered: “Who are you…you… who is it……”
“Gu Lai, I am Gu Lai.”
Gu Lai was almost cut off by him, and while he was helping him into the elevator, he pulled out his collar and sank into chaos for a moment, as if he had recovered a trace of clarity, let go of his hand and asked to himself: “… Are you Gu Lai?”
There were still some undry tears on the side of his face, and he inadvertently rubbed Gu Lai’s neck, feeling cold to the touch.
Gu Lai looked down at him, only to realize that Shen You’s eyes were red, and he looked up powerlessly, showing his fragile throat unsuspectingly. The lines were neat and clean, but he looked a little too thin.
Speeding up and helping people into his home, Gu Lai was sweating inexplicably on his back. He leaned over to take off his shoes for Shen You and let him lie on the bed. Only then could he breathe for a while.
This holiday is a little weird, Gu Lai thought.
Shen You lay down on the bed for a while, then rolled over uncomfortably, frowning and pulling a few buttons off the collar. His breathing was heavy and he looked uncomfortable. Gu Lai was afraid that he would fall off, so he took a small plastic bench to sit on. By the bed.
Shen You’s throat rolled up and down, slowly opened his eyelids, his deep pupils were half drunk and half confused. He looked at some dazzling lights on the ceiling, babbling in a low voice, “Gu Lai…I know…I know. Why did you hug me at the cinema that day…”
Gu Lai raised his head subconsciously when he heard the words, only to hear him continue.
“You don’t like me at all…”
Gu Lai scratched his hair, a little bit unable to keep up with his thoughts, but habitually came up with words to comfort him, but before he could say what he said, Shen You suddenly hammered the bed and cursed with red eyes, “You **** just Afraid of ghosts!”
“…”
Gu Lai didn’t say a word, because he was unable to refute, so he could only pull his fingers nervously.
After Shen You finished cursing, he stayed quiet for a while, then buried his face in the pillow and stopped making a sound. Gu Lai was afraid that he could not breathe. He hesitated to stretch out his hand and gently pulled out his pillow, only to find a grayish blue There is a small wet mark on the pillowcase.
“Shen You?”
Gu Lai was a little nervous. He got up and wanted to look at Shen You’s face, but couldn’t see it. He could only force the person to come, but caught a pair of eyes full of tears off guard.
Shen You’s eyes were red, and when he watched him without speaking, he was a bit fierce. After a while, he gritted his teeth and said: “I’m just a **** joke!”
He repeated: “I’m just a joke…”
Gu Lai was stunned. He felt uncomfortable for some reason. He wiped away tears from Shen You, hurriedly and awkwardly, comforting him in a low voice, “You are not, you are not, no one laughs at you…”
Shen You raised his eyes upon hearing the words, grabbed his hand, pressed against his face, his voice hoarse, like an aggrieved child: “Then why don’t you like me?”
“I didn’t… I didn’t dislike you…”
Gu Lai blinked quickly, stumbling over this sentence. After speaking, he faintly felt that something was wrong, and he couldn’t say anything wrong.
No dislike, that is like.
When Shen You heard the words, his frowning brows suddenly loosened a little, and he approached Gu Lai a little bit, staring at the other party’s pure white eyes. He woke up most of the time and murmured: “You really don’t remember anything. Up?”
Gu said, “I don’t remember.”
Shen You kept his hands tighter, closed his eyes, as if he was making a very difficult decision. Gu Lai felt a chilly liquid under his palm. He pulled out the tissue from the table beside him and leaned over to He wiped it lightly and still said: “Don’t cry, it’s okay.”
Before he finished speaking, there was a sudden violent pull from his wrist, and his figure fell forward uncontrollably, and then his eyes turned like the sky, and Shen You was pressed under him.
“???”
When he touched the blind spot of knowledge, Gu Lai didn’t know what expression to make, his face was stubborn, looking a little cold, his hands on his side, nervously pulled the sheets: “You…what’s wrong with you?”
Shen You looked at him, pursed his lips and said nothing, with his right hand wrapped around the back of his neck, stroking the hideous scar silently, and asked in a dumb voice: “Gu Lai, can I still trust you…”
Gu Lai wanted to say that he had a good reputation and never owed money without paying it back, so he nodded and hesitated: “It should be…it should be possible.”
Strange, why did he say yes.
Gu Lai’s heart beating a bit fast, he moved uncomfortably, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he could see Shen Youjunqi’s collarbone, unnaturally turning his eyes away, for the first time in his life knowing what embarrassment was like: “Can you…change another one? posture?”
For example, sitting well.
Shen You was startled when he heard the words, and nodded: “Okay.”
Then the figures of the two were reversed in an instant, this time Gu Lai was up and Shen swimed down.
Gu Lai: “…”
Shen You held Gu Lai’s hand and slowly put it on his waist, turned his head, the tips of his ears were a little red, and asked in a low voice awkwardly, “Is this all right?”
In Gu Lai’s cognition, men and women are incompatible with giving or receiving, and men are also incompatible with giving or receiving. Only the target is amiable. His stern face flushed red, and he would get up if he was in a hurry.
Shen You’s face changed slightly when he saw that, and he held him down: “What’s the matter?”
Gu Lai’s ears were burning red, and he shook his head vigorously, but did not speak. He glanced at him, and then quickly avoided. After seeing this, Shen You realized what he would react in hindsight. He only felt that the current Gu Lai was a little cute and stroked him. The temperature of people’s ears is hot, and he squeezes his chin and whispered: “What are you afraid of? You like me, I like you, this is normal…”
As soon as they said the words, the two were stunned at the same time.
Shen You accidentally said what was in his heart, as if he had passed a threshold, his face expressionless, he was relieved while feeling complicated.
Gu Lai was really stunned. He blinked quickly and said at a loss: “Do you like me?”
Shen You buckled Gu Lai’s back of his head like abandoning himself, and forced him to get close to him, his chest undulating, looking directly at him, “I don’t blame the past, but the past is over. This time…”
Shen You paused before continuing: “…This time you count you as capable, and count me down.”
Gu Lai’s heart was chaotic, rising, and the program was messy again. It was more chaotic than the last time I watched the ghost film. He supported himself so as not to be overwhelmed by Shen You, and asked blankly: “Do you like me?”
Damn, what are you doing so many times!
Shen You covered his eyelids with the back of his hand and nodded silently.
Gu Lai knew sadness, happiness, fear, and shyness, but never knew what it was like. He had never experienced this kind of emotion. He vaguely knew that the likes in Shen You’s mouth were different from ordinary likes.
He is a bit novel, a bit puzzled, and at the same time wants to try.
Gu Lai gently held Shen You’s hand, and then pulled it down. There was a little wet sweat on the palm of his hand, and his eyes were facing each other. Gu Lai said seriously: “But I’m stupid, and I always make you angry. like me?”
Shen You felt that Gu Lai after his amnesia was a little stupid, and his heart was so prickly, no wonder he was stubborn and liked, covering his face with his hand, and said in a vague voice: “It has nothing to do with you, it’s me. Bad temper…not likable.”
This is considered to be a confession by Fu Ruan. Tang Yishan and Ke Jing will definitely be surprised when they hear these words.
Gu Lai never felt that Shen You was unpleasant, and sometimes even thought it was quite interesting, like a cat with fried hair, but he didn’t know why, and always a little nervous when getting along with Shen You, accidents frequently occurred, unlike Yu Xi’s As natural.
In fact, at this point, it’s almost time to pierce the window paper. It seems that men and women who have a good impression of each other on the earth can already try further development.
“that……”
Although Gu Lai doesn’t know what like is, he knows that he doesn’t hate Shen You, it’s appropriate, they can try.
Gu Lai was quite daring to try some aspects. He quietly held Shen You’s hand and summoned the courage to whisper: “From today onwards, will you be my object? I will work hard to take good care of you.”
Shen You’s eyes were hot, something rushed up, he closed his eyes severely, and went back, breathing heavily, but only said a word–
“Gu Lai, don’t play Lao Tzu…”
Gu Lai silently grabbed his hand, pursing his lips and said solemnly, “I’m serious.”
Shen You moved his fingertips and wanted to hug him, but he didn’t move for some reason. Instead, he said to Gu Lai, “Come and hug me.”
He wanted to take the initiative.
Gu Lai was still a little embarrassed, but obediently did it. He stretched out his hand and hugged him. He looked at the light on the ceiling. He was a little dizzy for a while. He only felt that life is rising and falling too fast today, like a dream.
With his fingertips down, he could feel Gu Lai’s lean abdominal muscles through the clothes, Shen You poked lightly, then reached into his pants pocket, took out his phone and said, “Hey…”
Gu Lai has been holding him very seriously: “Huh?”
Shen lobby said: “Add it back.”
Gu Lai didn’t react, “Huh?”
Shen You turned his head unnaturally: “Friend, add it back.”